Im Australian And We Call Them Boy Mosquitos

Keep On Standing- a song by me :D

(Note: Just a little song/poem I wrote- I hope you enjoy it!)

I get scared sometimes

Of never rising up

Of being the failure they think I am at school

I get sad sometimes

When I think about what could’ve been

My thoughts, they don’t calm down, and then

I’m stuck

But if only out of spite, or out of fear

I’m still standing

If only ‘cause I’m too scared to die here

I’m still living

You watch me fly

It’s worth it even if I cry

If only cause there’s so much left to do

You wait for me, I’ll stay here just for you.

Since I was young

I’ve always been a little different

And the folks around me never understood.

Since I was young

They always loved my high potential

Now that I’ve slowed down a little

I am stuck.

But if only out of spite, or out of fear

I’m still standing

If only ‘cause I’m too scared to die here

I’m still standing

You watch me fly

It’s worth it, damned if I don’t try

If only cause there’s so much left to do

You wait for me, I’ll stay here just for you.

If there’s a better place

I’ll find it!

If there’s a better life out there

It’s ours!

I haven’t gone so long

And suffered so damn much

To let them tell me I’m not worthy of life!

So to anyone who thinks they’re not enough-

You keep standing

To anyone who just wants to give up-

Just keep living

One day you’ll fly

You’re worth it, dear, so please just try

Try to stay, there’s so much left to do

And if no one else is there, I’m here for you.

If no one else, I’m always here for you.

Davey Jacobs <33333333

i feel like every newsies fan headcanons every newsie as autistic or adhd (or both)

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thinking about pre-transition race being a part of the brookyln girlsies. when he tells spot he’s a boy, she just ships him off to jack immediately.

RAHHHH SEND ME WRITING PROMPTS!!!!!! THEY WILL GET WRITTEN!!!!!!! SPEW IDEAS AT ME!!!!!!!! MY ASK BOX IS OPEN!!!!!!!!

Jack can't contain his emotions in just his body. he externalises his love, his anguish, his hate, his frustration into any medium that will bend to his will just enough to become his own. His paintings not only depict beautiful landscapes, but also the freedom he wants; the freedom he needs. The music he listens to is filled to overflowing with annotations and marks only jack can hear; the way certain songs get him crying.

Jack only sees himself as a husk- a skeleton of what could have been, if only Jack was given a little more. If only jack had been given a family, he might not have more than half of his personality and traumas displayed on his walls. If jack had been given a family, maybe he would just be better. Maybe it would all be fixed.

Maybe he wouldn't need to move to Santa Fe.

thinking about irresponsible davey again. davey who can and WILL set his own hair on fire because it's funny ... davey who has good intentions but god awful impulse control ... davey who once picked crutchie up and spun him around for literally no reason ... davey who bites jack .... davey who pulls strands of his own hair out to check what colour it is again ... davey who doesn't have a single intact cuff on any of his shirts for reasons unknown ... davey who DOES NOT think before he speaks ...

something to believe in javey ........ not to dismiss katherine she's awesome ... but I need gay ..

jack would absolutely devour those Chinese incense asmr videos ... like davey puts one on and jack is Gone .. he's lasered in ... razor focussed on that video ....