Life Is So Weird Nowadays

yeah they go way back 🐶🦾

i've made a game ...

so. i've been making a game for a uni project. and here it is !!

a side-scroller with combined 2d and 3d graphics, where you play as an armenian girl ditsui, searching for her little sister with the help of goddess spandaramet.

you can check it out for youself :))) feel free to play and leave feedback in the comments !!

Following Spandaramet by meryajan

the only thing i live for now is 1000 yo series /srs ( cuz i kinda hate everything i'm doing at the uni rn ....... i still don't know why i got such a high mark as 9 out of 10 at the intermediate preview of our projects ........ )

actually i watched good omens a couple of days ago And im not okay. this show is so-so comforting and light and funny ( despite the last episode 💀 it made me cry a little and think about my beef with romantic relathionships and this kind of stuff A Lot but it's okay though i kinda needed it ) and and and idk (((( it's just made me feel a lot better cuz u know . all this admission shit and the fact ( which i unsuccessfully try ignore btw ) that my silly little kinda peaceful life will absolutely change in few weeks and my new life is going to be Very stirring and cool yet kinda disturbing and restless it's um. making me feel like a wet pathetic kitten who was just trying to drink its milk but end up with its muzzle in the bowl and there's no kind and caring human around to help it

So Yeah. this stupid ( /affectionate ) show really make me feel like it's okay to be smol wet pathetic kitten and be upset about life going too fast . doesn't really know why about this specifically but who cares

AHAHAHAHA ofc 😭😭😭

i watched heartstopper and i'm desperately in love with it 😭😭😭 i think i needed to watch it when i was at 10-11 grade in school it would make my life back then much more bearable but i do not regret watching it now tho 😋 AND I LOVE NICK he's such a sweetie 😭 he looks and behaves like a golden retriever and capybara at the same time 😭😭😭 oh pretty boy ...........

SO i'm home !!!! for like 4 days or so and

1) the exam was not really cool :( i imagine the commisson didn't really like my project LIKE yes everyone said that it's cool that i made a concept of a game about my culture and my style is pretty and every armenian thing on it's place in every location and armenianness of everything is kinda subtile in a good way but based on the way they spoke i guess it's not good gamewise :( like mechanics are not tied together that good and trailer doesn't show a lot of things that presentation do ... idk i'm kinda sad but also happy cause you know. at least they appreciated how much of my love for armenia i put into this game And . and my curators still love this game so ! it's okay i'm just learning

2) i played almost 10 hours ( for 2 days )))) at another visual novel ... it's called a date with death AND IT'S FANTASTIC and kinda wholesome :((( i love it and i love casper ((((((

3) i got sick for 3rd time in 2 month 😭😭😭😭😭😭 honestly i'm just tired to be always sick i hate my imunity

4) father still a dick but at least he's not angry at me i hope this isn't going to change

and i made a game ??? it's a platformer about armenian girl who lost her lil sister and who is helped to find her by goddess spandaramet So. i'll post it at thursday when i finish everything ......... i've been doing it since september and really burned out lmao

"Who Remembers the Armenians?" by Palestinian poet Najwan Darwish / "Who Remembers the Palestinians?" by Armenian writer Sophia Armen

Trade with wonderful @meryachkins and her mc Marusya🥺💕💕💕 The sweetest girl!

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