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I want to make people see how much has been taken away from them.

Did you know that there are dozens of species of fireflies, and some of them light up with a blue glow? Did you know about the moths? There are thousands of them, bright pink and raspberry orange and checkerboard and emerald. They are called things like Black-Etched Prominent, Purple Fairy, Pink-Legged Tiger, Small Mossy Glyph and Black-Bordered Lemon.

Did you know that there are moths that feed on lichens? Did you know about the blue and green bees? The rainbow-colored dogbane beetles? Your streams are supposed to teem with newts, salamanders, crawdads, frogs, and fishes. I want to take you by the hand and show you an animal you've never seen before, and say, "This exists! It's real! It's alive!"

There are secret wildflowers that no website will show you and that no list entitled "native species to attract butterflies!" will name. Every day I'm at work I see a new plant I didn't know existed.

The purple coneflowers and prairie blazing star are a tidepool, a puddle, and there is an ocean out there. There are wildflowers that only grow in a few specific counties in a single state in the United States, there are plants that are evolved specifically to live underneath the drip line of a dolomite cliff or on the border of a glade of exposed limestone bedrock. Did you know that different species of moss grow on the sides of a boulder vs. on top of it?

There are obscure trees you might have never seen—Sourwood, Yellowwood, Overcup Oak, Ninebark, Mountain Stewartia, Striped Maple, American Hophornbeam, Rusty Blackhaw, Kentucky Coffeetree. There are edible fruits you've never even heard of.

And it is so scary and sad that so many people live and work in environments where most of these wondrous living things have been locally extirpated.

There are vast tracts of suburb and town and city and barren pasture where a person could plausibly never learn of the existence of the vast majority of their native plants and animals, where a person might never imagine just how many there are, because they've only ever been exposed to the tiny handful of living things that can survive in a suburb and they have no reason to extrapolate that there are ten thousand more that no one is talking about.

It's like being a fish that has lived its whole life in a bucket, with no way of imagining the ocean. The insects in your field guide are a fraction of those that exist, of all the native plants to your area only a handful can be bought in a nursery.

Welcome to the Earth! It's beautiful! It's full of life! More things are real and beautiful and alive than a single person could imagine!!!

"why are people who do cool things always so weird"

i have a startling truth to keep from you... about the relationship between cool and weird

this is my favorite garfield edit

Native owned businesses to buy from. Taken from the North American Indian Association of Detroit.

https://www.sweetgrasstradingco.com

https://nativeharvest.com

https://byellowtail.com

https://trickstercompany.com

https://www.salishstyle.com

https://hutxh.com

https://furandhide.com

https://www.wapatobeads.com

https://www.cultureshockjewelry.com

https://aylelum.com

https://shop.dancingbearindiantrader.com

http://mohawklacrosse.net

https://www.thentvs.com

https://bisonstarnaturals.com

https://cheekbonebeauty.ca

https://www.indigecos.com

https://www.quwutsunmade.com

https://sistersky.com

https://urbannativeera.com

http://lnukclothingco.com

https://www.oxdxclothing.com

https://sequoiasoaps.com

https://www.blackbelteaglescout.com

https://birchbarkbooks.com

https://redplanetbooksncomics.com

https://kotahbear.com

https://bedrechocolates.com

https://redlakenationfoods.com

https://shop.tankabar.com

https://thunderislandcoffee.com

https://www.indianpueblostore.com

https://www.totemdesignhouse.com

https://www.shenative.com

https://www.manitobah.com

https://www.gourdjewels.com

https://ginewusa.com

https://etkie.com

https://www.aconav.com

You know I don’t give a fuck about what you’re going through. I’m going through shit constantly and I still find a way to be amazing and attentive to you. You doing poorly isn’t an excuse to ignore me and only use me to talk about yourself. Never tell me you care the fuck again. You’re just like everyone else. People are begging to let you allow them to help you and one again you refuse. Meanwhile I’ve BEGGED for help and pleaded while being suicidal to people who didn’t care and ignored me. Go the fuck to hell and never speak to me again. You’re done getting my undivided attention. You can get it from someone else who doesn’t assign you a cute little flower or make a playlist of all the songs you mentioned.

doodle

“Maybe I’m the reason my life sucks.”