It’s October! You know what that means... 🎃 (via kxvo)
Tw: mentions of suicidal thoughts
Last night I called a suicide hotline for the first time. I haven't been this suicidal in almost 3 years, but everything is starting to get to me. I'm in my 5th semester of college (i'm only in my second official year, because i dual-enrolled two semesters my senior year of high school), and it's supposed to get easier with each semester, but it isn't.
I only have 4 classes instead of 5, but it's still too much, and I'm still getting overwhelmed. The amount of time that I have in-between semesters isn't enough, I'm still too exhausted and worn out.
AND I STILL HAVE 2 MORE YEARS LEFT (4 if i go through with my master's)
When I transfer to a 4-year college to finish my degree, I know it's going to be even harder.
While I haven't been able to get an official diagnosis, I'm pretty sure I have ADHD. And it's destroying me. I can't focus for shit, and procrastination seems to be the only word in my vocabulary.
I need medication, and unfortunately for me, my mom is against it.
I'm an adult, but everything is through my mom's insurance, plus she has full access to my medical records and would be able to see if I was prescribed anything.
Besides, I don't even have a way to get it. I still don't have my driver's license.
I don't know what to do anymore.
hang on I’m trying to see something
don’t tell me the name of your pet, just tell me in the tags the name you call them that’s got nothing to do with their actual name
Some tests I did with the sdv font
(i also made his sprite too :3)
here is a handful of palestinian family fundraisers id like to boost. (these are all verified fundraisers & ones i have supported in the past.)
Mohammed Family - Farhat Family - Yasin Family Albaz Family - Ayyad Family - Hussein Family - Tashmali Family - Abumousa Family - Mekawi Family - Dawoud Family - Almoghrabi family - Yousef family
Al-Deeb Family - Balousha Family - Mahmoud Family - Alanqar Family
Ayyad Family - Aldeeb Family - Saftawi Family - Shahwan Family - Shaqqoura Family - Ahel Family - Alhajjar Family - Shehab family - Al-Sharif Family - Ahmed Family - Jamous Family - Al-Talouli Family - Maliha Family
Skipping a day of writing.
Not having a perfect first draft.
Partaking in sinister, arcane rituals for inspiration.
Working at their own pace.
Enlisting demons and/or helpful spirits to aid them with editing.
anyways it’s a great day to donate to abortion funds! :)
i like to headcanon that Leon S. Kennedy has a tongue piercing, and several other piercings as well.
He doesn't usually have 'em in his ears, maybe cause the dso doesn't allow it or whatever, but hey piercings where ya can't see 'em never hurt anyone
The discovery of the tongue piercing shocks Chris, and somehow doesn't at the same time. (he saw it while Leon was talking and then spent the rest of his day thinking about it).
Then Chris eventually learns what the "S" stands for hehehe
That's what I'm talking about
☆ he/they/it☆ 19 ☆ I ramble about the video game characters I simp for. That's it, not much else to it tbh. MDNI with suggestive content
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