oh no my hands got to the hogwarts legacy and i played non-stop for 5 hours ............. tbh it's not that good like . the story kinda cringe and omfg i hate unreal engine bc every game made in it is SO lagging even in the lowest settings .............. i mean fair unreal also is very fucking lagging BUT OH MY GOD it's so annoying also stupid cloth simulation on the outwear . bitch why are you so bad . it bothers me a bit too much ... BUT ANYWAY i like playing this game for now it's kinda relaxing and some mechanics are interesting ( i'm stealing them for my future projects ehehehe )
silly bi guys
also even my art-practice teacher said that i'm too sad and tired ( for the last two month ... and it's progressing ... that's literally what she said ... and she suggested that i take an academic leave ........... ) this woman only see me at saturdays . and she still noticed . i'm damned .
hell yeah i'm in that miserable state again 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 nice 👍👍👍👍👍 and now i even have troubles with health 😁😁😁😁😁
i going to fucking kill myself 😄😄😄 I can't do anything i just lie on my bed or sleep that's everything besides going to the uni and i need to do So Much AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
yeah they go way back 🐶🦾
so. um. i wanted to post something about my mc. but i realized i need to Explain her a little. even if my english is wonky. even if no one besides me will like her. i'm willing to sacrifice my pride lmao ( pls don't beat the shit out of me because of misspelling or weird use of words or horrendous grammary. i'm silly your honor )
SO. there's her profile thing ?? i guess ??? and yes. my every character is armenian, thank you very much. es hay em what can i say 😭
cr for sheet: @kiwiplaetzchen
aaaaand there we go with A Lot Of facts sbout her ...
about blood status ! i believe she doesn't really know about all that stuff. in my head magic armenia is tied together with non-magic one, because there's no magic school and communities are small and local. wizards live like muggles, live side by side with them. therefore blood of her family is so mixed, that i can't even say is she half-blood or what.
and she doesn't know english very well. her handwriting is in block letters and it's stiff and sloppy. often when she's yapping about something she switches to her mother tongue without realizing it. and then she tries to translate her rant, but fails miserably lmao. that's why she asks her friends for help with textbooks in classes and why she hates potions ( she doesn't know all that terminology for ingredients )
during the first days at hogwarts she was a little shy, but quickly became friend with poppy and natty. then she beat the shit out of sebastian in the duel and felt Very confident because of everyone's vivid reaction, so she started to befriend every person in this school lol. she's very tactile and kinda touch-starved even though she always pissed her siblings off with the need to touch and hug and peck Everyone ( but they always let her do it )
also. she's aroace. she really loves her friends, but she do not understand ( and need ) romantic love and relationshisp. i mean, she doesn't really know she's aroace she live in 19 century lmao. but not once in her live she fell in love
she have 5 siblings: two oldest siblings zabel and levon, older siblings lilith and masis and smol sis asthik ( who's a menace to society. ) she loves them to death, but in the summer after 5th year there was a huge drama about levon and maro was Fighting for him with zabel ( who's a homophobic bitch, but i'm the one who made her like this so i'm not shitting her 😭 )
and they lived in constantinople, but when father died they moved to erivan, hometown of their mother. after this she have some kind of prophecies about something bad happening with their family and maro being their "savior". that's why maro ended up in hogwarts, like it's the only school except koldovstoretz that her mother know about. and there's some relatives in england, who left erivan when it became part of russian empire in 1829 ( i think ??? i'm not too familiar with dates, but i want this story to work ... )
also her patronus was the van cat ( or vana katu, it's a landrace of cats found around lake van ) like her father's. but she doesn't cast patronus often so she found out that her patronus has changed to the borzoi at 6th year. her neighbor from a wealthy family bred borzoi from russian empire and she fell in love with these dogs from the very first time she saw them. it's kind of a symbol of her homesickness and yearning for family, for her life in erivan.
so. um. if you read all that text above. thank you. i really want to be in fandom and to show my maro to everyone 🤲 i will post arts with her. i guess ........ and i really want to draw other people's characters !!! i just like the vibes in here lol
My first session and first small, not perfect but WORKING GAME IS DONE
If you wanna play here's guide because I didn't add this to the game yet:
A & D - walk
Shift - run
E - shoot
Left button of the mouse - take object
Right button is kinda broke, it moves you toward rocks
You ran rotate tube with cursor
It was crazy experience, many things were lagging, crushing, but in the end I stayed with something. I like this project so during this year and my education I will try to fix it and properly finish it. I wanna it stay in my portfolio and mb one day put it on game festival. But before that I need to work on a lot of things here.
i miss eora and got bored, so here we go, my first (and most developed) watcher, alvara anchenzo she's a death godlike human from a fallen aristocratic family in old vailia, who was banished from there (for political reasons and too much drunken duelling with wrong people), failed to be a pirate, and finally landed in dyrwood. the rest is history.
it's an old ( kinda ??? i drew it in july when i was in yerevan ) drawing buuut i remembered about it today hehe so. here's seb & omi & maro aka troublemakers as borzoi in scarves !!! this is an illustration for a lil fic that i wrote but it's in russian ... so just look at the drawing i guess .........
i want to talk about maro's friendship with sebastian and ominis . and a little about her relationships with my other hl character who was created by accident lmao
they became very close during seb's "adventures". i think seb liked that maro is very naive and always helping her friends bc she's very loyal. also sebastian reminded maro of her older brother masis because of freckles and dark hair. they have natural siblings dynamic with all this teasing and playful fights-duels. but still maro wouldn't hesitate to die for him. and she mean it truly.
ominis at first thinks that she's kinda stupid and too careless. it's getting worse because she's bad at english and it's hard for her to properly understand what ominis is so angry about and he thought she's just being petty and playing dumb. but then i think omi kinda became attached to her bc she tries so much to study and be a good friend and blablabla. with ominis her dynamic is more calm: maro just tries to keep him company and be less annoying. it's kinda like she behaves with her older sister zabel. but omi allows her to hug him for a long time and peck him on the cheeks.
so they all became friends but maro still spends a lot of time with girls: imelda, poppy and natty.
at the end of the year maro is broken mentally. all the deaths and grief that occurred is really driving her crazy. so she's starting to feel more comfortable around seb and omi than around girls who have different experience with this accursed 5th year. so at the end of the year she and the boys are best friends.
also. at 6th year maro is befriending my other oc valeri, who is 7th year ravenclaw. they knew each other before but never were close. then boom — they're on the same potions detention. they start to hang out and talk a lot and don't forget how tactile maro is. omi and seb are arguing and fighting a lot bc of unresolved tension lmao that's why maro feel more at ease with valeri. so valeri kinda got a crush at maro ... and it's a long story but they start to date and everything. but during this time maro understands that she's not capable of loving someone romantically. poor leri what can i say .....
so !! i've got a lot of thoughts about maro and her relationships with other characters but it's very hard for me to write about it like this for some reason especially in english ... but i think i'll post something about maro and valeri !!! i love them even though they're kinda tragic. if you got any questions you can ask it !!!!!!! I would love to answer it
Dirk deserves a hug.
i wrote a study for my art history classes about portrets of komitas in armenian art and i'm very proud of it i hope i'll get a good grade ( if not i'm going to throw myself out of the window )
she/her ; 19 ; bi-ace ; armenian ; rus, eng ; i just draw&write stuff sometimes ; game design student.
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