can u mayhaps do a yedam as your bf post
yes i may!! also sorry for the long wait but thank you for requesting <3
feel like I got really carried away with this considering how long I made it, and I still had so much more to add đđđanyways enjoy!!!
heâs vvv shy at first
before dating you were literally an angel to him
he still thinks of you as an angel when you two start dating
only difference is that his gf/bf is an angel!!
he really adores you đ„ș
heâs so shy at first that he actually struggles to keep eye contact with you
he just thinks youâre too perfect
ugh listen he just really adores you
once you two get comfortable with each other:
he wonât stop talking
but in a good way!!
he tells you about his day without missing any detail
and he expects the same from you!!
full of laughs
really listening to you sing
even if your not good at it
makes you two duet at karoake
would make the both of you memorise song lyrics so you two can make a cover of it
and heâll listen to those covers whenever he misses you đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș
he absolutely loves it when you two rap
mino x bobby songs are his favourite to rap with you
he always records the two of you whether youâre rapping/singing just for fun or not
and when you ask him why he tells you theyâre memories <333
takes pictures of you when youâre not looking
has a whole album dedicated to you
his whole drive is literally filled with songs and pictures and videos of you smh
loves putting those cute filters on when taking selfies together
COUPLE ITEMS
ok so with Yedam it wouldnât be full on
but like it would be discrete but not too driscrete you get me ????
like matching phone cases, jewellery, hats and shoes!
heâll definitely buy you 827;837472929 of them
ESPECIALLY when he goes on tour
yâall would have matching key chains uwu
your dates would consist of you two in isolated areas
where thereâs not many people around
so no restaurants or theme parks
but lots of picnics and walking on the beach uwu
sorry but....
STUDY DATES
ok heâs literally Einstein as a kpop idol đ
yâall are gnna study together
so if youâre failing in any subjects
donât worry!!! Yedam will help you!!!
even if you donât ask him too
the second he finds out your falling behind in any classes he will do his best to help you
mans is literally ranked no.1 in his own school
he
will
help
you
youâll get those good grades ok!!
so you know how he has those plush key chains on his bag ????
would be a switch when cuddling
would be the big spoon and the little spoon
doesnât really mind he just wants whatever makes you happy
but i kinda feel like he leans a little towards the big spoon side ????
is it just me ???
but like on days where heâs upset he has to be the little spoon
he just likes the feeling of you having your arms wrapped around him when heâs upset
brings him comfort and lets him be reassured that he has someone
I feel like heâs somewhat obsessed with your hair
he looked at it once while he was the big spoon and was like âyou got really soft hairâ
loves running his through it
he probably wants to style your hair too
but heâs too shy to ask :(
so when he stares at your hair vvv intensely
donât say anything
just hand him the brush ok.
Yedam gets at 10/10 for being a good boyfriend !!
can somebody plz request a part 2
donât forget to follow these angels!!! hehe theyâre on instagram now shower them with love please đ„°đ
Fandom: Dungeons and Dragons
After months of adventuring with your party, you can't help but be curious about a certain dragon born....
cw: cisfem reader, Monster fucking, OC x reader, fantasy racism (someone is not nice to dragonborn), biting, slight mention of bleeding, fingers in holes
a/n: A very special thanks to @tyga-lily, who talked with me about her little dragonborn and made me fall in love with this concept and to @saetyrn9 who came up with his name :)
"The bath is free, Obi."
For how much a night costs, the room is nothing special, but any inn with running water is heaven sent. Itâs been almost two months since anyone in your party has slept in a proper bed and your body can feel it. Simply wearing the silk of your nightgown feels luxurious at this point; sleeping on down is going to feel obscene.
"I'll be quick." Your party mate stands with a grunt, the day heavy on his joints. You almost want to tease him, but after this adventure, your knees are screaming too. It's hard enough for you to throw yourself on to the bed
Despite knowing him for the greater part of a year, you always forget how large the dragonborn is until heâs next to you. Towering over you with delicate horns and ridged crest, Obsidian Vyke -Obi, to his friends- is all black scales and teeth. The air crackles around him the way it crackles around all sorcerers, subtle yet wild, so itâs unfair that heâs also built wide. Thick biceps and a barrel chest: no magic user should be that muscular.
"Take your time." You watch him as he moves around the room, dipping around the singular bed and pulling his sleeping clothes from his travel sack.
"I'm sorry about this," Obi says, peering over his shoulder, "I know I'm not as nice to room with as Kiri."
The two other members in your party had been fast friends-- unfortunately, they were also quick to become lovers. Usually, that did not pose any issues to the group, but tonight, the inn only has two rooms available. It seemed cruel to separate the lovebirds, so you and Obi agreed to cohabitate for the night.
"I donât mind sharing a bed with you." The idea gives you butterflies, this flitting, nervous energy. You trust the man with your life-- fuck, heâs saved your life in battle -- but something about sleeping next to him makes your skin goosepimple. "As long as you don't snore."
His eyes narrow in a smile. "I'll try my best."
The dragonborn undoes the lacings of his leather outerwear using the sharpened tips of his claws, delicately catching them under and pulling. The motion is careful and patient, repeated until he can toss the garment into the room's only chair.
Itâs not that you donât want to share a room with him. In fact, you think you want this a little too much. You're absorbed with all of his movements as he primps a bit, adjusting the hem of his shirt so it sits properly, running a palm over his crest, sliding off his traveler's boots. If you're lucky, his shirt will be next and you can catch a peek of the toned spance of his stomach.
"My lady," His teeth flash in the fire light, pearls against the deep, dark opalescent hues of his scales, "You're staring."
"Ah, I'm sorry!" Heâs one to talk; youâve felt his gaze following you for weeks now. That's the only reason you're thinking about him and his body.
And, using that logic, he's the only reason you bought that bodice ripper last week, the one starring a pretty red dragonborn and his human lover--
"Is there something in my teeth?" Obi teases. That earns him a giggle, but, when you don't respond, he exhales through his nose and moves closer. "We're rooming together tonight, so if there's any tension between us, I'd rather-"
"I heard a rumor," you blurt out.
He goes pale. "About me? What did Thyrll tell you?"
"No, about dragonborns in general."
Relief relaxes his features.
"And you just want to know if it's true?" There's a click in his voice as he laughs, something strange and inhumane, "It's okay. You can ask. Let me guess- I eat poor little gnomes? I enchant humans with my-"
"Is it... inside of you?"
The dragonborn pauses at that, eyes wide. "Excuse me?"
"Your..." You cannot believe you're about to say this, "Cock."
"Oh."
You scramble up, hands over your face as you head towards the door. You aren't sure where you're going to go in a nightgown, but anywhere else has to be better than here.
"Oh, I'm sorry! That was so rude of me."
A wall of muscle suddenly blocks your way. Those dexterous hands that you were admiring moments ago are now touching your shoulders, rubbing up and down affectionately.
"It's alright, my lady, I'm just... surprised." He smells like petrichor, something strangely earthy and yet unnatural clinging to his scales, and laughs like summer rain, "I think it's natural to wonder about different races, I just didn't think..."
His sharp eyes are dilated a bit, the pupils closer to almonds than slits as they bounce up and down your body.
"I've had my own... curiosities about others as well," he admits, "So, who am I to judge?"
Your spine prickles at that. Who exactly was he curious about? One of the elves in your party? The barmaid downstairs? Or is it you that the thinks about at night, cock in fist?
The dragonborn misreads the upset look on your face. "I promise that I am not cross with you. How about I answer your questions and you'll answer mine? No judgments."
You settle a bit. "If you're sure."
He smiles a draconic smile, all teeth and the smallest flick of his tongue.
"Of course I'm sure. I'm not embarrassed because my species is a bit different than yours."
You watch him for a long moment. Heâs kind. A scoundrel at times, but kind. It's etched into his face, always reflected in his wide, chartreuse eyes.
"So, it is different,â you say carefully.
"It is."
âVery different?â
âWhen my cock is hard?â He says it so easily. Always proper, it makes you squirm to hear him curse, âNo. But when Iâm not, it is, in fact inside.â
"It's just... flat down there?"
"Yes- give me your hand."
You weave your fingers in between his without a second thought, but he just shakes his head and pulls away. Then, he takes your still open palm in his and brings it to his torso. The muscle there is just as firmed as you imagined and it's hard not to linger in once spot to appreciate it, Slowly, Obi guides your hand down, running it over the linen of his pants. Underneath, you can feel how it's slightly ridged with larger scales than the rest of his body and, subsequently, larger gaps form in between. It's just skin-- well, it's just scales. You're touching nothing technically intimate, but your heart races anyway, caught in your throat.
"See?" His voice has the edge of a tremble and, when you look up, you realize just how close you two have become. Practically chest to chest, his snout is only inches from your face, close enough that you can see how each individual scale slightly shifts in color as the fire dances. He seems to have realized too; dragonborn expressions are hard to read, but you don't miss how deep his breathing has become.
"It's nothing like touching a human, is it?" he mumbles, hand squeezing yours ever so slightly, âNot intimate at all.â
"Well." You curl your fingers up, clumsily feeling through the fabric, "Maybe a bit.â
The fire crackles in the fireplace. He breathes again, on the brink of a sigh, and you think heâs just as caught up in this as you are.
"Just a bit?" Heat radiates from him. If he were human, it'd be alarming, but instead there's a comfort to it. You're still warm from the bath, and yet you chase that heat, slipping your hand from his just to bring it under the waistline of his pants.
"More than a bit."
He's hot underneath it all, almost uncomfortable to the touch as you explore the space blindly. His eyes haven't left yours, his lids getting heavy with every prod and poke of your fingers.
A vertical line of soft, exposed skin catches your ring finger and his body jumps reflexively as you accidentally dip inside of him. Itâs strangely dry, yet much softer than the rest of his scaled body. Despite yourself, you explore it a bit more, pressing in the same way youâll be playing with your own pussy tonight.
"A-ahh--" The dragonborn sucks in a deep breath and you can feel his abdomen crunch under your touch, "Be careful."
"Did I hurt you?" you ask as you pull away.
His chittering laugh returns. His hands rest on the small of your back, not pushing, but not entirely platonic either. When he talks, the air tastes like distant embers, just far enough away, yet not close enough, "You didnât hurt me, donât worry."
âAre you sure?â you press, âYou made a weird noise.â
âVery sure,â He dips low enough to press his lips against the shell of your ear, "Youâd do the same if I put my fingers inside of you."
This time, the heat is coming from inside you, twisting and pulling with want.
"With your claws?" You manage to joke through your suddenly dry throat, "I might cry."
"I could cut them," His voice is rolling and low as his hands explore, one traveling up your spine and the other dipping the smooth over your ass. When they both reach their zeniths, they switch directions. The silk of your dress catches against his skin, pulling it up and revealing the fat of your ass to the air. "Nice and short."
His nails dig gently into your skin, nothing more than a nip, a test.
"Youâre so soft, all over. Your body just gives when I touch it,â Thereâs a distant tone to his voice as he speaks into the curve of your neck, âToo delicate for me, arenât you?â
You hum in disagreement and his teeth prove you otherwise. Itâs barely a graze, but the nip against your pulse point drags a whimper from deep within you. Your companion chuckles, then coos with pity as he does it again, much, much kinder this time.
âOh, youâre knock kneed and sweet for me,â The already blossoming bruises are soothed by a warm, textured flash of wet. His tongue is rougher than a humans, longer too, and it leaves behind a string of spit that is more viscous than any humanâs. âLike a fawn. My sweet fawn.â
The hand that once explored him is trapped in between your bodies, unable to move, but you can feel something against your stomach: something hard, something thick. Too much cock for your human body, but, fuck, youâre going to try.
âBet youâre even softer down here.â A singular clawed drags over your bare ass, searching for underwear that isn't there and your body trembles with want, âOh, look at that, shaking like a leaf. I bet youâd melt if I-â
A sharp knock at the door scrambles you two apart. A moment passes and the sound almost feels imaginary, but then it happens again. You smooth your still wet hair and try to gather yourself, heading to the door in a hurry. Somehow, the dragonborn is more flustered than you. His scales are physically ruffled and his usually stoney brow is creased. He canât blush, but you swear you can see his face alight as you swing the door open.
There stands a familiar elvish figure, with dark straight hair and the prettiest of smiles.
âKiri!â you exclaim. Sheâs a natural beauty, like most elves. All legs and sharp angles, sheâs a good head taller than you, leaning over with almost a condescending grin. Sheâs so beautiful that you almost hate her for it.
âI am sorry to be a bother, rogue.â She speaks in Elvish and the dragonbornâs head tilts slightly side to side, like a dog who hears his name, as he tries to listen. âI came to thank you and the sorcerer.â
âOh, yeah, no worries,â Your Elvish is unnatural on your human tongue, âWe are fine here.â
âMy lover thanks you too,â she winks and giggles. Sheâs over a hundred years older than you, and yet still head over heels like a schoolgirl. Elves might live for thousands of years, but they take hundreds to mature. âWe will not be sleeping much tonight.â
You roll your eyes and pretend to gag, biting back a smile, but then Kiri grows serious.
âIf he scares you, please let me know,â she continues.
âObi?â you say, âHeâs a sweetheart.â
âIâm sure he is, but those teeth! Like needles. Braver than me, sleeping next to a monster like that.â
You glance at your dragonborn and he looks away before you can meet his eye. A disappointment settles in your stomach. Monster is such an ugly word for a pretty man. Everything about him is charming and refined, from the way he speaks and the way he walks, to the way he shines his scales when he thinks no one is looking.
âThatâs rude.â Youâre quick to reply. Kiri grew up around only her own kind and their ideas-- she doesnât always know whatâs uncouth or offensive because of it, âDonât say such awful things.â
âIt seems like heâs already gotten hungry.â She jerks a chin to your shoulder. You reflexively reach to cover it, only to pull away when the spot feels wet. Blood speckles your fingers- not enough to warranty any worry, of course, just the slightest graze of the skin.
âThatâs not--â
âI tease, I tease!â she continues, âI know it is just a scrape. Can you imagine? To lay with someone who is all claws, fire and untamed magics! I-â
The man in question stalks in between you two silently. With a towel in his arms and a chip on his shoulder, he stomps by with a snort of his nostrils.
âIâm going to bathe.â His Elvish is worse than yours, but it's enough to make Kiriâs face drop. The worst part is that he doesnât sound angry-- you could deal with anger. Instead, he sounds heartbroken. âI donât mean to be frightening.â
You both walk him stalk down the hall until he disappears around a corner. Kiri swivels to look at you, bewildered. âSince when does he speak Elvish?â
To that one thought about the different monarchs YES TO ALL
Ahahaha im so glad so many people liked that idea (OG post here), so ive decided to work on it. So, lets set the story okay? (also btw do not @ me with historical inaccuracies and dates because i simply dont care about all of this that deeply). This AU will have multiple parts, where reader gets to travel through different time periods (and some of them will be real historic figures, others would be created by me).
Reader is a scientist, was working on her time machine (which is just a small box with time/year slots on it), and decides to travel to the past to solve some mysteries, or perhaps simply for the love of history.
So, where does reader travel to first?
1180. Landing right in the kingdom of Jerusalem. And who does she meet?
King Baldwin IV- the leper king.
Reader wanted to see how leprosy, a deadly disease at the time, had affected the king, who despite his conditions, still managed to possess great military strategies and IQ. And how even though his people knew about his outcome, still pledged their loyalty and unwavering support.
You, a scientist of the modern time ofc brought along futuristic gadgets with you. Knowing how youd look in your present era clothes, you wore a watch that allowed you to change into clothes of old times, to blend in easily. All of your gadgets were concealed easily because of their "invisibility cloak" feature.
You made your way towards the castle, making sure to not let awe be apparent in your face as you took in your surroundings, thinking of all the questions youd like to ask the wise king. Of course, you had to make sure you dont do anything to disturb the historic timeline, because then it just might lead to disastrous results.
Getting into the castle was easy, after all you had equipment to sneak you in undetected. You looked around as the servants rushed around, talking about making the arrangements perfect for the feast. You figured out that the feast was probably for another victory the king had gotten, which meant that everyone would be too busy to notice you snooping around.
With everyone engaged downstairs, you had your way up to the king's study, where you opened the door only to be met with a tall burly man standing there, looking surprised to see you.
"Who are you?" He barked, and you got the worst vibes from this man.
"Uh- Im a servant!" You said,backing up a little, just in case you needed to make a run. The man narrowed his eyes as he looked you up and down. "A servant? No servants are allowed in the king's study!"
"The king sent me here." You lied. "And why are you here if servants are not allowed?"
The man's eyes widened in rage before grabbing you by the neck. "Because Im not a servant, fool! I'm his brother in law!" He shook you hard. "And I dont think youre a servant, if you couldnt recognise me! I will have your head, spy!"
"GUY!" Someone yelled from behind you, making Guy look up as his grip around your neck loosened. "Let her go!"
"Your majesty, she's a spy-"
"She's a servant. I sent her up to retrieve my papers." Guy let you go, as you quickly turned around to see him- King Baldwin. You bowed to him as you gave him a glance, noticing his piercing gaze through his iron mask. His gaze shifted from you to Guy. "And what were you doing here, Guy?"
"I was looking for Sibylia, your majesty." He said.
"In my study? My sister is waiting for you downstairs. Go." Guy scrambled away with his tail tucked between his legs, while you watched as the king made his way into his study, leaving you outside.
You took a step back, about to leave-
"Well, come on in." He called you. You ponder over it for a second before walking in. Look, how many times can you meet a historical figure like him?
Baldwin was sitting in his chair, his eyes looking at you through his mask. "So, who are you and what were you doing here? And dont bother lying, unless you want to be tortured for attempted assassination on the king."
You bit your lip before sighing. "Im Y/n L/n." Clasping your hands together, you took a deep breath. "I came here because... I wanted to know about you."
He rested his chin on his palm. "Why? Do you not know about the king of Jerusalem? Where are you from?" He's not vain, but he knows that his numerous victories have made him popular over the years. So why do you not know of him? Or his brother in law, Guy, who is very vain.
"Im from nowhere. For as long as I can remember, Ive been travelling from place to another. Of course, Ive heard about you, but... I crave to know more." You said, partly telling the truth because you do want to know more about him.
His eyes remained on you, the same intense gaze. "And why should I allow you to know more? Do you mistake yourself to be worthy enough to even be in the presence of a king?"
Shit. He was trying to put you in the corner. You had to play this smart.
You smiled softly. "Of course not. Then again, none of us are worthy of anything God blesses us with." You paused, letting the words settle. "Your majesty, I only wish to know more about you because I like to write. I like to write about history, and when one day, God forbid, you succumb to your illness, wouldn't you like to be known for more than just your victories?" You'd read about how Baldwin IV was a fan of history and stories.
His eyes stared at you- no, through you. Unmoving, he replied. "Man shouldnt be so narcissistic to have someone write about his deeds."
You gave a nod. "Jesus wasnt a narcissist. Neither was Mary, nor Abraham. Muhammad wasnt a narcissist either, yet theyre mentioned in books- holy books, nonetheless."
The room fell silent for a few seconds, before he spoke. "True. But why should I have you write it, instead of using one of my scribes?"
"Precisely for the reason you just said." You raised your head a bit. "They'd write never ending praises for you, portray you as this omnipotent ruler, make you look like a narcissit even. I have a keen eye, your majesty. I like to look at what there is beyond the surface. If you let me be your scribe, I could write about details you dont even know. Id write about your strengths as well as weaknesses, for the generations to read and learn from you."
Baldwin remained still for a few moments before finally standing up, walking directly towards you until he was face to face. His blue eyes shining bright under his iron mask.
"I will let you write, under two conditions. First- I approve what gets to be in the book. And second... you spy for me."
"Wait, spy?"
He hummed. "Well, not a conventional spy. You wont have to leave this castle and penetrate enemy territories to eavesdrop. I still dont trust you enough. No- you- you will spy on my court. I want to know what is happening, when, where, and who says what." Under his mask, he raised a brow. "Do you accept?"
You pretended to hesitate, when in reality this was the exact situation you wanted to be in. "Hmm... yes. I accept."
"Good." He walks back towards his desk. "I expect that it goes without saying- complete discretion." You smiled. "Of course, your majesty."
-
Months passed by as you worked for the king. He let you in on details, allowed you to ask personal questions, and in return you kept an eye on everything that happened in court. Listening on to what the servants whispered to eavesdropping on "secret meetings" of the nobles- of course, headed by Guy. Oh how you loathed that vermin's guts. No- he had no guts. A spineless creature, who blatantly talked of the king's eventual demise and all the ways he'd make the kingdom flourish again, how he'd show "no mercy to Salauddin and his muslims". You have no idea how Sibylla was attracted to him- a man who plans her brother's demise openly.
As for the king, working with him- or for him, wasnt all bad. In fact, it was quite fun. The amount of stories, the secrets youve been able to discover- none of it could ever be found in any history book. Most of all, you respect Baldwin on a whole new level now.
His struggles, ever since he was kid- not being a legitmate ruler, his parents being forced to separate, then being diagnosed with leprosy but forced to keep it a secret, the competition with his other sibling to be the heir, and of course, even when he did become the king, he still had to prove his mettle- his worth that he's worthy of ruling even with his disease.
With his life expectancy being uncertain and a huge amount of responsibility being shovelled onto him, he had to learn a lot and master various skills in very short time.
Heavy is the head that wears the crown.
Y/n could only imagine how isolated he must feel. Not being able to touch anyone, to have a significant other, to constantly win battles and do everything in your power to help the kingdom flourish, just for him to not even be alive to enjoy the fruits of his efforts. And worse, he's forced to give it away to his brother in law, that useless piece of shit.
Its one thing that confuses you about Baldwin. You know how persistent he is, how when he sets his eyes on something, he does everything in power and BEYOND to achieve it. For example, when he was only a child and had started to lose the ability to use his hands, he quickly learned to use his thighs to steer his horse. He did not let his disease hold him back, so how does a person as motivated as him simply allow his kingdom to be left in the hands of someone as incapable as Guy?
Then again, you suppose he's doing it for the sake of his sister. Baldwin adores Sibylla, and you could see why. Sibylla was his older sister, she took care of him, and she was forced to marry early because the court would only allow Baldwin to be king IF she were married, so that when Baldwin dies of leprosy, her husband could take care of the kingdom. Baldwin views it as the ultimate sacrifice, so even though he has tried to separate his sister from Guy, she has refused because she's in love with him.
God knows how. You wondered. Guy does not have any redeeming qualities, then again youre thinking like a 21st century woman. Woman of this time had the bar for men set below the deepest level in hell.
"So, what do you have for me today?" Baldwin asked you, snapping you out of your thoughts. You sighed, shaking your head. "Nothing new, really. Your brother in law, pardon my language your majesty, has been spewing shit about how he'll make the kingdom great again when you die. But when those nobles ask him how, he either has no answer and tries to cover it up by saying its a secret, or he'd say something so ridiculous- his ideas are bound to not only fail, but actually destroy the kingdom even more. I am surprised he doesnt give himself a headache by his own voice. God knows i get one whenever he opens his mouth." You complained, rubbing your temples making the king chuckle. Baldwin seemed to enjoy how informally you spoke.
"Guy is... something else. I apologise on his behalf." You could sense him smiling under his mask. You gave a small smile, but truthfully, your head was actually hurting a lot. You could only hope this was not a migraine developing.
"Would you like tea? Or wine?" He asked as he called in a servant. "Just water for me, thank you." You said, closing your eyes for a few moments as the sharp ache in your head increased.
Baldwin's eyes remained on you, a calculated gaze. "Are you alright? Should I call in the physician?" You shook your head. As if you could trust physicians of this time. "No, I'll be fine after I sleep." You have some medical potions with you that could heal your basic diseases and pains. A gift of modern medicine. But you'll have to use it discreetly, lest someone from this era discovers it and calls you a witch.
The servant soon brought in a chalice filled with water for you and you immediately took a sip of the cool water. Baldwin stood up as he walked over to the window, looking out into the dark night.
"Can I ask you something personal?" You asked. He hummed. You stared at his back, the white cloak he was dressed in. "Do you think if you never had this disease, would you still be a great king? A king who is so motivated to make his kingdom as successful as he can before his time is up?"
He looked back at you, and for a second you wondered if you had slighted him. But these past few months, you've learned to read his body language, despite how hard he conceals both himself and his thoughts.
"No." He said, turning back to the window. "I probably would've been a spoiled brat, I don't think I would've even been chosen to be king. I would've lost it to my half brothers." He tilted his head as he looked at a particular star in the sky. "I suppose my disease is a blessing. God blessed me with it to humble me. Had He not, I probably wouldn't be religious."
"And is that how you see your suffering? A blessing from God?" You asked as you pulled out the medical vial from your cloak and poured it in your chalice. Your headache had started to pulsate now and you needed this.
"I do. I have to serve my people, and my suffering has brought me closer to them and to God. And even with my disease, I was made a king. Isn't that divine intervention? My purpose on earth?" He said almost monotonously, as if he's had this conversation a thousand times.
You took sip of your medicated water, headache immeadiately reducing in intensity. "So... if you had the chance, would you still be the leper king? Or would you be healthy but... not a king? Just a man who gets to experience life like the rest of us, eat normal food, play with others, walk without having to wear a mask, or even fall in love?"
He remained silent, but his shoulders dropped ever so slightly. Tired? Or defeated?
"I prefer not to think about things I have no control over, Y/n." He finally turned around and his blue eyes looked at yours, though this time, there was something else swirling in them. "Finish your water and head to bed. I don't think you're well enough to tell me a story tonight." You smiled gratefully. Over these past few months, the king had enjoyed the modern world stories you told him. Some were literature classics, like Romeo and Juliet, others were straight up fanfic plots with details missing because he wouldn't have understood them anyways.
You were about to pick up your chalice when suddenly Baldwin fell to the ground.
"Your Majesty!" You rushed over to him, watching him tremble on the ground as he struggled to breathe. You dropped to your knees and attempted to remove his mask, only for him swat your hand away.
"No! You'll get it too!" He said, his eyes screwing shut in pain. He was worried about you contracting leprosy.
"Just- trust me." You pursed your lips as you moved his hand away and removed his mask, before removing the white veil underneath it, which was there to prevent his peeling skin and sores from sticking to the iron mask.
You didn't gasp when you saw his disfigured face. No, you'd seen it already when they constructed his face using modern technology. You touched his forehead with your palm, noticing how warm it was. This was one of his leprosy fevers, it was serious and quiet painful. But you already know he doesn't die until 1185 and it's still 1180.
"I'll go fetch the physician-"
"No!" Baldwin yelled, struggling to breathe. "No- just-" He suddenly whimpered as pain shot through every fiber of his body, making him dig his heels into the ground. Your heart wrenched at the sight.
"Its- too- hot- i-" you looked around before grabbing your chalice and bringing it to his lips, holding his head in your lap, you helped him drink the water. He drank it all, his forehead now covered in sweat and his face still contorted in pain. You held his hand and squeezed it.
"Its okay, Baldwin. I'm here. I'm right here." You whispered, his head resting in your lap as you gently wiped his forehead with your sleeve.
Baldwin stared up into your worried eyes, and that was the last thing he saw before he passed out.
-
Baldwin woke upto screaming. Opening his eyes, his blurred vision slowly cleared upto watch you and Guy screaming at each other, the latter had his hand clawed into your hair.
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOURE TALKING TO, YOU WENCH?!" Guy yelled as he shook you harshly.
"A SPINLESS BEING NOT WORTHY OF BEING CALLED A MAN!" You spat back, eyes red with rage.
Guy's eyes widened at the insult before he raised his hand to strike you, but was stopped by Baldwin.
"Guy! Let her go!" Both of your heads snapped towards the king.
"Y-your Majesty?" Guy couldn't believe his eyes. He survived?
"I said- let. Her. Go!" Baldwin commanded as he stood up and walked over to them, making Guy immeadiately let you go and bow to him. Baldwin's eyes landed on you, and you gave him a small bow.
"Leave." Baldwin commanded, eyes fixed on you.
Guy looked up from his his bowing position. "Your Majesty, I'm so glad you're well-"
"I said, LEAVE!" Baldwin's voice boomed, his eyes never leaving yours. Guy scrambled put of the room quickly, and you started to leave as well, but Baldwin grabbed your wrist.
"Not you." He said, those blue eyes piercing into you. "I- how long was I out?"
"2 weeks." You replied.
Baldwin let out small gasp as he let go of your hand and slowly walked towards the mirror in his room. It was quiet for a minute.
"What... happened?" He asked, looking at his reflection.
"Well, after you fainted, I called in the physicians and they took you to your chambers. They had prepared some medication but were hesitant to apply it on you, fearing they'd contract your disease. So, I convinced them to let me do it since I had already touched you. When I was done, your sister, princess Sibylla and Guy came. Guy asked the physicians when you would be dying, and the physicians said a few days and that this time- you may not wake up from your fever. While your sister broke down, and honestly I'm not trying to create problems for you guys, but you could ask anyone and they'd tell you just how much Guy beamed at the news. Anyways, they both left soon after that. Things were quite for a week, with the physicians coming in to give me the medication to apply on you. Then-" you paused trying not to show your frustration in your voice. "In the second week, Guy started fussing around and throwing tantrums since you didn't die yet. I mean, I was in your room but I could still hear him yelling at the physicians outside about how his coronation was being delayed because you were still here. It pissed me off, but you know me- I'm not one to get into family matters. So I didn't do anything. Then today-! Ugh, he came in while I was in your bathroom and I saw him grabbing a pillow and bringing it near your face. He stopped when I chucked your bible at him- so sorry about that but it was nearest thing next to me- and I just asked what he was doing. And do you know what he said? He had the nerve- THE NERVE to say 'I'm just trying to end his suffering, in fact you should do it. I can't risk contracting leprosy, I'm the future king!' And then I chucked your golden cross at him- again very sorry for that. And then we got into an argument and well- that's what you woke up to."
It was quiet again. You looked at Baldwin staring at his reflection, and for a moment, you thought he wasn't listening to you.
Baldwin nodded. "Okay. Thank you, Y/n. You may go to your room now. I will send in some physicians to check if you've contracted leprosy."
You frowned. "I havent-" but you stopped. How were you supposed to explain to him that you're "vaccinated".
In the mirror, his eyes shifted to you. "I know, but I'd like to know for sure. For my peace of mind."
You nodded. "Look, I'll go apologise to Guy right now-"
"No. There's no need. I'll talk to him myself. You've done enough. Please go to your room and wait for me." Baldwin gave you a small smile and watched you leave.
Moments later, he had a guard fetch the head physician in, who confirmed your story.
"Its true, your Majesty. Y/n risked her life to be with you for the past 2 weeks. She didn't leave the room and would apply medication on you herself, changed your clothes, wiped your sweat and even fed you some soup herself. She seemed very determined- almost as if she knew you'd recover. I'm ashamed to admit that I... I did not think you would." The physician even confirmed all the shit Guy had been doing, but Baldwin didn't need anyone's testimony to know that Guy was planning his downfall- and celebrating it. He wasn't surprised by that.
He was surprised by 2 things:
1. You hadn't contracted leprosy.
2. He was recovering from his disease.
"Its true. As you'd asked, I had done a check up on Y/n and I did not find any signs of leprosy... or any disease. She's as fit as can be!" The physician said in awe.
Baldwin smiled at that, looking at the mirror again. His own skin had begun healing. Many of his sores had already disappeared, and his complexion was returning to normal. And physical appearance was one thing, but Baldwin could even feel himself healthy on the inside. That constant ache in his bones was gone, the fatigue was gone, the suffering was gone.
But how? How could it just go away like that?
It's been 2 days since he woke up, and his health only seems to be improving at an exponential rate. And he's still trying to figure out how he got well out of nowhere. Closing his eyes, he tried to recall the events of that night.
All he remembers is falling down, fever enveloping his body so quickly, he felt like he was burning up, and then you were there and you helped him drink-
Baldwin eyes snapped open. It made sense.
He called in the guard and had him fetch his senior council members in his court room.
"I have 2 surprises for you." Baldwin said as he sat on his throne, looking over the members (Sibylla and Guy were also present), all staring and perhaps gawking at how well he looked now. "My disease is cured. I no longer suffer from leprosy." The court immeadiately fell into whispers and mutterings before going silent when he raised a hand. "I know it sounds impossible, but as you can all see, my health has not only improved but in fact I have become stronger. My body is no longer ridden with sores and boils. I no longer wear a mask, neither do I require assistance in walking. In fact, I am even able to use both of my hands to not only use a sword but also-" He pulled out a dagger and aimed it an apple he threw in the air, piercing right through it. "- I am no longer blind in one eye."
The court erupted in cheer, congratulating the king and praising God for saving Baldwin and the kingdom. From his throne, he could see Sibylla clapping in joy and wiping tears from her eyes as she smiled at him, while Guy looked at him in shock.
"Your majesty! What's the other surprise?" One of the members asked.
Baldwin smiled as he stood up.
"I have found a wife. She's the one who healed me."
He looked at the court that had once again erupted into cheer.
"Jerusalem has a new Queen."
-
"What do you mean I can't leave?" You asked the guard who was stationed outside your door.
"Ma'am, as I said before, the king has asked you to wait for him and ordered us to not let you leave until he comes." He said before closing the door again.
You scoffed. Can't leave? Why the hell not?
It's probably because I insulted Guy. He wants to punish me because of that. Will he throw me in the dungeons? Or will he just have my head chopped off?
You pulled out your time machine, the small box in your hands.
Well, I'm not sticking around to find out. Time to leave-
Just then, you heard the door open, making you hide the machine again. Is he finally here?
"Princess Sibylla." You bowed.
She chuckled, grabbing your shoulders. "Now, now. There's no need for that. In fact, I have to be the one bowing to you now." She said before kissing your cheeks. She's always been very humble and kind, and over the past few months, you've developed a good friendship with her.
You gave her a quizzical look. "What do you mean?" She laughed again. "Oh come on. You don't have to hide it anymore. Tell me, how did you persuade Baldwin to marry?"
"The king is getting married? To who?"
Sibylla raised a brow at you. "To-"
"Sibylla." A voice cut her off.
Baldwin was standing at your door. You bowed quickly, he looked at you before shaking his head at his sister.
"Will you leave? I have to talk to Y/n."
Sibylla nodded as she walked towards the door, but not before giving him a hug and congratulating him.
You two were alone now.
Baldwin had his hands clasped behind him as he walked closer to you.
"How are you feeling?" You asked him, eyes shifting to his hands. Is he holding a knife? To punish you for insulting Guy?
"I'm well, all thanks to you." He replied.
"Huh?" You looked at him confused, but your mind was still occupied with his hands. What is he hiding?
I need to delay this and find an escape route to use my time machine. You thought.
"Um- I uh- I heard you're getting married." You gulped, eyes still fixed on his hands, trying to anticipate any sudden movements.
"I am."
"Oh um, congratulations."
"Thank you." Baldwin said, tilting his head slightly at your wide eyes fixed on his hidden hands.
Cute.
"Y/n." He called out to you.
"Look, if you- if you're still mad at me about what I said to Guy, I apologise. But- but just so you know, I- I DONT THINKS ITS GOOD OMEN TO MURDER ME BEFORE YOU GET MARRIED!"
"Y/n."
"I WILL HAUNT YOU-! IM SORRY BUT I WILL AND I WILL HAUNT YOUR WIFE AND YOUR KIDS-"
"Y/n!" You looked at him as he stared at you with amusement. "You're being ridiculous."
"Huh?"
With one hand, he cupped your cheek as he brought himself closer.
"Why would I kill my soon-to-be wife?"
What? Wait-
"What?!" You shrieked backing away. "What kind of joke is that?!"
Baldwin looked insulted. "I wouldn't joke about this. You're very important to me."
"No- I- what?!"
He sighed as he sat on your bed. "Well, it makes sense, doesn't it? You saved me from an incurable disease, clearly you're the Chosen One, sent to me by God, and now I'll marry you."
You looked at him perplexed. "What are you talking about?! Saved you? All I did was help you drink water, apply your medication and-" you paused.
Helped him drink water... from my chalice... the one with... the medicinal vial.
"No." You covered your mouth in shock. What have I done?! This would change history completely! Shit. Shit. shit shit shit-
"Yes. You dont have to be so worried. The council is actually quiet happy that Im marrying someone, and they agree that there is no better match than the woman who saved my life-"
"I did not save your life!"
"Of course, you did. You gave your chalice-" "How is that even possible?! It only had water!" "Water that touched your lips first. Of course, it mustve been your essence, your saliva that healed me-" "Ew, no. Do you even yourself?! This is all unbelievable!"
Baldwin furrowed his brows slightly. "Its... not. I mean, look at you. You spent weeks taking care of me, you touched me, and yet did not even show signs of any illness, let alone leprosy! Of course, youre the chosen one!"
"I am not the chosen one!" You yelled as you pulled at your hair frustratedly. How could you fuck up so bad? If Baldwin really is cured, then history will be changed- and it will have disastrous impacts on future-
Baldwin pulled your hands away from your hair, tutting at you. "Dont do that. Youre the Queen, you cant hurt yourself."
"I am not the Queen."
He nodded. "Yet. But you are a princess now." Baldwin said as he pulled out the box hed been hiding behind his back all this time. Before you could even react, he'd already pulled out the big gold ring with a sapphire that had tiny diamonds around it and he slipped the ring onto your finger. You gawked at the ring making him chuckle.
Baldwin bent down to kiss your forehead sweetly before tapping your cheek admonishingly.
"Now, no hurting yourself princess. I want my queen in perfect health." Your cheeks reddened at how close he was, making him laugh even more as he pecked your forehead again and turned to leave.
You couldn't even say anything, he'd left you speechless. He looked back once, a lazy smile on his face.
"I should leave you to rest now, before Sibylla returns and starts pestering you with wedding preparations. She told me that shed been looking forward to this day for a very long time."
so this is part 1. thoughts????
PART 2 here!
Hello!!! I'm here to request a reaction! owo~ Can you do a treasure 13 reaction to having a tall gf? (5'9-5'10) đ
Hello! And thank you for requesting! I broke it into two parts because tumblr doesnât like me, but the second part is up!
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Hyunsuk, may be a little insecure since he is on the shorter side (5â6ish), he might prefer it if you wouldnât wear heels, but I feel like he would be the type to brag about his girlfriends height (if sheâs that tall). Probably tease the other guys and say âmy girlfriends taller than you, she can easily step on youâ or something along those lines. If someone teased him he would be like âokay I may be short, but are you taller than MY girlfriend, huh, yeah I thought soâ but nevertheless he would love you regardless of your height.
Jihoon is 5â9 so basically the same height as his girlfriend, only a couple of differing centimetres, but I feel like he would look at you in complete awe. Heâs the type to tease you by asking you to get things from off the shelves (when he could still reach) just to play around with you, and at the same time he would compliment you, âmy girlfriends gorgeous enough to model đ€§â or âwhen are you gonna start modeling, huh?â And like Hyunsuk, if any of the other members annoyed him he would jokingly say âIâll ask y/n to come and step on you so be carefulâ he loves you for you and nothing else.
Yoshinori aka my precious baby would be such a sweetheart, if you ever felt insecure about your height, he would do absolutely ANYTHING to make you feel confident in your height. He would understand why you would feel bad about your height (cause like Japan and Korea are on the shorter side and they like to stare), if he saw people staring at you, he would try and put your mind on something else, he would probably start doing aegyo in public just so he could see you smile. Someone please tell me how tall he is bc idek smh.
Oof, this man would be head over heels for you. Junkyu is 5â10 so your height difference wonât be much. You and him would be THAT couple, the couple who models together, the couple who take the sickest pictures together, the couple that people inspire to be. Okay yâall are THAT couple. Junkyu wouldnât care at all and if someone came up to him and said something like âare you okay with a yâall girlfriend?â no one would actually be dumb enough to ask that but please play along he would reply with âare you okay with being so close to hell?â Junkyu would be so protective about you, he would immediately go into mama bear mode if anyone disrespects you.
Fun fact yoonbin is my first love
Ok so! Yoonbin honestly would not care at all, like at all, he just wouldnât care. Thereâs only a couple of differing centimetres so it wouldnât make much of a difference. Even if you wore heels he wouldnât care, this boy just doesnât care. He loves you to the moon and back, so why would something insignificant bother him at all? Your what keeps him happy, your what puts a smile on his face, like this boy loves you so much that when someone mentions your name, he turns into blushy - giggly mess. But if you were to be insecure about your height he would probably write down a thousand reasons why and how youâre perfect in his eyes uwu
Hmmm, now if Iâm being honest with you, I canât really see him with someone that taller than him. But letâs just say he ends up with a girlfriend taller than him, he also probably wouldnât care aswell, even if your like 20cm taller than him youâll still be his baby. He wouldnât care how much taller you are than him, youâre still his baby, he doesnât care what anyone says. You. Are. His. Baby. Regardless of you being so much taller than him, he just donât care. But I do see him being a bit flustered here and there NOT because youâre wearing heels, because youâre such a goddess mashiho took all my uwus .
TW: yandere, noncon/dubcon, angst, unwanted pregnancy, blackmail, ish-baby trapping
PART ONE only avaliable on AO3 due to Tumblr restrictions
fem reader
You went cold and forgot how to breathe.
When you got to the kindergarten, they told you his father had already come and collected him early. All looking at you as though you were crazy, assaulting the daycare workers with your hands in a bruising grip, shaking her by her shouldersâdemanding she tell you where he took him.Â
She spilled the name of some family restaurant down the road and said heâd wanted you to join them there. The poor thing was on the verge of tears when you let go.
Rushing out, you all but ran down the streets before pushing yourself through the doorsâcold-sweating and swivel-eyedâin a panic, scanning faces with his name coming out weak under your breath.Â
With your vision spinning, you felt faint before you heard it.
âMommy! Mommy! Youâre here! Look! Iâm King of the castle!â he shouted, and your peeled eyes snapped to see him up high in a bright red plastic tower.
But before your shoes could hit the soft foam of the playground, you were intercepted by something larger.
âHeâs fine,â he said under his breath, catching and stopping you in your beeline, holding you by the waist. âI need to talk to you.â
Something old and instinctive didnât bother paying him heedâas if forgetting how to speak, you just ignored him in favor of pushing past him, eyes glued to the sight of your son blissfully unaware, playing with other kids with an oblivious smile on his face. But his grip was stronger than your instincts, firm enough to keep you still but not enough to hurt you, even when you tried twisting yourself free.
âCome on,â he urged.
You were about to sneer something, finally looking at his faceâthat face you hatedâbut the bark of curse words got held back.
âLook around you. Letâs not cause a scene.â The wild animal within went silent while your eyes flickered around at the surrounding picnic tables where families were having their dinner. âWe can talk outside. My assistant will look after him.â
You didnât feel much inclined to listen, but still, even though it made you hate to fold on his behestâreluctantly, you accepted the sense of what he was saying. Looking back at your son still laughing up in his tower with cinched brows. You didnât want to scare him when he didnât know what was going on, even though you felt the need to scream at the very top of your lungs.
You allowed him to lead you outside, but as soon as the fresh air welcomed your rigid state, you were at once whipping around and pushing him away. âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?!â snarling at him. âHow fucking dare you?!â
âCalm down. He might still see us,â he hushed, hands raised in halfhearted surrender, casting a nod to the glass walls separating you from the frivolity inside. âLetâs just talk rationally.â
âRationally?!â you scoffed in a shout, eyes still manic. âYou fucking kidnapped my son, you psycho-â
âYou wouldnât answer my texts or calls,â he snubbed. âHeâs my son too-â
âFuck you,â you interrupted to return the favor. âIf you fuck with me on this, I swear Iâll ruin you.â You had a finger raised at him, breathing furiouslyâlooking down-right madâsweaty and disheveled from your run with your face twisted with such a state of frenzy. âIâll tell everyone how I got him in the first place!â
Despite the threat, he didnât seem all that fazed.Â
âThink about itâŠâ he said calmly, much in contrast to you. âWho do you think people will believe? A teenage mom abusing her son for a paycheck or his estranged father wanting to provide for him?â
You blanched, and before anything else made it outâwhether it be more rage or something else, he was already further silencing you.
âNot to mention⊠the trial would be gruesome, and Junior would have to grow up with it always hanging over his headâis that really what you want?â
You look at him, and you still can't believe it. How could it have turned out like this? Youâd been perfect only a month ago before heâd shown up at your apartment.
You thought youâd sent him on his way for good that day, but only now did you realize he had no plans to leave you alone.
âCome, letâs talk in the car. Itâs cold, and youâre not dressed,â he ushered, taking your arm again where you stood, stunned and still, trying to wrap your head around his threats. Letting yourself be led into the black vehicle standing perfectly parked in its neat white rectangle.
You both got in the back with enough room to battle your homey sofa nook at home.
âI donât want this to get ugly,â he started anewâhis voice still so irritatingly calm, unfairly so. âI just want to see my son-â
âHeâs not yours,â you croaked, feeling the situation slip from your fingersâbattling a drumming heart, shifty breaths, and the mean sting of tears welling up in your eyes.
âIf you try and keep him from me, Iâll sue for full custody. And given Iâm the only one out of us who isnât a pro-bono case and the only one with any future that isnât managing a register, Iâd say I have a pretty fair shot at winning.â
You canât keep from bursting out crying then, overwhelmed by the fear of losing the only thing that mattered and the pure disgust of the man whoâd given it to you. It felt like everything was tearingâyour whole lifeâcrumbling before your eyes.
âDonât cry,â he soothed, his hand coming to drape your hunched shoulders where you held your tears. âI donât want to take him away from youâŠâ His attempt did little to comfort you, but the next words had your heart grasping for what little hope they offered. âAnd Iâm not going to either.â
You looked at him through the hurt of swollen eyes, tears still falling while he wiped them away with the course pad of his thumbârubbing your cheek affectionately. In any other circumstance, youâd surely slap him, but right now, all you could do was listen.
âIâm buying a house,â he revealed, still holding your cheek and gaze. âFit for a family. Safe neighborhood, good school district, giant backyard.â The list went over your headâit was all too surreal to register. You couldnât even fathom what he was getting at until, âI want the two of you to come live there with me.â
Stunned, you remained completely silent until the tears dried, and he let go of your face.Â
âYou donât have to say anything right now.â He reaches across you and fetches the seatbelt before coming back over you to click it in place. âIâll go get Junior and drive you home. Just stay here.â
You do as suggested and stay seated as he pops his door open and leavesâfeeling all but cemented in place as your thoughts go tumbling around and around as if caught in a rip curl. When Junior jumps in beside you, a farfetched smile is all you can offer. Thankfully, heâs so enamored by a toy heâd gotten to notice much of your state.
When your door opens again, youâre led out and onto your neighborhood street. The fresh air does little to clear your mind. Feeling all but feverish as you hold Junior's small hand in yours while the man of your nightmares smiles all too fondly at the two of you.
âIâll come pick you up after your shift on Monday.,â he says decidedlyâcheerfully as he ruffles Juniorâs hair enough to make him giggle. âBring the rascal with you, and he can pick his room first.â
You werenât planning on staying. You were never planning on stayingâcertain you would leave the second the opportunity to skip town aroseâyou just need to scramble the money together first.Â
But the house was huge⊠nothing you could ever dream of, and while it made you desperate with grief, you couldnât deny it eitherâŠÂ Junior really loved having a dad.
It nearly brought sick to your throat to call him that. It was a shot through the heart every time you heard Juniorâs boyish call, squealing with giggles, saying âDaddy, daddy, daddy-â
None of it seemed right to you. Seeing his bright smile, now at the age where a new tooth fell out every other weekâlooking so goofy as he proudly shows the two of you the new one heâd just knocked out playing soccer at school. âMommy, Daddy, look!â
Whatâs worse is that you can't even deny how good the man you hate is at it allâspoiling him with gifts and making him laughâgiving piggyback ride after air-plane flight after tickle-fight and a game of tag and hideânâseek.Â
And itâs not just the easy stuff. Heâs good at the shit that used to make you go crazyâputting him to bed, getting him dressed, making him eat the right stuff, and not just scuffle down candy. Itâs as if the two of them have developed a secret language youâre not a part of. If Junior werenât a toddler, youâd even suspect heâd been bribed and told to do his best to make you lose your mind. But no, itâs just reality.
The man you live with drives and picks your son up from school as if heâd done it since he was born, goes with you to meet the teacher if and when he gets into trouble and helps the two of you pick out the right shoesâshoes that you can now afford, thanks to him.
âI thought I might sleep in the master bedroom tonight.â He says, leaning against the frame in the doorway.
Youâd been living there a month now. Heâd been generous enough to sleep in the guest room up until now.
You donât know how to deny him. It feels as if anything you might say would just be ignored or threatened until you eventually took it back. You didnât want him in your bedâyou didnât want him in the same houseâin fact, preferably, youâd want him to be six feet deep in the dirt.
You end up not answering. But heâs used to that by now.Â
âI get itâŠâ he says, taking steps into the room youâd wrongfully thought was your safe space. âYou donât trust me.â He sits down at the edge of the bed and reaches out across the sheets. Youâre too late to pull your feet to yourself before he has one in his hand. He doesnât do much but stroke it. âBut you can.â
The sincerity in his eyes makes you want to gouge them out. Itâs all been some cruel joke ever since you moved inâall the pleasantries and presents, as if trying to distract you from the past. Your wardrobe is chockfull of it, and so is Juniorâs roomâfilled to the brim with lies.
âIâm never gonâ hurt you.â Another lie. âI did you wrong once, and Iâll spend the rest of my life makinâ up for it.âÂ
You want to shake your head, laugh in his faceâanything to reject it. But youâre terrified of what he might do if you didnât play along. The threat of losing Junior is enough to make you cooperative.
âI know Iâve not been fairâpushinâ you into all of this so fast.â He gets down on his knees on the floor as if praying, right down beside you. âI took advantage of a vulnerable situation âcause Iâm an impatient assholeâbut I promise youââ He takes your hand in both of his. âIf you give me the chance, Iâm gonâ make our lives together like somethinâ outaâ a fuckinâ fairytaleâall that happily ever after shit and more, just like you always wanted.â
The kiss he presses upon your knuckles beckons goosebumps to rise all across you. All his words feel like a bad script read by an even worse actorâin fact, this whole thing feels like a prank. And still, it doesnât surprise youâheâs been laughing at you ever since you were children.
And now, laughing still, only with a fucking ringbox in his hand.
âI want Junior to see us as a united front. I donât want him askinâ question why we ainât sleepinâ in the same bed, why we fight behind locked doors, why you cry in the bathroom.âÂ
He pops the black velvet lid and reveals something so outrages it almost looks tacky lying there in a plush bed of red silk.
âI want us to be happy.â He picks the little thing out and holds it up between his thumb and index, still holding your hand in the other. âI want us to be real.â You can almost see your life flash before your eyes as it threatens your ring finger. âLetâs make us real.â
You donât say anything as he eases the tiny hoop on, sliding it all the way back until it sits snugly right at your knuckleâdazzling in the dark. A tiny tear slips down your cheekâequally dazzling.
He played some with the digitâa smile on his face.Â
âLooks good on you, Mrs.â As he calls you by his last name you almost shake the ring off as if it burned to wear, but it all gets lost when he rushes forward and locks his lips with yours.
You yelp against his mouth, kept from turning away by the large hand holding your jaw, threatening to seize your throat and squeeze. You remember how it had felt. You donât want more of a reminder, so you intercept his tongue with yours before he forced it down your throat.
He groans at the warm welcome, and your entire body shudders in memory.
You hadnât let anyone touch you since that time five years ago. It had left a poor taste in your mouth, and the hunger for it had never come back.
You choke it down now as he climbs on top.Â
BNHA â Bakugou, Dabi, Hawks JJK â Sukuna, Geto, Gojo, Naoya, Toji
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A post I made on my previous blog! But I saw you saying tumblr has been cutting your asks a lot so maybe this will help anyone sending in asks!
OH WELL SHIT THATS HELFUL AINT IT THANK U LEV
Title: Domesticated.
Commissioned by the very lovely, very inspired @elsecrytt.
Pairing: Yandere!Satan x Reader (Obey Me).
Word Count: 7.0k.
TW: Dub/Con & Non/Con, AFAB!Reader, Reader Is Straight Up A Bad Person In This One, Toxic Relationships, Semi-Public Sex, Bondage, Oral Sex, Overstimulation, Coercion, Prolonged Grooming, Mentions of Blood and Violence, Slight Stalking, and Obsessive Behavior. Dead Dove: Do Not Eat.
You were the first one to find Satan.
It wasnât difficult. Youâd been around long enough at that point to know that the birth of a demon was a strange, spontaneous thing; loud and wild, often accompanied by pillars of flame and always violent enough to leave the earth scarred in its wake. While his brothers fell from paradise like stars displaced from their heavens, you followed the cloud of smoke rising from the wasteland that made up the Devildomâs outskirts, tracked the scent of cedar and ivy and sulfur until you found him, seething in a crater of his own creation, freshly charred feathers still littered around him as he lashed out blindly, his aggression without a target but no less volatile for its aimlessness. He was bare save for the ash smeared across his pale skin, and you could make out a lashing tail behind him, a pair of curling horns sprouting from his waist-length hair, a pair of cat-like pawed feet heâd grow out of in a few weeks â all the same shade of black as the obsidian that surrounded him and tipped with a green you could only compare to the color of toxic waste, to the kind of emerald shine an insect might wear to let you know it was venomous. Every part of him practically glowed with rage. If youâd been aware of which throne he would take after he and his brothers found their footing in their new realm in that moment, you wouldâve thought it was fitting.
In short, he was beautiful. Awe-inspiringly, breath-takingly beautiful.
And you were never the kind of person who could resist beautiful things.
Carefully, with dampened footsteps and a preference for the shadows, you edged closer to him, never letting Satan leave your peripheral. You were still a hundred or so feet away when he snapped toward you, pointed teeth already bared and curved talons poised to attack. You couldnât be sure how lucid he was, but whatever happened to be running through that empty mind of his, it wasnât enough to stop him from snarling at you, from hunching his back and digging his claws into the ground and charging, intent on tearing anything he saw apart before his anger could cool. Elation overwhelmed you. You felt the corners of your lips curl upward as he lunged, your heart practically beating through your chest as his lithe body streaked through the flame-tinged moonlight, as you took in the rabid creature that would be your end. There were sixty feet between you, then forty, and thenâ
And then, something dark and terrible descended from the clouded sky, tackling Satan and pinning him to the ground. Lucifer, you discovered, once the dust cleared and you could make out his face, his wings (lesser by two and painted the color of impurity, you noted with a not inconsiderable sense of satisfaction). You didnât wait for him to notice you. Slipping back into the shadows of the wasteland, you stole one more glance toward Satan only to find his attention still fixed on you, unwavering despite his new guardian. Your eyes met his, and without hesitation, you spared him a smile. Of course, he didnât return the gesture, but you didnât mind.
You slipped into the night, already dreaming of the day youâd see him again.
~
By the second time you got so close to Satan, heâd already gained a reputation of his own.
You couldnât say you werenât proud. His anger cooled in the months after his conception, and he found a place among his brothers who, in turn, established themselves in the Devildomâs admittedly lax hierarchy of power and pleasure and all the many things that thrived when given reprieve from the harsh light of the sun. You kept your distance. As greedy as you were, you knew better than to get involved with people who knew better than to get involved with you.
Instead, you watched from the crowd as Satan grew into his rank, as the more untamed parts of his demonic nature fell away and he came to resemble something⊠cleaner, something less animalistic. You didnât care for the change, but still, you kept track of him. What could you say? Even polished, he was still a gem worth keeping an eye on.
Your dutifulness was rewarded, too. Or, that was what you told yourself, at least, as you picked the lock on the door of the lecture hall where heâd thrown his latest fit, where itâd taken Mammon and Beelzebubâs joint strength to restrain him. You let your fingertips graze past overturned tables and side-stepped the shattered remains of shattered chalkboards and wooden chairs, taking in the proof of his untamed rage as you approached him. Heâd been restrained, left to fester in his wrath until he was calm enough to deal with properly. Silver chains adorned with hundreds upon thousands of archaic runes kept him bound to a marble pillar near the center of the classroom, his arms trapped against his side and his more demonic features still on full display, much to your delight.
Despite having been on his own for a few hours, now, his rage had yet to die down. His fangs were still bared, his claws still biting into his own palms, his thorned tail still lashing back and forth behind his back like that of some starving wildcat, agitated that its quarry had been taken away. He only had a fraction of the wild radiance youâd been so captivated by during your first encounter, but still, you found yourself grinning. Even diluted, he was still beautiful.
This time, you didnât have to mind your distance. You came to a stop less than a full armâs length in front of him, ducking slightly when the point of his tail made a jab at your throat. âItâs alright, princess,â you started, keeping your voice low, your tone light. Like you were trying to soothe a wild animal â which, to be fair, wasnât exactly not what you were doing. âIâm not here to hurt you. I just wanted to see that pretty face again.â
He really was so unlike he had been, the first time youâd met. There was a flicker of recognition in those burning eyes, a slight change to his posture. He pressed his back against the pillar, squaring his shoulders as his rabid snarl dulled into a thin scowl. His tail continued to thrash and writhe, but he didnât try to go for your throat again. âI donât need your help.â
âI wasnât going to make an offer.â His eyes narrowed, and you held his piercing gaze for a second, then another, before allowing your attention to drift lower. Surprisingly, his uniform hadnât been damaged during his rampage, only displaced; his shirt missing a few buttons where heâd torn at the collar, the jacket he always let hang open pushed so far back, it now threatened to fall from his shoulders altogether. What you were looking for lied lower, though â in the unnatural creases and unusual tautness of his pants. It was a common (albeit, no less embarrassing) side-effect of supernatural creatures giving into their true nature, especially for younger demons who never learned how to control their more primal instincts. He probably knew that, but you doubted he knew how to take care of it, just yet. Especially with his older brothers still learning how to handle their own sinful impulses. âI mean, I would be willing to give you a hand, if you need one,â you went on, nodding to his painfully hard cock. âBut, if youâd rather seethe and growl in an empty classroom until one of your brothers comes back for youâŠâ
You held up your hands, moving to turn on your heel and leave him alone with his anger, but Satanâs eyes widened, straining against his bondage as he lurched forward, practically drooling at the first hint of fresh blood. âYou⊠you can do something about that?â
The muted excitement in his voice gave away his eagerness, his desperation. You let out a breath of a laugh, taking half a step closer, testing the boundaries before trying to catch such an active spark in your hands. When he didnât immediately lunge at you, you brought a hand up, cupping his cheek and running your thumb over his jaw. âOf course,â you said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. As if he was the foolish one for being stupid enough to doubt you. âBut only if you ask me to. Iâm not going out of my way to help someone whoâs going to tear my throat out as soon as Iâm done.â
And, even then, you couldâve been persuaded to lay back and let him have his way with you if he begged prettily enough. Luckily, he was already distracted, already leaning into your touch and staring up at you with a new kind of reverence. He couldnât have known he was doing it â his pride wouldnât have allowed him to. As far as you could tell, this was all instinct. âDo it.â
You sighed, shaking your head. âYouâll have to do better than that, princess.â
He was quiet for a moment, then another. âPlease,â he spat, finally, as if the word burnt his tongue. âPlease, help me get rid of it.â
âNo oneâs going to want to do anything with you if you use that tone.â And yet, you stepped forward, resting one hand on his shoulder while the other dropped to the tent in his pants, to his cock. You ground your palm against his shaft through the thick material, and Satan grit his teeth. He didnât know much, but he knew enough not to debase himself so willingly in front of you. âYouâre lucky Iâm such a bleeding heart. Otherwise, I wouldâve left you here to suffer minutes ago.â
You watched him try to fight it, clenching his eyes shut as he braced himself, putting more effort into limiting his reactions now than heâd ever spared for his temper tantrums. With deft hands and saliva already pooling below your tongue, you shifted his pants down just far enough to free his cock â hard enough to press into his stomach. Like everything else about him, it was beautiful â pale but not ghastly, visibly veined but not overly defined, the head tinted a deep shade of pink you didnât know youâd held such a fondness for, before you saw it on him. It was already leaking, too â pearls of precum dripping down his length and smearing against your skin as you wrapped your fist around the shaft and pumped lazily, playing indifferent to the way he bucked and writhed underneath you. âThis,â you started, slowly, âis called a handjob. You can do it yourself, too, but itâs not as good. Youâll probably just end up making it worse.â
You swiped your thumb over his leaking tip, and he gasped, pressing himself flush against the marble pillar. You heard his restraints rattle and tightened your grip just enough to distract him, to give him something better to think about than getting away. âPay attention, âcause youâre going to have to return the favor. Thatâs how this kind of thing works â I help you, then you help me.â
He nodded, sucking in a shaky breath. He wasnât the brightest thing youâd ever come across, but he still mightâve proven himself to be a dutiful-enough student. âA h-handjob.â
âGood boy.â You teased the head of his cock by way of reward, then ground the heel of your palm into his base as a punishment for making you wait. When you were sure the lesson had sunk in, you took to jerking him off in earnest, taking on a pace just on the brink of satisfying and drinking in the little, stuttering moans that dripped past his lips in response. When his legs started to buckle, you worked a knee between his thighs and slotted your chest against his, staring up at him with as much adoration as someone like you could lend to something like him. You felt his cock twitch in your hand, heard his breathing turn raspy and shallow, and without warning, you pulled away, removing yourself from him completely.
He let out a desperate whine, the embodiment of pitiful. With an airy chuckle, you lowered yourself onto your knees, letting your hands fall to his waist. âThis oneâs a blowjob,â you muttered, just barely loud enough to be audible. He mightâve been a mediocre student, but you were an excellent teacher â always striving to fill curious minds with as much applicable knowledge as you could. âSome people call it oral sex, too. Youâll like it even more.â
His voice was so weak, so prone to cracking and breaking that in another world, it couldâve been cute. ââŠsex?â
âWeâll get to that later.â You pressed a fleeting kiss into his hip. âJust pay attention to me, for now.â
He really was lucky to have you. Anyone else might not have been able to handle how roughly he thrust into your mouth as soon as youâd taken the leaking head onto your tongue, might not have been willing to put up with his insatiable desire to bury himself in your throat â unaware or uncaring of your desire to breathe. You were patient, though, and strict, eager to swallow him down as deeply as you were able to before pulling back, pinning his hips down, and running the flat of your tongue up the sensitive underside of his cock. Whatever well of self-control heâd been using to bite back his pathetic little noises had clearly run dry. He moaned unabashedly, throwing his head forward and shuddering. His tail lashed out, his body determined to protect itself where his mind was unable to, but you didnât pull away as it curled around your arm, didnât waver as its curved thorns shredded your sleeve and sunk into your skin. Rather, you groaned around him, savoring the pure heat dripping down your arm, the way his agony seemed to drive itself under your flesh and make a home there. It was an overdue paradise, one that paled in comparison to what you couldâve had if Lucifer hadnât interrupted you on that first night. You tried to treasure it all the same.
You fell into a steady rhythm quickly, no longer in the mood to tease him. You kept your eyes open as you bobbed your head, fixed to his flushed cheeks, his pained expression, the way he couldnât seem to decide whether he wanted to shrink into himself or struggle against his restraints. âStop, Iââ He cut himself off with another moan, a quick jerk of his head to the side. As if there was anything he could do to hide from you, in a state like this. âThereâs something wrong withââ
âYouâre going to cum,â you corrected, pulling off of him just far enough to speak. With your lips still pressed against the head of his cock, you added, âThat means you want me to keep going.â
If he had any mind to protest, he wasnât able to put his complaints into words. Instead, all he managed to spit out was a fractured sob as you felt him throb against your tongue, as he came undone in your mouth. You milked him for all you had, pumping a fist over his shaft as he clumsily fucked your throat, his inexperience shining through once his inhibitions had been thoroughly pushed to the wayside. When you were sure youâd gotten everything out of him that you could, when your senses had been overwhelmed by the heady taste of him and the proof of your labor sat heavy in the pit of your stomach, you drew back, pushing yourself to your feet and taking in what youâd done to him. He was a mess, his face red and damp with sweat, emerald scales visible just underneath the collar of his shirt. With a slight smile, you fished something out of your pocket â a small, silver cage that youâd liberated from a succubusâ locker about an hour prior, when you heard Satan had lost his temper yet again. It fit the base of his cock as if itâd been made for him â pressing flush against his skin as it snapped into place with a satisfying click. When you were done, you pushed a kiss into the corner of his lips before stepping back.
 âWhen that starts to get uncomfortable,â you started, grinning. âCome and find me.â
You didnât give him a chance to protest before slipping away, leaving him panting and half-dressed for someone more tender-hearted to take care of.
~
He made it three weeks before seeking you out. An impressive lapse, considering heâd been hard again by the time you left that classroom.
This time, you made an effort to keep your distance. No more trailing behind him as he walked with his brothers or standing on the outskirts of the crowd as he picked a fight with yet another low-ranking demon â no, what he needed from you now was separation, the time it would take for him to think to look for you in his peripheral and then, later on, to convince himself the pleasure you could give him was worth the blow itâd deal to his ego. Youâd started to lose hope by the time bridged the gap at one of Lord Diavoloâs frequent balls, thrown to celebrate Satan and his brothers ascending to the rank of Avatar. No one could seem to remember there ever being a rank by that name before their arrival, but legislation was for the Celestial Realm. Citizens of the Devildom were always more than happy to sample their princeâs generosity, regardless of the occasion.
Youâd just finished slipping a stunning silver ring off of a witchâs finger and onto your own when he found you, red-faced and visibly out of breath, as if heâd just run from one side of the castle to the other. You grinned, moving to speak, but he clearly didnât have an interest in whatever you mightâve said; taking hold of your arm and dragging you out of the main ballroom by way of greeting. You made no effort to resist. Struggling was for people who wanted to run, people whoâd lost control and needed to be somewhere else. You, on the other hand, couldnât imagine being anywhere but here.
You let haul you down a dimly lit hallway and through a simple wooden door â almost meager, by the princeâs standards. It was a storage closet, as far as you could tell, the shelves stocked with miscellaneous supplies and the light limited to what little could flood through the gaps between the doorframe after Satan slammed it behind him. You didnât mind it, but you wouldâve preferred something a little brighter. You wouldâve preferred to have him on a podium, underneath a spotlight, where you could see every last inch of his perfect body. You wouldâve preferred to have him on a stage, posed to your preference for the approval of an eager audience. Youâd always been charitable, like that.
But, you couldnât linger on how you wouldâve liked him when you already had him right in front of you. As soon as heâd ensured you were alone, he was scrambling to find your hand in the darkness, to press your palm into the outline of his throbbing cock and whine Ââ a sound itâd taken him minutes to make, the first time you were alone together. âI canât take it off, andâand it hurts.â His speech was frantic, disjointed, prone to slipping and tripping over itself between coherent words. You couldnât imagine how heâd spent the past few weeks. Even his brothers wouldâve noticed something was wrong, if he was always this worked up. âThe cage burns when I touch it, and it wonât stop leakingââ
âAh, ah, thatâs enough.â The saint that you were, you chose to put him out of his misery sooner rather than later. âWhy donât you show me the problem?â
At that, he froze up, his neediness momentarily overwhelmed by pure, unadulterated shame. His fangs caught on his bottom lip as he looked away from you and towards himself, his hands shaking ever-so-slightly as he brought them to the button of his adorably uncharacteristic dress pants. His brothers mustâve picked out his clothes â partially, at least. You didnât know whether to be amused or endeared by the fact that he wasnât quite ready to make decisions for himself, just yet.
Under your instruction, he stripped quickly, the pieces of his suit falling away until he was left exposed in front of you, dressed only in your last gift to him. Speaking of â his cage was⊠stranger than youâd remembered it bring, the silver bars pulsing with a dull violet glow. A lasting enchantment, you figured. You shouldâve expected as much from something youâd snagged from a succubus, those freaks.
You ran a finger over the curved spine, taking a long moment to appreciate the craftsmanship before you turned your attention back to the source of Satanâs suffering: his cock, already hard and, like heâd said, already leaking. You probably shouldâve been more selective when it came to how you restrained him. The flesh of his shaft strained painfully against the bars of his cage, the tip already drooling enough pre-cum to smear on your palm and pool on the floor in between his legs. The poor thing looked nearly suffocated â pale and ever so slightly discolored, sensitive enough to twitch and send a rough shudder up the length of Satanâs spine as you ran your thumb over what little of the underside remained exposed. He only had himself to blame, really. If heâd only swallowed his pride and come to you earlier, he wouldnât need your help so badly now.
He wouldnât need to prove that he deserved your help, after ignoring you for so many weeks.
âPoor baby,â you half-cooed, taking his face in your hands and pressing a lingering kiss into his forehead. âI shouldâve known you wouldnât be able to take something so difficult so soon. Iâm sorry for making you suffer, like this.â
Immediately, you felt him stiffen. You could only hope it was a habit heâd never grow out of. You couldnât imagine a version of Satan who was driven by anything other than the ongoing, everlasting need to prove himself and, when that failed, tear down everything that could claim he hadnât. âIâm fine,â he said, as if he hadnât been on the verge of tears only a second ago. âI could take this and more, if I needed to. Itâs justâ you said I would need to find you, eventually, and I wanted to get it over with beforeââ
âThatâs enough.â You were sure he wouldâve gone on for the next century if you let him, but you werenât really interested in what he had to say. Not while he was so put-together, at least. âDo you want my help or not?â
He mightâve been a bad liar, but to his credit, he wasnât delusional. Shakily, he nodded, keeping his lips pursed and his eyes pleading.
âIs that all youâre going to give me to work with?â
ââŠplease.â He was more hesitant than heâd been the first time, but not quite so acidic, not quite so aggressive. He was begging, now, and you could never seem to turn away those in-need. âIâll do anything.â
You sighed, the gesture airy and drawn-out. Eventually, when it seemed like his already-tenuous patience was starting to thin, you let your touch fall away from him altogether. âWhy donât you get on your knees?â
His expression fell â not so much disappointed as he was confused. âHow will thatââ
âI have other things to do tonight.â An expectant smile, a nod towards the floor. âI canât help me if you donât help me too, Satan.â
The weight of his given name seemed to do the trick. Slowly, his movements stilted and reluctant, he lowered himself onto his knees, his eyes quickly falling away from yours and find a home in his lap. You were glad youâd chosen to wear what you had â making quick work of the sashing binding your robes together and discarding your panties while Satan watched out of the corner of his eye, too embarrassed to stare but too curious not to look. You were tempted to take him by the hair, to find something to wrap around his neck and pull it tighter and tighter until he was exactly where you wanted him to be, but you couldnât let yourself be so selfish. You couldnât let yourself forget to take care of him â even if you could justify putting it off until heâd taken care of you.
With little warning, you brought up a foot and ground the toe of your heeled shoe into the shaft of his caged cock. He hissed, throwing his head forward and shrinking into himself, shrinking against you; his chest pressing into your thigh as he bucked mindlessly against your foot, the lewd act coming to him more naturally than you ever couldâve dreamed. Now, you raked your fingers through his hair, jerking him upward and guiding his mouth to your cunt. His eyes widened, a surprised grunt slipping out of some vulnerable pocket of his chest, but you held him in place. âRemember what I showed you last time?â
He hesitated, but not for very long. There was a slight lapse, a pause as he tried to bridge the gap between your anatomy and his, but after a moment of scraping your dull nails over his scalp, of grinning down at him with as much love and patience as you could muster, he let his eyes fall shut and opened his mouth, his tongue darting part his lips and lapping tentatively over your slit. His next swipe was a touch more confident, and the same went for the one after that, and the one after that. A slight groan bubbled up from the base of his throat, his hands coming to rest on your thighs â his curved talons biting shallowly into your skin. You embraced the spark of pain without complaint. As if you had the heart to interrupt such a valuable learning moment.
It was slow work â as sloppy as it was messy, his enthusiasm barely managing to overshadow his inexperience. You couldnât tell how much of it was on purpose, if he meant to grind the bridge of his nose against your clit, if there was any rhyme or rhythm to how he drew his tongue over your entrance, but it was savage enough, animalistic enough to draw a shallow moan from your lips, to earn the flattened edge of your heel ground against his cock. It took ages for his tongue to slip into you, the tapered point curling and probing against the walls of your cunt. He was lucky to have been born such a rabid creature, to have been gifted such a pretty face. Otherwise, he wouldnât be worth a minute of your time.
It was a good effort, but it wasnât enough. With a sharp jerk to his hair, you pulled him away from you and threw him to the ground, his pointed talons leaving a row of raised skin in their wake. With a startled expression and a fog over his eyes, he blinked up at you, barely bothering to try and push himself up before you brought your heel down on his chest and pushed him flush against the floor. âStay down.â You flashed him a smile, trying to pretend you meant for it to be comforting. âDonât you trust me?â
He didnât answer. You didnât wait for him to, shedding your robes completely and straddling his waist. His prep work had been⊠minimalistic, to put it kindly, but youâd never been one to back down from a challenge. You met his eyes, holding his half-lidded gaze as you wrapped your hand around his cock and pulled his cage away as easily as if itâd never been there at all.
You took slow, agonizing seconds to line him up with your entrance, rolling your hips to spread his precum over your slit. He let out a slight whimper, then managed to find his voice. âWhat⊠what are doing?â
âI think Iâve already told you about this one,â you said, your smile now genuine. âWeâre going to make love, princess.â
In your own defense, you gave him a chance to protest, to complain, to throw you off of him and rejoin his brothers in the princeâs ballroom. You waited a second, then another, and when he failed to do anything more than stare up at you with that pleading expression, you lowered yourself onto him, only stopping when you were sure heâd bottomed out.
You were able to bite back your voice, but Satan wasnât so skilled when it came to hiding his reactions. His body went stiff underneath yours, his eyes falling shut as a sinful moan trickled past his lips. You heard his breath hitch, felt his cock twitch, and then he was coming undone inside of you, likely marking the first time heâd cum inside of anyone, because of anything but your mouth. You couldnât help but laugh, drinking in his fractured whines as you started moving, rolling your hips and grinding against him, riding him properly â not that heâd know the difference. âS-stop,â he managed, though little pained noises and blissful gasps. âItâ It hurtsââ
Overstimulation, clearly. It was amazing, how sensitive a demon so ferocious could be. âYouâll like it once you calm down. Just try to tough it out for me, alright?â With one hand on his chest, you let the other slip between your legs and to your clit, sorely neglected by his earlier guesswork. âIâve made you cum⊠how many times now? Twice? I think I get to take a little something for myself.â
If he was capable of responding, he didnât seem to think it was worth the effort. Instead, he only collapsed underneath you, his talons scraping against the stone floor and his point fangs biting at his own lips while you used his cock as your own, personal toy; as something to be played with but otherwise left on the outskirts of your consideration. While he mightâve been willing to fuck anything you put in front of him, you held yourself to higher standards, seeking out whatever made heat pool in your core and that aching knot in the pit of your stomach draw itself that much tighter with a refined sense of determination. Youâd known how pretty he was, but there was a different kind of beauty to the way he looked writhing below you, to the pitiful sounds he made every time you clenched around him or moved in a way that threatened to milk his cock â still hard, despite his whining, still needy â dry. It was clumsy, little more than reflex winning over dower rationality, but he tried to move his hips in time with yours, to seek out the heat of your cunt whenever you threatened to pull away and abandon him completely. Not that you were going to. As pathetic as his sensitivity was, you werenât much better â the anticipation youâd built up in his absence more than enough to make up for his inexperience. Your climax rolled over you in thick, lethargic waves, dimming the edges of your vision and pulling a raspy, vaguely humored gasp from somewhere deep in your chest. It wasnât much, but it was enough. Youâd make him keep going until he gave you something better, next time.
Tonight, though, you had better things to do than babysit. With a shallow inhale and a moment taken to compose yourself, you pulled away from him and pushed yourself to your feet. Satan let out a displeased growl, loud enough and deep enough to rattle off the walls of the storage closet, but you shut him up quickly, pressing the sole of your boot into his shaft and rocking with just enough force to leave him spilling ropes of thick, ivory cum on his stomach, the evidence of his depravity left splattered against the pale skin of his midriff and the dark leather of your shoes. He moved to grab your ankle, to keep you that much closer to him for that much longer, but you pulled back, straightening yourself and shrugging your robes back on while Satan watched you, his eyes glassy and his fangs bared. âMaybe, next time, youâll be able to take the lead,â you wondered aloud, then laughed. âWouldnât count on it, though. I think youâre cuter when you donât have to think for yourself.â
You could still feel his eyes burning into you as you slipped back into the castle.
~
He started asking you to meet him in the House of Lamentation, after that. You told him you didnât have a problem with empty classrooms and storage closets, but he insisted. You werenât surprised. Just as he was learning that he would have to be well-behaved for you, you were starting to realize that youâd have to be gentler than anticipated with him.
Thatâs what you were doing now â being gentle. The collar wrapped around his neck was loose and lightweight, the leash that connected his throat to your hand allowed to fall lax for the moment, at least until the next time he did something that you would need to. Youâd even let him take charge, laying back while he buried his face between your thighs, a skill he was eager to hone after you admitted his natural talent left more than a little to be desired. He was making progress, too. Heâd learned to bite back his pride while he lapped over your cunt and pushed aimless patterns into your clit, spurred on by every twitch and moan he could draw out of you. There was a pillow between his legs, something soft and pliable he could grind against while he took care of you, but the thin golden ring sitting at the base of his cock made sure he wouldnât have his fun before you had yours. This one wasnât enchanted (youâd been tempted, but magic could be fickle and you didnât want to bring an arcane locksmith into your time with him), but it worked well enough, and heâd never really gotten the hang of taking care of himself. To be fair, that was something he didnât have to learn. He had you to dote on him, and you werenât going anywhere. Not for a few hours, at least.
His hand curled around your hips, spreading you open further as the tapered end of his tongue lavished your clit, his drool mixing with your slick and staining the inside of your thighs. You let your eyes fall shut, using your legs to pull him closer as you bucked into his mouth and used his tongue to nurse yourself through your climax, only letting him go when the first pangs of overstimulation began to set in. Even without your encouragement, he didnât go far. You felt the mattress shift, sensed his body on top of yours, and then, his mouth was crashing into your own, his kiss all teeth and tongue and violent lust. Within seconds, you could taste your blood on his lips, make out the little, airy noises only partially muffled by your connection. You couldâ
Your fist was crashing into his cheek before you had time to think, to stop yourself. Your knuckles caught his jaw with enough force to pry him off of you and leave him on the floor, still sitting up but visibly folded into himself. You cursed under your breath, your eyes only flitting to the door once before you lowered yourself to the ground beside him. There was a half-hearted snarl, but it died in his throat as soon as you were close enough to cup his cheek. You let out a softened coo as you pulled him close, pressing a fleeting kiss into his forehead. âAh, I know, I know.â Another kiss, this one to the bruise forming along his jaw. Your remorse, although left mostly unspoken, was genuine. Anyone wouldâve mourned leaving a mark on such a beautiful face. âAre you hurt?â
âAs if something like that would affect an Avatar.â
As sharp-tongued as he was defensive. You were thankful for his ego-serving tendencies in this moment more than most. With an airy laugh, you strung your arms over his shoulders and let him bury his face in the dip of your shoulder. âJust donât surprise me like that again, alright?â And then, after he managed to nod, âI know youâre strong enough to take it, but itâd break my heart to see you get hurt. Because of something so trivial, especially.â
When he didnât pull away, didnât respond at all, you sighed. âDo you have anything to say to me?â
It was little more than a mumble, spoke just under his breath. âThank you,â he paused, melted that much further into you, âfor taking care of me.â
âGood boy.â
You left a few minutes later, dressed in one of his shirts and little else. For your own peace of mind, you decided not to think about how long itâd been since youâd seen him bury his teeth in anything aside from you.
~
Honestly, itâd been weeks since youâd seen his fangs at all.
Youâd had this problem before. Ever the romantic, your idle mind tended to linger on what couldnât be reclaimed, to drive you towards the pursuit of wild beauty despite knowing that truly untamed things couldnât be found twice, let alone a few times a week, whenever the careful surveillance of his brothers lapsed and Satan could seek you out like some mangy, prowling predator, spurred on by the promise of relief. Really, you wouldâve given up on him after that first encounter, after he failed to sink his claws into your neck, orâ
A ragged grunt drew you out of your thoughts and back into the present moment, back to Satan where he hovered above you. You were in some shadowed tunnel of the catacombs underneath the House of Lamentation, tonight, and youâd been kind enough to let him take charge, to keep your thighs wrapped around his waist as he fucked into you like a trained mutt, rather than the wild animal you were looking for. The stone of the altar heâd laid you over was cool against your skin, his horns pleasantly calloused where your hands were wrapped around them, and yet, your mind still wandered, the feeling of his cock beating against the walls of your cunt numbed by your lack of interest. Satan was less unaffected, his eyes clenching shut as he buckled against you, burying his face in your chest as he pushed open-mouthed kisses into whatever he could reach. It was sickening, the thought that he mightâve wanted you to return such tender affection. It was sickening, the thought that he could be capable of being so banal.
His hips crashed into yours, and you felt his lips turn upward, his cock twitch inside of you. âI thinkââ A pitchy whine, a half-swallowed whimper. âI think Iâm in love with you.â
God. You mightâve been starting to hate him.
You let your hands fall to his shoulders. âDown, boy.â
He shook his head, too lost in his own bliss to listen to you. You scowled, shoving lightly at his chest, attempting more to get his attention than to force him off of you. âDown. Unless you want me to assume youâve forgotten how to be obedient.â
âIâI love you,â he repeated, and then again, âI love you.â One of your legs was forced over his shoulder, his chest pressed almost flush to yours â bending you in half in a way that wouldâve been painful, if youâd been anyone else. You let out a throaty growl, marking the first time youâd stopped to his level, but Satan didnât hesitate, didnât relent, only bowing his head and letting his rhythm deteriorate into something less calculated, less taught. You wouldâve been pleased, if you hadnât been so angry with him. âWeâ Weâre going to be together, and youâre going to be mine, and Iâm going to beââ
You could see tears running down his cheeks, hear his voice shake from something entirely separate from pleasure or desperation. You cursed under your breath, dragging your nails down the length of his spine and clawing at his back with enough force to break the skin, but he didnât seem to notice, didnât seem to mind, to care, to notice.âIâll be yours.â He sounded so pathetically determined, as he thought it would come true if he only spoke loudly enough, if he only fucked you desperately enough. He probably did. Youâd never taught him any better, and you werenât sure he had anyone else who would even know to try. âIâll only be yours.â
You were struggling, now, thrashing underneath him, but he was still an Avatar, still ranks above any station you would ever be able to reach. He held you in a bone-crushing, heart-wrenching embrace; close enough for you to feel his heart beating through his chest, to pick up on the half-muffled sobs catching in his throat. He only pulled away to bring one of his hands up to your jaw, to hold you in place while he pressed his lips against yours in a kiss so soft and so gentle, you wouldâve been tempted to call it loving had it not been so vile.
By the time he drew back, he was smiling, and you couldnât seem to remember why youâd ever thought he could be anything but hideous.
âAnd youâll never have to leave again.â
Price is literally so gross. silver fox seeking a pretty young thing after a divorce to the MAX. his ex wife comes over to drop off their son but you open the door instead, cotton-plated in one of his shirts and hair damp from your recent shower. Price takes over and you can hear his wifeâs voice from the foyerââhow old is she? she barely looks an undergraduate, Johnâ and he acts sheepish but Lord knows he doesnât care. Ou.
Hi, I saw ur post about requests closing soon so I figured Iâd give ya another, but itâs okay if ya donât get to it anytime soon since you have so many!! Can I request Yandere Suga and Daichi with a fem! darling whoâs oblivious to them, and they both maintain the image of friends in front of others but theyâre actually fighting each other for your love, but then you start dating someone else and they both team up? I đ your writing so much, Iâm excited to see what you do đ
Yes of course bby! Hope you like it đ
Daichi Sawamura x female reader, Sugawara Koushi x female reader
TW implied non-con, slight nsfw, manipulation, abuse of power (kinda), minor violence, mentions of grief
You meet Daichi first, on the outskirts of Miyagi thanks to a blown tyre and a dead phone battery. Itâs just after nine pm and youâre ready to resign yourself to abandoning your car and hiking the rest of the way when the police cruiser pulls up, and sitting behind the wheel is Officer Daichi.Â
Sawamura, he tells you on the drive into town.
âSo I take it youâre not from around here?â he asks, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
Thereâs a small smile adorning his face, but you know heâs just being polite, trying to break the somewhat awkward silence between the two of you. Truth be told you donât mind the quiet. With his radio playing quietly in the background, youâre still trying to sort through your thoughts, prepare yourself for whatâs waiting for you when you arrive.Â
But thatâs not his problem, and you donât want to be rude, so you shake your head with a faint smile of your own. âI am actually⊠or I was, I guess. I moved away after high school.â
A lone eyebrow quirks, âOh yeah? So what brings you back to Miyagi then? Family?â
Fingers twist in your lap.
â⊠Something like that.âÂ
Maybe itâs because of the nerves eating away at your stomach, or maybe itâs just been a while since youâve been back, but the drive to your sisterâs house feels like it takes longer than it should. Daichi makes easy conversation the whole drive, and by the time you pull up out front of your old childhood home you find yourself glad of the temporary reprieve.Â
âThank you. For the lift, I mean,â you tell him, standing awkwardly off to the side as he lifts your suitcase out of the trunk and passes it over to you. âI would have been up for one hell of a walk if you hadnât come along.âÂ
He grins down at you, laughing not unkindly, âIt is kind of my job, but youâre welcome. I could hardly leave you stranded, now could I?â
You open your mouth to reply, but before you can speak a word the front door of the house is thrown open and a tiny figure barrels out onto the front lawn. You have a split second to brace yourself before impact, tiny arms wrapping around your middle, âAuntie!!!âÂ
A bewildered Daichi watches as you smile (genuinely, perhaps for the first time that night), ruffling the boyâs hair. âHey buddy, howâs my favourite little man?âÂ
Glancing up, you spy your sister standing in the open doorway and your smile fades a touch. Your nephewâs already excitedly chattering, blissfully oblivious to the situation - a minor miracle in and of itself - as he eagerly tugs you back up towards the house.Â
Itâs only when youâre halfway up the driveway that you remember Daichi.
A glance back over your shoulder confirms your suspicion - heâs still standing there, watching the odd display with a slightly confused expression, though to his credit he manages to quickly school his features back into something a touch more befitting an officer of the law when he realises heâs been caught.
âThank you again, really. I appreciate it. Youâre kinda my hero tonight.â
He nods, and it might be a trick of the dim light, but you swear you see his cheeks flush pink, âAnytime.â
Just as he promised, your car is picked up by a local towing company the very next morning before youâre even out of bed. The tyre is replaced without too much fuss, but when you go to pay, the mechanic simply shakes his head and tells you itâs all been taken care of.
You make a mental note to swing by the station and thank Daichi (again) in person.
***
Itâs only fitting, you suppose, that you meet Suga a few days later.Â
Thursdayâs your sister works late, which leaves you to pick your nephew up from school. Youâre thankful that theyâre already aware of the situation, nobody questions why a veritable stranger is passing through the gates - at least, not after your nephew perks up at the sight of you, shouting your name as he hastily tries to shove his arms through his backpack. In his excitement he almost trips - would have tripped - if not for the silver haired man who catches him before he can stumble, setting him right with a shake of his head.
âPlease slow down, Daisuke. Youâll hurt yourself,â he chastises gently.Â
Your nephew pouts, and you canât help but chuckle a little as he ducks his head in shame as you approach. âHey bud, did you have a good day?â
Hazel eyes regard you curiously as your nephew clings to your legs, nodding before burying his face into your side.Â
âYou must be Y/N,â the man - Daisukeâs teacher you can only assume - says as he straightens up.Â
Considering your nephew had all but screamed it across the courtyard, thereâs not really a need to confirm it, but you nod anyway, accepting his hand when he offers it.Â
Heâs tall and handsome - though maybe handsomeâs the wrong word. Pretty, maybe - his features are soft and delicate, with long eyelashes and eyes you could quite easily lose yourself in, truth be told.
âHis mother told us youâd be coming by every now and then to pick him up. Itâs nice to finally meet you, Iâm Sugawara, Daisukeâs teacher.â He pauses, biting his lip for a moment before exhaling quietly. âIâm sorry, by the way, aboutâŠâ
Youâre quick to wave him off, ignoring the painful tug in your chest, âPlease, itâs- I-Iâm not⊠Itâs fine.âÂ
Itâs very much not.Â
Even as you say the words your hand finds its way to Daisukeâs hair, stroking it gently as his grip tightens. Youâve never been good at dealing with grief, your own or anybody elseâs, but you canât stand the platitudes - even those with the best of intentions.Â
Sugawara frowns faintly but he doesnât push you and desperate to change the subject you force a smile on your face, âSo, youâre the famous Suga Iâve heard so much about! He absolutely adores you, you know? Youâre almost all he talks about at home.â
He laughs, and just like that you feel the tension in the air dissipate. âOh, is that so? I guess I could say the same about you. Iâve heard nothing but âauntie Y/Nâ all week.â
Your cheeks heat, and you gaze fondly down at the boy still clinging to your side. âHeâs a good kid.â
Daisuke chooses that moment to pipe up, launching into a detailed recount of his day, much to your and Sugaâs mutual amusement.Â
And neither you nor Daisuke notice that while youâre engrossed in his retelling, Sugawaraâs pretty hazel eyes are focused on you, a soft smile playing across his lips.Â
Thursday afternoon pick ups quickly morph into Tuesday, Thursday and Friday afternoon pick ups as well as Monday morning drop offs, and you donât mind one bit. For one, you know that your sister appreciates it more than she lets on and you would do anything to make this even the slightest bit easier for her, and it gives you a bit more time to spend with Daisuke, which youâve missed more than you care to admit.Â
Also because whenever you do stop by to pick him up, Suga - Koushi, as he keeps insisting you call him - makes it his personal mission to strike up a conversation, whether heâs out there supervising the kids or not.
Heâs friendly and warm and has a surprising habit of making you laugh at the most unexpected things, and you canât help but find yourself being reeled in by the silver haired man. It doesnât hurt that Daisuke thinks he hangs the moon in the sky, but thereâs just something about Suga thatâs⊠easy.
He doesnât push. Doesnât poke or pry. You still have a few friends in Miyagi, but the conversations inevitably end up circling back to what happened and how youâre holding up. You donât blame them, you know theyâre only worried about you, but itâs exhausting. Sugaâs a breath of fresh air, and you hadnât realised how desperate you were for a friend who didnât know all the grizzly details.
Though being Daisukeâs teacher, he undoubtedly does.
But Suga seems content to pretend, until the day you arrive sniffling, eyes rimmed in red and unable to muster your usual smile.
Thatâs when the facade breaks, and he takes you back inside the classroom away from all the prying eyes of the other parents and lets you fall apart on his shoulder. You should be mortified, but you suppose that Sugaâs probably uniquely equipped at dealing with emotional outbursts, considering he spends his days surrounded by six year olds.
âHe was like my big brother,â you whisper after a while, your voice shattered and raw. âI miss him so much.â
He doesnât say a word but his grip tightens and he hums quietly, and thatâs enough.
***
A week after you get settled, you swing by the local police station with two coffees in hand and timidly ask the uniformed officer sitting at the front desk if Daichiâs around. The man looks at you, looks at the two drinks in your hands and grins a little too widely.Â
âGood olâ Daichi, eh?â he winks, âYeah, he wonât be back for a while. Can I help you with anything, maâam?â
Your cheeks burn. It shouldnât have come as a surprise considering heâs a police officer and all, but it does and you feel like an absolute idiot. Of course you should have checked before coming, but even if youâd had the foresight to do that, it wasnât like you had his number.
Thankfully the other officer takes pity on you after you explain why youâre actually there, promising to let Daichi know you stopped by, diligently taking down your number to pass along as well.Â
True to his word, itâs hours later - well into the afternoon - when your phone lights up with a notification. Several, in fact.
Hey Y/N.
Itâs Daichi.
Sawamura.
Srgt. Mokoto said you came to see me today?
Is everything okay??
The corner of your lips quirked up, and you get the sense that Mokoto had likely neglected to tell Daichi the real reason youâd dropped in, probably to make him sweat.Â
Hey :)
Yeah everythingâs fine.
I brought you coffee as a thank you for the other day! Which I maaay have drank myself when you werenât thereâŠ
But let me make it up to you! I can drop by the station if youâre around on wednesday at all?
The reply comes quickly.Â
Absolutely. 10:30 work?
You shoot back a quick reply confirming and toss your phone on the couch with a sigh.Â
It buzzes again a moment later, but the text message waiting for you isnât from Daichi.
So a little birdie tells me youâre back in town.Â
***
âYou know, you really didnât have to bring me coffee. I meant what I said, itâs part of my job. My boss would have had my ass if Iâd just left you stranded there like that.â
You glance over at him with a wry smile. âYeah? And paying for my new tyre and the towing, is that part of your job too?â
Daichiâs cheeks flush pink and he almost chokes on his sip of coffee. âAh.â
âAhâ indeed. âSo considering I doubt youâre going to let me pay you back-â
He lifts a hand to stop you, shaking his head adamantly, âNot a chance. I know the guy who runs the garage, he owes me a favour. It was nothing, really-â
âThen coffee is the least I can do,â you say with an easy shrug. âBut I know youâre busy, and I donât want to keep you too long-â
Daichiâs hand - warm and rough - reaches out to close around your wrist, stopping you before you can stand.
âStay,â he says, dark eyes glimmering.
***
Youâve forgotten, having spent the last few years living in the heart of Tokyo, just how small a town this really is.Â
Youâre standing out by the school gates watching Daisuke run around with his friends when Suga decides to broach the subject.Â
âWhat are you doing tomorrow night?â
âHmm?â You glance up to find him watching you with that same fond if not mildly exasperated expression on his face. Itâs not his fault, not really - youâve just been a little out of it the past few days.Â
Thankfully, Suga doesnât hold it against you, chuckling. âTomorrow night - are you free?â he repeats.
Your eyes widen a little, cheeks warming. âUm⊠well I kinda have a⊠thing earlier, but I should be free by then. Why?â
A silver eyebrow lifts. âA thing?â he prods.
âJust a thing. Why are you being so nosy all of a sudden?â
Suga laughs again, âWell if youâre not still tied up with your thing, Iâm having some friends over for drinks for my birthday. You should come.â
Which is how you find yourself standing nervously out the front of Sugaâs apartment, a bottle of wine in hand.Â
When you knock, however, the person who opens the door is not the one youâre expecting. Tall, broad shouldered and handsome, out of uniform for the first time since youâd met him-
âD-Daichi?â
The brunette stares, eyes wide, mouth slightly agape.
âI, uh⊠Iâm- is Suga⊠Is Sugawara here?â you manage to stutter out, fighting the urge to fidget under his gaze.
His brows furrow, an odd look passing over his eyes, and for one awful moment you think youâve somehow managed to screw up the address. But before you can embarrass yourself further, a familiar head of silver hair appears behind his shoulder, slapping him on the back.
Relief washes over you. âSuga! Happy birthday!âÂ
Pushing a still somewhat bewildered Daichi out of the way, Sugaâs quick to wrap you up in a warm embrace - which takes you by surprise - with a grin. âIâm glad youâre here.â
Your eyes flicker back to Daichi for a split second, and Sugaâs follow. Heâs more observant than most give him credit for, but even the most oblivious would have a hard time not noticing the blank expression on the brunetteâs face - or the way he was still staring at you. âYou two⊠know each other?â he asks, ignoring the teasing and impatient shouts coming from inside the apartment.
Finally, Daichi snaps out of his stupor. âYeah. We met the night she moved back into town.â
âWhich is a polite way of saying that my car basically imploded and he saved me from having to hike all the way back to my sisterâs,â you correct, and Daichi huffs in amusement, though he doesnât disagree. âSuga teaches my nephew,â you tell him, answering the unspoken question written across his face. âI didnât realise the two of you were friends, though!â
The two share a glance over your shoulder.
âYep.â
âSmall world, I guess.â
You laugh, passing Suga the bottle of wine, allowing Daichi to lead you inside with an innocent hand on your lower back.
Thereâs a decent few people squashed into Sugaâs modest apartment, but somehow you manage to find yourself sitting around his coffee table, Daichiâs arm slung over the back of your seat, Suga sitting opposite you both, discussing - of all things - high school sports.
âVolleyball, huh?â
You can kind of see it. Theyâre both tall and in great shape - youâre pretty damn certain the muscles Daichi sports arenât just for show - but itâs more than that. You tilt your head, chewing on your bottom lip. âWhat school did you say you played for?â
âKarasuno,â Suga says.
It takes a moment for it to click - though you blame that on the drink in your hand that Sugaâs dutifully kept topped up - Karasuno⊠the flightless crows. Ah yes.Â
A slow smile creeps across your face.Â
âI saw you play once.â
Both menâs eyes widen, âYou did?â Suga asks.
âYep. The guy I was dating at the time, he played too.â You almost laugh when you glance up to find Daichi frowning at your side, an unexpected tightness in Sugaâs usually easy going smile, âItâs okay,â you reassure them, ignoring the traitorous flutter in your stomach, âyou guys won. It damn near broke his poor heart.â Not that heâd ever admitted as much out loud.
Thereâs a short silence, then-
âWhat team?âÂ
You do laugh at that, âDonât you think you guys are a little past high school rivalries?â
The ex-captain and setter meet each otherâs eyes. Neither speak a word, but something utterly indecipherable passes between them, and when Daichi finally breaks it to glance back at you, thereâs a sharp grin plastered across his face.
âNope.â
You shake your head, feeling like youâve missed something.Â
***
Hours later, fresh from a steamy shower, you stumble into bed and grab your phone from the nightstand. Sure enough, two unread messages are waiting for you.
You looked so damned pretty today.Â
Are you gonna let me take you out to dinner now or am I gonna have to get on my hands and knees and beg?
You smile into your pillow, quickly typing out a reply.
I donât know, you used to be pretty good on your knees.
Your phone lights up a moment later, a familiar ringtone playing out.
***
Life gets busy after that.Â
Suga mentions that Daisuke is struggling in class, so you decide to join some of the other parents and volunteer as a âclass helperâ one afternoon a week. Dai beams whenever you show up, and Suga seems eternally grateful for the extra set of hands - even if itâs just for craft time.Â
And just when you think youâve managed to patch one hole, another appears. Miyagi might be a far cry from the hustle and bustle of Tokyo, itâs not immune to the low life creeps that used to hang around your old apartment block in the city - youâre mugged walking back from the store, a bag of groceries for dinner in arm. The guy only hits you once, a blow to the cheek that sends you sprawling to the ground, grabs your bag - the one with your phone and wallet - and runs.Â
Your sister almost bursts into tears when she sees the cut on your lip, and itâs guilt more than anything else that swells through you when she spends the next twenty minutes berating you for not being careful enough.
You know she doesnât mean it, you know sheâs just scared. The promise falls from your lips before you can stop it, but itâs worth it you think, when her face relaxes and she pulls you into a tight hug.
But when you drop by the station the next morning, Daichi takes one look at you, and you watch in perfect slow motion as that warm smile freezes and falls. You expect the police report he makes you file, though you donât really hold that much hope that theyâre going to get your phone or wallet back, but not the words that come out of his mouth next.
âSelf defence classes? Daichi, I...â you exhale with a huff, âdonât you think thatâs a little excessive?â
The dark look in Daichiâs eyes as they flicker across your face tells you otherwise. âWhat if they had a knife, or a gun?âÂ
You would have just thrown your bag and run, you werenât stupid - your purse wasnât worth your life, but Daichi doesnât want to hear a word of it.Â
âWhat if your wallet wasnât all he wanted?â he presses, and you stiffen at the implication. Gentle hands reach across the table to grab yours, the rough pad of his thumb brushing against the back of your palm, âJust you and me, two hours a week, thatâs all Iâm asking.â
⊠What now?
âYouâre going to teach me?â
âYou got somebody better in mind, sweetheart?â he asks with a cocked eyebrow and a wry grin.
It makes sense, you suppose - what with him being a police officer and all.Â
And between your one on one sessions with him, volunteering at the school with Suga, making sure that Daisuke got to school on time, that the house was cleaned, there was food in the pantry and your sister wasnât falling apart, you were running on fumes.
Yet when you come home exhausted and aching from Daichiâs place and catch sight of him, casually leaning against your doorway with a bag of takeout and that damned smirk youâd fallen head over heels in love with all those years ago, you canât help but grin.
âHey, baby. You hungry?â
Thank goodness for small mercies.
***
Theyâre more observant than you give them credit for.
Suga notices the way you gingerly stretch to put away the paint supplies one afternoon.
Daichi catches an eyeful of a bruise on your neck as he hovers over you - the makeup youâd used to hide it having rubbed off with the last manoeuvre.
Suga catches you checking your phone more often, smiling softly to yourself.
Where Daichi used to be able to coax you into staying back for a drink, you were quick to finish up and head home, claiming to be tired and hungry. You donât take him up on his offer for dinner either.Â
But the final nail in the coffin came in the form of a drawing.
âDai, whoâs that?âÂ
Sugaâs crouched by his desk, gazing oddly at the picture your nephew had drawn. The task was simple - draw your family. Daisuke had dutifully done just that; him, his mom, you, and-
âAuntieâs new boyfriend.â
Sugaâs eyes snap to yours and you curse your heart for skipping a beat. âI didnât know you were dating anybody.â
***
Daichiâs fingers tap restlessly on the leather of the steering wheel.Â
He was supposed to be home twenty minutes ago but when the call came in, he didnât really have a choice but to answer it. Sheâd asked specifically for him after all, and even if she hadnât, the Sergeant would have tossed the case his way regardless.
Mokoto knew how he felt about you.
Spending an hour and a half sitting in your living room while your sister sobbed wasnât exactly how heâd planned on spending his afternoon, but he supposed it came with the territory. He knows how to do his job properly, though. Listening, asking the right questions, offering sympathy without promising results - itâs nothing he hasnât had to do before.Â
âPlease Daichi, she- sheâs all we have left, I⊠I canât-â
It didnât mean he wasnât aching to leave with every second that passed.Â
Of course, it wasnât a complete waste of time. Through her tears, your sister did manage to give up the name of the guy you were fucking.Â
A name he certainly recognised from way back in high school. He knows heâs going to enjoy pursuing that particular lead, but as he pulls his car into the driveway and switches the motor off, Daichi shoves the thought aside.
He has other, far more pressing matters to deal with.
His heart thrums like hummingbirdâs as he walks up the pathway, nodding politely at his elderly neighbour as he passes.Â
The sight that greets him inside his living room makes the wait worthwhile.
You, on your knees, stripped down to your pretty, lace underwear, arms cuffed behind your back and your plush lips wrapped around his best friendâs cock.
With his long fingers carefully carding through your hair, Suga coos at you between breathless moans, praising you for being such a good girl for him with every roll of his hips. Youâre shaking, trembling as silvery tears spill down your cheeks and when he drops his wallet, phone and keys on the bench and kicks off his shoes, your wide, pleading eyes turn to greet him.
Daichiâs cock stirs in his pants, a rush of excitement and something much, much darker and more primal flooding his veins.Â
Noticing that he no longer has your full attention, Sugaâs eyes follow yours. âYouâre late,â he says with a lazy smirk.
Loosening his tie, Daichi huffs out a laugh, âAnd I see you didnât bother waiting.â
eat me whole