Paper Bob Dylan Dress, Harry Gordon ‘67

i don’t do this a lot but i decided to try my hand at venting, which i’m regrettably posting online. this is a warning for the angsty block of text underneath.

i just want someone to talk to who isn’t my therapist or my friends or my parents or my nutritionist or my school counselor or my sister or my diary or myself. i want to talk without trying to fix whatever i brought up. i don’t want to soil my reputation to my friends and sister by opening up about the things i struggle with the most.

i am sick and tired. sick of being tired and vice versa. talking about my problems with an adult will land me in some mental institution… and talking to my friends will destine a strain on our relationship.

also i think a lot of people are sick of hearing about the same problems i do bring up, discouraging me to continue doing so. the vicious cycle of guessing what people are thinking about me and closing myself off from others has resulted in a drought of happiness.

lowkey this really helps… along with coffee substitutes like mushroom coffee (its lighter on my stomach and i just like the taste more); and just drinking a lot of water.

drinking coffee cause you can’t shit <<<

i js log on n reblog shit

i hope my page can contribute to this space 💟

all of us tumblr girlies are like sisters

just some headers

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I hate changes. But I want constantly change myself. My hair, my body, my makeup, my clothes. I wanna be so many things in so little time.

People usually fear change, cause are events they can't control. Well, I suppose I can't control myself.