Damn. I Was Looking For References For My Detective Game In This Module And Watched First Ace Attorney

this is me again and my besties nane and anahit aka armenian goddesses of motherhood ( i have other arts of anahit and nane but these ones are for my project so i want to show them )

nane while being the goddess of motherhood is also goddess of war and wisdom. yes she is versatile ... and also she kinda look like athena

and anahit is basically The Golden Mother. she was one of the most revered deity in great armenia. and also the statue of her head is in the british museum in london. but it's too similar to aphrodite so i drew anahit differently

some historians say that nane and anahit ( and astghik but i would like to tell you about her later ) are one goddess but who knows ?

tbh i prefer to think that they are very different goddesses with very different characters

take this for the next time you’re sick 🪴

dorm i'm going to live in is Really shitty i'm gonna cry now

but you know at least i'm going to live in moscow ......

btw i've got a 9 out of 10 happy happy happy

i wrote a study for my art history classes about portrets of komitas in armenian art and i'm very proud of it i hope i'll get a good grade ( if not i'm going to throw myself out of the window )

hell yeah i'm in that miserable state again 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 nice 👍👍👍👍👍 and now i even have troubles with health 😁😁😁😁😁

i going to fucking kill myself 😄😄😄 I can't do anything i just lie on my bed or sleep that's everything besides going to the uni and i need to do So Much AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

so. um. i wanted to post something about my mc. but i realized i need to Explain her a little. even if my english is wonky. even if no one besides me will like her. i'm willing to sacrifice my pride lmao ( pls don't beat the shit out of me because of misspelling or weird use of words or horrendous grammary. i'm silly your honor )

SO. there's her profile thing ?? i guess ??? and yes. my every character is armenian, thank you very much. es hay em what can i say 😭

cr for sheet: @kiwiplaetzchen

aaaaand there we go with A Lot Of facts sbout her ...

about blood status ! i believe she doesn't really know about all that stuff. in my head magic armenia is tied together with non-magic one, because there's no magic school and communities are small and local. wizards live like muggles, live side by side with them. therefore blood of her family is so mixed, that i can't even say is she half-blood or what.

and she doesn't know english very well. her handwriting is in block letters and it's stiff and sloppy. often when she's yapping about something she switches to her mother tongue without realizing it. and then she tries to translate her rant, but fails miserably lmao. that's why she asks her friends for help with textbooks in classes and why she hates potions ( she doesn't know all that terminology for ingredients )

during the first days at hogwarts she was a little shy, but quickly became friend with poppy and natty. then she beat the shit out of sebastian in the duel and felt Very confident because of everyone's vivid reaction, so she started to befriend every person in this school lol. she's very tactile and kinda touch-starved even though she always pissed her siblings off with the need to touch and hug and peck Everyone ( but they always let her do it )

also. she's aroace. she really loves her friends, but she do not understand ( and need ) romantic love and relationshisp. i mean, she doesn't really know she's aroace she live in 19 century lmao. but not once in her live she fell in love

she have 5 siblings: two oldest siblings zabel and levon, older siblings lilith and masis and smol sis asthik ( who's a menace to society. ) she loves them to death, but in the summer after 5th year there was a huge drama about levon and maro was Fighting for him with zabel ( who's a homophobic bitch, but i'm the one who made her like this so i'm not shitting her 😭 )

and they lived in constantinople, but when father died they moved to erivan, hometown of their mother. after this she have some kind of prophecies about something bad happening with their family and maro being their "savior". that's why maro ended up in hogwarts, like it's the only school except koldovstoretz that her mother know about. and there's some relatives in england, who left erivan when it became part of russian empire in 1829 ( i think ??? i'm not too familiar with dates, but i want this story to work ... )

also her patronus was the van cat ( or vana katu, it's a landrace of cats found around lake van ) like her father's. but she doesn't cast patronus often so she found out that her patronus has changed to the borzoi at 6th year. her neighbor from a wealthy family bred borzoi from russian empire and she fell in love with these dogs from the very first time she saw them. it's kind of a symbol of her homesickness and yearning for family, for her life in erivan.

so. um. if you read all that text above. thank you. i really want to be in fandom and to show my maro to everyone 🤲 i will post arts with her. i guess ........ and i really want to draw other people's characters !!! i just like the vibes in here lol

i watched heartstopper and i'm desperately in love with it 😭😭😭 i think i needed to watch it when i was at 10-11 grade in school it would make my life back then much more bearable but i do not regret watching it now tho 😋 AND I LOVE NICK he's such a sweetie 😭 he looks and behaves like a golden retriever and capybara at the same time 😭😭😭 oh pretty boy ...........

hi hello barevdzes i entered hse aka higher school of economics aka Very Cool University and i still barely can believe it i'm gonna live in moscow <3 and i'm gonna study at hse <33 sounds like a fever dream

damn. i'm doing NOTHING for my project and i've stopped learning armenian properly just because i became obsessed over ace attorney 😭😭😭 all i do is sketching characters ( EVERY i love them all ) and watching every video i can 😭😭😭😭😭😭 gone insane .

a 2016 Armenian stamp depicting a domestic cat

[ID: a postage stamp with a blocky, stylized illustration of a cream color cat. the cat has light brown ears and tail. the cat has one blue eye and one green eye. it has been labelled "van cat". the face value of this stamp is 100 Armenian dram. end ID]