Everyone is wishing for a husband like Yang Gwan-Sik, but I wish I had a father like Yang Gwan-Sik who wouldn't hate my existence and won't call me a failure every moment but tell me that he's always there to hold me and will actually love and protect me. I really wish my mom had someone like Gwan-Sik who loved her every time his heart beat instead of ignoring her for weeks bcz of his ego.
WLGYT made me cry the most bcz I was sad and jealous that I could never have a loving and supportive family like Ae-Sun had.
Jude: What are you drinking?
Cardan: Tea
Jude: Oh, really? What kind?
Cardan: Tea...quila
i present to you:
✨the crows✨
Cardan is the biggest fucking simp istg. I love writing his point of view. It’s just:
Jude. Why can’t I help Jude. I want Jude. Jude love me.
*sibling dynamics*
Men use “I’m just a man” to cheat on their wives. Odysseus uses “I’m just a man” to kill, slay and torture people to get back to HIS wife. They are not the same.
Walter being a mood in the library.
Pairing: Lumberjack!Steve Rogers x Female Reader Summary: Steve can't stop thinking about how good you look in his shirts. Word Count: Over 1.6k Warnings: Mentions of explicit sexual content, referenced vaginal sex (wrap it before you tap it), a bit of fluff, talks of having a family, slight feels (it's me), Steve Rogers (he’s a warning, okay?). A/N: Last "planned" writing for January belongs to Beefcake and Tippy. ❤️ Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Moodboard by yours truly, banner by the wonderful @sgt-seabass and divider by the talented @firefly-graphics. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Please reblog or comment as it means the world!
Steve loves seeing you in his shirts.
After he received the serum, his blood ran warmer than he could remember. Cool weather or a chill in the air didn't bother him the way it used to. You, on the other hand, couldn't stand being cold. If you set your foot on the floor in the morning and it wasn't warm enough for your liking, you immediately went back under the covers.
He bought you a pair of slippers to leave by your side of the bed to help.
Not that he minded when you used the weather or chill in the cabin as an excuse to cuddle.
"Please, warm me up."
He happily obliged every time.
It was the first time he saw you in his shirt though that he was done for.
One early morning after his run, you were in the kitchen making breakfast. The crackling bacon beckoned to him as he went to greet you. The food was long forgotten when he walked in and took in the sight of you. Your bare legs were on display as you faced the stove, giving him the chance to admire the beauty in front of him. In fact, the only thing that seemed to cover you at all was a red and blue flannel shirt.
His flannel shirt.
You smiled over your shoulder before you began to plate the bacon. "Good timing. Just needs to cool off," you said.
He almost asked you to repeat yourself when you went to the end of the counter. You didn't even bother buttoning the shirt all the way. He never understood the appeal of seeing someone else in his clothes until now. It was like he was touching you without his hands being on you.
A visible claim for others to know who you belonged to, but thankfully it was the two of you in your home.
Being both jealous and in awe of a piece of fabric was something he could add to his list of things he never thought would happen.
"That's mine," he said in a low voice.
"Yeah, I know it's yours," you teased, holding up his coffee mug. "I'm just filling it up."
He had something he wanted to fill up, too.
"Not that. My shirt," he said, his fingers twitching when you looked yourself over.
"Oh, yeah. Sorry. It was just laying there and it smelled good and I-"
"Are you wearing anything under it?" he asked, moving forward until he trapped you between his wide frame and the counter.
You smiled as you carefully set the mug down. "Why don't you check?" you suggested, gripping his hand and guiding it between your legs. He groaned when his fingers brushed your folds. "Oops. I must've forgotten," you said, widening your stance so he could explore.
Breakfast was cold that day since he was too busy fucking you over the counter. And on top of the kitchen table, which you commented later how incredibly sturdy it is. And in your bed.
All with his shirt on.
At some point your breasts spilled free, giving him the opportunity to watch them bounce as you eagerly took his thrusts. He appreciated every inch of your body the way you deserved and wondered how his other shirts would look on you in the throes of passion. Part of him felt guilty because you wore his shirt to cover up and now he couldn't keep his hands off of you. Or his cock out of you.
"That's it," you panted once he gave you a breather. "I'm stealing all of your shirts from now on."
"Doesn't stealing imply that you won't give them back?" he asked, kissing your warm forehead.
Between the sex and his body being close, you wouldn't get cold anytime soon.
"They're mine now," you smiled, shutting your eyes as you curled up against him. "Sorry."
"I guess that's fair," he said, touching your back through the flannel. "They look better on you anyway."
After that, it became a normal thing to leave his shirts around for you.
On the colder days when he had to get to work before you, he made sure to leave a warm shirt for you to put on when you got out of bed. Other days he had a tendency to leave a sweatshirt on the back of your desk chair. It was adorable how you pushed the sleeves up before you focused on writing. T-shirts were easy access when you exercised, even though you had a drawer full of shirts suitable for working out.
"I thought you only liked to exercise in the bedroom."
"That's my favorite kind of exercise, but I need to do more than that to keep up with you, Beefcake."
You didn't look at all ashamed when he later caught you spritzing his cologne in the air and walking through it.
"What?" you shrugged as you put the bottle down. "It didn't smell enough like you, okay?"
"I'm not judging," he chuckled.
Why would he? The fact that you wanted to keep wearing his clothes, with his scent on them, made him happy. Especially when he went away for missions, unsure of when he'd be back. Coming home to you in one of his shirts was the best kind of welcome.
He made sure to get another bottle of that cologne so you wouldn't run out.
He also decided early on that he liked his flannel shirts on you the most. Maybe it was because it was the first shirt of his he saw you in. It could have also been because it reminded him of the man he is now, the lumberjack who made a home with you. If he looked at you just right, he could imagine a child in your arms wearing a matching shirt.
Someone to make your home even brighter.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" you asked one day, narrowing your eyes as he leaned your hip against the bedroom door frame.
"Like what?" he asked innocently.
"Like you want to ravage me."
"I always want to ravage you."
He smirked when you sharply inhaled. It was the truth. He couldn't help that you made him an insatiable man. It elated him that you felt the same way.
"Hmm. You're thinking about something else."
"Still thinking about you," he said truthfully.
You set your hands on your hips and he did his best not to let his eyes drift down. The fabric of the worn red and blue top brushed your thighs as you tapped your right foot, like you sometimes did when you tried to get a read on him. He didn't give anything away.
"It's quiet today," you said as you let your arms drop. He wasn't expecting you to say that. "Sometimes I wonder…"
"Wonder what?" he asked, his blue eyes watching as you tugged at the hem of the shirt.
"What it would be like if the cabin wasn't so quiet, aside from the noises we make," you said with a coy smile. A hand went to your stomach as you sat on the edge of the bed. "Laughter, even crying. The pitter patter of little feet."
His heart pounded when you gave him a loving smile.
"Is that what you were thinking about?" you asked.
He pushed himself off the door frame and took light steps toward you. He hadn't given away what he was thinking, but he should've known you'd figure it out. The two of you were in tune with each other.
"You a mind reader?" he teased, towering over you as you leaned back on the mattress.
"No," you answered, reaching up to frame his face. "You've just had this tiny, but different, smile on your face lately when I wear one of your shirts. And you keep looking at my stomach or resting your hand on it."
"I didn't think I was being obvious," he said sheepishly.
"I'm pretty sure you started baby-proofing the place without realizing in between working and keeping me in bed," you teased, brushing your lips against his.
"But if you don't want that, I understand."
"You think I don't?" you asked sadly.
"I just don't want you to feel like you have to take a certain path in life because of someone else."
Family was something he wanted, but didn't think he'd have after everything. You changed how he envisioned his future. You changed everything.
He refused to put any pressure on you though.
What kind of man would I be if I asked that of you?
"Steve," you sighed with a slow shake of your head. "I'm pretty sure you changed my path in life the moment you set foot on my property. I had my work and I loved it, but you made me want more than that. So whatever it is that we want, we'll figure it out together."
He kissed you again, wishing he could put into words how you changed him for the better. How you gave him hope. He'd continue to show you through his actions.
"But I'm not having twenty kids," you smiled when he moved his kisses along your jaw.
"No, sweetheart. How about ten?" he joked.
"Two. That way the number of kids doesn't outweigh the adults," you teased as he moved you to the center of the bed. "And should that day come that we decide to make a family, you may have to buy some bigger shirts for me."
"I'll buy you as many shirts as you want," he smiled, making you gasp when he settled over you. "Like I said, they look better on you anyway."
You think he can convince you to have ten? Bahaha. Love and thanks for reading. ❤️
Masterlist ⚓ Steve Rogers Masterlist ⚓ Ko-Fi
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But they didn't last.
The wild Zinnias bloomed instead leading me into the dark.
I thought I saw light,
but it was white tulips glowing in the darkness.
I carried them with love and care,
Hoping that it will help me.
But I bled with dark red liquid, so I tossed the tulips somewhere on my way.
At last I found real light extending its hand for me.
The ending welcomed me,
with a bouquet of Trefoil.
And I knew it was worth it.
- Diti Bala
I just can't- 😭
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