I Hate The Fact That The Idea Of Opening Up To Someone, Of Asking For Help, Makes Me Sick To The Stomach.

i hate the fact that the idea of opening up to someone, of asking for help, makes me sick to the stomach.

More Posts from Memberofthehumanrace and Others

1 month ago

yes all my favorite characters are desperate to be loved. no i don’t think that says anything about me

1 month ago
AU Where Regulus’ Karma Is Having A Son Who Happens To Be The Carbon Copy Of Sirius.

AU where Regulus’ karma is having a son who happens to be the carbon copy of Sirius.

p.1 | p.2 | p.3

1 month ago

i’m so appreciative to suzanne for reframing the rebellion from the original trilogy as a “they saw their moment and took it” type situation and showing us that they’ve been trying, over and over, with so many failed attempts, to break the arena and incite a rebellion for decades. in this current political climate never giving up hope is so essential. haymitch wasn’t the first nor the last, and they kept going even when it seemed completely futile, and that’s what counts, and what ultimately saves them all.

fluffy rosekiller is so underrated. sure they like to fuck each other, like A LOT. and they would absolutely kill for each other. but people tend to forget that they’re actually with each other.

barty always has a resting bitch face that only lights up when he sees evan. evan is the broody guy with lots of tattoos but he has the dopiest smile when he hears barty’s (loud asf) laugh.

they want each other and love each other at the same time.

THEY’RE MY PRECIOUS BABIES AND THEY DESERVE MORE LOVE.


Tags
1 month ago

a masterpiece. wtaf.

The tragedy of Regulus Black

5 months ago

do you have any 70s wolfstar fics to recommend? (beside the big ones like tcoptp, atyd, highway 90, etc)

I tried my best to find a wide assortment (70s ones are always harder to find for some reason)

1 - dead wizards society by bebopmoony has wolfstar and jily (70s magical at hogwarts with dead poets society elements)

2 - Of Moons And Stars by athene_hazel has wolfstar and jily (70s magical at hogwarts with happy ending)

3 - Nowhere, Black by lostmoonlight has wolfstar and jily (i haven’t read it by my friend loves this fic and its a band au

4 - Now I Wanna Be Your Dog by pixelated (prettyremus) has wolfstar and jily (Summer love in the 70s)

5 - The Boys Of Summer by todaslasmadrugadas has wolfstar and jily (summer love, self indulgent fic so everyone’s happy for most of it)

Of course i also have a fic masterlist i add to regularly if you also wanna look at that!!

Masterlist

2 months ago

James: Reg, darling, love of my life, I’m begging you, please go see Madame Pomfrey. Pretty please? For me?

Regulus: I’m sorry, is this our stab wound??

1 month ago

hate when someone asks me who my favourite marauders era character is, like... I LOVE THEM ALL, DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE. ):<

I love EvanandBarty because they're unhinged and amazing and slutty and manic and fucking terrible, I love Marlene because that bitch knows how to party and shes so chaotic and fun and says fuck you to society, i love Dorcas because I would detransition and become a lesbian just for a chance to be with her faster than you can say the word homo, I love Mary because her hair is fabulous and she is fabulous and she is cunty and amazing and she is an icon and a queen, I love Lily because she has the patience and the amazingness and the awsome boss energy of the gods and she slays and is awsome, I love Remus because I love secretly kinda cool grandpa sweater wearing angry werewolf beanstalks, I love Sirius because the mommy issues are relatable and because he is incredibly punk rock and awsome but also just a lil bitch deep down, I love James because I kin him far too much for a sane human being and I genuinley love that man, I love Reggie because If i had it in me to be mean to people i would aspire to be like him and also he's hot as shit and id kiss him, I love Pandora because the manic pixie bone fairy goth steamboat punk queen has impecable vibes and just because the voices told me to do so, I love Xeno because if I was gonna start drugs he is the sole guy id buy from and I admire his loyalty and his love and his passion and his fearlessness and individuality, and I love Peter because I love the lil aroace legend that he is and I love that he'd play the sims and make all his friends and lock them in a house just to see what happens. I love all of them so much and if you take them away from me i WILL cry.

1 month ago

at 9 am. on sunday. after church.

“dear sirius,

it’s been over a year since you left. i understand it, i do, and i wish i could do the same. but we don’t all get the same choices in life. and this was not one i could make.

do you remember when we were five and six, and i wanted to climb onto the roof? you found me hanging out the window and dragged me back in. i think you saved my life. i hope you know that the floo was me paying it back.

i don’t understand why you won’t talk to me. well, i say that, i do understand it, but i wont pretend it doesn’t sting. just because i can’t show it, doesn’t mean i don’t feel it. you know better than anyone how i work.

by the time you get this, it’ll be too late, and that’s how i’ve planned it. don’t try any stupid heroics, sirius. that’s not how our story works. dumbledore is too dangerous, you have to listen to me. go back to grimmauld place, and get the box out of my room. it’ll explain everything. please make sure james gets his letter too (and no, you can’t read it, you nosy twat).

i love you, sirius. i’m sorry i stopped saying it.

see you in the sky,

regulus.”

-a letter found on the floor of an empty flat on halloween 1981

  • no---satisfaction
    no---satisfaction liked this · 1 year ago
  • memberofthehumanrace
    memberofthehumanrace reblogged this · 1 year ago

infp-t / pisces / indonesian / slytherclaw / remus and regulus kinnie // marauders, bts, harry potter, the folk of the air

116 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags