In My Batman DR. I’m In A Very Weird Position. I’m Alfred’s Daughter, Julia Pennyworth, Who Is

Shoutout to all my fellow selfshippers who were never chosen.

Shoutout to the people who were never explicitly invited, but who were told "of course you can come too". To the people whose presence was tolerated, but nobody ever seemed excited to see them. To the people who got talked over. Even when nobody noticed you leaving, you're worthy of love.

Shoutout to the "can I have your hot friend's number?" people, who only were present to make their good looking friend look even more appealing. Shoutout to the third wheels and wingmans. To the people who got the "kiss them! - ewww" treatment at Truth or Dare. To the people who got asked out as a joke.

Shoutout to the selfshippers who help with relationship issues despite craving a relationship themselves. Shoutout to the forever singles who have "resorted" to selfshipping because you convinced yourself that nobody would want you in real life. Shoutout to the insecure, jealous people with abandonment issues because you can't imagine anyone choosing you.

Your F/O chooses you. And they will continue to choose you.

They don't need a reason why. They love you. They love you for who you are, and they always will.

Has anyone ever tried channeling? I watched a video on how to channel someone from your DR on TikTok awhile ago, and I may have unintentionally(?) channeled Eros from my Alruna DR

As I was watching the video, I did all the steps in my head. I affirmed I was safe, that I would channel who I intended to, then thought of him, I don’t remember what else I did, but suddenly I heard this almost teasing, but deep and raspy ‘Hi~’ in my head. I tried to push my thoughts of him away because I felt like I wasn’t really ready to properly channel a person, but he kept persisting I think

The moment I registered the ‘hi’ I got chills and I felt like I knew it was him? Maybe I’ve just gone crazy

This whole ‘encounter’ was really in-character of him tbh. He’s supposed to be possessive and kind of clingy, plus he’s also supposed to be the kind of person to tease someone he likes

I wanted to try it again but I couldn’t find the same video, and I feel like I can’t find any information on how to actually channel someone so I’ve just given up

Okay I just looked it up again and found the exact video I watched before (I think) I’m scared.. idk if I should try it again or not

I feel like I should but channeling is genuinely such a creepy concept to me dbdndjskdndndn

The way we think of shifting sets us up to fail

Disclaimer:

this is just my opinion and this is based on a LOA idea of shifting. The idea that you change the 4D and the 3D follows. If you don't believe the same thing that's totally fine! We're all anonymous ppl on Tumblr sharing out opinion, just because I believe something doesn't mean you can't disagree with me.

How you're setting yourself up to "fail", from a LOA perspective:

The very core of how we discuss shifting requires reliance on the 3D for validation. It's built into how we conceptualize it. You consider the physical first.

The 3D does not tell you if you have shifted. The 3D has no authority. You shift in the 4D first.

Don't conform your 4D to your 3D.

Your 4D does not need to mirror the 3D, that's not it's job. The 3D is the mirror. If there was a smudge on the mirror you wouldn't decide to smudge your makeup to match it.

Your goal is the persist in the belief that you have shifted and identify with your 4D. If you wake up, see that the 3D didn't reflect your desire and identify with failure, you are working against yourself.

You know not to affirm that you failed to manifest so why do you affirm that you failed to shift?

What you do when it "doesn't work" IS important. What does your 4D look like right now, what is your goal/your desire? Good, now don't identify with anything outside of that.

If in your 4D you shifted last night, don't identify with the idea that you didn't .

Shifting starts with the 4D so WHY do you center your 3D??

Do you know why people suggest that you connect with your DRself throughout the day before the shifting attempt? Because they're identifying with the state fulfilled.

Stop searching for physical validation. Validate the reality you want to see. It comes from within.

You ARE your DRself. Not just in the idea that you're the same person, or that some distant copy is living in your DR, YOU right now are in your DR.

The core of loa is knowing you're already there. You know how I know you can do it? Because you already fucking have. You have to accept that you have.

If you fundamentally view yourself as incapable you will never try do what you wish you could. If you assume you cannot swim you will avoid the water. If you think you need them you'll never remove the training wheels.

I BELIEVE IN YOU. AGGRESSIVELY. IF YOU DON'T DO IT I WILL

The best part of being a self fulfilling prophecy is you get to choose the prophecy.

Do not let them erase this. Do not let them tell you he meant "my heart goes out for you."

This man is the grandson of a Canadian Nazi sympathizer who moved to South Africa BECAUSE he thought the apartheid was just the coolest.

He has a gaggle of kids specifically because he believes his genes are superior and need to be spread to improve humanity.

He has thrown his support behind the neonazi party in Germany and the far right party in the UK, not to mention how far he's wormed up the ass of the Republican party.

He threw two sieg heil salutes back to back at the inauguration of the president of the United States and is trying to scrub the evidence off the internet.

Elon Reeve Musk is a fucking Nazi.

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐒

Just as a reminder: you do not need to script every single detail. Your consciousness is smarter than you think! That being said, if you like to script, I have some ideas that you might enjoy. Let me know what you think, yeah?

1.) Whatever you use to take pictures with (camera, phone, etc.) has the same quality as the way you see it.

2.) Others can hear your voice the way you personally hear it. Or vice versa, you hear your voice the way others hear it.

3.) You can control your energy level (be it physical, mental, emotional) depending on your needs.

4.) You can remember/identify/acquire something you want to show another person instantaneously.

5.) You do not need to take a lot of time to dig through your bag / purse / backpack etc. to find whatever it is that you need.

6.) Your food and drinks never rot or expire.

7.) There is always a seat for you on the bus regardless of how filled it looks.

8.) You can come up with classy comebacks on the spot when verbally defending yourself or someone else.

9.) Every cute username you think of using for social media has never been once taken by someone else.

10.) Regardless of how small the fandom is, there is always enough content (fics, art, music covers, etc.) to go around about your favorite media.

11.) Your clothes never wear out (unless you prefer a worn out look) or get tarnished by anything that would otherwise typically stain.

12.) Your jewelry/accessories never rusts nor breaks.

13.) Your pillows are always refreshingly cool and your covers cozy.

14.) The door to your room naturally closes on its own if someone absentmindedly leaves it open after talking to you in the room.

15.) Regardless of how remote of an area you are in, your favorite food chain establishment has a branch nearby.

I think I figured it out, why I’m manifesting, and shifting, all of it.

I don’t want to be content.

I want to live like every day could be my last. I want to love, and be loved, like every day could be our last. Even platonically, especially platonically. I want to breathe and run and cry and dance and hate and hurt and love and heal and bleed and spin around my living room until I can breathe. I want to hold someone’s hand during scary parts of movies, to hide my face in their shoulder. I want to go on late-night grocery store runs and eat an entire bag of chocolate chips in one sitting. I want a best friend, a real one, not just the only option I have. I want to not be scared any time I see a specific flag, or fear for my life as I walk down the street. I want to watch fireworks on the fourth and rant to a friend about how the Irish took the holiday for their own. I want to giggle as butterflies light on me and sit, be their reprieve as much as they are mine.

I want to be alive. I want to be happy. I want to be human. And I can’t do that here. But there, in Greece or Paris or Scotland or New York or Asgard or Wonderland or Prythian or at Paracosm Academy or on Pandora or any other place I’m going, I can be free.

I’ve never been free before. I wonder how that tastes.

"I'm complex person who intends to find people that I can fuck with and understand me even if I have to go to a different reality. "

Now if I put this in a dating profile do you think people would hit my line?

MY SOOOOON

the thing abt duke thomas is that he is a genius truly gifted kid who had a promising albeit average future ahead of him until tragedy struck and took his parents from him. then all the energy he has diverts and he blocks everything else out and dedicates himself to finding them and also being a huge problem for anyone who'd try to obscure that.

like #1 most underrated thing abt his character is that he is, by definition, a "retired crash out". after age 14 he had no friends, shit grades, was getting into fights so often he was being kicked out of schools AND foster homes. it truly was self made vigilatism and the power of friendship that saved him from tunnel-visioning into an early grave.

ALL THIS TO SAY my favorite thing abt duke thomas pre batman and the signal (hell even during the comic) is how much of an unapologetic asshole he is to everyone indiscriminately in a bad way. He was kind but lil bro was NOT nice. he was selfish and a dickhead even to ppl who cared and were really trying to help him. I really like to think that him getting past that wasn't dc neutering him but the active choice to get better after he finally found a solid support system. that being said, he most definitely code switches and has to CONSISTENTLY hold back from poppin bitches in they mouthes bcs hes past that! he's in his healing arc! <as he'd say.

🦇Batfamily & Friends🦇

Duke: *fist bumps Steph and Cass* How's my sister from another mother.

Cass: *beams*

Steph: *pauses* That doesn't sound right.

Duke: It doesn't. Brother works best, but you ain't a dude.

Bruce Wayne: *traumatized by his childhood and has a plethora of communication issues*

Me: *special interest is communication, community and building lasting healthy relationships*