again and again and again and again
iโm sure we all will eventually ๐
pros: it would most likely vastly improve my life in a multitude of ways
cons: might get scared
do it scared do it weird do it alone. holy trinity
wait for it
wait
i canโt remember what six year old me was wishing for throwing coins in the fountain and blowing on dandelions but i hope the person i am today was at least one of them
(This is a thought/vent poem! Aka, inspired by my own experiences)
Home.
"What is a place that you call home?"
I was asked some months ago.
To answer that inquiry I must determine
what counts as a home and what merely as a dwelling place?
Is a home somewhere you stay?
somewhere to live while you slowly decay?
Or is a home filled with laughter and joy?
With the newfound happiness of a fancy new toy?
If the answer is the latter, then what else can I say,
then "I don't think I call anywhere a home, either way."
For I don't hear laughter in either place.
I don't hear happiness no matter where I stay.
for whether I stay in the place my family owns
or the house they placed me in far down the road,
the only place that feels like home
is those fleeting moments I feel safe within a voice's tone.
But those belong to either place,
in fact, they don't really belong to any at all.
they belong to the people that live outside those houses' walls.
They belong to people who would answer if I called.
And so when someone asks me what place I call home,
I must simply tell them "There is no place I call home.
"my heart does not lie in one place or another,
"Rather it travels along with me wherever I discover,
"the closest friends someone could have."
And though this thought tears my soul
I must just understand that this is how it goes.
For a girl who finds no home within a place,
must reach for another's embrace.
god i love my friends. shout out to people who love their friends. this is a post for friend lovers