It’s Fineee She’s Just A Little Protective Nothing To Stress About Just Let Her Calm Down For A Bit…

“Life is a merciless game, and everyone plays their part in its cold cruelty. So, I've chosen to gamble with my very existence. Give me one reason why I shouldn't.”-Uzi

Inspired by Give me a reason or Gmar a fanfic by @dronebiscuitbat you should check it out if you haven’t

Jealousy a ton of shit I don’t think people want to share… their partners with another and Tera’s lesbian, and Rad may not like Kiara and vise versa with Tera and Rad so it becomes awkward for all parties involved, so in conclusion sometimes logical isn’t the best way to go about ways for relationships

This is why shipping wars exist

And you Bishop are definitely the person to say “Why waste energy fighting about who’s for who when you CAN SHIP THEN ALL.”

Hey Bishop, what does the relationship between Kiki, Tera, and Rad look like to an outsider?

"Infuriating."

"I think their problems would be solved by polyamory, but then again... it may also make it even more complicated."

"Rad clearly still likes my sister, Kiara clearly likes Both of them, regardless of how she may deny it. And Tera likes Kiara."

"This is why I don't get into romance, too complicated."

Chat is this real?

I WAS SO FUCKING CLOSE HOLY SHIT

Oil is Thicker Then Blood (Part 92)

N landed on the nest in a panic, vision blurry with tears as he stripped his mate of her frozen clothes and wrapped them both in as many blankets as possible, using himself as a space heater against her. Tera staring curiously at the flurry of movement, growing worried.

She was so cold that it brought his own internal temperature down before he began to warm her up, her body shivering and breaths coming out in shallow pants, her eyes were knitted shut, and gripping desperately onto him.

“N…?” She asked eye creaking open and voice filled with static, He shushed her gently.

“You're okay… I'm here.” He murmurs, wrapping around her tightly, his eyelights blinking back worried tears as he runs his fingers through her hair.

“T-the baby…” She croaks, tears filling her eyes as well, his core drops and shatters into a thousand peices.

“L-let me see, maybe they're okay.”

He backs away slowly, just enough to see her core resting in her chest, it's still white… but it's dimming, purple beginning to bleed through, as the white glow grows dimmer and dimmer.

“No… nonono…” He whines, he's lost on what to do, is there anything he could do? His hand grazes across the glass covering, resting on it, trying to feel the little one's corebeat along with Uzi's, Uzi's was slower then normal already, and he struggled to find any sign of their child's corebeat… until he did; it was faint and much too slow, wavering in and out of being nothing at all.

Uzi's gaze was locked on N's expression, watching as his eyelights hollowed and his body shook, tears hit her harder, sobs working their way put of her throat.

“Oh my god…” She chokes out, and N is forced to watch helplessly as the white light dies out and the tiny little corebeat peeters out into nothing, tears stream down N's visor as he closes his eyes, it feels like his very soul gets ripped in half.

“Uzi… I-I” He can't finish the sentence, emotion clogging his throat as She throws herself deeper into his arms, full body sobs wracking her body as they both lie there, N says nothing more, only lets her cry as he does the same into her shoulder.

“I'm sorry… I'm so sorry…” He weeps unfettered, body trembling like a leaf, they lost them… they lost their baby…

Uzi can't reply, she only buries herself deeper into his shoulder like she wants to dissappear there, He's felt pain before, but nothing compared to this, nothing at all.

He rests his hands over her midsection, forehead resting on hers as everything around them seems to completely dissappear into shadows.

Tera is… confused. Mama and Papa are crying, and she's never seen either of them so upset before, she crawls up to her mother, hands resting near her father's hands.

She chirps softly, cocking her head up at both of them, but neither seems to notice. She lays her head down on her mother's midsection, eyes closing in an attempt at comfort.

…

Until something kicks her head gently, causing her to yelp. She startles, blinking.

She's hit again, something is moving around in her mom's midsection and is doing its danmdest to knock her off it. She growls, eyelights coming to glare angrily.

“T-Tera… come on sweet pea, it's n-not playtime…” Her father comes to try and pick her up, but she just keeps growling, staring at where the movement was with great vitriol.

“What's got you… so…” He trails off, moving his hand.

Kick

Kick

Kick

His face breaks into a relived smile, overjoyed at feeling the baby kicking, he nearly screams.

“Uziii!” He yelps, grabbing her hands and placing them where his was, she's confused at first, but then she feels it, the gentle movement underneath her hand and the sporadic tiny kicks that follows.

She can barely breathe she's so happy, she turns and kisses her boyfriend as hard as she can, which he returns with just as much fervor and the rapid wagging of his tail.

When they part they're both smiling, tears still running down both their visors but now out of pure relief, N leans down into her stomach.

“Oh you had us so worried!” He says, which causes Uzi to laugh through tears, and laugh even harder when he places a flurry of kisses there.

“N! That tickles!” She yelps, lightly shoving his face away, which only causes them to embrace again.

“We're all okay…” He mumbles, and he feels her nod rapidly in response, he exhales, like he was holding his breath the entire time.

“Mama! Papa!” Tera squeals in indignation, not liking being confused or left out, she's immediately picked up and hugged tightly by both of their parents. She grumbles still, but is much happier with this arrangement.

“We should tell her now… she can feel them.” Uzi mutters, still recovering from the rollercoaster of emotions she was just sent on, she grabs N's hand.

“Yeah…”

He takes his daughters hands and places them on her mother, making Tera cock her head and look up at him. A force kicks her hand.

“You feel that Jellybean?” He asks, and she nods, eyelights wide.

“That's your little sibling, you're gonna be a big sister.” He smiles, and she looks back down, tilting her head in both directions like a confused puppy.

“Sib-ling?” She mouths, having no understanding of the word to know what that means.

“That's right, they'll call us Mama and Papa too, they're just… not quite ready to see us yet.” Uzi tries to help explain, but once she noticed… the kicking was a little uncomfortable.

Tera takes a moment to think.

“Shy?” She asks, looking up at her mom. And Uzi smiles back.

“Yeah… you could say that.” She chuckled, leaning back against her boyfriends arm.

Tera nods softly, eyelights furrowing in deep thought, her tongue sticking out.

“Brother.” She says suddenly, catching them both off gaurd.

“What?”

“Sibling, Brother.” She said again, and the parents both looked at each other in surprise.

“How do you know that Jellybean?” N asks, but all the ten month old responded with was a shrug.

“Her guess is as good as ours.” Uzi hums with a shrug of her own, and the couple relaxed into their nest with a moment of silence.

“I'm gonna kill J if I see her again.” Uzi says abruptly, and N doesn't even move in response, just shakes his head.

“Not if I get to her first…”

I-uh have fun? Sorry *Gives a sorry basket with a new microscope.*

Good luck have fun explaining to Tera if you don’t I will… :3

(If you’re at work I’m so sorry and don’t respond to this ask until you get out I don’t want you to be in trouble or anything.)

Bishop I’m so sorry for I have sinned *Does little pray motion thingy.* I might’ve fucked with the program you have I’m so sorry

つまり、基本的に私はあなたのプログラムにめちゃくちゃになり、誰かをあなたの仲間にしました。それは永久的なものかもしれない…

I’m sorry.

(Translation for the people reading “So basically I fucked with your program thing and made someone your mate. It might be permanent…”)

"W-wait what?" He hears it just as he walks into class. Ruffling up his hair as he sits down.

"Hey B!" Rad saunters up to him happily, giving a beaming smile as he sits in his seat behind him. Bishop gives a tiny wave- but then that suddenly feels inadequate... strangly.

"Hey..." He mumbles back, and that feels just a little bit better.

Bishop turns to look at him and-and...

A big glaring 'potential mate' labeled in Green. Horror spreads over his features as he quickly turns away.

'What? What happened? What changed? WHY HIM?!'

"You good man?"

"-yup!"

So I'm a bit afraid to ask, but is Delilah aware of Tera and Kiara's feelings?

She chuckles, wiping a stain off the kitchen counter that looks suspiciously like oil.

"You'd have to be blind to not see it." She's smiling fondly. "Tera is a lovely young woman, and she always has my daughters best interests at heart, I root for them."

Her face falls "I try to support her however I can, but her father makes her question herself... she thinks the world of him, so it's hard for her to except that he's wrong."

Wait!!! My plane needs to land/silly

"Isn't my normal fit tho..."

*gasp*

Storytime? :3

Hey Tera

Don't imagine Kiara wielding your gun in a badass way

RUNS AWAY

"I don't have to imagine, she has."

"Saved my life with it in fact."

NOOOOOOO I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS BRI PLS NO

Give me a Reason: Chapter 17 - "Thad"

Computer Literacy was blessedly easy at least, she thought as she stumbled into the classroom, taking a steadying breath.

Her eyes almost automatically glanced up at N, who had nearly always given her a wave when he saw her enter, though today it looked like he was completely absorbed in conversation with someone else, a boy in a red backwards hat, brown peeking out from underneath it. Who was leaning on the back of her usual seat with his arms crossed.

She warily approached, was she going to have to find somewhere else to sit? There were a couple of others still free but, her and N were partners, how would they still work together?

She ignored the second train of thought, the one that was making her heart ache slightly at the prospect of having to go elsewhere, bring replaced by a more interesting friend so easily.

But, she didn't even have time to question it before N noticed her, and he gave her a radiant smile. “Hey Uzi! Sorry Thad, that's her seat your leaning on.”

The boy looked back at her, his eyes a dull green, like grass that had been shocked with weedkiller. A sports jacket clung to his shoulders, ‘Copper Football Team’ emblazoned on the front in yellow letters.

“Oh Hey, I'm Thad, sorry for taking your seat.” He moved off the back of her chair, dunking his hands in his pockets as he smiled, it was friendly, not as bright as N's but still warm and inviting.

“It's… fine.” She said awkwardly, in no real mood to socialize with the pain in her side.

“N said you two went ghost hunting last weekend. It's Gnarly, you two are braver then I am. I still get scared by the raccoon that lives under my house.”

Uzi blinked, taking a moment to register that she was being talked to, and a second more for her to realize it wasn't negative.

“Oh uh- Yeah, we did.” Uzi replied after a moment of struggling to bend down to put her backpack under the table, she didn't catch the way N looked at her worried lying when she flinched. “I wouldn't call N brave though, he got scared of an itty bitty spider, hehehe.”

“Hey!” N protested, pouting but not in a way that suggested he was actually upset.

“Aw she exposed you dude!” Thad laughed, but his attention was quickly back on her. “You're Uzi right? N mentioned your name, it's super badass. I wish I shared my name with a gun.”

Uzi felt herself blush, still not used to being complimented. And she couldn't really find the words to say to it either.

“I don't think Thad's a bad name.” N came to her rescue, thankfully. And Thad looked at him deadpan.

“When you find any character named “Thaddeus McFlynn” who isn't just in the background, or doesn't die a horrible death. Let me know.”

Uzi winced, man had a name like an old british man. She didn't envy him. N just shrugged.

“Anyway, I gotta get back to class, coach will chew my ass if I'm gone too long, I just came here to pick up his prints.” He picked up a stack of what looked like sign up papers, and turned back at N.

“Hey, I'm serious about signing up for one of our teams, you'd be great!” Thad gave him a finger gun and Uzi a small salute before he left the classroom, Uzi watching as he left.

N didn't really reply to that, just looked a little sad before shaking his head and returning all his attention to Uzi.

“Sorry about that. He was talking about me joining the basketball team since I'm so tall, then we somehow got onto what we did over the weekend and… yeah.” He rambled, but Uzi just nodded softly, it wasn't like she was expecting to remain N's only freind or anything, not with his personality. It's what she expected… honestly.

“It's fine.” How much had she said that today? It felt like a lot, her side throbbed uncomfortably as she tried to adjust.

“Hey uh. I know you told me to stop asking. And I promise I totally am, but… are you okay, you've looked uncomfortable all day.” He spoke up again after a second, and Uzi felt every single muscle in her body tense up, she was fine. She'd been through worse, way worse.

She turned to glare at him, words of vitriol bubbling up in her throat, but she only halfway opened her mouth before his soft, warm expression made them die into nothing, a gentle smile worn on his face and genuine concern behind those caramel eyes.

She sighed.

“I'm fine, really, just… had a run in with someone. I've been through worse.”

“Oh… well um…” N really didn't know how to help, that answer was… vague at best. But he didn't want to scare her off from opening up more by pushing her. “Do you wanna talk about it?”

She looked at him for a beat, taking in his nervous smile.

“No.” She replied simply, and the window he'd had was abruptly shut in his face. His smile fell a little.

“You can keep distracting me though. That's helping.” She added after a minute, and his head snapped back up, she was avoiding his eyes, but he caught a small smile gracing her face.

And with another brilliant smile, thats what he did, dragging her into a conversation about dogs that she did her best to listen intently to, the pain being slightly buried under the weight of his voice.

When it was finally time to go home, Uzi was bracing herself on one of the brick pillars in front of the building, knowing all she needed was to walk home and she could treat herself with some sweet, sweet painkillers. It was just… actually getting there that was going to be the difficult part.

It wasn't that far away, but with how difficult walking had become, she knew it was going to be complete and total agnoy. Stalling, she was stalling.

What were the chances of her dad actually being home for once to drive her back? Probably slim to none, but… she could check.

She pulled out her phone, Khan being the first name in her contacts, the second, and last, being N.

Uzi: Hey Dad, just wondering if u could pick me up from school today.

She stared at the messaging app for almost a full minute with no response before she grumbled, leaning against the brick and closing her eyes for a moment.

When she did eventually bring her head back up, she realized that she'd been standing against the pillar for way too long, the second wave of busses already on their way out, meaning she'd been there for at least ten minutes.

Maybe she was in more pain than she thought…

“Uzi?” A voice caught her attention, and she spun around to be face to face with N's stupidly tall figure, Thad was right… he would be good for basketball.

She was starting to feel warm, and slightly nauseous, neither were any good signs, bit both she ignored.

“O-oh hey N.” Shit, her voice was a little shaky now too, she placed a palm onto the brick behind her, feeling a bit like she might pass out. Crap, that probably meant Lizzy pinched something in her somewhere, that was great.

“I thought you would've left already. Don't you walk home?” One of his brows were raised, he looked behind her, Tessa had pulled in and was waiting for him.

“Just… enjoying the day…?”

“Why did that sound like a question?” He asked, clearly not believing her in the slightest. Uzi blinked, trying to stifle the painful tremble in her voice.

“It didn't.” She tried, trying to begin to walk away, only to stumble and nearly trip over nothing.

Fuck

“Woah hey! Uzi!” His hands were on her now, she didn't want them to be, she didn't want to be seen as weak, but her stupid body had at this point completely betrayed her, she felt the bile begin to burn it's way into her throat.

Oh shit not he-

She scrambled over to the nearest bush, throwing his hands off her and completely emptied her bruised stomach, holding onto one of those weird round concrete nubs for support.

When she finished, she shakily stood up, wiping her mouth, a small amount of blood coming off onto the back of her hand.

Still… she did feel marginally better.

N was behind her, looking between Tessa's car and her franticly, a hand gently resting on her back. She tried to catch her breath.

She heard a car door slam and rushing footsteps coming her direction before light invaded her vision

I'm about to pass out…

She thought before she felt herself begin to slowly fall backwards, before all her senses went to static…

And this is how Koba came to be.

Watch out for Kiara Tera good luck.

Terapede. How are you doing?

She's just finished shoving herself back into her normal body, she's laying on the bed with her arms behind her head and a giant shit eating grin, the first two buttons of her flannel are open.

"Hehehe~"

May I please enter the Gates Of Heaven? I’m am quite literally on my knees and I’m begging (just being dramatic)

I MADE A TUMBLR COMMUNITY FOR NUZI SHIPPERS!!!!!

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💛 The Biscuitbites Brethren 💜

Literally just a space for N x Uzi shippers

Sadly it's invite only and idk how to change that so for now if you want to be invited reblog or reply to this post saying you do and I'll send you an invite :3