"Nightmares Are Our Inner Demons, Our Monsters Reminding Us Of Our Deepest Fears. Always Trying To Find

I AM SHIFTING, YOU ARE SHIFTING! IT'S NOT A IF/BUT/OR/MAYBE WE ALL OUR SHIFTING! WE WILL SHIFT AT MORNING, NOON, AND NIGHT UNITL WE GET BACK TO OUR DESIRED REALITY WHERE WE BELONG!

theres a reality where u shit lizards btw

HELLO MY BABES/LOVES/CHILDREN/THANES/KINGS/QUEENS/DEITIES/JESTERS!

My name is Kai, I am 17 years old. My pronouns are: They/Them. I am a Gender fluid, Lesbian and Asexual person who has been into spirituality since I was twelve, when I first saw my late sister's spirit. I am a medium, although I do have trouble at times communicating and seeing spirits. I also identify as a witch and a shifter. My religion is something that I don't know the name of but just my beliefs: That all gods/deities are real, but there is a hierarchy.

1. God, the universe, Brahma, Allah are number one and just the same being but go by different names to attract different people.

2. Jesus, Budda, avatars in Hinud, any messiah.

3. Any gods and goddesses from any religion and Lucifer, Satan and Lilith.

4. Angels and Demons and Fae, mermaids and dragons

5. Angel guides and ancestors (whether human, animal or alien)

6. Spirits, ghosts

And that when we die, we just experience the Void unless we believe in a specific afterlife for ourselves. All religions have some similar things but are all a bit different to appeal to different people because a number one creator would understand and know that just like students in school, people learn things differently.

I am an Empath, medium, Witch and pagan. I've been a Witch on and off since I was 12. And I've been an empath and medium since I was 5.

This blog will be a mix of poems I've written, my thoughts/beliefs/encouragement with deity work, deity worship, witchcraft, spirituality, shifting realities, self-love, and care.

I worship: Lady Hecate

I used to worship: Loki, Hades and Persephone

If you are rude, disrespectful, homophobic, transphobic, anti-shifter, racist, and/or close-minded, this blog is not for you. I would request for you to go and find someone else.

Anyhow, I hope this blog finds people who are meant for it, and I hope whoever reads this has an amazing day. If anyone has any questions for me or want me to share my thoughts on a specific subject that falls into what this blog is for, I will be glad to answer any of your questions and/or post my thoughts on the manner.

My DMS are ALWAYS OPEN TO YOU AS LONG AS YOU HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS

-Kai

You don't NEED anything to shift. You don't need affirmations. You don't need to visualise. You don't need a subliminal. You don't need to reread your script. You don't need to feel happy to shift. You can just shift. You can shift while napping. You can shift because you decided you are going to do that tonight. If affirmations, visualisation, subliminals, re-reading your script, and feeling happy help you, then do it. But you only need YOU to shift. Whoever is reading this is going to shift because they can. I WILL SHIFT. YOU WILL SHIFT. Because we are amazing humans who deserve it.

So for two to three days I've been not able to give incense offerings or light their candles to the deities who I have alters for because I've been using a gas lighter and it's empty now and I have a fear of using matches. So, in return, I've done a drawing/prayer offering on a piece of paper that has taken these days to do one individually for them all. While this has been happening, I've been worried that they are disappointed in me or upset, but then I had to remind myself, and i'm still reminding myself that they know we're human. They know we're doing our best. They know we can't do everything. They i have assumed have figured out that I have an addiction to my phone and have a huge trouble using it for less than 10 hours. Humans make mistakes, humans can't do everything, humans can only do what we can, they know we're trying our best, and that we can and will try to make it up to them later about it.

a reminder that deities you work with don't hate you for not being able to do things, especially not if you're physically or mentally able to!

the gods understand that we're not perfect, that we're just fleshy meat sacks and that some of us aren't able to do things as much, and you shouldn't compare your craft to anyone else's! it's yours after all.

and if you're worried that your offerings aren't good enough, think about it like this. if a little crow came up to you and gave you a stick, you wouldn't think "what a dumb crow, why'd you give me a stick?", would you? no! you'd know that the little crow is doing his best and wanted to give you a gift. to the deities, you're that little crow, and they know you're doing your best <3

Everyone repeat after me:

Not your reality, not your business.

Maybe you would be more successful if you focused on yourself instead of losing your mind over where other people are shifting or what they’re shifting for.

Literally why do you care?

You’re not gonna be able to stop them anyway. Move on.

I've seen this saying being passed around a few times. Not sure where it is from, but I love it:

If you don't know who to pray to, then pray to Hermes. Even if he cannot help you, he knows someone who can.

So I've started to stop worshipping my deities. I don't have an alter for them anymore. I got scared a few months ago because Queen Persephone's rose incense offering almost burnt my room down. Then afterwards, I just stopped, and then I doubted my faith and went to Catholicism. Now, I am taking a break from all religious things and religions in general. I believe that all deities and religions are real but happened in history at different times, but I haven't figured out what to do with that and how to go about it. Especially when it's rarely on my mind. So yeah, that's my update.

“I can’t sh-” your in you dr, you always have been 🫶