I Don't Worship Ares, But I've Always Imagined He Would Be Like This.

So I did a channelled reading using tarot and Oracle cards for my desired reality s/o in my Peaky Blinders' desired reality. As I've heard about people doing this so I decided to do it.

I asked how my s/o saw our relationship and the cards I got back were that he basically saw our relationship that is full of love but lots of arguments and conflicts because of how stubborn we both are.

I then asked him what he wanted to say to me and how he felt about me, and I got an Oracle card that literally said, "Fall into my arms" and then got a card that was talking about feeling homesick for a place and/or person and then I got a card saying that what I want to do will happen sooner than expected. There was a card, i forgot what it was called, but it immediately said under it: "Loyalty, love, trust and safety."

I then asked if he loved me, and I got four cards that were strongly saying yes.

I then asked one last question of, "How do you feel that I'm shifting to my Peaky Blinders' desired reality to see and be with you?" I got cards saying that he felt slightly anxious because he wanted to make sure that I'm making the right choice, but otherwise, he felt truly and deeply loved.

*joker voice* a gender is friends with the same gender, and no one bats an eye. but when i am friends with a different gender...

SOCIETY. SOCIETY CALLS IT DATING.

Reminder to drink and eat something today! No matter how busy you are, no matter what has happened today or yesterday, you deserve to feed and energise your body. So please take out at least five minutes of your time, put everything away, or even watch a mukbang video so you're not eating alone and have a refreshing drink and meal. Love you!

SO TRUE!!!

people love to talk about being limitless until you do something they don’t like in your dr.

Everyone repeat after me:

Not your reality, not your business.

Maybe you would be more successful if you focused on yourself instead of losing your mind over where other people are shifting or what they’re shifting for.

Literally why do you care?

You’re not gonna be able to stop them anyway. Move on.

I think I'm at that point in my shifting journey that when I wake up here after an attempt to shift, most of the time, I'm not sad. I'm just indifferent to waking up here. Yes, there are occasions where I'll be really happy, excited, and eager to shift more than usual, and I'll be disappointed and sad when I wake up here but for the majority of the time when I've done a few affirmations and I'm not trying too hard to shift because I know I will anyway at some point. So I've just learnt to become indifferent waking up here now.

you are your dr self.

i think alot of people think of their dr self as a COMPLETELY different person, but it's literally you!!

you currently exist in your dr. You are literally always in your dr. you could argue it's a different version of you, but it's still you. what your dr self is capable of, you are capable of, wherever your dr self is, you are, whatever your dr self looks like, you look like. there's no difference between you and your dr self except the differences you make. there is a version of you that has shifted. That version of you IS STILL YOU. literally, the only thing you have to do is make yourself aware of that version of you. that's it. it's not the crazy, magical transformation you think it is.

you heard of the "refer to your dr self in first person instead of talking like it's somebody else."

now may I present to you: "referring to your cr self in third person" to detach from this reality.

I'm not involved in this bitch's life anymore, I'm leaving.

It's wonderful how, with no warning and without even trying, we will randomly stumble across new favorite songs, new favorite artists, new favorite books, new favorite movies, new favorite games, new favorite shows, new favorite snacks, new passions, new hobbies, new interests, new favorite blogs and new favorite people. So when things are terrible, hold onto the fact that someday, possibly when you least expect it, you'll suddenly come across something wonderful!

The way some people cannot understand that when I, an aroace-spec person, call someone "hot" it doesn't mean I'd like to share bed with them, but that I think they are a pleasing sight for my eyes. Yeah, they have good features. Yeah, they are pretty/handsome. That's it. Nothing more, it's just nice to look at them. Just like looking at some flower or aesthetically pleasing food. You don't need to like the scent of that flower or taste of that food, but it looks nice.