I Swear I Laugh Like This Sometimes. Kazu Can Probably Confirm

Will I hold a grudge against sekai still? Yes. I’m still mad over it :(

-Akito

Oh yeah sorry aktyers we have lost ( no full aun no beats on vbs album 2 )

from the latest improved wandashow because I forgot the name right now...

could you please just not put that kind of stuff in a ship tag? I want to see ship stuff not someone thinking they are a fictional character. sorry if this is shitty but you have to know most people don't want to see that shit.

I do what i want, if it bothers you, that's your issue :). It’s my post and if you don’t like it, then scroll, it ain’t that hard my friend. -🐺

YES THE SILLIES (+me 😏) yippee! (I love the art andnsmsc)

-🎪

THEY MAKE ME SICK.

Hann (alone in winter) An Akitoya fic

||Yo! Lucky is back with a fic, this one being an Akitoya angst fic! (I am a sucker for angst) so please enjoy! I’m definitely going back to writing, as I now have motivation! Whooo! Also, fair warning for sensitive topics discussed in this fic! Also, it’s from Akito’s pov and may be slightly self indulgent…and major death!||

Another winter spent alone. Akito looked out his window. The scenery usually filled with color, is now drained. The white of the snow covering what was once colorful. He stared out the window. Another winter alone. Nothing new, right? How could he expect things to change after it being the same year after year?

Akito was in his room, posters slightly peeling off the walls, music heard from downstairs. He liked to be alone. That was until he met Toya. He changed everything, making him feel less alone. At the same time, he felt more alone than he ever felt before. Perhaps he had hope that things would change. “Akito?” A voice called out, sounding worried. Who was calling him? “Akito? You okay?”

It was Toya, a concerned look painted into his face and eyes. He worried about him. Something he was never used to. “Akito?” “Hm?” Akito finally responds, snapping out of his trance. He had forgotten that he invited him to hang out. Ena was out with her friends and his parents, away on vacation. That meant that he had time to spend with his boyfriend. He heard some muffled noises before he heard the phrase “doing alright?” “…yeah, I guess so.” He lied.

If anyone knew the truth, they would know he was lying. He didn’t want to bother Toya, thinking that he wouldn’t want to “burden” him and all that jazz. “Aki, you don’t seem alright…” “oh? I didn’t notice” Akito responds to Toya’s concern. “I…” Akito began but trailed off. They both knew something was up, but neither knew how to address it. They both remained silent, Akito staring out the window once more.

“Being a snowflake wouldn’t be so bad, would it?” That would be the last thing Toya would hear. Akito died the next day.

😭😍😩 accurate 💀

vibe check

your last three used emojis are your vibes.

when the housemates are an asexual person, a chastity fetishist and somebody with a lethal peanut allergy

check it out or face my wrath /hj we know taekwondo 😎

Until the curtain rises and we meet again,

-Rui K.

Hi hello!

I wrote a thing! Little!aku with main cg!chuuya, and cg!dazai is there too

woe; baby be upon ye

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52939969

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

Reblogging this because it took too long for me to make this one, hopefully it gains enough traction and won’t flop 💀

Drunk-Dazed: A Dazai x reader fic

Genre: Angst(?), fluff

||Welcome to my first BSD fic! I haven’t written for this fandom at all, but I was craving Dazai content, so I have decided to give it a shot! Maybe I will make more if it gets enough likes…who knows? In the fic, assume that {name} and Dazai have already been dating ^^ Also the whole fic will be from {name}’s pov. [tw for use of weapons like g*ns and katanas. Also mild-ish Cursing (if you consider it a trigger)]||

{(name)’s pov}

I never really liked parties...or huge balls at all, but here I am at a ballroom, people dressed in suits and dresses. Dancing wasn’t really my thing, so I ended up watching others dance while I was standing by the food table, Ranpo standing not that far away from me, devouring all the sweets. I can’t believe I let that maniac Dazai drag me into here. I mean, he does look quite happy. Everyone seems happy…but something feels off…

“Greetings Bella, may I have this dance?” A male voice asked. “Agh! Dazai, you scared me! Shit, well, sure! I’m not the best dancer in the world, but-“ I was caught off my him holding my icy cold hand with his rather warm ones. He exclaimed with a soft smile, “Oh, it’s fine Bella, I’m sure you’re the best dancer in this room!” “No need to be sappy my gorgeous Foxglove” I replied with a small smirk. The man was stunned, blinking twice to register what he had heard. “Foxglove? That’s a new one. I’m afraid you might beat me, Bella!” He exclaimed with a laugh. “Well, it was that or Hemlock. I thought Floxglove was better in retrospect” I explained with a nervous laugh. “Well, isn’t my Belladonna getting smart?” He said with a smile before the song ended, us bowing to each other.

Before I could thank him for the compliment, I sensed something was very off. “{name}? Is something wrong?” Dazai asked with concern. He never really used my name, unless he was being really serious like, business serious. “Ah, it’s nothing Dazai. Why don’t we get something to drink, yeah?” I asked with a smile that I forced onto my face. He looked at me with a brow raised. He then remembered our previous conversation…

[Flashback]

“I’m not sure if we should go to the party. Being stuck in a room for 3 hours? Pass” I deadpanned before handing the slightly wrinkled envelope to Dazai. “It will be fun Bella! Hmmmm…ah! How about we do a deal hm? A quid pro quo, so to speak?” He suggested with a rather concerning smile “Um…sure? Tell me the conditions first and then I’ll decide” I responded, before sitting back down on the worn out couch we got at a garage sale 3 years ago.

“How about, in exchange for you going to the ball with me, which is different from a party, we will-“ “wait, it’s a ball? I’m sorry for cutting you off, but I thought it was a party” I said in surprise “Oh no, Bella. It’s a ball, a pretty fancy one at that.” “A fancy ball? And what will I get in return?” “My love” “Don’t I get that every day?” I asked back “Fair point. I will get you takeout from [favorite fast food place]-“ “Deal. Also if you don’t mind, could I bring my katana? For safety measures” I asked. He shot me a curious expression, “Sure. Why would you want to bring it?” “Just in case anything goes wrong. The invitation looked suspicious to me.” “Ah, I see. Well then, bring it with you” He said with a nod. “Thanks. Also if I suspect anything going wrong, I’ll let you know by asking for something I wouldn’t get at parties” “Understood. I don’t blame you for questioning the invitation. I’m sure we’ll be fine though” he commented before going to get ready.

“I just want to make sure we have a way of protection, in case something does go wrong. I would hate not being able to do anything and just stand there all useless…” he paused and walked to me and embraced me in his arms, feeling my eyes water a little at the confession as well as Dazai’s comforting hug. “You’re not useless, katana or no katana. You’re one of the most strongest [woman/man/people] that I have ever known. Don’t ever think like that, okay?” He asked before kissing my forehead. “Okay. Thanks Dazai, but still, I would like to have a way to protect you. You always protect me, and I’m considering this as my payback.” “I know, just make sure you stay safe yourself, okay?” He asked, his dark brown eyes looked into my [eye color] eyes, with a fiery and burning passion, I buried my face into his chest before mumbling, “I will. I love you Dazai. I love you to infinity and back” His eyes widened a little before softly smiling and murmuring “Me too, Bella. You don’t know how much I really do love you.”

[End Flashback]

He looked at me with worry, also noticing the atmosphere change. I went back to my spot, scanning the area. Everything looked normal, except for a male who looked fairly suspicious. The second I looked away, he slipped behind the entrance door and vanished. I looked behind and noticed Dazai was talking to one of the members. Perfect! I can sneak away and see who that man is. Now all I need is my- I had my katana on my back and only now did I realize my back felt lighter than before. Shit, whoever that person was, he stole it! Fuck, now I need to find out where he is. I sighed, quickly mumbling curses before slipping out of the venue.

It was fairly cold outside, me wearing a suit and forgoing the dress was a good idea. I went to the direction the person went and then I saw a figure holding a katana. He saw me and booked it, running towards a nearby Forrest. Oh, looks like he’s getting away. Well, shit I dashed after him, and it became a cat and mouse game. I happened to be the cat this time. I timed it right and leapt at the figure and tackled them to the ground.

I noticed the figures eye color, reflecting off the moonlight. Why do they look so familiar? It’s too damn dark to see who it actually is. Damn it. I swiftly took my katana back and stood up, pointing the katana at the persons neck. “Tell me your name” I stated, sharply. “I thought you would know who I am” the figure replied with a rough cough. Ah, shit. “Akutagawa, I assume?”

“Yes, you are correct” he responded dryly. “Surprised to see you here. Why all the rush though? The party was just getting started.” I asked with a sly smirk. “Well, you see- Rashomon!” He yelled, seeing the all to familiar thing dart at me. I dodged it and when it attacked me again, I deflected it with my katana. “Nice try, Akutagawa. You’re going to have to try harder to kill me though and get my katana” I teased before swiftly dodging another attack.

“I guess I will give it my all then” He replied before he attacked, the monster darting at me, snapping its mouth. I dodge a few times before one of his hits grazed me and gave me a scratch. It’s just a scratch, even so, Dazai will kill me. I mentally sigh before dodging another attack. I attempted to make a hit before he flung me and I fell into a bush. I quickly got up and dodged again. I wonder where Dazai i- my thoughts got cut off by the sound of footsteps, more like shoes running toward me “{name}! Are you okay?” Dazai asked, his voice full of concern. “Yeah, just got a small scratch” I said holding my arm and wincing in between my labored breathing pattern.

I heard the ruffling of leaves and before I knew it, the port mafia members surrounded us. Shit I mumbled something, getting into my fighting stance. “Looks like we got company, Dazai” I mumbled removing my hand and pacing it on the handle of my weapon. “I’ll try to make this quick” I said with a small laugh.

I heard a gunshot and quickly deflected the bullet, it hitting a nearby tree. “Well, what do you think we should do {name}?” Dazai mumbled “I say let’s book it back, we need to let the others know” I responded with a small smile. “Good idea Bella. I know I can count on you. Alright We book it on three. One…” I noticed the members getting closer. “Two….” I grip my katana handle tighter, my heart racing. “three” Dazai temporarily disabled them before we both dashed towards the venue, the mafia members vision being clouded with dust.

While we ran out of the forest and toward the ballroom place, Dazai noticed the injury I had “I’ll…take…care…of…that…later” Dazai said between breaths. I quickly looked behind me and Akutagawa was about it hit Dazai before I interfered and got hit instead. “DAZAI! GO!” I yelled to him “I’ll catch up! Don’t worry!” I yelled before I almost got hit by an attack. Dazai looked back at me and said “No, I’m not leaving you behind, especially after that injury you got” he stated before getting our opponent off of me. “We should get going, we can talk later” I murmured before bolting to the place, Dazai nodded and followed right behind me.

[two hours after the party. Dazai and {name}’s house]

The fight that Dazai and I had to do was fairly rough, but with the help of the others, it was over fast. The ball had ended an hour after we fought them off. Dazai and I had decided to go back to our quarters early. Dazai has been at it at my injuries for 20 minutes. “You need to be more careful when you fight, Bella” Dazai mumbled after finishing wrapping up my wounds. “Akutagawa has gotten speedier than the last time I or anyone I see has fought him” I defended, crossing my arms in mock anger. “My Bella is mad, oh what ever shall I do?” He asked dramatically. I laughed and playfully shoved him in response. It was moments like these that made life all the more better.

Before I knew it, the clock struck midnight and I was on our shared bed. Dazai was writing something in a journal while I was reading a book. I closed my book, using an old store receipt as a book mark. “Dazai, do you know why he chased me?” I asked, glancing at the man who was laying down, sprawled out like a cat. “He probably wants something from you, that all I know.” He replied with a yawn. “Okay Mr. Whiskers” I joked before he pulled me down onto the bed, my head hitting the soft pillow. “I need to turn off the lights Da-“ “It’s okay Bella, I got it” Dazai interrupted before turning off the lights. “Goodnight, my Bella” He mumbled before burying his face onto my neck, causing me to laugh. “Goodnight my beautiful Foxglove” I said before kissing his head.

That night, the two of us fell asleep to the flaps of the curtain and the soft glow of the moon. A small reminder that even through darkness, there will always be a light, and one can hope that that light will never dim.

||Hello! That’s the end of my very long Dazai x reader fanfic! I would say it’s about 1k words (more or less)! I hope y’all enjoyed and an Eren x reader fic is on the making! Keep your eyes peeled for that!||

Akitoya angst because I love angst (bad ending ending edition)

This will probably end up being a mini-fic because I am cool like that (gained inspiration listening to angsty music while showering)

Tw for De*th, vivid imagery of violence, guns, and uh…angst! Be warned~

(P.S I got a bit carried away, oops. Hope you enjoy nonetheless and uh…bring some tissues 😁 -Akito S.)

In this AU, Akito and Toya are in some sort of rural town. There has been news of an epidemic of people going “mad” after listening to a certain song, people who are affected known for lashing out at people. Accounts of those who witness it also say that it usually ends in a painful death. After it started, music is banned and anyone caught listening to music and singing ends up being executed or worse.

Akito had grown up from a family of musicians, him being famous for his busking performances. People often praised him for his instrumental skills and voice, having met Toya during one of his performances. One could say that music is what brought them together, sometimes the two of them planned out days where they play and sing together!

Things changed for the worse one fateful day, when Akito became one of the infected. He noticeably became more and more angry and violent, one close to him would know something was wrong. Toya was desperate, he didn’t want to see his partner in pain.

“Toya?” Akito asks him one day. It was well known that usually the last day of someone infected with such curse is seen acting normal for the last time. Both Akito and Toya knew. Toya’s heart dropped to his stomach when he realized.

“Yes, Akito?” Toya asks after a long pause. Akito, the one who usually wore a smile, the one who comforted Toya when he was down…looked sad. “I’m sorry it had to come to this” Akito says with a sad smile. Toya’s eyes widened once he took out a gun. “Please…”

Time seemed to slow as Toya stared at Akito in shock. “Akito…please…I can’t lose you…” The blue haired male begged, tears threatening to fall from his eyes. “I’m sorry for hiding this from you for so long…please don’t hate me” Akito says before what seemed like him showing him the gun. It took Toya a second to realize…”Akito…you’re insane! I can’t possibly-“ “Toya, I’m sorry I couldn’t say this earlier…”

Toya was left speechless for a few moments. “Say what Akito?” He asks the ginger, his eyes watering once more. “I love you, Toya. I’m sorry, I should’ve told you sooner” Akito says. They both knew it wouldn’t be long before he would succumb fully to the curse. Toya stared at the gun offered to him. He knew this was a lose-lose situation.

“I…I love you too, Akito. I-“ Toya got cut off with a sob. He never cried in front of Akito, up until now. Hands shaking, he hesitantly grabbed the gun. Akito looked at Toya, unsure of what to say. He then said, “Maybe in the next life, we’ll meet again. Who knows?” Akito says with a smile.

“Akito, don’t say that! Surely there-“ Toya got cut off by Akito grabbing onto his shoulder. “Toya…I trust you. I always have and will. I’m sure you can say the same for me, and…you and I both know that this is the best thing to do” Akito then hugged Toya. He knew the hug was his way of saying farewell, Toya bursting into tears.

“I’m sorry it had to be this way. Farewell, Toya Aoyagi”