I Ordered My First Toa Mata And Am Very Excited To Wait, Sorry

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*sweats nervously and flaps fins*

The Beast that Bothers

My therapist once told me to do an exercise where I drew my emotions and feelings of choice in circles. So, I drew the feeling of love and safety as a body wrapped in the embrace of many snakes. Strangely, it still feels safe and loving to me, and I might try this exercise again, many years later.

Ponyo (2008)

The day after tomorrow I will write a continuation of "Sanemi doesn't see color"

A little fact from my childhood that I find a little funny and cute.

When I was little, I didn't play with dolls, finding them less interesting than animal toys, especially mythical creatures, especially reptiles, which I adore. And as a result, I dressed my stuffed crocodile in a red little knitted doll sweater and pushed it in a stroller :р

“Atleast they got reincarnated together...” I say as multiple tears rolled down my eyes.

Plop plop

I'm so honored to be able to witness this moment 😭

BAKUGO MAINTAINING HIS WINNING STREAK ON NINE CONSECUTIVE POPULARITY POLLS

2nd-4th: AtenaHena on YouTube https://youtu.be/RZGJ0rpebNw

5th-7th: @sideofcalimary and @dragonpunk15 (this is how i find out you both have tumblrs help)

8th, 9th, World Best Hero: sherbie_2 on X (let me know if they have a tumblr acc so I could tag them)

It's crazy to think that in this moment Tanjiro didn't just save Genya, he saved Sanemi too.

Imagine the fallout that would have happened if Sanemi had succeeded in blinding Genya.

He would lose the respect of all the slayers including Obanai because ignoring your brother is one thing but blinding him? Nah.

He might get banned from the corps and Kagaya would express his upmost disappointment in him which for Sanemi is like a death sentence.

His relationship with Gyomei would be destroyed. Genya might be his brother but remember he's still under the guidance of the strongest hashira.

I think Gyomei's reaction would be especially disasterous because he knows the kinds of assumptions people make about him because of his blindness, and to find out that Sanemi deliberately blinded his brother. Like dude.

Sanemi would never forgive himself. Like I said ignoring your brother is one thing but intentionally maiming your loved one crosses a line that he wouldn't be able to come back from.

So all this would happen because of some stupid, impulsive decision he made due to fear.

And I think he realizes it too. The fact that he left Genya alone after the incident, if he really thought his actions were sane and justified he would keep trying to poke his eyes out but he didn't. he seems ashamed to face him.

Just look at his face, he's like 'wtf??? I can't believe I almost blinded my baby bro!', 'what the fuck Sanemi?', 'what the fuck?, what the fuck?!'

This is the face of someone who can't believe and is ashamed of his actions.

In his next encounter with Tanjiro notice how he doesn't go apeshit and give him another beat down. It's only when he feels that our bestest boy is making fun of him that he lashes out. He's probably glad that Tanjiro saved Genya and is looking out for him but his stupid male pride won't allow him to say that.

Also look at the position of the scratch on Genya's face. He's being hurt a second time by the people he loves. My poor babyyyyy!

Sanemi I love you but that's absolutely unhinged behavior even for you. Like do I need to bring out the spray bottle?

Bad Nemi! *spritz *spritz

This kinda adds to my theory that Sanemi has some kind of anxiety disorder in addition to his depression.

Also shout-out to Zenitsu for taking Genya away no questions asked. He's such an underrated character. 🤗