Coming From Therian TikTok To Tumblr Is Like Stepping Outside During Winter When You're Super Hot And

sometimes I like watching those big cat sanctuary videos because very single cat on screen is me. its like one big cameo episode if all the characters were me

I love seeing divinekin/godkin/angelkin around like what are you doing here!!! Bowing and lowering my head and ruffling my wings to your holy selves

Just basking in your divine glory is WONDERFUL and I love you. Never had a bad experience with y’all

do you guys just ever be so happy that you just want to flap your wings like crazy but you dont have them anymore so you just stim instead??

I'm an ageless divine deity that takes the shape of a beautiful angel because sadly humans cannot grasp the concept of a genderless incomprehensible eldricth cryptid and yet I must be imprisoned in this weak mortal body that again, cannot stand the abstract idea of eternal living... so I chose to trap my mind in the age of five years old (according to human time and year system)

not my usual posts but a hyperfixation on shadow milk cookie from cookie run kingdom has grasped me and will not relent so I might post about it because its all I can think about right now.

I do NOT know how to have conversations

using my giant fatass dragon tail to whack people I dislike in the ankles. they cannot feel It but the burning in my soul has been satisfied.

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[ I am a minor. I can't donate to anything so please don't ask, I don't have money. Also absolutely so nsfw reblogs or comments please this is a completely sfw blog ]

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‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ HELLO!!! I am Marz also known as Solar on some platforms! My pronouns irl are he/they/it, but online please please please use (in order of preference) he/it/star/ze! ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

* . °•★|•°∵ I am nonhuman!! I am a wolf, a cat, and also divinekin and maybe fictionkin!! ∵°•|☆•° . *

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·. I am trans masc but sometimes agender, and might be posting with my bf @pronetoearinfections !!! .·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

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≻── ⋆✩⋆ More complex identities / question identities regarding non humanity ⋆✩⋆ ──≺

•·.·´`·.·•• Questioning list: Aleinkin, mothkin (specifically hawk moths), planetkin (specifically Saturn), and some type of star or spacekin!! •·.·´`·.·••

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ Complex stuff: Divinekin. I am not divine from a certain religion (although personally I practice Hellenistic Polytheism). I was born in the stars and from the stars. My identity works more like a memory. Fictionkin. From Warrior Cats, but I'm not a named cat from the books. I'm one of the warriors from Riverclan that were never mention, so it's kinda weird to think about. Idk much else about it for sure yet besides that I was a Riverclan cat. ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

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Rating terms for myself!!

Alterhuman: 8/10. Use this most often but there's something about it that just doesn't really hit right hence the -2 points

Therian: 6/10. I would only really describe one of my kintypes as a theriotype but it was the first term I was introduced to so it gets boosted up a point

Otherkin: 3/10. Never really sat right for me for some reason. Just don't like to use it on myself.

Non-human: ?/10. Idk. I've seen this term a lot but never really felt one way or the other about calling myself it

Human: 1/10. I mean...its true..kinda? I'm physically human sure. I guess. makes me feel icky

Creature: 10/10. Whimsical and fun encapsulates all of my kintypes in one word. yes of course I am a creature that stalks the woods how did you know??!!

Thing: 4/10. when used in a non-derogatory sense its fun!! like yeah I'm a thing! gives me similar feeling as creature. however when people call me a "thing" they usually dont mean it nicely and I can tell and it feels gross.

Being: 9/10. doesn't scratch the same itch that creature does but its very close!! I use this word to describe my divine side a lot

Person: 10/10. Not calling me a human but acknowledging that I have feelings and emotion and thoughts too. for lack of a better word it humanizing (especially cus ever since I joined this community people have treated me like a don't have feelings lol)

Label-kin: 7/10. Examples: wolfkin, catkin, divinekin. I use these a lot simply because I don't know any other word and its easier to get the idea across to people when I use them but something feel weird about it

Specific labels 7/10. I love labels when it comes to finding creatures like me and connecting to them!! And of course I wouldn't use a label I don't like. However, there's a certain box that I feel like a label puts me in. Theres so much nuance to me that no label can fully say what I feel and think. sometimes theres not even words to describe it. so when using a label there's always some doubt in my head that I cant use it due to x reason or that the label doesn't fit right.

squishes you with my big fat fat fatness (because I'm a big fat pooltoy

YYYOWWUCH YYYYYYYYYYYOUWWWWCH starts suffocating and flails around (like a fish) and then hits you (like a fish) and pokes a hole in you (like a fish) (you cant dodge btw) and then throws you off me (you're deflated) (like a fish) but then feels bad (like a fish) and fills you back up with air (u cant dodge this) (like a fish)