So, Apparently You Can Boop Yourself?

I don't have any finished projects at the moment, but last night adhd attacked me and I did all of these... 👉👈

Sketches and WIPs for everyone wiiiii

A little something for my birthday

Feat. Happy effin’ birthday bastard (dead)

the thing that destroys me about eveline is that she knows how damaged she is. she knows she hurts people. she lashes out and she destroys things and she finds fun it it but at the end of the day she wants to be loved. she wants to be treated kindly. she wants a dad and a mom and she wants them to love her. but she knows, no matter how long she and ethan spend together in death, in the mold, that he won't ever forgive her. he can't ever forgive her. he may make peace with her existence, and he may be occasionally kind to her, but he cannot ever forgive, and he cannot ever love her. and it's all eveline's fault. she has no one to blame but herself. she knows killing rose won't make ethan love her, but she's already dug her hole too deep. if she's gone this far, she might as well do something to try and make herself feel better. killing rose doesn't do anything - for eveline, killing rose would be like smashing a vase at the wall. feels good in the moment, but then you have to clean it up, and it doesn't fix anything. she's already lost ethan. what's the harm in adding another stick to the fire?

eveline is every child with behavior issues' worst fear come to reality. sure, it's not entirely your fault that you're like this. but you've done so much. you keep hurting people and hurting people and hurting people and acting out. and you can beg for love and beg for forgiveness but you'll never get it. her "birth" mother, Miranda, didn't want her. her "adoptive" mother, Mia, didn't want her. and her "father", Ethan, doesn't want her. no matter where she goes, no matter how much she tries, no one wants her. and she has to sit with that for eternity. she can't grow or change- she's permanently stuck with the emotional capabilities of a 10 year old. she sits out eternity in pain. poor, poor, eveline. she was doomed from the start.

Reblog to make it die faster

Meet Pando, not a forest but a single tree. Every trunk of the Quaking Aspen is genetically identical & connected by a single 80,000 year old root system, making it one of the largest and oldest living entities on Earth!

I NEVER POSTED THIS HERE WHAT???

Well, anyway

Here's another oc whom I dearly love. Their name is Onyx, or Nyx for short (any pronouns)

- cute punk

- loves decorating everything with pearls

- lives at the bottom of the ocean

Nyx is kinda asocial, he rarely shows up on the surface, so nobody even knows he's there. She's more of a legend in Queendom. You know, the usual. Local folks saw something on the beach/in the water and thought it was some dangerous monster.

But Onyx is not a monster (unless...), they're just lonely and shy dammit!!😣

Also Nyx always wears a cloak to cover her body, has body dysphoria and struggles with gender identity. They also have severe mood swings, he gets especially angry when someone asks him to take off the cloak. Generally, there's something not quite right with the left part of their body, it's a very sensitive topic and better not to be brought up

My current favorite thing ever is "Susan Ayers is alive" AUs. Anything from illustrations to full on AUs and fanfics. I love "they escaped early and she gives Doey the normalest childhood she can" and also "it took MANY years for her to reach him but she never stopped searching". All because she loves her boy with her whole heart, all three of them. No matter what shape he takes.

me, incorrect: everyone is probably sick of me drawing this character by now...

my inner voice, wise: ah, but this cannot be... because I am part of "everyone"... and until I am sick of drawing them... it will not be everyone

me, opening a new blank canvas: ur so right

Here's a sketch of my newest chubby son, I love him sm😭💕💕💕💕

Guysss I'm literally so overwhelmed with my classes and homework rn (i kno i always say that, but THIS TIME IT'S LIKE FOR REAL REAL I'M EXHAUSTED), so I don't have either energy or time to draw. Everything I draw now just seems bland and pointless, I'm sorry😞

I kinda liked this silly design tho and it's the only thing that keeps my mental health from shattering tbh

recreated scenes from The River mv by Aurora :) i love this song sm .☘︎ ݁˖