For The First Time In My Life, I Truly Regret Reading A Story.
For the first time in my life, I truly regret reading a story.
I finally read that kidnapping fanfic on ao3 with bangtan, seventeen, nct and exo. I couldn’t even finish reading it. I ended up just skipping to the end to find some semblance of closure. It was too much for me. The themes were too dark, and I honestly still haven’t processed what I read.
I ugly sobbed or like an hour straight over it. It was just so bad. The writing itself was amazing. The author knows how to write, but I should not have read it. I have never encountered such dark themes written so well. It tore my heart to bits, stomped on it, and left my mind in confusion over the horror.
The real kicker is that the stuff in the story happens in real life. I’ve just never seen it painted so vivdly, and I don’t know how to process it.
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Y’all I was just watching Vincenzo and...
Recognize this place from anywhere???
Yes! That’s right!! This is the same set that Seventeen used for their second mafia going episode!! Lolololol. So cool.
Anyway, that’s it! Have a good day!
Im trying to learn the names of all the BTS members. I recently saw a video of them dancing and was like omg. Why haven’t I looked into them before??
How I Feel About Each BTS Member
For completely no reason at all, I decided to make a post briefly detailing how I feel about each member in BTS. I've actually been meaning to post something like this so hear ya go.
Jin
I'm gonna be completely honest: I didn't care for Jin at first. I actually thought he was kinda mean and serious. But soon I realize that's not not he is. I love how he's this huge goofball, always cracking the most corny jokes. What really makes the jokes funny is his cute "window swiping" laugh that follows after. I also love how he uses his vanity as a joke. Like calling himself "Worldwide Handsome"? Where is the lie? He's an actual Disney prince in my eyes.
Yoongi
Ah my bias wrecker, where do I even start with Mr. Min. My first impression of him was that he was the cold and silent type. An ice king of sorts. But then once I saw his signature gummy smile for the first time, I was like, "Damn, he's actually really adorable." Then I got to see that he's not actually cold, he's just incredibly shy and quiet and I digged that about him. I also really love his husky voice and piercing eyes ^////^
(Forgot to add that he's the namesake of this very blog!)
Hoseok
My boyfriend, my hubby ♡ (RIP to my real boyfriend) Hobi was the first person I latched onto when getting into BTS. I'm not sure what drew me in first, his fun and energetic personality or his amazing cheekbones (but seriously his cheekbones though!). It's weird how immediately I considered him the most interesting person in the whole group. And don't worry I come to see that each one of them are incredibly interesting in their own special way). But I loved Hobi first and he's still my bias to this day!
Namjoon
I can't tell you how much respect I have for Namjoon. Not only is he an incredibly talented musician and a great leader, he also comes off as a totally down to earth. I thought it was funny that he learned english from watching Friends, of all things. It also doesn't hurt that Joon is the perfect example of tall, dark and handsome lol (ʃƪᵔᵌᵔ) And he's a big fucking nerd to boot?! Absolute husband material.
Jimin
When it comes to the maknae, I didn't really think much about them at the beginning. Not especially but particularly with Jimin. Before I got into BTS, I was already aware that he was everyone's favorite and I understood cuz he's super cute. And for a while that's all I saw him as, just the cute one. As I got to know Jimin, I realized there was way more to him. He's an incredible singer, an amazing dancer, and such a sweet friend to the others (I live for his and Taehyung's friendship). He's the only man that I know that can perfectly manage being soft and sexy at the same time. Also... I'm in love with his lips (・8・)
Taehyung
Right off the bat, I thought Tae was a fucking weirdo. Cute but a weirdo nevertheless. But really it was his quirkiness that brought my attention to him. He seemed very intriguing. In the matter of a few months, consuming all kinds of BTS content, I went from thinking, “Oh, he’s can be pretty weird” to “Taehyung is actually… sexy?” Strange way of putting it but really the boy is practically a supermodel, I mean he might as well be. Wasn’t he voted “Sexiest Man in the World” at one point? That’s pretty crazy and also very fitting. Besides his obvious sexiness, I absolutely love his singing voice. It’s deep and a bit brooding (I love Scenery). Even now, Taehyungie is mysterious to me, I never know which side to expect from him and I guess that’s the best part about him.
Jungkook
Despite with the others, I’m not a hard stan with Jungkook. I mean yeah, he’s grown up to be ridiculously handsome but whenever I look at him I can’t help but think of 15 year old baby boy Jungkook. I know it’s weird and I don’t mean to be condescending about it. Even though I haven’t been around from the beginning, I’m still proud of the man that he’s become. I used to make this joke with my sister that all of the boys were my seven beautiful and talented sons and Jungkook was my favorite, as if I dote on him more than the others. I love the fact that he has a shy personality (maybe more so than Yoongi) and his singing is very unique. The best way I can explain how I view Kookie is that he’s basically the wallflower that transformed to a beautiful rose.
So yeah that’s basically it. I know I’m not the best when it comes to words and there’s probably way more I can say for each member. But what I also know is that I’m forever thankful that these seven people exist. Life hasn't been easy for me lately but these guys have been one of the few things that make me genuinely happy. And with the whole virus outbreak and quarantine, I never needed them more than ever. And I think it’s amazing that they make so many people around so happy and that they truly care about their fans all over the world. I kick myself everyday that I haven’t gotten into them sooner but really I can only look forward to supporting them for years to come.
-Gwen
Dude Im so glad I got into NCT in time for NCT 2020.
Honestly, theyre in the running for my ult group. Txt better watch out.
Im just happy that Im here for what I know is gonna be an epic comeback.
Also WAYV IS A PART OF NCT!!!!:&/!:9:83!@;9:
ITS OFFICAL!! 😭😭😭 OT21 BBY
Whenever I have watched Dream recently, I feel like somethings missing. I’m looking for something that’s not there but idk what it is.
YES!!! oh my gosh... this is such a mood.
I AM SCREAMING 😭😭
ANYTHING NCT 2020 RELATED HAS ME SHOOK.
I'M BEYOND EXCITED!!!! ❤️😭
Holy crap... Im totally using these ❤️❤️
Dynamite | Icons
Hahahaha that whole video had me dead. Renjun just securing his bias spot.
NOOOOOOO RENJUN AND KITTENS NOOOOOOO OH MY GOD
Lol
a taste quiz but make it purely nct: choose one song from every nct album and I'll rate your taste
WTFFFFFudge. bdsjacbalewkcked
Bc I didn’t know either.... He lookin fiiiiiine whaaaaaa
what the fuck why did nobody tell me this existed
Nobody:
Me: *Spends half of drama trying to read Beomgyu’s shirt*
Hi!! I’m a moa. I tend to post random thoughts and reblog pretty gifs of my fav boys! Thanks for visiting! 한국어 배우고 있어. (She/her, ‘01)
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