Aaaaaaaaaaaaa This Is Too Adorable 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Roses are red, that much is true, but violets are purple, not fucking blue.

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas love love love love love 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

suddenly almost weeping here lmfao cuz i was like “god do you just think about how fucking great the concept of Jeremy and Jenna becoming good friends is” and also i always like the idea of jenna n brooke and jeremy n christine meeting up as casual double dates / hanging out, and also because this is nonbinary lesbian jeremy agenda at any hours of the day i was thinking about how maybe having this front row seat to Girls Dating could resonate on jeremy’s gender wavelength and get him thinking where like, maybe he’s not a girl but....maybe when he’s on a double date it’s like hmm why does it feel wrong to think of this as brooke and jenna being girls dating each other and him and christine as a boy dating a girl.......

(sidebar that Also his Interactions w brooke have activated his [??gender??] feelings as well cuz say, “somehow vibing w brooke struggling to ‘properly’ perform Her Gender / femininity in dwyr (and the fact that jeremy momentarily gets in on chloe & brooke’s choreography to move with them like oh hello? jerryme?” and of course “kinda awkward to do Dating Actions when a) he’s being literally pushed into things sometimes and b) it’s about being A Guy ‘properly’ and so there’s this inherent discomfort there”).........

and anyways i was thinking like hmm jeremy and jenna Friendship, she was the popular kid w the most tenuous connection to the group, she Knows about what went down at the play and they might as well talk about how wild that was, and who knows, jenna and brooke were maybe having their showmance but what if jenna didn’t quite Realize how she feels abt brooke until The Being So Connected “what does everyone really want here” experience, maybe jeremy could be like “i think being squipped gave me fresh Gender Thoughts” and talk about it with her cuz a) he’s not dating her and b) she hasn’t known him for eons like michael has so it’s like, not as much pressure to talk about it. and what im really getting to in a roundabout way is having had the thought of like, jenna ends up being the first person jeremy tells abt i think im nonbinary lesbian.....and then thinking how Jenna Doesn’t Tell Anybody Else cuz i was gonna be like well alright she might’ve spread any lore as gossip but maybe wouldn’t necessarily out someone but then it was like welllll not like speculating rich was dead was very sensitive either but “cuz he knew he was gay” is like, maybe that line of “don’t openly discuss speculation abt people’s sexuality” is not crystal clear to her lmao but let’s go ahead and say maybe yknow, she doesn’t have to feel like getting Any Attention is conditional on having the hottest 411 on everything anymore, and lbr she and rich may not have exactly been the closest pals then lmao whereas it might be a little more obvious like oh this friend of mine is confiding in me, being a Trustworthy Confidant is more valuable / rewarding than to turn around and tell someone like “guess who’s not cis” lol chloe voice I Like Trans People........anyways and yeah so jeremy kind of takes that first foray into expressing his Gender Identity to someone where that someone is jenna and her encouraging response is helpful and she doesn’t tip anyone else off at all for like the two weeks that it takes jeremy to decide to / work up the nerve to meet up w michael and christine to have a “lesbiab :’|” “it’s okay take your time” conversation lmao

Aw yissssssssssssssss, this is some good shit 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

//downs entire cup of coffee ok. ok so uh. au where jeremy is a movie (movie!) actor who just landed his first major break as the male lead in a romcom with fellow co-star christine canigula, part-time actress, part-time broadway star, fulltime america's sweetheart. hollywood LOVES jeremiah heere, even if he's a lil overwhelmed by the sudden red carpets and paparazzi swarms. chloe works as head makeup stylist, brooke is in the costuming department, (CONT)

sfhdkjJJSFHSDHFDSHHHH DAMN SUNNY BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE INCREDIBLE AUS IM GONNA YEET

i CANNOT BELIEVE michael mell does not know who jeremy heere Is because everybody knows who he is. the hype for the movie (which is named Play Rehearsal because why the fuck not) is A Lot and jeremy gains a dedicated fanbase who watches every episode of an obscure tv show he’s been in, digs up shots of him doing various theatre productions through college, and one (1) shaky hand camera video of jeremy dressed a door in a pre-school play. jeremy is charming and kind and just the perfect amount of shy that makes people fall in love. when he gets signed on for the movie, everybody goes nuts.

jeremy is really fucking happy because here he is!! filming a movie!! (MOVIE!!) with christine canigula (CHRISTINE!!). he really is an incredible actor and he and christine have fantastic comedic and romantic chemistry. he loves acting and he loves his job and usual stress/doubts aside, he’s loving working on this film

but also ACK the attention is really overwhelming. logically, he knows that it comes with the job, but he went from basically a nobody to Rising Star. jeremy blended in seamlessly throughout his childhood, almost a professional at being a background character you overlook, and now. he’s getting recognized when he goes out to do groceries. he loves his fans so much!!! but also it’s rather nervewracking!! he didnt think he’d start fantasizing about days where he could go out and not get noticed, but here he is. he just wants a donut.

when he brings this up to chloe, she tosses him a pair of sunglasses. brooke takes those sunglasses and gives him a pair of much cheaper much less inconspicuous Not Designer sunglasses. jeremy gets the concept and digs out an old faded hoodie from high school and a cap (because he’s watched the scene in ca:tws. it’s incognito time) and makes that his Going Out And God I Hope Nobody Notices Me outfit. despite making it look like an idiot, it actually works. 

until michael mell, the dude who doesn’t know who jeremy heere is cuz his media consumption is stuck several years back and even if he was watching movies from the present, isnt the type to give any fuck over hollywood/actor buzz. he’s just a guy who’s lost on the streets somewhere in los angeles and he’s never gonna make it to—oh nvm yo dude can i have some directions

it has been SO LONG since somebody’s looked at jeremy and just kinda looked at him like a normal dude. no eye widening. no asking for a picture. this guy just flashes a bright smile that’s totally movie worthy, thanks jeremy, and leaves.

thatd be the end of that but they just keep meeting. 

jeremy gets a coffee? oh hey it’s lost guy! (this is where michael introduces himself to jeremy. he’s a programmer and he’s a bit new around here and when michael shakes his hand jeremy swears he understands that bit in the script of Play Rehearsal about heartbeats and hitched breaths. jeremy introduces himself as jeremy. jeremy heere. he waits for the pin to drop, for the recognition to come, but it doesnt. michael just quirks an eyebrow and says, “alright then, james bond.”)

(they share a table at the coffee shop and end up talking for the entire afternoon)

3am and jeremy’s at the corner store because Snacks and oh god hey it’s michael with a basket full or energy drinks oh god, what are you DOING. they criticize each other’s 3am food choices and it’s so much fun. the cashier stares at jeremy (Jeremy Heere) a little awestruck, but doesnt say anything. michael doesnt notice.

they finally exchange numbers when michael literally fucking runs into jeremy while theyre on location for filming and STILL. NOTHING. jeremy doesnt mind anymore and is just happy he’s got a friend who doesnt know or care about celebrity shit.

but then of course you cant get out scot free 100% of the time. paparazzi gets a shot of jeremy, in costume, looking dashing, the perfect romcom lead, laughing and smiling at an Unknown Man.

(”He isn’t my boyfriend, oh my god,” Jeremy says into his hands. “I literally just met Michael a few weeks ago. We’re friends. He’s really nice.”

“And you’re telling me,” Jenna says very slowly. “That he has no idea who you are?”

“I mean, he knows I’m Jeremy Heere but he doesn’t know I’m Jeremy Heere.“ Jeremy’s life is so surreal that that sentence can make sense. 

“Was he living under a rock?” Rich asks, disbelieving.

“Under a Gamecube, probably, I don’t know.”)

idk how long i wanna push michael not knowing but my point is that jeremy Really Likes michael and totally doesnt wanna scare him off. the jeremy michael knows is nerdy jeremy who likes video games and not celebrity jeremy who makes people swoon with perfect smiles. 

so jeremy doesnt Tell him. and michael says just figures that jeremy likes hanging out at really weird times and loves hoodies and caps and sunglasses and always looks over his shoulder because of his anxiety. oh the fun these two will have…

SECRECY!! JEREMY PINING BECAUSE HE FEELS THAT MAYBE HE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO DATE MICHAEL IF HE’S A CELEBRITY TYPECAST FOR ROMANCES!!! POSSIBLE MEDIA SHITSTORMS!!! MICHAEL MELL THE CLUELESS PROGRAMMER!!!

THE POSSIBILITIES FOR THIS ARE ENDLESS BUT I NEED TO STOP THIS RIGHT NOW BC THIS IS TOO LONG. FUCK. THANKS FOR THIS AU WHICH WILL NOW HAUNT ME

ive got a pitch for a third ending of the movie

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this is quite possibly the softest picture in existence

Y'all are all beautiful and amazing and iconic and I love y'all. So much f'ing peace and love <3 <3 <3

If you’re suicidal and still alive, I’m so fucking proud of you.

If you’re suffering from an eating disorder and still eating, I’m so fucking proud of you.

If you’re suffering from a mental illness and your fighting, I’m so. Fucking. Proud. Of. You.

Two tiny autistic boys in love <3

Heard some important information on Twitter today, and thought I’d post it here for anyone who may not have heard it. This is actually a thing, devised by human rights organisation called Karma Nirvana.

Reblog to save a life?

Also, Jenna is just overall an icon, she is so underappreciated, I love her so much 🥰🥰🥰

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I love this so much!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

boyfs beach day/swimming together? if you want! your art is everything and you are an utter gift to all of us in the fandom <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

There was going to be more but artblock got the better of me...

Dolphin watching on the boardwalk

And a mermaid au for the road

And I'm a little late but thanks for 200 followers; my favorite hobby is being self-indulgent and I really appreciate you all hanging around to entertain it. 💜💜💜