KK @koku-stars i quickly drew up Mike ^^ (I made his hair lighter btw so you could actually see his eyes, but its black :D)
Y-y-yapping I fear under cut !!!
SO SOME THINGS ABOUT HIS DESIGN THAT ARE KINDA VERY IMPORTANT TO HIS CHARACTER !!!!
He wears layers/tighter sweater vests because he needs to feel compression on his chest and torse to feel safe :3
His hair is messier and longer because as a child he was in a more constrictive, Christian household, with a very heavy view that men needed short hair, sooo when he got older his ahh IMMEDIATLY grew that shit out >:D
He was always js under the assumption he needed to look old and mature hence why he looks more like a 40 year old rather than a 30 year old :P
His glasses (he's colour blind :D He cant see reds n yellows XP)
The fact that his forearms arent covered. He has texture issues, and despite really liking having pressure on his body he cannot handle pressure on his arm (due to texture and trauma, if u havent caught on he's autistic and was abused. He was grabbed a lot on his arms and dragged around, so his arms are sensitive to weight and feeling 😢)
I think thats really all, AHHH I ACTUALLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH, PROBABLY HIM AND RUIYA ARE MY FAVOURITES OUT OF ALL MY OC'S...and Han...and Aiyana...AHG-ERFVBGRWGERFS THERES JS TO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM, but Mike is very special to me :( pls be nice to him yall, hes js baby girl (a 35 year old man)🥺🙏
I also kinda fw the non coloured version, since i have no clue how to render :P
Im getting back into su*cide boy💔
CHUUYA ONE SHOTS !!!
Hiii guysss, been a while since i've posted any writing, this is just once again more one shots, because i like them :3 there just so fun to write and make up. Chuuya might be a bit mischaracterised in this, and idk, who cares >.<
GNReader x Chuuya (implied relationship/dating)
Genre: Not really sure with this one (i would guess romance?) but there is some nsfw and explicate writing and words at the end.
Synopsis: Dates with him <3
Theres not to much nsfw, but i would say anything under 16 dni and i HEAVILY advise you to not read, (or at least not read the nsfw part, it starts at the 10th dot point thing, so if you are gonna read it, PLEASE at least skip past that part :3)
ANYWAY !! ENJOY POOKIES
-If you and Chuuya where in a relationships, he would ADORE setting up very fancy dates, taking you to the most expensive, clean and polished places around Japan
-He would buy you clothes often to go out to the dates to :3
-During the actual date, he’d hold your hand softly, finding the best space to sit, with the biggest view, and no one around. He’d pay for EVERYTHING, make sure and check up constantly that you were happy and calm, and if you ever got overstimulated or just wanted to go, he would immediately get you out of the place and take you to a nice quiet park
-Due to his work in the PM most of the dates start at night which is fine, he thinks its more romantic anyway
-Chuuya buys the most elegant wine for the dates and always dresses up in suits and hats, chains and jewlery, basically he just looks like a decked out mafia member and then you all dressed up in the outfit he chose. (He gets a bit upset if you don’t wear the outfit he picked out, but he wouldn’t ever voice that to you, or force you to wear anything you don’t want to)
-For the times you end up in the park instead of at the restaurant, you go on long strolls, arms interlocked, either talking about your days, or anything on your minds, or enjoy the peacefulness of the night
-He’d find benches that over look the nice water, and he hold you, stroking your shoulders, back and thigh (He is addicted to touching your thighs, he just really likes them for some reason :3)
-Most date nights take long, filled with endless laughter and pure joy and distraction from the usual despair of Chuuya’s life but if Chuuya or you are quite tired or aren’t in the mood for much, they will be quicker, and if either of you really just cant go, you’ll stay home and cuddle up, watching shows, or reading together.
(-Only sometimes, if Chuuya gets home extremely stressed, he’ll feel guilty and annoyed at himself for not being able to plan something, so he’ll get slightly snappy and pissed at you to take the anger out. He then just feels even worse about this, and will cook as best he can and cuddle you all night.)
-When you guys get home from the dates, he’ll shower you in kisses, both of you being slightly tispy from the wine. He’ll touch you softly, hands sliding down to your hips and thighs as he pushes you onto the bed.
-He’ll want to really make sure your consenting to everything he wants to do, so even as he kisses your neck and shoulders, hands running all over your body and under your clothes, he’ll be asking if your ok, if you want this, and if you're FULLY ok with this.
-If you’d say no, obviously, he’d stop, backing off and just snuggling up with you under a big cozy blanket. Having you as a little spoon, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck as the two of you happily doze off :3
-If you say yes, Chuuya, would absolutely just fuck you into oblivion. Of course, at first, he’d be gentle and soft, preparing you, kissing you, licking at your inner thighs and nuzzling into the soft skin, but as time goes on, your breathy moans and look of your body and blissed face, he’d pick up the pace. Skin slapping against skin, his cock sinking deep into and disappearing over and over as he nibbles, licks and grips at your skin.
-After finishing, the two of you would be sweaty and hot, but even so, Chuuya would clean you, snuggle you in a big blanket, and he would lazily drape himself over you and the two of you would fall asleep peacefully :3
-A delightful way to end the date nights :3
-Sometimes the two of you would be giggling messes and would just collapse on the bed, being all softly intimately and once again falling peacefully in each others arms.
Woah, this is a lot longer than the last one lmao. I guess i had more idea's. So yeah, as ya see, not to bad in terms of nsfw, but i really dont know how to do warnings and genres, so please help ig in the comments if yk how i could properly do that 😭
Byeeee <3333 i forgot how fun this sh!t was ^^
AHFJAHFBW ACTUALLY EXPLODES I LOVE TJEY WAY U DRAWING HIMMM AJFJAJ <33
He's here to show his appreciation ^^ (he's gna lick u)
I PLAYED AROUND WITH THE WORDS SWAMPING RUSSIAN WITH ENGLISH AND ENGLISH WITH RUSSIAN- :3 // NOT MY OC!
This is a REALLY old transfemme lucy fic I wrote, but I didn't really want it to go to waste, so here it is :) Note that it is poorly written and a few of my headcanons may have changed since the writing of this.
It's really short, completely SFW, and I can't think of any TWs that would apply (please tell me if there's anything I misses, though). Please enjoy <33
He/him/his: the most dreaded words in the world, to Lucy Maud Montgomery.
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He/him/his: the most dreaded words in the world, to Lucy Maud Montgomery. Even if she hadn't been referred to by them since her days in the orphanage, before she joined The Guild, the thought of being known as them again always caused bile to rise in her throat.
She began questioning her identity at a young age. She remembered standing in front of a bedroom mirror in nothing but undergarments after a haircut she had when she was about eight years of age. She felt... "icky", as she would describe the feeling to her imaginary friends.
She often stood in front of the mirror before she dressed, her eyelids red and swollen from minutes of purely tears and sobs, dreading the day ahead of her for a plethora of reasons.
She didn't understand why she felt the way she did for a long while. She didn't know that the icky, disgusted, and dreadful feeling she had whenever she looked at her body weren't strange, weren't something that made her vile, strange, or freakish, until she was just over fourteen years of age.
She discovered the term 'transgender' on the internet, and she almost instantly felt a sense if closure when she read the definition for the first time. She wasn't alone in despising her natural body and attributes, she wasn't alone in loathing what the world said she was, what she wasn't. She was just as glad when she discovered the term 'pansexual': sexuality without any care for your partner's sex or gender.
But then, she realised the mockery wasn't exclusive to the orphanage. People like her, born physically male, female, or intersex, people who liked the same gender, both, none at all, or any other who didn't fit under the term 'heterosexual' were heavily discriminated against because of who they were.
She didn't understand it at all: "why are people cruel to others for something they had no control over?" she often thought. She'd never understood why you could be cruel to others, for reasons such as those.
But, ah, people. They're often cruel, distasteful creatures. Though at times, they can be accepting and kind.
When Lucy joined the guild in her mid teens, she was was quite surprised when her coworkers were respectful of her thoughts. The first to be told of her fellow members was Louisa.
The younger girl was strangely calm when Lucy told her about her feelings, her thoughts. Alcott suggested that Lucy should tell Fitzgerald, when she was comfortable, so he could perhaps fund or at least help her in the process of getting on HRT, and getting surgeries, if she wanted them.
Lucy, of course, did tell Fitzgerald and her other coworkers eventually. She was happy to find that many of her other coworkers were queer, such as Poe and Alcott, or allies to the community, such as Fitzgerald and Melville.
People often say to make a house a home, and that's just what Lucy did. She made her body feel as though it was truly her own.
Nnnghhhh ~ I looooOOoooOoOoOoOoooveee Morrriiiii🤤🤤🤤
Sooo uhhh here's a little Mori drawing ^^
*throws this n skedaddles cause lmao why was i being so dramatic?? i can draw, i js need to take some time🏃➡️🏃➡️🏃➡️🏃➡️🏃➡️*
Sigghhh, this is kinda a coping drawing😔😔😔
I wish I had Mike as a father, AICHAOR CURSE ME FOR CREATING A PARENT THAT I WANTED FOR MY SHITTY AHH OC >:( it's not fair :(
Anyway I rlly can't draw cats at all😮💨😮💨 mbbbb
The chuuya x reader oneshots and short stories i write always do the best (understandable, hes so 🤤🤤 istg)
ANYWAY, since they've all been so popular imma write another one, but i'll leave it up to YOU to choose what i write >:3
yeahhh 🤤🤤 it might not be out soon, but both chuuya things have immediatly gotten more likes n reposts n shit :3
I USED TO HAVE A FROG, RAHHHH ITS SO FUCKING CUTEEEEEEEEE >_<
EDIT I FOUND A PITCUFE OF HIM !!!
Anyways I had sewn a frog for one of my mutuals, please enjoy
Take this as an apology for taking so long to post
Also please ignore my ugly hands :’)
"I'm your biggest fan !"
WRONG !!!! MY FATHER IS🔥🔥💪💪💪🔥💪🔥
(He liked my drawing so much that he printed it for himself :3)