Diavolo

idk

sorry

i understand now im not an artist and im sorry for ever claiming or trying to make it it look like the contrary. i go through the motions but i do not create art and i am not capable. i probably wont be posting ever again. i am not proud of myself and i cannot ever let pride into my life again and i was wrong to post anything. dont view me as an artist if you had the inclination to but i am being proud again . these words are patterns on screens they are just blurs they are just words but they mean things to me more than youd understand but i cant take it any more and i will never

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idk im thinking about high fys harry and how the physique skills are kind of inseperable from fascist playthroughs even if youre not high fys, the concept "action for actions sake" and other stuff in that one umberto eco fascism essay. especially the line about how "thinking is emasculation" under a fascist framework. idk maybe someday i will write a better explaination