I Wanna Kms Already

When will this misery end?

I need to keep telling myself it’s not normal to look at sharp objects and wonder how it would feel to cut my skin open with them

School is so fucking hard

I can never trust anyone.

I keep throwing up wtf

Why do you hate me so much? I'm trying my best, but it's never enough for you.

begging god to tell me why he made me this way

What's the point at living anyways?

Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.

The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.

The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.

The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".

The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.

The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.

The feeling of waking up.

The feeling you'll never recover.