Here’s Also My Face Reveal...

every single time. every single freaking time i say 'i'll do it today!' 'i'll do it this weekend!' 'i'​ll-'

empty promises to myself, empty gazes at the one thing i need to do, neverending cycles of completing not even the smallest action. aren't i supposed to have grown out of this??? always getting distracted by small projects? irrelevant, irrational people-pleasing always coming first? the fics i have finished writing yet constantly edit? the art i rip into pieces?

at the very least i'll get a break soon. then i can afford the time to cry over mei & shijima & hanako-kun & nene all over again like i did four months ago on a lovely morning that did not last

apologies to all the people who suddenly got followed!

but i do think yall are cool (im pretty particular about who i follow sooo) hello. please know that u are cool

and that you are now at risk of fifty thousand like notifications

or random msgs and asks out of the blue

tysm for feeding my hyperfixations ♡ and tysm for your art & writing & analyses~

fun fact: in the next chapter yashiro will be given a gun

one of these things is not like the others??????

i am about to create an au SO self indulgent. the target audience is 1 person and that person is me

POSITIVITY BEAM ✨✨✨

Dear cinna, you're an incredibly talented writer and person with lovely imagination and personality. You always make people so happy and it's the best thing ever! It's so exciting to be around someone who gets an idea and actually takes initiative, genuinely such a good trait to have.

Never stop being around please, everyone loves your presence :D

Also remember to sleep

omfg tysm for the compliments!! i appreciate this sm skdhfkshdjkhdh it’s such a nice message and i cannot stop smiling my day has been brightened and my mood lifted

now i’ll try to follow along and send positivity beams to other people too <3 hopefully it’ll reach you somewhere along the way !!

🥺🙏 tysm for your ask !! it was an answer to my previously down mood <3

jumping up to explain!!! i love aidairo’s character designs~

hanako’s capes (there’s two, one over his shoulder and one that loops underneath his arm, it’s really smart for movement and i love it-) have a brown outside & red inside!

here we have an example with the anime design~

his upper cape thing folds outwards from the green-blue-turquoise hakujoudai ! so you’d probably color it red <3

chat what is this 😭😭

bc i wanna assume its the red ribbon shown in the ref but also???

rant time again:

i have noticed this awful, discreet little plague within the jshk fandom where some, and i'm sorry (not) for saying it this way but it's true, dumbass fans will see anyone even merely suggest that mitsuba is feminine or genderqueer or would like wearing skirts or just isn't some perfectly masculine boy, and say "no that's not true he hates being seen as feminine," even spreading outright misinformation that he said this in the manga (no he fucking didn't) and it's just.... bitch *what*? that is not fucking true. just because he was bullied for looking feminine doesn't mean he hates looking feminine as a result. the ENTIRE POINT of the mitsuba arc is that those bullies were *wrong* and he should've just been himself instead of sanding down his personality to cater to the people who hate his true self. and mind you, this is the boy that actively wears his medium length bright fucking pink hair in a ponytail & brags about how cute he is 24/7. he actively presents himself as feminine, someone who hates the idea of being percieved as girly wouldn't fucking do that. he *enjoys* his femininity, you dumb fucks.

and while we're here, let me get to the *real* point. why do you automatically assume that a character who is percieved as feminine, and more broadly, a character who is percieved as QUEER, has to hate themselves? why do you assume this despite evidence to the contrary, despite *the story itself* telling you otherwise? why do you assume that? is it because you see someone breaking free from gender norms & heteronormativity as inherently negative and something they *must* hate deep down? is that the reason? tell me, what is your fucking reason? why do you see this beautiful little boy being openly queer and *happy about it, loving who he is* and assume he must hate himself, that him being queer is a flaw he must want to "fix"? why the *fuck* do you think that? it's horrible. do fucking better oh my god i hate you people so much

HELP ME I WROTE A SMOL MESSAGE FOR AN ARTIST, COPIED IT (i do a weird thing it’s just a thing) AND ACCIDENTALLY CLOSED THE ARTIST’S BLOG LMAO

since i feel it’d be a waste to search for their blog again now that i’ve gotten this idea, please take this and imagine that it’s your art i’m talking about ♡ who knows? maybe it is? maybe i faked this story, just to talk about your art secretly? :3

i did take out some parts though,,,

i loveeee your art !! the contrast the lines the perfect imperfect messiness and the COLORS omfg i can;t get enough of it i just spent seven minutes straight scrolling through your art tag

i would love love love to ask for merch of this honestly (do you have some? lemme see!) but it’s alright if you don’t want to make some,,, i’ll laser your art into the back of my eyelids so that i can see it for all eternity instead hehee

tysm for your works!!! especially that one ship art oufdhsjkhfjshjk it made me scream and fall out of my chair tysm again for that experience <333 your art is amazing

should i be insulted 🥹

calling staying up late "pulling a cinna"