Its Been...28 Hours And 20 Minutes..but I Finished...somehow...

JUST INCASE @crumbledtoast, @koku-stars AND @fukuzaineb DONT KNOW, YALL ARE MARRIED TO ME !!!!!!

(they drew my oc's, drawing them = marriage)

"I head canon -character's name- to be a ped0/gr00mer !!!"

People when they realize that pedophilia and grooming are two serious issues that aren't a 'quirky' 'silly' thing that shouldn't be headcanoned to a silly little anime character.

i feel like a sick, shriveled up fish rn yall 😟

Enasona with Fyodor and Dazai!!

HIHIHAAIAIAHAIA ^^ yapping + important info for ppl who want to dm/are dming me :3

Kk Since a lot more people are finding my acc and dm/messaging me, I WANNA MAKE A FEW THINGS CLEAR SO I DONT ACCIDENTALLY COME OFF AS RUDE OR ANNOYING OR SMTH !!!

I usually yap alot whenever I get comfortable, or I js wanna yap. Sometimes I'll keep messaging if I think I need to explain something or I think I've done something wrong (which is often, but I try to keep it as little as I can) and sometimes I'll get so scared I've done something wrong, so I text very little (so people don't get made at me >_<)

I don't like texting first. I used to always have to do it with every single person, so now it really fucks me up when I have to message first (after a while though, when I get more comfortable I won't mind :3 I'll text first a lot.) I don't never text first, it js makes me feel like I'm begging for attention when I do lmao😭😭

I don't know if I'll always reply to messages. I get extremely paranoid if someone I don't particularly know or like/dont like the look of their blog, messages me first. Most of the time I try to message first, but idk if your thinking of messaging first, js be mindful and I'll most likely come off as rude😭

If I'm in a shit mood or episode, I probably won't reply to dms, unless my devious ahh decides to get a hold of my messages, sorry if I'm extra chatty and annoying. Most of the time I js cling to one person I like to talk to. (Which is insufferable whore on here then my dearest on Pinterest🤭🤭) if I am acting strange, it might be best to just leave me alone. (MAYBE DONT JS ABRUPTLY STOP TALKING, MY AHH WILL GET PISSED AND ACCUSE U OF LEAVING ME)

Uhh sometimes I randomly talk abt suicide or self harm, MB ILL TRY TO KEEP IT TONED DOWN !!! Maybe dont fully ignore it, js tell me to stop or try to comfort ?? Ahh, idk only my dearest can make me feel better abt it🥰🥰

Yikes, I'm realising now I probably should have put this out sooner.

I try to act as normal as I can, but if it's not blaringly obvious I struggle sometimes. Like a lot, and it's hard, so I'm sorry, but I still love talking to you guys ^^

Also if it gets to many people and to overwhelming ill turn off dms :3

>_<

I wrote up a quick KuniZai ficc <333

Kunikida x Dazai (their relationship can be taken as romantic or platonic ig)

Genre: Kinda angst i would say ???

Synopsis: Dazai misses Kunikida and goes to visit him :(

This one is fine for all to read :D

“Oh Kunikida. It’s quite a dull day isnt it.” Dazai purred, his fists clenching the handle of the umbrella tightly, knuckles turned white. It was pouring down outside, rain slapping loudly against the plastic of Dazai’s warm blue umbrella.

“I mean, you know I always enjoyed the rainy weather…but I remember you never did…It always interfered with your plans.” Dazai said with a wry smile, shuffling closer to the grey stone. Dazai carefully set up the umbrella to shield the gravestone, Dazai crawling under it to be protected from the rain. He curled up tight, Osamu’s fingers dancing across the bumpy floor of the rock.

“I wish we could still be together…” Dazai mumbled, his other hand, lightly clutching the red ribbon. He sighed softly.

“Kunikida ?....Why did you have to go ?...That was my dream to die…But I guess after a while you became my dream.” Dazai whispered.

He couldn’t handle the amount of emotions overwhelming Osamu’s senses, his knee’s pressing up close to his body, wrapping his frail arms around his legs. His chin rested a top his knee, small tears starting to slid down his face.

“I love you Kunikida.” Dazai whispered, drowned out by the loud pounding rain, Dazai’s body trembling as his frame was wracked with tears.

Soooo ya !! As you can see, just a short, sweet story, i also drew art for this, but lost SO much motivation halfway and it's so shitty lmaooo 😭😭 I might re-draw it and add it on later

Ok, i did have the art here, but it was actually so embarrassing, that i cried and deleted it. When i make some actual GOOD !!! art i'll actually post it :(

??? ME WHEN SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE STARTS TO FOLLOWS ME ?!??!?!?!

(im terrified, but im giggling and kicking my feet)

KYYOOUKKAAAA ON MY LAPTOP BAAAAGGGG !!!!!!! WAHHH SHES SO CUTE, I LOVE HER SOO MUCCHHH <3

Gng she's my daughter, i need everyone to know that >:3

js finishes the no longer human manga !!!!

*I'm gonna kms, wtf the manga is actually so much more detailed and sadder*

This book is such a rollar coaster and I actually feel so sad and just dead......I hate this book 10 OUT 10 DO (not) RECOMMEND!!!!

WHY SO DEVIOUS😭😭😭 thxthxsthxhrdht I explode anytime someone draws my oc😚😚😚

(It's Canon, Keyto would scream for Mike to hug him when he gets home from work☺️)

*throws this n skedaddles cause lmao why was i being so dramatic?? i can draw, i js need to take some time🏃‍➡️🏃‍➡️🏃‍➡️🏃‍➡️🏃‍➡️*

Sigghhh, this is kinda a coping drawing😔😔😔

I wish I had Mike as a father, AICHAOR CURSE ME FOR CREATING A PARENT THAT I WANTED FOR MY SHITTY AHH OC >:( it's not fair :(

Anyway I rlly can't draw cats at all😮‍💨😮‍💨 mbbbb