😭😩🤙I have no idea how to draw horses, but an attempt was made
I drew these quick so they’re meh- but y’all take it
characters: scout
tags: fluff
note: writing this on a whim and ignoring all the other drafts I really wanted to write! also hi :)
I was writing an enemies to lovers but um....maybe later
I have a love for scout okay :( I'm sorryyyyyyyyy ill do full characters right after this one (I'm in a writing mood for once in years)
and of course reblogs and comments very much appreciated <3
• You were really the only true friend he had in the base. He considered all the other mercs his friend too but, he knew they'd never really share that friendship. He felt appreciated, and had someone to talk to who would really listen to him, not finding him stupid like the others do.
• He didn't realize he fell for you. The last time he fell for someone he acted shy, aloof, awkward and honestly embarrassed himself a little. He never knew what to say. So it took him a while to figure out he liked you, because whenever you two spoke, words always came so easily to him.
• The day he truly does realize his feelings though, is a day like any other. Your team, victorious, going out for drinks at the local bar. Scout could never handle himself well to alcohol, and you didn't really seem to be a drinker either. You two were sitting outside for the most part, laughing and making fun of the other team, as well as you listened to him ramble on his accomplishments of the day.
• Though, something lingered on his mind. A question he really thought about for a while. He knew you wouldn't judge, so he asked you your opinion.
"How long do you think we're gonna have to do this for?"
• You turned to him, confused. He continues.
"Fighting. Like- how long do you think it'll take before it's over? I'm not sayin' I don't enjoy kicking the other teams ass or the money we get, but well- I don't know."
Anytime he asked this question, Spy, Demo, everyone in the team really, all just said "not to think about it and to do it until it's done." He was never satisfied with that answer.
He saw how you contemplated it for a moment, seeing a small smile curl onto your lips when you looked back at him to reply.
"I don't know. It's probably for a bit longer, I mean- it's been 2 years. Pretty sure there were mercs before us who fought for this stupid war.*
You paused, "Why? You wanna quit or something?"
He shook his head. "Quit being able to kill people for a bunch of money? No way! I just- I think of doing other stuff. We barely have any free time and I don't wanna do this stuff till I'm old or something. And I know old- just look at Spy. He's probably from the ice age or somethin'."
• You snorted, chuckling a little at his comment. He smiled, he always liked to see you laughing at his jokes, made him feel funnier than he really was. You mirrored his smile, turning to look at the road. The night was a bluish gray, a striking contrast to the liveliness and warmth the bar brought.
"I get it."
It went quiet, he wondered if that was it.
"I don't wanna grow old and retire from this job either. But I don't think it'll be so bad."
"Really? Why?" He asked.
• He saw the way you turned to look at him, that same smile he knew all too well, one side of your face shone so brightly under the bars lighting while the other side was slightly masked with moonlight. Your reply was so simple, but it made his heart race.
"You'll be there. And I guess having you around makes things less worse."
• He stared bashfully at you upon hearing those very words. His palms got sweatier than they usually did as he felt his chest tighten. You must've noticed, because you let out an embarrassed chuckle.
"Haha- that was corny as hell. Anyway, I'm gonna go get another pack of soda for us."
• You stood up and walked back to the bar, but he couldn't look away from where you sat before. His face felt warm, damn.
He didn't know what it was. Maybe it should've hit him sooner, the fact he had feelings for you. The fact that- whenever you pull him in for a hug, his heart beats a little bit faster. When you laugh with him he laughs just a little harder because your laugh is his favorite. That your playful fighting with each other, it really does mean a lot to him.
All he knew was from that day on, it became difficult to think of you without realizing everything it was he loved about you.
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I don't know how to write endings anyway scout fans here's your food I know it's been a while it's okay mama is here 🫂
and yesssss sigh don't worry there are other fics I'm writing 😪 just...wanted to do scout first as a practice :)
hope you enjoyed! reblogs and comments always appreciated, I'd love to know your own opinions of scout and such!!! #scoutlover
Thank you, ma
hi sorry for being gone for like 5 years i am back with x-men cuties
OOOO THEY’RE STEALIN, THEIVIN, AND PINCHIN!! RIGHT THERE OFFICER!! 🫵🏼🫵🏼
* this is a ramble about the fem eltingville club and is not art related. Sorry if sentences don’t make sense, I just wrote what I was thinking fast lol*
Since I like the idea of the eltingville club being girls, I’ve been thinking of the epilogue- esp for Pete( I’m not changing the names to “fem” ones, not interested). Yeah, women can be disgusting for their own reasons that have nothing to do with misogyny- but when it comes to the p*rn industry, Pete is a double-sided blade y’know. Yes, she would still use mofo to pick up vulnerable girls, but it’s a bit more sinister in my own idea as I think that the girls going into mofo would think they are safe with Pete. Whether Pete is aware of it or not, she does not try to understand the exploitation the women are going through. These women will only realize that Pete is terrible when they try to get her to report against one of the men of mofo- which Pete would brush off as “ well he’s a good guy…you signed up for this….its your fault”. Pete, along with Josh and bill( this is the epilogue, so Jerry was able to overcome her internalized misogyny/ sexist beliefs) do not align themselves with the struggles that women go through. They still strive for male validation- and with Pete mostly having brothers, she does not allow herself to be seen as “girly”. The double sided blade part comes into the disrespectful comments that the men she works with make at her dispense. The men only see her as an object and don’t care if she is like them. I could see Pete being jaded to the hardcore stuff that mofo produces, mostly due to her not wanting to be seen as “sensitive” or “bitchy”. She wants to be seen as the “cool girl” who’s okay w/ extreme gore and r*pe of women, even when the plot is crap. She was most likely hired not only for her knowing multiple horror porn films, but also due to her being entertaining to butchie. I can imagine her going home after working very drained with dealing with people who do not respect her, and most likely knows that she is there just so the men can bring in more girls.
As for Josh and bill, they are more likely the same as their masc counterparts, but I believe that bill would be an hardcore incel (wait so no difference HA)( I hate the term femcel) who’s closeted. I could see Josh also on the incel pathway, but not as much as bill. In general, Josh is the second most redeemable and can change for the better like Jerry has.
As for Jerry, exactly the same- just as an open lesbian ( shocker I know coming from me). I don’t see her as becoming very feminine, but is more so comfortable. In terms of how comfortable the club is with their sexuality- they all know they are attracted to girls. Pete and Jerry being the most open about it in the epilogue ( Pete being objectifying since before due to the content she consumed ), Josh being quiet about it due to feeling like no one can find her attractive, and bill being outwardly homophobic to distract from the fact that she ogles at the women at cons or wherever. They all (Jerry when she was younger) are okay making raunchy comments towards women due to not being seen as serious by others and through roleplay.
* lesbian part is a hc for the girls* *a hc for a hc*
Adler @ Bell
Soon as I saw the meme I had to. And yes I had to use my WIP for it lmao.
Unpopular opinion but I think its a little crazy people act like epilogue Bill is the most evil person ever. Like yes he is ABSOLUTELY not a good person but like... Pete literally sexually exploits people... And is open about it... And proud of it. Like hello?? What?? And we all just kind of don't talk about it?? He takes advantage of people, uses women's desperation to have sex with them, is into snuff films and things that go beyond "just porn" or "just a kink", and like...so much more?? I feel like as a whole the fandom is so ready to turn a blind eye to epilogue Pete even though he's literally (in my opinion) the worst member of the club
...ride a cowboy
GUYS.. NO THEY GOT HIT BY THE YURI BEAM…!!!
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