Went To Claire's The Other Day And Took The Most Aesthetic Pic

OMG I'm so late sorry life's been crazy buttttt There's a new spooky theme!!

Journaling at my girl table with my girl notebook and my girl water bc school is icky

Me this fall

Also why is it so hot omg it’s literally mid September Mother Nature ily but why must you do this to me

⊹˚. ♡ I love fall

- a $4,000 Sephora gift card

- fake my own death

- come back ten years later n create a new identity

summer wishlisht:

- hair down to my waist

- 1 million €

- clear skin

- my memory erased

- a modelling contract

- all the clothes i saved on pinterest

- a crispy diet coke and a caesar salad with salted fries on the side

- to go to italy and never come back

srry I was gone I was being manipulated does anyone know where I can find a decent bf

I put pink ribbon and lace on my converse ♡ I love them smmm

♡

🎀Girly morning routine:

Tips to have a girly, relaxed and productive morning routine, to set you up for a successful day. I do pretty much all of these every day to ensure I get the most out of my mornings. Even if I have a busy day, I just set my alarm earlier and off I go… ☀️🫧🎀

🎀 Wake up/set an alarm at a set time every morning. I wake up at 7:00 am everyday. Apart from Sundays as those are designated for lying in and getting my princess, beauty sleep!

🎀 Read in bed/Scroll through Pinterest 📖. I find that scrolling through TikTok just clouds my brain and sets me off task so I tend to avoid that.

🎀 Slip into comfortable pajamas/robes. I have a beautiful pink, silk robe from Victoria’s Secret. In the summer I wear nightgowns and in the winter I wear fluffy things.

🎀 Get fresh air. I do this every morning g by opening my bathroom and bedroom window to air from the night before

🎀 Make your bed. I can’t imagine not making my bed every morning, however it is said that “Princesses never make their beds” true. But some princesses have to do certain things or they won’t get done.

🎀 Have something to give you energy. ☕️I have a smoothie most mornings, or coffee, and try to keep it healthy so that I have a slow release of energy throughout the beginning of my day.

🎀 Have a shower 🫧 I have a shower every morning. I know some days it’s the last thing you feel like doing, especially when it’s cold. But having one every morning wakes you up and sets you up for the wholeee day.

🎀 Do you skincare/pamper routine whilst listening or watching something you enjoy. If your in a rush I know this step is avoidable but I watch Vogue beauty secrets every morning and it makes me feel so productive and cute.

🎀 Journal. Morning journaling is one of my favorite things to do. You can write to-do-lists, plan for the day, or just get out whatever morning thoughts you have.

🎀 Getting dressed. I hang up my outfit the night before so I can see what it will look like and any creases fall out before ironing it if I need to.

Obviously not everyone has time to do things such as this. Some people grab a piece of toast, their keys and rush out the door. But I am firm believer of, if you wake up early enough, then you have time. Because you make time 💌

Some people also like to workout/meditate or do yoga 🎀 I go on walks mostly but I have a separate post about this coming soon!

All my love, and may all of your mornings be beautiful and productive ~ Kellen ☀️🎀

Guys my content is for the girls who get it anyone else who wants to judge or criticize me for just being a girl can fuck right off thank youuuu

I ♡ @blushydior smmm

                𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐈 𝐀𝐌 = pure consciousness, inner self - the true you

before you and i say who we are, we are I AM.

before i say i am happy, i am sad, i am struggling, i am desiring, i am suffering, i am wealthy, i am lost, i am stuck, i am full of hopelessness, i am full of contentment, i am blushydior and when you say i am (your name)

I am… I AM.

❝ A man called Neville is not the way to the Father. Neville is not my identity. He is the garment I wear as I walk the earth. I am telling you what happened in me while wearing this garment called Neville. Certainly Neville is not God the Father of David, but I AM. Neville is not anything other than a little garment that God is wearing, playing the part called Neville, which is forever. ❞

you will always be I AM. that is god. what is attached to I AM is the garment you wear, the state you’re currently occupying, what you're conscious of being, the concept you currently hold upon self.

❝ Your consciousness is the mother-father, there is no other cause in the world. Your I AMness, your awareness, is this Moab or mother-father. You are always drawing something out of it. ❞

❝ What is God? God is man's consciousness, his awareness, I AMness. The drama of life is a psychological one in which we bring circumstances to pass by our attitudes rather than by our acts. ❞

I AM is pure. the only time it becomes impure is when you attach concepts to I AM - the good, bad, and the indifferent.

think of states as magnets, velcro, outfits or even rooms; easy to attach and detach, to put on and take off, to enter and leave - whenever and to whatever you please.

it becomes what you experience internally and a promise externally for imagination is the true and a very real reality.

❝ I AM is a feeling of permanent awareness. The very center of consciousness is the feeling of I AM. I may forget who I am, where I am, what I am, but I cannot forget that I Am. The awareness of being remains, regardless of the degree of forgetfulness of who, where, and what I am. ❞

know that you are just pure consciousness. all you will ever be is purely I AM. you are not your state, you occupy states.

it’s the same way as: you are not the room you’re in, you are just in it. you are not the clothes you’re wearing, you are just in them. you are not your body, you are just in it. you are not your reality, you are just in it.

absolutely everything is a garment, an emanation of god that you brought into being.

so this means you are not your thoughts, emotions, past, future, mistakes, concepts, and everything else you experience, you are just I AM.

the reason why many people struggle, worry, feel stuck or live in fear that they've ruined everything they've built is because they don’t know what they truly are. they think they are their states so they see it as impossible to change but that's wrong. you are just I AM experiencing your current state and with states come your circumstances.

⊂⊃ you can’t ruin what you already experienced within the world of imagination.

so therefore, I AM is never stuck. I AM can always change. I AM is free to be expressed in any way you desire.

I AM is simply I AM. you are simply I AM.

in the end: I AM is all you'll ever be. pure consciousness.

remember this.

❝ Now, Christ Jesus is the Lord. He did not come after David, but before him. God the Father gave himself to us; therefore everything comes after the Father. I now know that I also am God the Father, for he gave me himself and there is no way he could prove it other than through his Son David calling me "Father". Prior to that I thought I was Neville Goddard, born in Barbados as a member of a very large family. Physically that is who I am, but in the spirit I know I am not, for God gave himself to me; and to prove it his Son, as described in the Book of Samuel, called me "Father". This same Son will call everyone "Father" and then we will all be brothers. In spite of all the conflicts, horrible as they are, in the end we will discover everything was just a play - a play which was essential for God to give his gift to Man, and that gift is God Himself. ❞

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simplified summary:

I AM is all you will ever be. you are not your states, thoughts, emotions, experiences, and circumstances. stop giving temporary things permeance. even if you feel stuck in a state, worried that because you are having a human experience having off/bad days everything is ruined, and are experiencing things that are products of disorders and illnesses - you are safe. you are not subjected to these circumstances. you are your I AM, pure consciousness. i believe that this is a very important understanding. you may feel that you are stuck when everything around you is feeding into that but truly, you really aren't. beneath the garments, the clothes, outside of the house/room (state) you're in, you are pure. creations can never be superior than it's creator. you have the freedom to leave and enter a new one when you want and when you're ready. don't shame or guilt yourself, it's okay. practice forgiveness and forgetfulness & move into a new state wholly and fully. it's a clean slate. you just have to let yourself be free.

yield, don’t force.

it's about allowance and acceptance.