*/punches The Wall

*/punches the wall

⋅ GENRES: Established Relationship; Fluff

⋅ GENRES: established relationship; fluff

⋅ PAIRING: Jaeyun x fem!reader

⋅ WORD COUNT: 0.8K

⋅ WARNINGS: established relationship with Jake? late nights with him? slow dancing with him?! it’s all valid warnings if you ask me, but the real warnings are mentions of alcohol; slightly suggestive content

⋅ GENRES: Established Relationship; Fluff

Jake wasn’t the type of boyfriend to buy expensive bouquets or take you to fancy restaurants.

No — he was the type of boyfriend to pick flowers on the sidewalk for you and order food past midnight. He placed blankets on the hardwood floor of your living room and made picnics on it. The whispered lyrics of a love song and your laughter being the only furor in the middle of the sleeping city. And when the bowls were empty, and the wine sank in, he was the type of boyfriend to ask you to dance with him.

Barefoot and clumsy, Jake loved to dance with you.

⋅ GENRES: Established Relationship; Fluff

The night had fallen into those silent hours when no one could tell if it was really late or really early. The gentle breeze streaming through the open windows of your living room being the only sound resonating with Jake’s chosen playlist — and his laughter.

You weren’t sure if you had intended to be funny. You knew you were talking about something, trailing a long line of thoughts but you stopped at the sound of him, allowing everything to slip and slide away with a single hitch of breath.

You loved the way Jake laughed. You loved the way he always tilted his head back, his nose wrinkling, and his eyes closing. His whole body always poured his emotions because it was the only way Jake knew how to be — too pure and too intense.

The echoes of his laugh were still on his lips as he straightened himself back to look at you, coming to you with a soft smile. Shafts of golden luminescence reached for him, embellishing his face, turning the dark brown of his eyes into a gentle amber. He was all shades of gold, reflections of the city lights and the dim flames of the candles you had lit some moment at the beginning of the night.

Jake took your hand in his, thumb caressing the inside of your wrist before he brought it to his lips and kissed it. The overwhelming affection of the gesture caused your heart to beat a little faster, and although you could see the tip of his ears turning a bit rosy, Jake smirked against your skin.

“Dance with me?” he whispered.

It was a rite, even though you both knew you would never deny him, Jake always waited, and only when you nodded at him, he curled his fingers on yours, bringing you up and closer to him.

One of his hands found the small of your back, and your whole body hummed. It wasn’t anything new. Jake had explored your body far more than anyone ever could, but still, there was something so overwhelming about being touched by him — about being loved by him.

Your bare feet made no sound as he suddenly spun you through the hardwood floor, the button shirt you had stolen from him swirling dangerously around your thighs until he decided to bring you back to him.

You pulled your arms around his shoulders, and Jake laughed once again. It was your favorite standing and he knew it. He embraced your waist with his both arms, lending in just enough for you to hide your face under his chin.

Jake smelled like honeysuckle, like oranges and citrus groves in the sun. He was a piece of summer no other season could ever take away and you longed for his warmth.

“I like this song,” he said. It sounded like a statement to nobody, but then, he placed his lips against your ear, and the lyrics threaded through your hair as if the only thing he ever wanted was for you to know it.

It was nothing extravagant, his voice came a bit low and timid, but it spread a warm feeling through your chest.

“It took your love to make my heart come alive,” Jake sang. “Cause’ I lived my life believing all love is blind.”

“But everything about you is telling me this time it’s forever, this time I know and there’s no doubt in my mind.”

Your fingers curled on the hair at his nape, and Jake shivered beneath your touch, the soft rustle of his breath hitching against your ear before he failed to sing the next lyrics, but he didn’t need to — you already knew them.

You always knew them.

Forever, until my life is through. Girl, I’ll be loving you forever.

The romantic chords kept going, but Jake stopped, drawing back just enough for his eyes to search yours. It was adorable the way he smiled, boyish and eyes glittering in the low light. A mischief that matched the way he kissed you.

Jake wasn’t the type of boyfriend to buy expensive bouquets or take you to fancy restaurants.

No — he was the type of boyfriend to pick flowers on the sidewalk for you and order food past midnight. He danced with you, barefoot and clumsy, in the middle of your living room, and this was how you had found forever.

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2 years ago

── ✧ words of affirmation with heeseung

heeseungxgn!reader | 0.78k words | fluff

a/n: you can probably guess which ones are my personal love languages or who my biases are lmao.

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── ✧ Words Of Affirmation With Heeseung

you're ecstatic, the test results were better than you expected. your friend in the class comes up to your seat in the lecture hall, excited to share their results and ask for yours. the bright smile on your features reveal all, never leaving your face as you leave the room with them chatting about the lecture you just finished. you wave to them as you head towards the food hall, ready to take a break before your next class.

you fish for your phone, immediately video calling your boyfriend. your eyes light-up when the call connects, his familiar face on your phone screen.

"hey (y/n), how'd it go?" heeseung asks, though by the look on your face he'd like to assume it went well. you bring the paper into view, the grade visible. "it went well hee! i did better than i thought!" you exclaim, your voice catching the attention of others. you blush and bow apologetically before returning your eyes to heeseung's face, hearing his chuckle making your cheeks burn in embrassment.

"i'm so proud of you (y/n), i knew you could do it. does that mean you're coming over then to celebrate?" he questions with a hopeful smile, fixing his hair briefly in the phone screen briefly. your eyes watch for a moment before snapping out of it, nodding frantically. "i have one more lecture and i'll be on my way" you answer. "great, i'll meet you after then. i'll see you then my love" heeseung waves before ending the call. you put away your phone, dreading the line coming into view for the food you wanted to order.

as your final lectures ends, you're putting away your belongings. your classmates greet you a good weekend before they leave. humming, you don't notice heeseung entering the class and stopping in front of your seat. at least till he reaches for your notebook at the same time as you. you instantly jump, though you sigh in relief when you realize it's just him. he lets out a laugh, messing up the hair on top of your head. "good to see you too (y/n)" he teases, making you roll your eyes. he pulls you close, planting a soft kiss on your forehead before pulling away.

"hi heeseung, ready to go?" you ask, pulling your bag straps on your shoulders. he nods, holding his hand out for yours which you oblige. he steals a glance at your outfit, smiling as he winks at you. "is this new? you look great." you roll your eyes, "i sure hope i do considering you wouldn't stop complimenting me until I bought it" which makes heeseung laugh, "but you do look good in it, well anything you wear looks great" he comments earning a punch to his shoulder playfully. you two walk out of the campus to the subway station, finding seats on the train beside each other.

you lean your head on his shoulder, pulling out your phone to scroll on social media. you poke him from time to time, showing him whatever video popped up on your timeline, giggling and smiling whenever he comments on it.

"you look cute you know?" he starts, eyes gazing down at you. "well I'm mean you're always cute but there's something about you being excited to share the little things like a video you find funny to me is really cute" he grins, your eyes meeting briefly before you hide your sheepish smile in your shirt.

"and I think it's even cuter when you try to hide that adorable smile of yours" he adds, earning a whine from your lips as you hit his thigh. "and I think you like making my cheeks burn red like apples" you huff.

"i just love you" he states blankly, making your eyes widen and meet his. not that heeseung wasn't the type to say these affectionate words, but you could never understand how easy it left his lips with ease.

how his good morning/night messages never failed to make your heart flutter, how he gave you little doodles and sweet notes during first year. how never failed to compliment your new outfits with a smile and a kiss to your flushed cheeks. it just came so easy to him and you may never understand why.

"i love you too heeseung" you reply, not facing him to yourself calm down from his sudden bursts of affection. heeseung smiles to himself, his arm resting on your shoulder as he leaves a kiss on your temple. you silently wished the subway would go faster; maybe you'd be able to get off the train without looking like a tomato because of a certain someone.

── ✧ Words Of Affirmation With Heeseung

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11 months ago
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1 year ago
HELLO?????
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1 year ago

woah the first one 😩

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2 years ago

Rendezvous - Park Jay

Rendezvous - Park Jay
Rendezvous - Park Jay
Rendezvous - Park Jay

please remember English isn't my first language and sorry for any typos <3

WARNINGS: Making out, use of curse words (please tell me if there are more!)

listen to the song below <3

Tossing and turning in your bed, sleep was far from your plans at this point but you were trying so hard because you wanted to feel energetic for the upcoming day since you had days off of work, finally. You wanted to use them to the max. Huffing you finally landed in a comfortable position on your back. At least for now.

Finally feeling tirendness, you relaxed hoping you'd fall into a deep sleep soon, but it was all interrupted by your phone ringing. You groaned and aggressively pushed the covers off your body and grabbed your charging phone, unhooking it at the same time. "What?" you wanted to sound cold but it sounded more of a sleepy tired and low whisper tone. Hearing a chuckle that you knew oh, so well, come from the other side of the phone you rolled your eyes.

"Fuck you want Park?" you sighed and laid back on the bed. "Your attention." he said with his deep ass voice, sending shivers down your spine.

Park Jay. Your one and only rival in many ways. Schools grades, popularity, damn even your families were at each other's throats, so these late night phone calls and late night meet ups is something so weird for someone to hear that knew the both of you. How all this started is another talk that didn't matter much as much as it mattered to Y/n that he hasn't called for the past few days making you miss him.

You hated the fact that you did because it was all a game to the both of you. Fun. And you wanted to win but he thinks highly of himself. Lately he's been slipping and you didn't like it. Not calling like he used to, giving you little less attention and being constantly with a different girl in his arms everytime you see him.

About you missing him... I mean everyone has issues and one of yours was that you did miss him. And when I say him I mean him only. Sure you've messed around but never had you missed someone. Ever.

"I need your attention sweetheart." he says again. "You know the place." you started and as you finished you looked at your clock on the wall.

00:30am

Perfect - you thought as a smirk grew on your face. "And time Park." you said. You hear him sigh and could feel his small smile through the phone. "I don't wait around Park. Come and take my breath away like you do." you said once again into the phone as you were now on your feet, looking outside of your window that looked right down into the front porch. "Wanna go for a ride maybe?" you asked, hearing no answer from him.

"Come see me face to face Jay."

And that was his last stroke. "How'd you feel about a rendezvous baby?" he hiskily says as you hear shuffling, knowing he's just a few minutes away from your house. "As I said Park, you know the time and place." you say softly, making his heart jump. Staying in silence for a couple minutes you finally saw his car entering your driveway. His tall figure getting out before jumping over the fence, landing straight on his feet as he looks up at the window where you are and smirks up at you.

Next thing you know he climbed up and through your window now standing right in front of you, hand reaching for the phone on you ear, turning it off and throwing it somewhere on your bed. "Glad to know you're still awake sweetheart." he strokes your cheek as you melt under his touch. The tension growing between you two and was ready to burst any moment now.

You could see each other finally,  since both your families were home. As of now, they were not even halfway into their business trip, giving you a chance to sneak around with Jay.

"Glad to know you accepted my invitation." you replied and that were your last words before Jay had captured your lips with his in a deep kiss  completely taking your breath away just how you told him to. You kissed back as your hands moved around his neck, pulling him closer to you as if he was gonna pull away and run.

Jay had smiled into the kiss from your gestures as his hands that were on your waist, tightened their grip on it. "God I missed you." he breathed out between your kiss. "Me or-" "You. All of you." Not even letting you finish your question and answering with a breathy tone as laid you on your bed with him hivering over you. He dove into your lips again, his tongue asking for permission and you let him dearly.

The answer caught you off guard as he never had said that he missed you. Ut was always just coming over for his needs and only for fun then you were back to the normal rivals that liked to throw words at each other or tease each other and get on each other's nerves. But this night was different. You both could feel it in the air and the tension that was still cutting between you.

Jay had his lips on your neck now, giving you soft pecks on some places and then he'd move a spot down and leave a soft mark on it so it would be easy to hide.

His hands were touching you so softly and everytime he changed the hands position he gave you a look, asking for confirmation (not that he had never asked you if you were okay with anything.)

After a few more neck kisses he pulled away and sat on his knees, looking down at you, laid, beneath him, breathing all heavily from the makeout. He was looking at you like as if you were something so dear for him, and you were. He knew it so well but never admitted it.

"I can't continue pretending and playing you like this." he says, catching you off guard. "I know I said our meet ups aren't anything about falling in love but I lied darling." he moved his face between your neck now, kissing it word after word. Your palms had placed themselves on both his cheeks before making him look at you. "Took you long enough to admit huh pretty boy?" you smirked at him.

He chuckled as he kissed your lips with a hum.

"How'd you feel about a rendezvous?" "Rendezvous, time for two."  "I'm not tryna fall in love with you, just tryna do a rendezvous."

We're the exact same words he said the first time he suggested all this and you agreed, kinda hoping it'll end up like how you two were now. And this rendezvous was full of love, taking care of each other through out the night. Jay was especially caring, making you completely forget what you two had between each other but that didn't matter anymore and definitely not tonight.

Its just the two of you.

How'd you feel about a rendezvous? Rendezvous, time for two.

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10 months ago

⌇ RANDOM KISSES ! 𓍼 ENHYPEN OT7 ── 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆𝗅𝗒 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝗄𝗂𝗌𝗌

⌇ RANDOM KISSES ! 𓍼 ENHYPEN OT7 ── 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎
⌇ RANDOM KISSES ! 𓍼 ENHYPEN OT7 ── 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎
⌇ RANDOM KISSES ! 𓍼 ENHYPEN OT7 ── 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎

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⌇ RANDOM KISSES ! 𓍼 ENHYPEN OT7 ── 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎

𝗟𝗘𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗨𝗡𝗚 (이희승)

heeseung's eyes widen in surprise as you lean in and kiss him on the lips.

he freezes for a moment, processing the unexpected gesture.

slowly, a smile tugs at the corners of his lips, and his cheeks flush lightly.

"wow, where did that come from, pretty girl?"

he pulls you into his lap, holding you close to him.

"not that I'm complaining," he murmurs softly, still smiling.

heeseung leans in to kiss you back, his lips lingering on yours.

"i could definitely get used to this,"

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𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗞 𝗝𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗘𝗢𝗡𝗚 (박종성)

jay blinks a few times, momentarily stunned by the unexpected kiss.

a smirk quickly forms on his lips, and he raises an eyebrow in playful amusement.

"bold move,"

he gently cups your face with one hand, his thumb brushing against your cheek.

"i like it, baby"

jay pulls you into a tight embrace, his other hand resting on the small of your back.

"you should do that more often," he murmurs against your lips

he gives you one more lingering kiss on the forehead.

𝗦𝗜𝗠 𝗝𝗔𝗘𝗬𝗨𝗡 (심재윤)

jake's eyes widen in genuine surprise as you plant a kiss on his lips. (HIS PUPPY EYES FKJDSKLFJDSLFKJD:F)

a soft blush spreads across his cheeks, making him look even cuter.

"wow, I didn't see that coming,"

he gazes at you with love (OH MY GOD.)

jake shyly takes your hand, his thumb gently rubbing the back of it.

"you're full of surprises, aren't you?" he asks, a smile spreading across his face.

he leans in for another kiss, his lips lingering for a moment.

"i love it," he whispers, his forehead resting against yours

𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗞 𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗡 (박성훈)

sunghoon's eyes widen in shock as you kiss him on the lips, completely catching him off guard.

"what just happened?"

he nervously runs a hand through his hair, avoiding eye contact as he tries to compose himself.

he fidgets awkwardly, glancing at you with wide eyes, his blush deepening.

"i mean… not that I didn't like it," he mumbles, his voice barely above a whisper.

he takes a deep breath, finally looking at you before leaning in for a kiss.

𝗞𝗜𝗠 𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗢𝗢 (김선우)

his eyes widen in surprise, and a radiant smile spreads across his face.

sunoo's cheeks flush a delicate pink

he reaches up to touch the spot where you kissed him, his eyes softening with affection.

"what just happened?"

he would look so clueless, trying to process what had just happened.

"did you just kiss me?"

𝗬𝗔𝗡𝗚 𝗝𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗪𝗢𝗡 (양정원)

jungwon's eyes widen in shock as you kiss him on the lips, catching him completely off guard.

he hesitates for a split second, stunned by your unexpected move.

a deep flush spreads across his cheeks, but he doesn't pull away.

"what was that, angel?"

jungwon leans in closer, his hand gently resting on your waist.

"you're full of surprises,"

he kisses you back

as he pulls back slightly, his gaze locks with yours

"i think I like this side of you," he whispers (@$U#JKDLFRFD)

𝗡𝗜𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗠𝗨𝗥𝗔 𝗥𝗜𝗞𝗜 (西村力)

he blinks a few times, processing everything.

a playful grin spreads across his face, his eyes sparkling with amusement.

"well, that was unexpected,"

riki leans in closer, his hands gently finding their place on your waist.

"i guess you caught me off guard,"

he tilts his head slightly, brushing his lips against yours in a teasing manner.

"but I'm not complaining," he adds with a mischievous wink

2 years ago

je t’aime.

Je T’aime.
Je T’aime.
Je T’aime.

➞ pairing: best friend!heeseung x gn!reader.

➞ prompt/type of au: “ah, pretty, why are you blushing this hard? all i did was say ‘i love you’ in french.”

➞ genre: fluff. kinda bff2l implied?? shrugs.

➞ w.c: 0.8k words.

➞ tw: one (1) swear word. heeseung being flirty (heeseung himself is a big warning…)

ela says💬: happy v-day! this is so self-indulgent like,, the chokehold this man has on me?? impressive. anyways, this is small, but i hope you like it nonetheless^^ / feedback is always welcomed and deeply appreciated<3

DAY 1 OUT OF 7 — the season of love. ♡

Je T’aime.

“Y/n! Can you come here for a second?” Your best friend’s voice echoes through your shared apartment, so accommodating some dishes you just finished washing and drying inside the cupboard, you turn around and start making your way towards him.

“Coming!”

Entering Heeseung’s room, you see him sitting right beside his desk on his office’s chair, a small, mischievous smile adorning his pretty lips. His dirty-blonde hair is sticking everywhere, but it makes him look so cute under the dimmed lights of the place. He’s wearing that damned sleeveless white top he hasn’t let go since he bought it, and you wouldn’t admit it out loud because you knew you would be targeted to endless teasing, but he looked really good (but it’s Lee Heeseung we’re talking about here, he always looked good with everything), and his reading glasses are perched on his pretty upturned nose. There’s plenty of notebooks thrown around along with books on his work table, his laptop placed right in the middle of the chaos, a word document opened and displaying thousands of words, of what you assume, is his homework.

“What’s up, Hee?” You walk to him to pat his head in an endearing way, making him giggle a little. Sitting on the corner of his bed, you give him a curious stare, making him bite the inside of his cheek at your cute face.

Heeseung clears his throat, pointing behind his shoulder and towards his laptop. “I was doing my french homework, mind me if I practice some words with you?”

The boy gets closer to you after you shake your head in a negative manner, muttering under your breath a small confirmation, “go ahead.” Heeseung takes this as a cue to get closer, since he was now a few meters away from you. You could feel that familiar warmness exuding from his frame, the faint smell of his musky cologne filling your senses and making your head start to feel dizzy.

The boy gets a soft hold of your hand so he can start playing around with your fingers absentmindedly, while he looks you dead in the eye with something between the lines of playfulness and child-like feeling hiding behind his pretty brown orbs.

“Bonjour,” he starts, tilting his head a little in expectation at your answer. Laughing, you nod your head. You would be lying if you said you were an expert in knowing a different language, barely managing to speak your mother tongue in a not-so perfect manner, but you weren’t that clueless, so of course you knew what that word meant.

“Bonjour.”

You repeat his greeting nonchalantly, and Heeseung giggles once again, flashing his beautiful smile at you. Being so entranced by his natural beauty, you don’t even notice him getting much closer than before, knees brushing against the other, one of his hands ghosting over your thigh as he tries his best to keep a neutral face.

“Mon amour,” Heeseung whispers in a soft manner, his gaze never leaving yours as he brings your hand closer to his face. “Je t’aime.”

Then, he does the unimaginable: Heeseung leaves an endearing kiss right on your knuckles while never breaking the eye contact with you, making your breath hitch in your throat and thousand butterflies erupt in your stomach at the simple, but lovely action.

There’s a silence that keeps prolonging itself the more the two of you just stare at each other, the dimmed lights not allowing you to seize in his reactions.

Before you can open your mouth to question him further about what the fuck happened just seconds ago, the boy starts chuckling, letting go of your hand (you’d be lying if you said you weren’t feeling disappointed at this) and getting a hold of chin with his pointer and thumb fingers.

“Ah, pretty, why are you blushing this hard?” The boy says as he tries his best to fight back the smirk that was threatening to form on his face, a teasing tone lingering behind his words. “All I did was say “I love you” in french.”

You felt like choking with your own air at hearing that. Playing it down with clearing your throat, you scoff at him as you look away from his stupidly attractive face.

“Fuck off!— Don’t do that. Stop.”

Heeseung gives you another boyish laugh, “don’t do what, exactly? Do I stop calling you pretty? Or… Do I stop telling you ‘I love you’ in french?”

You don’t answer him, but it’s still enough of a reply for him when you try to play it down by rolling your eyes.

Standing up, the boy walks to you and leaves a chaste kiss on the crown of your head. You hear him mutter something along the lines of “you’re so cute,” and then, he turns around and starts walking towards the kitchen, sparing you the aftermath you were probably feeling because of the small interaction you just had (and to also calm down the erratic beating of his heart at his sudden boldness.)

Heeseung knew what he was doing, of course he knew the effect he had on you.

It made him happy to know that there was some kind of hope for the silent feelings he has held for you for so long now.

Je T’aime.

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1 year ago

#ifmymanain'tlikehimimjustgonnadiealone

✧ how he loves you

✧ How He Loves You

pairing: soft!sunghoon x reader (fluff)

summary: sunghoon never really believed in love until he was in it, and now that he was, it was everything.

a/n: thank you for 400 followers! this was inspired by something i wrote on my other blog for sakusa kiyoomi (don't ask)

✧ How He Loves You

love was powerful; it was strong and capable of change, and sunghoon learned that with you. he firmly believed that love could change someone. 

because it changed him. 

sunghoon never considered love, not really. he liked himself enough but he had never truly loved himself. his entire life, people had told him how talented he was and how handsome he was, but he never truly accepted any of the claims. 

despite his own turmoil, sunghoon loved you. god, he loved you. he loved you more than life; more than the tide loved the moon, more than the plants loved the sun. he loved you more than he ever thought possible. 

and you loved him. god, did you love him. you loved him so much that he had no choice but to love himself just as much. or at least, he tried to. 

he had always hated his fangs; his pointy canine teeth that always made his smile look abnormal. but when you poked them, smiling when they made an appearance, mumbling about how adorable and boyish he looked, sunghoon had no choice but to start loving them. 

he had hated his beauty marks; hated how they were scattered across his face in an organized manner. but when you first kissed them, telling him that “they’re beautiful, hoonie. just as you are” he no longer wanted to scratch them off. all he yearned for now was the days that you sat on his lap and pressed small kisses to the marks on his cheek and nose while playing with his fingers. 

sunghoon was absolutely, hopelessly, completely, passionately, insanely, and desperately in love with you. 

and anyone who had the chance to look at both of you together, would know. 

perhaps the most surprising day of his members’ lives was when they stumbled upon the soft moments between you and sunghoon and had the opportunity to see the way he truly loved you; feverishly and fondly. 

one evening, heeseung had come to practice half and hour early and when he stepped into the practice room, his eyes landed on you and sunghoon in the middle of the barely lit room. you spoke animatedly about something. he watched curiously as sunghoon gently twirled you in circles, smiling when you broke into giggles mid sentence. heeseung’s jaw fell to the floor when you began to twirl sunghoon, trying your best as you stood on your toes and he could only laugh. 

jay had witnessed sunghoon’s love for you when he found him in the dorm’s kitchen, trying to cook you a full course meal because you had a bad day. jay could only stand there with wide eyes as three videos played simultaneously, guiding sunghoon on a single recipe. he watched carefully as sunghoon danced around the kitchen, smiling when his friend added the wrong ingredients with confidence. 

jake had seen sunghoon’s love for you when sunghoon had come into practice with his hair braided, not a single care as the rest of the members stared at him. sunghoon was very possessive about his hair; it being one of the only things he liked best about himself. and to have you braid it–touch it–jake was amazed. even he couldn’t touch sunghoon’s hair without a slap to the hand. 

the younger members had witnessed sunghoon’s overwhelming love for you after a concert, when he jumped off stage and you ran to him, jumping into his arms. jungwon’s mouth was already agape at the sight of someone touching sunghoon in public. riki and sunoo’s eyes widened when sunghoon pressed a kiss to your lips. it was quick, but visible. he was just so happy, and he didn’t mind the audience.

sunghoon loved you in the most selfless way possible; by unconsciously loving himself. 

he loved you by coming to terms with himself, realizing that he had so much to offer when you were perfectly happy with who he was, with what he gave you. 

park sunghoon loved you with his whole heart, and then some. 

laying next to you now, sunghoon had never felt more loved. with your head resting in the crook of his neck and your hand on top of his heart as you pressed soft kisses to his jaw, sunghoon was absolutely sure that you loved him the way he loved you. 

your love had changed sunghoon, and in return, he loved you with everything he had. 

✧ How He Loves You

a/n: @pprodsuga for you <3

2 years ago

ღ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍

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ღ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍
ღ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍
ღ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍
ღ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍

↬ Lee Heeseung (이희승)

You laughed as Heeseung finished telling you about his practice from earlier. Your head was resting on his arm as the two of you were sat down in a quiet library. It was late in the evening, so there were only two other people beside you in the building. His fingers that have been wrapped around yours felt so warm and comforting that you couldn't help but sigh in content.

Your eyelids started feeling heavy as the exhaustion from the whole day came crashing upon you.

"(Y/n)," Heeseung said quietly and you raised your head with a hum, gasping slightly when you noticed how closely his face was hovering above yours.

He tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear before leaning in. You felt your face warming up when the tip of his nose brushed over yours, heart almost beating out of your chest. You gulped, eyes darting up to notice that Heeseung was already looking at you with a smile.

"Can I?" He whispered, his warm breath fanning your skin.

You nodded your head sheepishly, eyes closing at the feeling of his soft lips meeting yours. Your hands slipped upwards to wrap around his neck and he draped his over your waist, pulling you to his chest. He left out drawn out kisses on your bottom lip, making you shiver despite the warmth in the room.

When he pulled away you found yourself breathless and flushed, and you gaped up at him. His long fingers caressed your cheeks softly.

"You okay?" He asked with a smile.

You nodded your head as you pulled him closer one more time. "Do you mind doing that again?"

↬ Jay Park (박종성)

You gasped in shock, joy rushing over your body when the final whistle echoed through the field. The loud cheers and screams erupted in the air when the crowd of college students started chanting your football team's name. You jumped out of your seat and quickly skipped down the stairs as the team walked away from the field.

Your eyes immediately found your boyfriend who was laughing and cheering with the rest of the guys. A crowd of people suddenly rushed down to congratulate them on the won finals as well and you waited couple minutes to safely make your way over to the gate.

Jay's face lit up with a wide smile the moment he spotted you. He jogged over to you, wrapping his arms around you tightly.

"That was amazing, Jay!" You shouted to his ear, trying to speak over the noise. He spun you around with a laugh and you wrapped your arms around his neck with a squeal. "You were-"

Your words were interrupted quickly when he set you back down on the ground and crashed his lips on yours. The kiss knocked the air out of your lungs and your body stiffened for a brief second before you came back to your right mind and moved your lips against his. He walked you backwards until your back met the iron fences.

Jay pulled away for a second before diving back for another kiss. Your hands slipped up to cup his cheeks and he pressed one last kiss to your red lips, leaning his forehead on yours.

"I'm so happy you came," he whispered and you giggled, pecking his lips one more time.

"I wouldn't miss it for life, baby."

↬ Jake Sim (심재윤)

You walked around the town hand in hand after Jake picked you up from school. It wasn't even that late yet but since it was middle of the winter it was already dark outside. Jake tossed his empty coffee cup into the trashcan near the sidewalk and turned his face to you. Smile immediately appeared on his lips as he took in your nose and cheeks flushed from cold, something about the weather making you look even cuter than usually.

"You're so pretty," he suddenly said causing you to look up at him, noticing that he stopped walking. You followed his lead and halted your steps as well, shifting slightly so you were facing him.

"You're so random," you chuckled, the sound falling sweetly on Jake's ears and making him smile too. "But that just makes me like you even more."

He draped his arms around your shoulders and pulled you closer to him, pressing his lips to your cheek. "That's not random. It's just facts."

His lips moved to your nose and then to your temple, warming up your skin pleasantly. Soon he was placing quick but sweet pecks all over your face, making you giggle at the sudden affection. Your laughter died down when his lips finally collided with yours. They were still sweet from the enormous amount of sugar he's put into his coffee before.

Your eyes fluttered close but with this being your first kiss, you weren't sure of what to do with your hands. Jake, as if reading your mind, took your hand in his one and placed it on his cheek, his bigger palm instantly covering yours. His lips were so warm and soft even in such cold weather and you caressed his cheek gently, loving the way he leaned into your touch.

Feeling breathless and lightheaded, Jake pulled away from you, though not without pecking you again.

"Let's get you home. It's getting cold."

↬ Park Sunghoon (박성훈)

Your arms fell to your sides, a disappointed look painting itself on your face and making Sunghoon laugh. You couldn't believe you lost to him for the fourth time in a row, only adding up to his already big ego. You groaned in frustration, head flying back on the armrest.

"Damn, never would've thought my girlfriend sucked so bad at Fifa," he teased, fingers digging into your sides playfully.

You only huffed at his comment, rolling your eyes and trying to hide your smile. "Oh, shut it. What kind of a lousy boyfriend abuses his girlfriend like this? I mean, twelve - zero? There's no way in hell you didn't cheat."

"How does it feel to be such a sore loser, please tell me," he continued. "I'm dying to know cause I've never been in your position before."

You scoffed at him and turned your face to the side. "I'm never playing with you again."

Sunghoon only laughed at your pouting face, your pursed lips looking so pretty to him at the moment. Not wanting you to be annoyed with him any longer, he leaned over and pressed his lips to yours, kissing the pout away. You gasped in surprise, melting into his touch when his hands cupped your neck. Your lips moved in a perfect harmony and you almost let out a disappointed whine when you felt him pull away.

"Wanna play one more game?" He asked, kissing the tip of your nose. "I promise I'll let you win."

↬ Kim Sunoo (김선우)

You couldn't stop the tears that cascaded down your cheeks as soon as everybody left the classroom. You felt so drained out of energy, the result of staying up till ungodly hours just to revise for all the exams you've had in the past week. And yet your grades were more than disappointing, considering how much time you spent on studying the stupid formulas and terms.

You put your face in your hands, trying to collect your breath and calm yourself down, knowing well you'd have to leave for the lunch break soon. You didn't notice when somebody else came into the classroom until you heard the familiar voice.

"Oh, what happened, angel?" Sunoo asked as he rushed over to you, tossing his backpack aside. "Why are you crying?"

You shook your head, tucking your face in his neck as soon as his arms wrapped around your body. His heart shuttered with every sniffle and sob that you let out, your tears quickly dampening the collar of his shirt. His hands rubbed your back softly and he felt lighter at soul when you noticeably calmed down.

After couple more minutes you pulled away from him, smiling weakly at his worried features.

"Thank you," you croaked out, clearing your throat that's been clogged up from all the crying. "I'm sorry you have to deal with this. I'm just- It's so frustrating! If I knew I'd get such lousy grades, I wouldn't study at all and the outcome would probably be the same!"

Sunoo nodded at your words, understanding your feelings all too well. Trying to make you feel somehow better, he leaned in close, lips brushing over yours tenderly. Your mouth overlapped with his and you closed your eyes with a sigh, hands running through his soft hair.

With his kisses you felt at peace and the ringing in your ears dulled everything else out, instantly making you forget about your worries.

↬ Yang Jungwon (양정원)

The two of you stopped at the sidewalk as you waited for you ride home. Jungwon insisted on taking the bus with you to make sure you made it home safely but after your stubborn refusal he settled on walking you to the bus stop instead. You were leaned over him with his arm thrown over your shoulders as you waited in a comfortable silence, still content with your almost complete date.

You nudged him with your head when you noticed your bus approaching and you slowly untangled yourself from his embrace.

"Next time the treat's on me," you said with a smile.

Jungwon smiled back and you shrugged off the sleeves of the jacket he gave you couple hours ago, only for him to stop your hands. "No, keep it. It's cold tonight. You can give it back to me some other day."

You smiled at his gesture, leaning up to kiss his cheek. "Thanks. See you tomorrow?"

"See you tomorrow."

With that Jungwon placed his lips upon yours in a quick peck, almost like a habit. You froze in your spot and not even a second later you felt him tensing up as well as he realized what he just did. He quickly retreated away from you with a flushed face.

"I'm so sorry! I don't know why I just did that," he apologized and you giggled at his sudden shyness.

"It's okay, seriously. I was just surprised," you said and hugged his waist to assure him it was really fine. "You can do it again if you want to?"

Jungwon looked down at you with hesitance but when he noticed your eyes sparkling up at him, he dived back down and kissed your lips again. You never noticed when all the people left the bus and it drove away from the both of you, being way too occupied with Jungwon's kisses to even care.

You felt him chuckle against your lips as he was probably the one to realize that fact, but he didn't dare to pull away from you even if that meant you'd have to wait another twenty minutes for the next bus.

↬ Nishimura Riki (西村 力)

You climbed up on the first step of the staircase to your apartment, turning around to Riki with a smile. His eyes were already planted on you and you felt butterflies tickling your stomach at the sight.

"Thanks for today," you said playing with the edge of your jacket. You didn't want to say goodbye to him yet. "I really had so much fun."

Riki's lips stretched with a wide smile as he stepped closer to you. You noticed that now you were almost the same height as him and you giggled at the weird thought since he was way taller than you and always teased you about it.

"Well, I'm glad you did then," he said, eyes sparkling as he moved so close that he could clearly see the tips of your ears turning red underneath your hair. "We should do it again soon."

You nodded your head and swallowed, brushing some stray hair away from your eyes.

"Yeah, that would be great."

Riki had to stifle his laugh at your nervous uttering and he slipped his hand in yours, entangling your fingers together.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked suddenly, noticing the way your breath caught in your throat.

"Y-yeah, yes please. Sure," you stuttered out and this time Riki couldn't contain his chuckle. He brushed his other hand over your jawline before finally closing the space between you two and nudging your soft lips with his.

ღ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍

A/n: is it just me or did the last line of jay's reaction highkey sounded like something from a james bond movie lol... but anyways, since the little dove is officially on a hiatus now, i somehow found the inspiration to finish this fic!! i have a couple more of these kept in my works in progress, so please look forward to them as well!! ❤️

© heeliopheelia 2022 // All rights reserved.

2 years ago

❣︎ ⎯⎯ staring contest .

❣︎ ⎯⎯ Staring Contest .
❣︎ ⎯⎯ Staring Contest .
❣︎ ⎯⎯ Staring Contest .

PAIRING ! jake sim x reader // GENRE ! fluff // WC. ! 0.4k

PROMPT(S) ! 11. calling them nicknames ;; 12. winking at them ;; 17. looking in each other’s eyes // requested by two lovely anons <3 // 2k followers event

A/N. ! yesss another jakey fic hehe hope you guys enjoy <3

❣︎ ⎯⎯ Staring Contest .

“jakey,” you called out before smirking mischievously, “wanna have a staring contest?”

your boyfriend looked at you, amused as he let out a playful chuckle, “y/n, be honest. i know you just want an excuse to stare lovingly into my handsome eyes.”

you laughed sarcastically at his joke, “as if. i just wanna see who can last longer without blinking, that’s all.”

“mhm,” he hummed, unconvinced, “yeah, sure. but are you okay to? i don’t want you to get all sad when you lose.”

“well, maybe it’s safer if you just give up then,” a sly smirk painted your lips, following your reply.

“game on, baby,” he challenged.

you two sat in front of each other, getting yourselves into position.

with your and your boyfriend’s eyes closed, you began counting down, “three. two. one.”

and immediately you two opened your eyes, staring into one another’s competitively.

and of course, you weren’t even ten seconds through before he began smirking playfully. it was obvious. he was loving this.

to him, your eyes were the prettiest in the entire world, and so even if you weren’t using this as an excuse to look into his eyes, this was definitely a good excuse for him to stare into yours.

once you two hit around the twenty-second mark, suddenly, jake winked at you with that same stupid smirk of his on his face.

“hey!” you started, interrupting the silence. “you lose!”

“no!” he quickly denied. “as i recall, winking isn’t actually blinking. so if anyone lost here, it would be you, since you literally just blinked.”

“i—no,” you said, making your best attempt to hide your growing smile. “it still counts.”

“you said the rules are whoever lasts longer without blinking wins, and so that would be me,” he said proudly, leaning in slightly closer until you could feel the gentle fans of his breath on your skin. “so what are you gonna do about it, loser?”

that stupid smirk was back, and you couldn’t help but stare.

and with that, you cupped his sharp jaw before leaning in closer to remove the gap, placing your lips on his in a passionate and loving kiss.

if this is what winning was like, expect jake to be proposing staring contests between you two very often.

❣︎ ⎯⎯ Staring Contest .

A/N. still currently only thinking about ,,,, jake abs :’D ,,, someone help me im not ok :’D oh yeah also reblogs and feedback and jake pics are always appreciated :’D

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