man..if i *could* control this system thing i would totally re-organize this mess. and be able to actually have my life together
being abused or neglected really makes it clear how many things are skills that nobody really treats as. skills. exercising autonomy is a skill. listening to your body is a skill. resting is a skill. being liked and being loved are skills. nobody tells you how to do this shit because nobody even told me I was supposed to have learnt these things when I was a kid. I kind of just have to manually figure out what makes me freak out and work from there. unfair as shit
dumb & dumber
sending love to all my people who deal with depression and high functioning depression or anxiety ❤️ you got this
David Lynch is directing dreams now btw
if you're posting a whole fanfiction to tumblr you've got to put it under a readmore boss