My Boyfriend Is So Cute When He's Asleep

(Gefühlschaos)

So oft ist das Leben hart

Aber ich mag dich

Auf eine ganz eigene Art

Und deshalb auch etwas mich

Ich hoffe es wird dich nicht stören

Das ich es mag dich anzusehen

Mag dir zuzuhören

Dich zu verstehen

Mag die Worte die dein Mund verlassen

Mag wie du denkst

Kann es kaum fassen

Wenn du mir ein Lächeln schenkst

Das Bittersüße Gefühl dich zu vermissen

Das Stille Chaos in mir

Würd gern alles von dir wissen

Verbringe so gerne Zeit mit dir

Vielleicht werde ich es wagen,

Wer hätte es geahnt,

Dir irgendwann zu sagen

"Ich mag dich (etwas) mehr als geplant"

Love letter to my friends

I wish I could ask you to come over right now.

Wish I could but I don't know how…

I wish I could tell you about

Everytime my head gets too loud.

How you manage to shut up my mind.

How you help me to find

A way to escape those thoughts in my head.

The ones that leave me wanting to be dead.

Without you I can't find the way.

That's why I wish I could ask you to stay.

Wish I could ask you to stay with me tonight

And help me kill the pain I feel inside.

But telling you about it all

Would mean letting down my wall.

Would allow you to see

Even the hidden parts of me.

And honestly, I probably would

If I only knew how I could…

Cause losing loved ones is what I fear most

But I still let you come so close.

And even despite of my fear

You're part of the reason I'm still here…

really just in the mood to get in a car and run off with a boy to nowhere and not care about anything except how his lips feel against mine

"Are you ok?"

No

This entire fucking planet is run by

Genocidal Scam Artists in Overpriced Suits

nobody:

me: *has homosexual thoughts about him*

Where I want to be:

-at home

-with you

-home

-in your arms

-at home

-you

-you're home

Living in 3019.

[Yes, they’ve considered summer, and there are auto-open panels when it gets too hot.]

reblog to give somebody a fucking hug because we are all struggling to get through it. solidarity in this tough ass world.