Any stairway is a stairway to heaven if you’re clumsy enough
i hate how being skinny is glorified in the media
i hate how people tell me they would love to have my body
i hate how people say i have it easy finding clothes because i don’t. try finding clothes when you don’t have any curves to fill them out
i hate how some think i’m on a diet or have an eating disorder
i hate how some say i should eat more
i hate how some point out how my bones stick out or say i can’t sit in their lap because it hurts due to my boney frame
i hate how people tell me i look sick and pale
i hate that my body don’t function properly because i’m underweight, because honestly i want my gross ass period back
i fucking hate how weak my body is
but i guess i have it all good because i’m skinny and praised by the media
Im CRYING because this erasermic team attack in the new BNHA arcade game is everything i never knew i needed (source here)
Don’t usually go on Facebook because it’s fucking stupid but this. Was too funny.
i don’t consume media to “have” “fun” i consume media in the same way catholic peasants lashed themselves in the streets in the 1300s
i came out as trans to my mom last night/this morning and it did… NOT go well. so i might be extra hard to reach for a bit and take a step back from here for my own mental health. i’ve been reduced to having to lock myself in my sister’s room for my own safety and things just… aren’t looking too good
im glad my sister was actually pretty damn great about my trans Coming Out earlier yesterday, but being trapped in a house with a deadbeat transphobic mother that refuses to understand or give a shit + throw violent fits and starts screaming at me for being in emotional distress isn’t something i think i can handle the wound is too fresh. i am hurting. and a lot of shit is unbearable because of it
my room doesn’t have a door. i do not feel safe here when my mother is here, but i have nowhere else to go. i hope yall can understand and i am deeply sorry for taking a while w/commissions. life has just been one hard hit after another.
Edit: IF YOU’D LIKE TO DONATE FUNDS TOWARDS A BINDER, OR ANYTHING AT ALL, YOU CAN SEND $$$ [HERE]
I AM ALSO SELLING OLD OCs [HERE]. PLEASE DM ME IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ANY
I do not have any means of taking more commissions, as my physical health has been rapidly declining due to a number of close calls, emergencies, and handful of trips to the ER, so any donations at all would help out immensely.
UPDATE: Bills, medication, and groceries have taken up all of my funds and then some, so any bit of donation thrown my way would help immensely !!
I appreciate all the boosts and donations to a binder so very much and was able to get one thankfully before the wave of bills hit ; v ; but now im in a bit of a rough spot. Again donations can be sent [HERE] and the link to the OCs being sold up above has been updated! Soon it will include old fantrolls, which will hopefully sell better
ninjago fandom is such a tightly knit cult that we literally figured out how to coordinate and get ourselves trending every week