Hanging On By A Thread Waiting For You To Cut The Cord

His possession wrapped around me like a warm coat, shielding me in a way it felt like only he could from my own frozen heart

I’m no good with waiting.

The silence. The wondering. The voices chattering. It kills me.

But I wait. For you.

I tell you I love you All you can say is “Why?”

Chase me Not because I am worth the chase But because I believe I am not

“It’s not fair!” “It’s not fair!!”

Echoing in my mind The cries of a child Not allowed to be a child 

lost abandoned help me find me love me

I thought if I believed hard enough in the two of us it would be enough for both of us

I was an idiot

You think her kiss is magic One day you’ll learn it’s poison