When I Masturbate I Imagine Fucking Beyond's Ass While He Cries About Not Having L And I Cry About Not

fanfiction is so awesome. some of the most brilliant writers youve ever met are writing the most crazy porn youve ever seen. does that not move you

I need to reread lotf and come back ten times more obsessed

I’ve been ranting n raving over little vestiges of memory but I need to soak myself in the imagery and event by event story again bc gollee this community is very active

Yall know ur shit. Wtf. I didn’t even expect tumblr to have a lotf community

your job is not more important than media from 2005. never forget this.

As much as I like to make fun of Light Yagami for always announcing he's Kira to his victims in dramatic reveals at the last possible moment until it got him killed. I get it. I can't actually judge. If I were Light Yagami, I would get myself killed the exact same way. What's the point of having an evil secret identity if you can't allow yourself this much.

canon light yagami needs no fixing— him being an unrepentant, unsympathetic serial killer deluding himself into believing that he is righteous and just no matter what he does works fantastically for the kind of story death note is. death note is a story about how those with power will use it to hurt others (even if they were brought up having everything they wanted already), will abuse the justice system, and will never, ever take responsibility. light is the perfect protagonist for that.

hooooowever. the 2015 live action jdrama death note light yagami is so, so different. he's...pitiful. he's soft. he's wracked with guilt and emotional and a shaking, whimpering thing pleading for validation. and normally i would hate such a drastic change and hate "declawing" an evil character, but weirdly, i adore jdrama light, because he's perfect for the story he's in.

the jdrama is very different from canon in many ways, and one of the biggest ones is that the focus of it seems to be more "what if a regular person got the death note? how would that affect them?". canon light, from the very first time we see him, is VERY abnormal: he's an untouchable, perfect genius, japan's beautiful #1 student, and while it makes him an interesting character for the events that follow, he's never truly relatable to the audience. but jdrama light is. he's not some highly-lauded ultra mega genius, he's a quiet college student with a job as a food server just trying to get by. there's no fanfare for who jdrama light is as a person, and he cares deeply and desperately about others. and that's the thesis of the 2015 version: what if someone like that suddenly got a weapon of mass destruction? what would happen to them?

canon light does get worse, yes, but on the other hand, he's literally already killed hundreds of people 10 minutes into the first episode and feels zero guilt about any of it. the first episode ends with ryuk saying that his death note usage is already unprecedented and light declares himself god of the new world, and we still have 36 more episodes to go after this. but jdrama light has a true corruption arc, because he was never like this to start. his story is one of an average, kind person who is honestly trying to use the death note for good and feels sick with the guilt of it, slowly succumbing to the temptation of power and going mad with it. he falls apart with the death note in the way any of us would; screaming, howling, and settling into a grim acceptance. i think his characterization is a very worthy addition to the death note universe, and i hope that as long as people go in ready to accept the jdrama for what it is, they can enjoy what it has to say, too.

Yall im going to expose myself

Idk who anyone other than my favs r im so sorry. Sorry Maurice. Sorry- other kids. I don’t even know their names dawgs. Wdym they were there the whole time.

All I got is Peter, Ralph, Jack, Simon, and SamnEric

And that one boy that died in the fire with the scar- I thought it was super weird no one in the book like thought about him just disappearing

WAIT WHO THE FUCK SAID MATSULIGHT AND WHY ARE THEY ONTO SOMEHTING

modern jalph could find its own way into being an intense mess of emotions and social commentary naturally enough, but I kind’ve hate it

please don’t make my crash out yaoi google buzzfeed gay quizzes on their school mandated Chromebook

Ac I’ve changed my mind in one single sentence. Go onward disregard previous

disregard freak out I love my friends more than- *gag* more tha- *gag*

more than my blorbo…

me:

*extends hand pointer from local book fair*

Yeah that’s- that looks serious

patient:

Omg is it bad???

me:

No- no you’re fine- your hearts just tied up in knots…. (lol)

Tie. Knots. *giggle* l-

like a tie for

professional occasions

… heh- ha ha Ha. like serious.

It. It

is killing u yes ur hearts so sick.

he. Heh. Like swaggy. Like cool. Like ur so sick ur dying from swag

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO