Mental Health Getting So Bad, I'm Self Sabotaging And Ending All Of My Remaining Friendships.

why is my mind trying to kill me

its a genuine illness to be living and simultaneously battling the other half of myself from self destructing

Living just keeps getting harder by the day, I don't know if i can keep going like this. I hate going to school. The way people look at me is so suffocating. The way people talk about me. Why do i have to suffer like this? Is liking someone a crime now? Just because i liked a guy? School isn't fair, they only got off with a warning. I can't even bring myself to look at people anymore, i feel like i am the one at fault, and not the victim with the way people look at me.

I hate highschool.

“Where do you see yourself in the future”

Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.

fuck. suicidal and in a bad place again

Is it possible to feel so lonely despite being around people?

Hating yourself is so draining.

I can’t wait to sleep 6 feet under, that will be peaceful

whoever said life is worth it fuckin lied

this shit sucks ass

School is so fucking hard