Kaysas04 - Sheeki

unfortunately i'm back at uni

I genuinely was dreading this since the day I landed back home. I am still considering dropping out, taking a semester or year off, and just returning home. Worse case, I'll transfer to a uni back home and have no friends, but at least I'll be home with my family, and somewhere that's familiar, and I know by heart. Another part of me wants to stay and battle it out (also, I'm afraid of what others will think of me if I drop out/take a break). I went through so much my first year, and I'm afraid of going through them again. Depression sucks! Anyways, classes start in a few days, and I'm so stressed about it. I made a deal with myself to last the first month and then decide if I wanted to go back home. Hopefully I'm better mentally by then so I can stay here without being worried that I would be a danger to myself, If I am then I'm going back home to get proper help and to be with family.

I desperately miss my cats.

Daily affirmations ˗ˏˋฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅˎˊ˗ ⋆˙

WHEN IT'S GONNA BE MY TURN

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GET WHAT I WANT

CHANGE THE PROPHECY

I AM NORMAL

I AM SOMETHING I'VE BEEN SOMETHING

TUMMY FULL OF EDIBLE GUMMIES I'M FEELING YUMMY

CUS THERE'S SOMETHING AND THERE'S NOTHING THERE'S NOTHING IN BETWEEN

MEN ARE THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL

UNDRESS ME CARESS ME I JUST WANT YOU TO FUCK ME

I AM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE I AM FUCKING CRAZY

being good at everything but excellent at nothing