Alright I'll Try...

So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory

PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes

Chap7 notes:

•exer being driven mad by Jackson is actually understandable, it's only been a few days and Jack already got the whole school to pay attention to him and ignore exer. which is yes unintentional but to anyone else this looks like Jackson is doing it internationally, this also shows just how good at manipulation Jackson really is- albeit he mostly doesn't even realize he's being manipulative

•exer being annoyed with David suggesting Jackson join them is probably caused by wary that letting Jack into the cool kids gang would help Jackson taking over exer's place as the popular most loved guy

•Jackson quite literally having the rag pulled from under his legs and freezing because of it reminds me in s3 when he froze after exer told him about David. it seems like Jackson have a very strong response to losing control suddenly like a deer in headlights, it also looks like this might be the first time this kind of thing happened to him which is the reason why he's confused by his own reaction

•by the end of the chapter exer seems to have just started catching on to Jackson's mental state through analyzing his reaction to the hallucinations

°keep the last note in mind when looking at how exer treats Jackson after they become friends and until the very last available ep of s3, as much as I doubt his actions as a master maniplutor- it's actually looks like an appropriate way to treat a patient of BPD IF my theory is right, if not then that's that

Something that's almost never acknowledged by jd readers (yes this is a character study)

A popular belief from s1 is that Jackson beat up exer because of what he did to pamela, however that's not actually right

If you go back to read prior to the fight you'll realize that Jackson was never really pissed off about what exer did until he realized that exer been sabotaging him too, that's when he gets angry.

Of course he acknowledges that's what exer did to pamela and yes it upset him and he believes pam should know; but the thing is that it doesn't upset him enough to beat exer up

Do you know what upsets him enough?

Pamela's makeover and joining the reds

This is what upsets him enough to beat exer up

Why?

Because looking at this from a different perspective; it looks like exer is still trying to sabotage Jackson's life and isolate him.

The only people on Jackson's side are pamela and brenda, but brenda is more of with both sides and with David being her brother and she obviously regaining her crush on exer; that would leave Jackson with only one person he can absolutely trust won't leave him: Pamela

So seeing Pamela with the reds felt like everything was crumbling for him; that exer was manipulating pam to join him and his friends and then exer would continue his cat and mouse game that Jackson now knows of.

So really it wasn't about pamela as a person as much as it was about pamela as Jackson's last remaining companion in that rivalry thing

#Raven CLOCKING lenore: 'Easy Meal'

I'm sorry I wasn't really thinking and maybe forgot that latest fp for a moment there😭😭

Is jackson's mom also your mom?

I dont have any parents I'm a supernatural being

David: I think the guy is nuts

Jackson: YES I AM! Thanks for noticing David!:D

About the last chapter!

the dark meaning of the color Green is greed, possessiveness and envy

the dark meaning of the color White is coldness, isolation and emptiness

I feel like we should remember this since the negative symbols of the color green had already applied to Exer, the negative symbols of the color white seem to also be implied to apply to Jackson because of that dream

Well at least you won't cause mass murder or something lol

What would you do if IF hypothetically NJ broke up with you

Cry, probably

Reflection of Fedor AU (fanfic and collab)

Soooo, turns out I was busy.

I present to you the Reflection of Fedor AU, probably the angstiest thing you will read today. It was written in Discord chat during fall (which is why it is also filled with so many sins against the english language that are my typos, misspells and general disregard for the grammar) and fellow moots liked it so much we decided to make a collab and make illustrations for the firsth chapter aka. introduction. I am super thankfull to all of them and am so proud of the work we've done! (Credits to the artists are written under each illustration.)

(But srsly tho, this is really angsty you have been warned. )

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“Years ago a broken soul split itself to many

Fragments formed - copies born - But he cared not for any

Fearing what he'd done, he locked them into void away.

Where they trapped for years remained, until this faithfull day.

May years of suffering and magic that's provided

Make possible to switch the whole and the divided

So the whole may rot in prison of it's own making

And the parts may roam in his place - their rights retaking. “

Me who read the latest fp 😅

Is jackson's mom also your mom?

I dont have any parents I'm a supernatural being

Done. Of course there's some smell left but that's why we have 18 sprayers

No time for questions *sprays febreze on you*

What the- ASHSSGSSGHSAAAA MY EYES