PLEASE JUST PLEASE π ANGTS
"You don't even know it, I can't ever win"
SYNOPSIS:
You are someone who loves art. You draw with emotion and freedom. But despite your artistic self, you are someone with no luck of gaining even a grain of attention or popularity. Most times people forget you exist, and the only people who know your existence are your friends and family.
While you were rushing through the hallways to get to your class, you bump into a popular boy named Kaedehara Kazuha. The most kindest, outgoing, and refreshing boy ever known in the school. And thats the first moment your heart beat fast for a boy.
Sadly for you, there was no way for Kazuha to notice you. And in the end, you might aswell live the remaining years of your highschool with a love thats one-sided.
INSPIRED BY β« KiMi Ni TODOKE β« From me to you
FOLLOW MY MAIN β« @lostzeron
Painter!reader β£ Fem!reader
Status? IDK IF ILL START TO DISCARD π
Update schedule? None
SMAU βββββ HIGHSCHOOL AU
SLOWBURN STORY.
HEADS UP! Angst, fluff, comdey and fill-in characters (OC's) included
For? @mokiverse
M A S T E R L I S T
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Introducing... Who? β£ The art kids + Venti β£Mr/Ms Popular's
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00. Prolouge
01. Even the teachers forgot me π
02. The feeling of being bullied
03. Venti pulling up
04. Late for art club?!
05. Oh shoot!
06. Kaedehara Kazuha
07. Nothing happend. Yeah.
08. Another meeting
09. Heart goes boom boom
10. Literally save me
11. Can't help it
12. Denial
13. Acceptance
14. Hitting reality check
15. When Scaramouche cleans (KAZUHA POV)
16. DID YOU STEP ON MY CANVAS?! (Filler)
17. That sweet smile
18. Wait, he remembers me?
19. Denial strucks again
20. Can't help falling inlove
21. Let's yoga our worries away - Venti
22. He won't notice you
23. Im trying, Im trying
24. Another girl
25. Let's just give up.
26. Xiao's genius plan
27. Venti pulls up again (with a rocket booster)
28. The exchange of numbers
29. HE WANTS TO HANGOUT?!
30. A date (clickbait)
31. When he walked you home
32. Don't get your hopes up
33. Actually lets get our hopes up
34. Wrong ideaπ
35. Heart=broken
36. Xiaos genius plans strikes
37. The OG ways of cupid
38. When he wipes your tears away
39. Me, You, and painting
40. The other woman?
41. Bullied.
42. Nurse Kazuha
43. Tension (Scaramouche ruins it)
44. Another hangout
45. "I've always noticed you"
46. Wait. Are we gonna kiss?
47. Oh
48. Just friends
49. Venti rages
50. Should've stayed on the low.
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Same English VA! I think Caelus and Ga Ming would get along!
u-um, i researched paypal and created a kofi account!! i have always provided content and will not consider commissions or anything like that... so ... if anyone wants to support me, maybe you can consider buying me some milk tea >_< thank you so much!!
my ko-fi
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βΆ ! [ 578 words ]
βΆ ! [ CW: dark content, yandere themed, unhealthy obsession, overprotectiveness, stalking, potential ooc, written by non-fluent english speaker. ]
βΆ ! [ Uniquant's Note: This abomination has been sitting in the basement for a month... I'm quite cringed at how messy the original hcs was, so it took me fairly a long time to make it acceptable (to me at least). Anyway, I hope u enjoy my monstrosity β‘ ]
β¦ Request Status: Open
β¦γ Type: Overprotective, devoted γ
: Let's start with how or what the weapon itself sees in you, shall we? Well, just like any other weapon, he himself needs a master in order to have any purpose in existing. And in this case, the master of this particular weapon is you.
: Weapon and master bond are quite complicated to break. The master needs their weapon to protect themselves and the weapon needs the master to have use of them thus care for them.
: When someone threatens its bond, it's either up to you, the master who should command your Blade to rid of such interloper or he'll purge the foul soul himself till they depart unto the afterlife. Oh also, he's a unique weapon. Under certain circumstances, he would moves on his own to protect his master. How marvelous is that?
: Now let's move to how he behaves. He follows you everywhere. To the highest mountain peaks of the Divine Ship, to the bottomless pit of lies built upon the Dreamscape, he is right there, guarding your back from any potential misfortune charging in your way.
: He thinks he is not quite worthy of your attention yet he won't let others bask in it either. Such an abomination like himself shouldn't even breathe the same air as you, yet he appears unwilling to leave your side anytime soon due to his obstinacy and selfishness. He convinced himself that he is doing all of this as an effort to keep the mortal wounds which scarred his past self away from you.
: The only moment when he stands the same step as you is when he deems someone 'dangerous' approaching you. Even if you inform him that the said someone is harmless, at least to you. All he would do is back up and glare daggers at them as his sword long unsheathed ready to dig into the interrupter's neck if they dare to even flash any form of hostility toward you.
: Should he act like a sword, then, should he too sacrifice his flesh to protect you. He'd scathe himself only when it's needed of course. He does not want you to worry your hearts out because he was too careless in his previous battle. He might hurt himself a bit more so your attention lingers awhile on him or his wounds. Will stop if you scowl him for it. But alas, he tends to forget things, including your scoldings.
: Once in a while, he is befuddled by how fast his entire world changed. Was his encounter with you part of Elio's script? But at the same time it doesn't make any sense to him, since Elio has always been open about how any part of the script would go. Was The Equilibrium finally witness his suffering and opted to to alleviate his agony by directing his life changing-encounter with you?
: Either way, those thoughts swiftly vanish as he remembered that nothing really matters as long as he is still by your side.
: As a mere weapon, he shouldn't act this way. Yet here he is. YOU tampered with his broken self and infected it with deuced mortal desire. Since he is yours now, shouldn't you take care of him as a good master?
: He is a bit stubborn and rash sometimes. But it's all for the sake of your safety. So, please forgive him and his wrongdoings, if you see it fit, do punish him. For he believes that you could do nothing wrong.
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i still can't fathom how people can look at this
then still fucking side with isnotreal over 40 fictional beheaded babies
Reblog the fundraisers you mfs!!!!! I don't know why you all skip those to reblog some pic of a banner saying "FREE PALESTINE" or of news from Columbia University! Literally these people from Gaza have made an account on Tumblr and is writing in english to communicate what they need and you all are coming onto my blog or on the tag and not reblogging their posts. We have people both Palestinian and non Palestinian vetting the fundraisers! I mean more the reblogs, more the chance of the fundraisers gaining momemtum, the more there would be a chance of a donation. Please donate if you can and reblog!!! and follow them if it is possible.
@/mohammedayesh has posted about getting leaflets, telling them to evacuate Rafah. They are very low on funds. Go follow them and reblog their posts and donate if possible.
We have @/haneenatya too whose mother is suffering from eye stroke and need to evacuate. Please I have been following them for some days and it doesn't seem their own posts are getting much attention.
Follow them! They are on tumblr. Reblog their posts and donate. The protests in universities are being done on account of them. They should be our focus.
(EDIT: on re-reading my post it seems as if I am dismissing all that the students of universities are doing. I am not. I just meant, since all of it is to help Palestinians, we must not ignore them when they ask for help).
mihoyo had way too much fun with naming these achievements,,
Thinking about luocha and how everyone is blind to his potential in yandere fics
HAVE YOU SEEN THAT MAN COUNTERPARTS??! They're all unhinged like crazy scientist kind of unhinged. And his crush is canonically in that coffing is multiple universes
Damn I want him
πΌ FEELING A LITTLE MISCHIEVOUS
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YALL WAT TYSM I NEEVER KNEW ID REACH THIS MUCH FOLLOWERS
im so happy yall r willing to listen to my rambles and stuff my mind pooped out on random times π
i didn't draw anything since i was too lazy and unmotivated so have random cat pics i found at pinterest since i like cats
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β³ γhonkai: star railγdan feng/imbibitor lunae/yinyue jun (ugh can he stop having so many names??? it makes tagging a complete nightmare) x gn!reader
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β³ parting ways with silly dragon guy before he reincarnates and dies idk idgaf abt his backstory πππ
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β³ surprise!!!! yet another short fanfic abt a long haired man! anyways happy early 1.3! i wish everyone a very e6 lynx and good luck on whoever youβre pulling for. ALSO HOW TF DO YOU DO CHINESE DIMINUTIVES/HONOURIFICS IN X READER FICS??? ιΏY/N???? OR MAYBE IN PINYIN??? aβy/n or ahβy/n??? OR WOULD IT BE LIKE ιΏ[the first character of your name] LMFAO
βWhat do you mean βyouβre leaving?β Where are you going?β You ask, taking a step closer to him, trying in vain to figure him out.
βWe wonβt see each other again. Iβveβ¦ done something horrible.β
βCare to elaborate?β
ββ¦Itβs not our main concern as of now. Iβm sure my punishment will come for me soon. I donβt know how much time I have left with you.β
βOkay, whatβs going on? I still have no idea what youβre talking about.β
βYouβll understand soon. Iβd just like to spend one final moment with you.β Dan Feng grabs ahold of your hands, his grip almost painful as his fingers lock with yours.
βAre youβ¦ You donβt love me anymore?β A thousand thoughts rush through your head, yet none of them makes sense. βDo you want to see other people?β
βNo, no, no. Of course not. Thatβs not what I meant. I meant thatβ¦β He pauses, concentrating. βWe donβt have much time left.β
βBut what does that-β
βForget it. Would you just follow me, εΏθ? Humour me. Please.β Your eyebrows furrow at the odd hypocorism. Before you can answer him, Dan Feng is leading you towards the dock. Bright yellow ginkgo leaves drift down from the sky, signalling a change in the year as they fall. Thereβs a scent in the early autumn air, and it reeks ofβ¦ gloom; fraught with melancholy and a lingering anxiety that seems to cling to you. It whispers into your ear sweet serenades, singing a cacophony of incoming danger. The signal of change grows to a warning.
βWhy are we heading towards the water?β
βPlease, δΊ²η±η. Do not question me right now. Justβ¦ let us have a simple conversation. Would that be alright?β He sighs as the two of you exit the main area of the Alchemy Commission.
βI guessβ¦ Youβre acting weird, you know that?β you sigh. βHow was your day?β
βGreat. And yours?β He answers a little too quickly.
βItβd be better if I knew what was happening.β Dan Feng turns his head to look back at you, a million words he wants to say are hidden behind his watery eyes.
Your shoe gets stuck in a crack in the stone walkway as youβre busy staring at him. You stop to pull it out but Dan Feng yanks on you, your shoe slipping off of your foot as he continues walking.
βHey, wait! ζ«δ»! My shoe!β He doesnβt let go, his hand shaking in yours with a sense of urgency. βHow am I supposed to walk without it?β You hop on a single foot, trying to keep up with his pace. In response, he picks you up into a bridal carry, cradling you like a parent would for their child.
βO-oh. Uhβ¦ okay. I guess I donβt mindβ¦β You look up at his trembling jaw. Whateverβs going on, it must be very important to Dan Feng. If only heβd spit it out already so that you could offer your comfort. But the most you can offer right now is a small kiss. You bring your head up, pressing your lips against his cheek before resting your head back down on his forearm. The display of affection causes Dan Feng to stop in his tracks, but he quickly starts walking again.
βI...β He clears his throat, a light blush blossoming on his face. βThatβ¦ means a lot to me right now. Thank you.β
βItβs the least I could offer you, ζ«δ». You look so sadβ¦ Tell me whatβs wrong.β He looks towards the horizon and the setting sun, a forlorn expression painting his face. The shadows of the evening light leave him looking especially somber. For a moment, he wants to tell you the whole truth. But he holds himself back to spare your feelings.
βIβm going somewhere. Andβ¦ I wonβt be returning. I am sorry, [name]. Truly. I do not wish to part ways butβ¦β He looks down at you. A tear drips off of his face and onto yours. βThere is nothing to be done about it. Iβ¦ wouldnβt have done it if I realized the consequences sooner.β
βYouβreβ¦ not joking. Would you tell me where youβre going? And when? Why are you being so vague?β You still couldnβt grasp the concept.
βδΊ²η±ηοΌyou would hate me if I told you the whole truth. I could not leave knowing that you despised me. Butβ¦ Iβm sure youβll find out soon when the news gets out.β Dan Feng looks back up towards the sky. You follow his gaze towards a few clouds that are coloured a hue of red from the sunset.
βI love you dearly. I apologizeβ¦ I have forgone our future and forsaken you. Please remember me as someone you loved, and not a traitor to the Luofu.β
βErβ¦ okayβ¦? Youβre really leaving?β
βYes, I am afraid soβ¦β
ββ¦I love you too. Wherever youβre going, donβt forget that, okay? Iβ¦ I really canβt believe it. Iβm not gonna see you again. Everβ¦? Will you come visit me?β
βThat is not possible, I fear. Though I wish more than anything that I could.β
The two of you reach the harbour. Dan Feng sets you down on the wooden planks and takes a seat beside you, dipping his legs into the water.
βYour pants are gonna be soaked, 笨θ!β
βI am aware of that fact.β He pays you no mind, looking on into the horizon again. You gently hold is hand in yours.
βThisβ¦ this is it? The last time Iβll see you? And weβre justβ¦ staring at nothing in complete silence?β
βYou are speaking right now, [name].β
βWhat did you even do?β He glances at you. But as you make eye contact, he canβt seem to look away.
ββ¦What are you doing?β
βYou ask so many questions, δΊ²δΊ². I prefer it when youβre asleep. Youβre much cuter in bed, too.β Dan Feng lightens up a little, a smile on his face as he teases you. βIβm justβ¦β He shakes his head, as if to get himself out of a daze. βIβm just trying to remember your face. I need to make sure I donβt forget itβ¦β His expression returns to how it was before, desolate and heartbroken.
βMake me a promise, δΊ²δΊ².β
βGo on.β
βWe will meet in my next lifetime. Andβ¦ we will live out a future that we could not have in this one.β He holds out his pinky finger and you take it.
βSounds nice. Iβll hold you to it, Dan Feng.β
ask before translating, taking inspo from (not copy), reposting, etc. my work. remember to credit me and if youβre taking inspo from it, please @ me as Iβd like to see what you do with my ideas!