This Town Ain't Big Enough For The Both Of Them

Memes.

Are.

Acceptable.

To.

Eat.

Now.

Listen to me. Change the narrative. Keep writing your own story. You got this. Just keep going.

Well… i spent the last 10 minutes of the finale crying, and than at least the next hour

Like seriously im so fucking upset

They just cant let Loki be happy

When I get a nice AO3 comment or Tumblr reblog I have to force myself not to say "I LOVE YOU PLEASE MARRY ME CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER I'M OBSESSED WITH YOU" and instead say "thanks"

I miss Milo chat

Maybe Aziraphale comes to Earth because he needs to speak to Crowley, they need to work together to save the world, they need to be together, lord, he misses him more than books, food and music combined.

But Crowley keeps his distance and he’s silent while Aziraphale talks and in desperation Aziraphale finally reaches out to him, tries to touch his cheeks but when he does Crowley screeches from pain and backs off so quickly he falls over and then looks up at Aziraphale terrified.

W-what, I didn’t, I didn’t… Aziraphale looks at his own hands in shock. Crowley…

You can’t touch a demon, Crowley says the last word with disgust because this is what it was about, was it not, Aziraphale always having in the back of his mind that he will never be good enough for him when he was a demon, that’s why he wanted to change him, so now as an Archangel his holy hands burned him because he wasn’t worth him.

And he flees that day and Aziraphale never, ever in thousands of years seen anyone, especially Crowley, look at him scared and betrayed.

There is something about not being able to touch Crowley that makes him feel sick. His touch hurting Crowley. His hands making him cry out in pain. The betrayal in his eyes.

But they need to work together and it hurts like hell to try to unlearn reaching out for him. Yet Crowley seems to be looking thinner and sicker each day but he doesn’t tell Aziraphale that it’s simply being close to him that is literally killing him.

Like being thrown in a bath of holy water each time.

And then they save the world and Crowley collapses to his knees and Aziraphale reaches out and Crowley flinches.

Almighty is still there watching them and Aziraphale turns to look at her and says take it

Take the holiness, the titles, even the wings. Throw me in hell fire. Burn me. Just stop making my existence hurt Crowley.

And she asks. You want to fall for a demon?

I have fallen a very long time ago, when he was still your child, and again when you rejected him, and again when he rejected all of you.

And he feels his supreme powers disappearing. He feels like himself again. And he notices his wings becoming a very light shade of grey. Almighty disappears.

Crowley looks in his eyes for the first time in all these months, weakly, whispers his name, and Aziraphale catches him in his arms as he faints and it doesn’t hurt Crowley anymore.

Everything was going to be okay.

no i will not make separate blogs for my fandoms, everyone who follows me must experience ALL my insanity

So, we finally saw the fates in episode five, but they changed it to such a bigger meaning! In the book, the fates are shown when Percy leaves Yancy, because that’s supposedly when the fate is set in motion and he is brought into the Greek world at the right time BUT in the series the fate is decided much later:

All series Percy has been talking down on his dad, and been angry, thinking Poseidon doesn’t care, BUT when he is saved by his dad despite this, he changes, he begins to see the quest as a way to help his DAD, not just a god that fathered him. And I think this also meant Percy believes the gods CAN care and change. And so the fates appear because it is this mind shift that makes Percy never side with Luke in the finale and set the ending in motion. Percy wants to change the god’s mind, Luke wants to destroy them completely.

Enough doom-scrolling time to doom-delete-my-emails

Ya know i get so caught up in trying to appeal to strangers that I barely ever post or reblog. because I worry that if people only follow me for owl house content I’ll annoy them with my shitty star wars opinions and silly personal anecdotes. But I love Star Wars and Gravity Falls and Billie Eilish and a hundred other things because I’m an actual person. So fuck it I’m here to have a good fun time and I’m not letting anxiety about pleasing strangers get in my way.

Say hi if you’re into any of these things lets be friends and have fun time together on this silly little website.