Meet The Foxes: Neil Josten

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“i wasn’t staring at you,” kevin defends himself. at least not intentionally. if his gaze happened to wander in neil’s direction while he was semi spacing out, that’s not his fault. “i was thinking.”

    it’s  just  been  few  hours  since  they  clashed  in  the  court,   and  still,   the  adrenaline  hasn’t  washed  off  completely  even  when  neil  took  a  shower  afterwards.

                                   ‟     And I suppose   STARING   might be a requirement ?     ❜      he  goads  involuntarily,   sarcasm  already  underway  right  after  catching  himself.    kevin  is  not  the  enemy  here;   no  one  else  is,   after ...   well,   the  finals.    he’s  becoming  more  aware  on  how  he’s  picking  up  andrew’s  unpleasant  moods  quicker;   except  his  own  temper  flares  brighter,   adding  fuel  to  the  fire.    

    so  neil  takes  a  deep  breath  and  exhales  slowly  as  he  cools  his  head  down  ——

                                  ‟     FORGET IT .     ❜          and  the  brunet  shrugs.        ‟     You’ve been thinking too long.   Don’t hurt yourself.     ❜     

                        ‟     𝙃𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙨...    𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴'𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄.   𝗦𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗴𝗼.    ❜

  ▬▬▬▬  ＆；   @lightcreators  ， sc. 

          a  beat  passes  by.    mouth  curls ,   taking  a  second  of  decision  in  what  he  has  to  say.    counting  in  different  languages ,   up  and  down ,   always  helped  in  cooling  his  head.    not  this  time.

                                    ‟     Didn’t know you’re banning   GERMAN   in this house.     ❜          nonchalance  does  not  equal  indifference ,   though  he  takes  note  of  his  ...   friend’s  preferences  of  what  he’d  like  to  hear  from  stefan.    however ,   there’s  no  promises;   for  stefan  is  still  trying  to  work  out  being ...   stefan.          ‟     Next thing I know,  you’ll ban me from  CURSING  and pose a curfew for me ...    ❜   

         ❛ who taught you that word ?? ❜                  ⇢  SHIT SAID TO A BABY BROTHER.  &&. STILL ACC.  /  @scarfwere​

   @.aftg rpc,  where  are  u  at   !!???!!! 

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“what makes you think i have something to say?” & since when has he needed anyone’s permission to say what’s on his mind?

    ‟     Anyone can feel your eyes digging in their back whenever you think they’re not looking.     ❜      if  it  sounds  like  an  accusation,  so  be  it;   he’s  had  enough  of  kevin’s  bullshit  of  the  day.      ‟     Whatever I did wrong,  let’s just get it over with.     ❜   

current  name  usage  concept :

alex  /  alexander  -  europe  ( sweden )

stefan  -  europe  to  usa

chris  -  usa

spent two days coding and i’m so tired oh my god. TO DO:   about page,   verses page,   icons so at the meantime i’m just gonna write iconless.

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it almost feels like a secret.  An admittance to some secret he wasn’t supposed to know. Much like how he would share a look with strangers who just knew the brig broken letters that hung over his head like a dark shadow.  

     “ I don’t mind. “ A shrug ─ he really didn’t. “ It’ be nice, you know, to share the load. “ 

                                    ‟     I’m trying to be a   GOOD FRIEND  .     ❜          the  words  are   FOREIGN   on  his  tongue,   too  far-fetched  in  a  vocabulary  of  self-preservation  and  necessary  detachment.    much  like  the  language  prohibited  and  would  have  his  mother  round  him  up  for  even  suggesting  the  thought.    too  bad  that  she  was  too  late  and  for  that,   he  sported  bruises  much  larger  and  more  purplish  than  the  usual.  

    though  there  is  FONDNESS  present,   one  that  he’s  unaware  of  its  implication  whereas  opposite  to  what  he  thought  he  means.          ‟     And you’re making it hard for me.    It makes sense,  but don’t say I didn’t warn you.     ❜     

- Neil Josten’s Drag of the Century, Chapter 6, The Raven King