QUICK ANGSTY REQUEST!!! diluc telling reader that he can't be with her because he's putting her in too much danger and reader's like "you can't just say that to me" Please please please im hungry for angst right now. I also posted this on your other blog because im annoying 🤠 but just ignore it if you can't do it
Warning: angst / comfort
A-n: I cried the whole time writing this …
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This … this couldn’t be true, right? It had to be a cruel joke that someone put him up to, a farce, a nightmare that’s what it was. Only a nightmare but, no matter how many times you shook your head, how hard you dug your nails into your skin, how desperately you swallowed the pain building in your throat, nothing woke you up.
This was real.
It was all far to real.
“Don’t … don’t say that.” You stepped toward him, hand shakily extended to reach for the arm that once held you so carefully, so protectively close to the pounding heart you never wanted to stop hearing. You reached, but the heart shattering reality broke you when he took a step away.
“It’s the only way.”
“It’s not, there are other options!” The agonizing weight of his words felt like boulders and each time he glanced at you only to sigh and turn his head, every single time he spoke with that voice you recognized the first thing in the morning, the voice you’d know through distant fog when nothing else made sense - he made sense, he always made sense. Your hand captured the fabric of your shirt as you eyed him and you did your best to ignore the stinging in your nose.
“… to keep you safe. It’s too — I’m too dangerous, I’ll only hurt you too.” The hair you knew the feeling of, knew the comfort of from the countless times you’d passed your fingers through it now shielded his face from your vision and the removal of him ripped away another part of you.
“I’m capable, you told me yourself.”
“Not for this. You nearly got yourself killed and for what?” His tone turned harsh but his shoulders angled themselves just enough so you could see the color of him.
It hurt, to hear him get angry at you, to hear his tone slip into one you’d only ever heard directed at annoying bar-goers, but what hurt most of all was the fact that he saw so little of his own life as if it wasn’t worth sacrificing everything for. “For what? For you, I couldn’t just —“
“That’s exactly my point, Y/N!” He turned and you saw his eyes. The knee-rattling, breath stealing torment he held in those eyes made the tears fall down your cheeks. Where you crying from your own heartbreak or empathizing with his own. “I will not see you destroy yourself for me.”
“It’s my life!” He scoffed, pinching the bridge of his nose. You knew that tactic, you’d employed it many times when trying to hold the tears and emotions at bay but, right now, you were merely a victim to your crumbling heart.
“Why are you being so stubborn?”
What a stupid question. “… because I l-love you.” Your lip quivered, the breath you exhaled stuttered like a teakettle just beginning to reach the right temperature. “With everything that I am … I love you.”
He turned to you, eyes shaded by the color of the burning dawn and you felt your tears cool as they curved around your jaw. Even before he began to speak, long before you heard his words you were already shaking your head to avoid them. “Y/N, I don’t …”
“Please, don’t say that to me. Anything I beg you. Hate me, curse me, walk away and don’t look back but, archons, don’t say you don’t love me.” Trembling, you covered your mouth and hid from him. “I couldn’t take it.”
The soft sobs you couldn’t hold back anymore began to fill the room, your cheeks were soaked in the heartbreak erupting from every inch of your being. The man you loved, the man you’d stand next to come hell or high water was also the man currently creating a hell you were sure you wouldn’t survive, and the thought of that broke you.
Time moved so slowly and you were certain if you lifted your wilted face from your palms you’d find yourself utterly alone. It was so quiet that when you heard the sound of his footsteps the pressure of your fingers against your forehead felt nothing compared to the silent wail from your lips.
Warmth, heat, arms so strong you could be crushed by them.
The steady beat of a heart you memorized the rhythm of pounded in your ear while fingers you loved to touch weaved into the hair you were sure was a disaster.
Confused, emotionally overwhelmed sobs became muffled in a coat you knew the scent of, the feel of, and when your nails dug into the fabric the tears you wept dampened the cloth.
“Why are you so stubborn.” He asked, voice strained as he pulled you so close to him you thought you’d suffocate but were so ready to accept that fate. You could feel him shaking, or was that from your own rattled heart and tired arms you snaked around his shoulders, under his hair, and stretched yourself until the floor seemed like an afterthought.
“I-I le-learned from so-someone I care ver-very deeply f-f-for.” You stuttered against him, face twisting to bury itself in his neck while he did the same to yours and the feeling of his breath there forced a sound of relief from your throat. The two of you embraced for an unbelievably long time. The comfort of his arms around you, the heat radiating off of him it drowned out everything else, even the tingling pain in your legs as you pushed against him felt so far away.
Diluc tightened the hug so much you groaned; it was his emotions getting the better of him so you returned his intensity with a squeeze of your own. “I was so … scared.” He whispered, fingers adding pressure to your back and slightly pulling your hair.
“I’m sorry.”
“The darkness, the evil and corruption that follows everywhere I go means you are always at risk.” Nodding your head, you pushed his hair away from his neck and curled your fingers around his coat. “If I were to … if it took you …”
“It won’t.” He was shaking again, his voice becoming muffled by your shoulder and trying to pull his head to where you could see was like pulling a tree from the ground, roots this deep were nearly impossible to sever. “H-hey.” You called to him, forehead pressing against his before he could hide away from you again. Your thumbs brushed away his damp cheeks, eyes searching his before they closed. “I love you, okay?” His hands gripped onto the fabric of your shirt and you stumbled more into him. “I will fight.”
“Y/N-“
“Hold on.” Your fingers rested against his lips and your heart flipped at the touch. “For me, I’ll fight. For Teyvat, I’ll fight. I’ll fight every day if it means you get to be here and, and …” You stopped him from speaking even if the sensation of his lips grazing your skin made you weak. “I know you’ll do the same for me. We are a team. I won’t abandon you just because it gets a little scary … so … don’t abandon me.”
The tears welled up in your eyes. The crooked and tight smile you shared with him was an attempt to hold back the feelings threatening to spill out for the hundredth time but the sigh that escaped you out when his hand cupped your cheek tipped the scale.
“It’ll be dangerous.”
“I don’t care.”
“Why?” His lips were right there, so close, so warm you could feel the heat of them, the heat of his breath.
“You know why.”
“Say it again, please.”
“I love you, with all that I have I lo-“ Diluc captured your words on the lips that could banish the darkness, the lips that curled into a smile you’d never stop protecting, the lips that called your name and now, as he kissed you as if to give you his life, they became the lips that held yours.
Before we proceed to the important part, all I'm gonna say is thank you for being with me at this 1 year long journey. Thank you for always supporting my works specially to those who likes my works and follows. To all my mutuals, thank you for being there for me ever since this blog is still a small account, but if ever I'm starting to feel motivation maybe— just maybe, I'll write.
My blog has grown a lot, we have now succeeded over 500 followers and we're now closer to 600, and almost anniversary but I have something important to say, This blog will stop on writing from now on. Due to may reasons
1. I'm starting to lose inspiration
2. I'm into rhythm games more recently
3. I'm starting to slip away from the fandom
To all of the people who requested, I'm sorry that I can't fulfil it, you can just request it to other one piece blogs. I will not deactivate this account but it'll no longer be posting or reblogging (i have now a new blog). I'm sorry that this message is long but thank you for being part of my journey, Thank you for being my nakama.
Signing off,
Kaizoku-pirateking.
𑁍┊warnings: hickeys, slight possessiveness, public sex, orgasm denial, jealous!Kid, and cussing, modern au
𑁍┊ kinktober list/ main masterlist
𑁍┊req by: @opmyluvs
𑁍┊a/n: decided to make this kinktober a little bit of fun;) If i ever feel like liking the character or prompt i might turn it into a full one shot (oops) + not proof read sorry
NSFW UNDER THE CUT
“What the fuck is that guy doing to you?” Kid said roughly slamming you to the brick wall just in the middle of the enourmous building where there is a small part of space
“He's not doing anything at all! He just asked if where is the nearest store to buy food.” You said protesting still struggling to get out of hold of Kid's strong hand holding your hands in top of your head
“Oh yeah? And what about his looks on your body, he is clearly looking at your cleavege” He hissed
Before you could reply him he bit the side of your neck, hard leaving a long grunt. He uses his other hand to unbutton your shirt and remove your shirt before letting go of your hands
“Do you want me huh? Fucking you in public while you scream out my name for everybody to hear” He swiftly removed
your pants/panties and your bra leaving you naked infront of him
He laughed wickedly and took his time to savor every flesh you had he gave you many markings; to your neck- collarbone- shoulders- arms- breasts- and even in your stomach
Kid pinched your now hardened bud and twisted it and you let out a soft moan
He began to tease you entering one hand inside you and another he fingers you with no ease pumping in and out faster, you keep on screaming his name
But as before you could actually cum it suddenly loses it and Kid had left you in need for him licking his fingers clean
“Kid..” You whimpered your legs around his waist your hands digging to the back of his shoulders
He teased you even more once he unbuckled his pants and removed his boxers now seeing his erected cock
“Beg, Louder slut” He seductively said to you, You are hesitating if you have begged louder many people will see you both and Kid fucking the brains out of you and the other part of you wants his cock deep buried inside you his warm seed filling you up whole
“Please Kid Please fuck me, Stuff your cock inside me this pussy only belongs to you and you only ple-” And that's a enough for Kid to roughly slammed himself into you
You moaned even louder as many other people started to wander what's going on but you didn't care you just wanted Kid fucking you and him only
“Can he even make you feel better like I do? Of course not I'm not letting any single person fucks you;only me got to fuck you, you're my little whore” He began to thrust in and out at a rapid pace inside you
The pain from earlier turned into a pleasure you moaned his name repeating it as Kid uses this as an encouragement to push further
You moan his name for the last time when you came he came too next not letting the position to let go, he slowly removed himself from you and he had stuffed you with his cum
“You better be even fucking ready when we got home it will be even rougher, this is just the beginning slut” You had never been this excited coming home
I have a love and hate relationship with her.
Ulti (うるティ) - One Piece - Episode 984
has lost of priorities but your the best of all of them
he would always try to empress you by defeating the enemy with his cocky smirk pls he's just so hot istg
tends to always get lost that's why when he go by himself all alone your with him always
is a BIG tease he would look at you putting one of his hand on his cheek while looking at you with a teasing tone
“oh you want to cuddle with me hm? alright I'm just kidding come here.”
he would be protective against you even though he rarely helps you because he knows you can handle the enemies well enough
one time when your seriously injured and zoro took notice of it his face darkens and ask you the one who did it to you
you can assure the one who beat you up has receive the same treatment but 10×
if he would take you on a date he would get very blushy blushy and perhaps ask for the pervert cook for help aka sanji
he will let you stay on his bed with him if you ever need him for comfort or something else
if he's in a good mood he would pepper you with kisses
he really likes to kiss you on the cheeks, neck maybe to tease the pervert cook
if you wanted to learn swordmanship with him he would gladly accept it but will go easy on you and he's scared he might hurt you
he loves you more the anything else (maybe even topping the sake) and will protect you no matter what so pls don't leave him
bonus;; luffy ships you both even though he doesn't know it-
“you don't have to protect your self anymore (y/n) as long as I'm here I'll protect you until I die.”
I had fun writing a headcannons for this marimo! (+I'm now in the middle of dressrosa arc and will reach wholecake Island soon so pls wait for me in wano ^-^)
-about the post+ plus too that's why some are leaving but do not fret! I won't leave :3 hopefully
why are so many great writers leaving? It makes me sad that so many are leaving and that we cant read their content anymore or even say goodbye :(
tumblr used to be a safe place for so many of us, but recently, with the waves of unnecessary hate and bullying, many writers are discouraged to continue writing and don't feel that spark of happiness they used to feel while logging in.
if you're a content consumer, please support your favorite writers as much as you can; leave comments, reblog with tags or a little something like your favorite quote, leave an ask telling them how good their work was and you're endlessly thankful for the time they put in this... too many writers feel like their efforts go to waste because they think they "don't fit in" (this is what a writer friend of mine told me before deactivating, i'm just using her own words here).
writing is fun, it's a hobby for us. so when it slowly turns into a task, something we have to do instead of something we want to do, this is when many of us decide to leave
Your fifth most recent emoji is what your soulmate thinks about you
Two of my friends are my mutuals here, And I can confirm that posting nsfw can make them (my friends) bonk you.
I feel this in my soul
𑁍┊warnings: none really tbh it doesn't even feel like nsfw for me, praising (TT) + not proof read
𑁍┊ kinktober list/ main masterlist
𑁍┊a/n: requested by @opmyluvs 4 requests left for you 😔
Have you seen everytime Luffy do something good and when he gets praised it may either boost his ego or gets embarrassed?
That's what it is when you are both in bed while you dominating him and praising him everytime he do something good to the point he might even released himself when he gets too much praise
“Did...I do good (Name)?” Luffy asked half lidded eyes casting over you when he drinks up all of your cum when you came
Giving him a head pat you gave a smile,“Mhm you did good;good job, But...” Luffy grin at your words and blush at the same time when you said it when he received a praise
He's also worried on what you are about to tell then suddenly it was you now on his knees giving his cock a small kiss , “Let me handle you today”
The rest of the crew had to cover their ears whenever they pass by
i decided to participate on this event so basically nsfw stuffs and you can request if you want to in the available days!! + In this way i can improve my learning to writing nsfw more to this event
when requesting: check masterlist and one prompt each character (max. 3)
click this link for prompts (expired, + deleted)
The following days that doesn't have a name is basically you can request/or i still haven't had any characters to put on but if no one requests on that one I'll make it my own
Day 1: Zoro x Reader- Eating out
Day 2: Portgas D Ace x Female!Reader- Against the wall
Day 3: Marco x GN!Reader- Possesiveness
Day 4: Nami x F!Reader- Face sitting
Day 5: Sabo x GN!Reader- Mirror sex
Day 6: Sub!Sanji x GN!Reader- Overstimulation
Day 7: Kid x Fem!Reader- Marking
Day 8: Thatch x Fem!Reader- Body Worship
Day 9: Marco x GN!Reader- Sleep Fucking
Day 10: Ace x GN!Reader- Masturbating
Day 11:Ace x Fem!S/O- Begging
Day 12: Charlotte Katakuri x F!Reader- Size Kink
Day 13: Ace x GN!Reader- Thigh Riding
Day 14+15= Ace x GN!Reader + Shanks x GN!Reader- Dry Humping
Day 16 : Sabo x GN!Reader x Ace- Threesome / SFW
Day 17: Trafalgar Law x F!Reader- Shower Sex
Day 18: Monkey D. Luffy x GN!Reader- Praise Kink
Day 19: Benn Beckman x F!Reader- Early Morning Sex
Day 20: Portgas D. Ace x F!Reader- Semi/Public Sex
Day 21: Shanks x F!Reader- Spanking
Day 22: Marco x F!Reader- Blowjob
CONTINUED
Day 23: Sanji x F!Reader x Zoro - Voyeurism
Day 24: Sabo x F!Reader- Sex toys
Day 25-31: ??
@staff @staff @staff
I'd like to show you what it is to be shadow banned. It's so unfair. So not ok. So messed up... I have put my heart into this and this is what happens.
it clearly shows when Tumblr decided to literally censor my blog, how they left me in silence.
It fucking hurts, Tumblr. It really does.
And it's not fair, not really. my blog and my writings have helped me and others to cope with anxiety and illnesses. Stories with fluff, angst and yes, smut in a poetic, artistic way, and no disgusting gifs of people showing their fucking asses LIKE THE ONES THAT KEEP APPEARING DAILY ON YOUR GIF SECTION.
Everything is tagged correctly, trigger warnings, cuts to hide explicit parts, asking minors NOT to interact. Every time I answer an ask, I check if that blog belongs to a +18 user when it's not anonymous.
My blog was a mere tribute to Eiichiro Oda and the wonderful world that SAVED MY LIFE. When I discovered One Piece I was in the lowest point of my life, and Luffy and his crew were able to make me smile once again. And you are taking me away one of the most important parts of my life.
Not fucking fair, Tumblr.
Give me back my blog,
Sashi-ya. The user you decided to mute with no explanation or reason.