october is diabolical (i feel u bro đ.)
anyways this definitely makes up for the obscure amount of time that took this is yummy it fed me good lord. estĂĄ es una de las mejores cosas que he leĂdo, DIOS MIOS tu talento estĂĄ mĂĄs allĂĄ de este mundođđ
Hey can you do one for Alejandro Balde where he's childhood best friends with reader. Some angst where other girls seem to come into the picture with his fame but he finds out how Y/N feels and reassures her!
alejandro balde x childhood bsf!fem!reader
sy: you become painfully overwhelmed by how your childhood bsf becomes swarmed and smitten with his own fangirls, as you become increasingly scared to admit your love.
a/n: this has terribly been in my drafts since oct and im actually ashamed for leaving it so long. i hope this makes up for it though <3
warnings: not really tbf.
the sky hung low with a suffocating greyness, and the wind nipped at your skin as you lingered on the outskirts of the pitch.
heâd asked you to be here.
you bounced on the heels of your feet, your fingers nervously etching across the leather purse in your grasp, scratching at the silk. you felt out of place, like you didnât belong here, but then againâhe asked you to be here.
the laughter reached you first, light and airy, floating across the pitch like the first taunt of a fight you couldnât win.
there he was. alejandroâswirled up in the centre of a foreign crowd. instead, lavishing with women in head to toe with glam. their eyes sparkled with admiration, their voices like birdsongs when they exclaimed out his name.
that smile; the same one you knew like the back of your hand.
but him? he only basked in it. basked in the attention that he received, oblivious to the way it shredded you, piece by pieceâleaving raw edges where your heart used to be whole.
the boy who once made pinky promises in the glow of streetlights, who used to scold you for crying over scraped knees and share his dreams with the kind of quiet fervor that only children possessâhe felt so far away now.
fame clung to him like a second skin, and you werenât sure youâd ever be able to peel it back and find the alejandro you knew.
âthis is so stupid,â you curse yourself silently, your eyes magnate down to your shoes. let this be the last time you let yourself be humiliated.
you fumble with the watch on your wrist, clocking down the minutes that had you foolishly stood here, waiting. twenty-nine minutes.
it was pointless in waiting here still; you werenât going to watch the clock tick to thirty as your self respect was slipping.
âhey,â balde called out, jogging to catch up to you, âyour leaving so soon?â
when you didnât turn around, he stopped you in your tracks by kneading his hand into your shoulder blade to prevent you from moving.
âalright party pooper, whatâs with the rush? do you not wanna talk to me tonight or something?â he laughed, that same, familiar sense of humour creeping through in every worse moment.
with his help, you spun round, and instantly locked with his eyes. âwhatâs with the pout chica? im here, now, talk to me.â
âwhatâs there to talk about ale?â you inquire, brushing his hand from your shoulder. âyou asked me to be here.â
âand you came,â alejandro pointed out with a grin, as if that alone made it better. âso i was thinking, if you wanted to stop by tonight.â
the way he said it, like he hadnât just spent the last half hour entertaining other women whilst you stood around like an idiot.
you wanted to say yes. you wanted to just forget the hurt and walk away with him. but after tonight, after feeling like an insignificant background character, you didnât have the strength to go.
âiâm just not feeling it today,â you whispered, avoiding eye contact. âsorry.â
âcâmon,â giving you playful jabs to your arm, âwhatâs the gloom? when do you ever reject me?â
there was a pause of silence. before you sighed, locking your hands behind your back. âitâs nothing.â
his grin faltered, his eyes examining your body language. ânada, no, seeânow i know your lying.â
âjust let it go ale.â you said, stepping back.
his teasing dropped almost instantly. âyour upset? mad? definitely not happy,â he muttered the final words under his breath. ânervous?â
you grumble, crossing your arms. âseriously?â
he tilted his head slightly, examining your face carefully. âare you on your perioâ?â
âno balde!â you finally snapped, which made his head instantly recoil back up. you couldnât keep the anger from breaking through, even if you tried. âare you not aware of what youâve just done?â
his expression stays blank, and if anything, he looks more shocked at your outburst than he does concerned. and that, more than anything, made the fire in you burn hotter.
âso your gonna stand there, mute, and act oblivious?!â you eventually screech, having no regard for who was listening. âas you always do i expect.â
âquĂ© i donâtââ
âno you never do. do you ale?â you spit, as he pushes you into a more secluded area underneath the tunnel; away from prying eyes.
âlook,â he sighs softly, âcan you explain it to me rather than screaming in my face?â
âyou dont deserve my explanation,â you mutter, feeling the sting of tears at the brim of your eyes.
your throat burned, the fury dissolving, leaving only a raw, aching pain in its wake. if you didnât leave now, it would only make you cry, and you couldnât let that happen.
not after defending yourself so promptly.
you turned away again, ready to walk off before you lost whatever shred of dignity you had left. but ale was too quick, wrapping his hand around you wrist before you had the chance.
âwhy do you keep pushing me away?â aleâs voice dropped an octave low, almost shameful. âim just trying to help you.â
with a slow twist back around, you met his gaze with an expression he could quite decipher.
the conflict of hurt and frustration clear in your eyes made his grip tighten, feeling the desperation in his fingers.
âmaybe i donât need your help!â you exclaim, the contradicting nature between his words and actions making your eyes burn. ânot now.â
âwhat do you mean not now?â
âisnât it clear?â you shake your head, âcan you really not see it⊠how i truly feel?â
âhow you feel? no i didnât even recogââ
you scoffed, pulling your wrist away. âexactly.â
balde exhaled through his nose, raking his fingers through his hair. âwhatâs this about huh? you could of just told me you didnât wanna come over y/n.â
âits not that,â you huff, staring at your shoes.
âthen what is it?â alejandro crouches slightly to look at your face, bringing his thumb under your chin.
when you didnât reply to him, he carried on.
âplease, whatever it is, i would rather us talk it out than you hating me for something iâve done.â and this time, his tone carried sincerity.
not like before, where it was all light and jovial, like he thought everything was just a joke. but instead, something that said he truly cared.
biting the inside of your cheek, you tried to keep your composure. âyou spent thirty minutes surrounded by them..â
the guilt in his eyes were immediate; the footballers shoulders dropped in regret.
â..and i stood there like a fool, waiting for you.â
you shuffled your feet against the concrete, finally bringing up the courage to look him in the eyes. âi didnât have to come.â
âi know,â he repliedâweak.
the words echoed in the tranquil air, closing in on you both as neither of you had the fight to say anything.
âi messed up,â he finally admitted, swallowing the lump in his throat. âi shouldâve been with you. i shouldâve seen you standing there.â
almost as a reflex, you squeezed your eyes shut in hopes to savour this moment if it wasnât real. you wanted to trust that it was real.
âhey, im being serious y/n. for the first time ever.â
your lips parted in protest, your heart racing at the proximity as he pressed his forehead against yours.
the closeness, the way his breath fanned over your skinâit was everything youâd spent years yearning for, but never daring to confront.
âtrust me when i say this,â he pulled back, brushing a stray hair from your face, âi donât want anybody else.â
you gulped thickly, his words playing strings with your heart. why did he wait for so long to say it?
âyou say that now,â you whisper, defeated. âbut what about tomorrow? or even weeks from now, when your surrounded by them?â
his brows furrowed, eyes dark with something unreadable. then, as if making a decision right then and there, he took your hands in his.
âthere wonât be a next time,â he promised, his thumbs tracing soft circles over your skin. âi donât care about them, nor the attention, the cameras, the noiseâit all means nothing without you.â
the words hit you harder than you expected, knocking the air from your lungs.
âi love you, nena. not them. not this life. you.â
your lips trembled, he was already pulling you in, pressing a lingering kiss against your forehead.
âi know i donât deserve an answer right now,â he murmured against your skin. âbut let me prove it to you, okay?â
a shuddered breath left you, your fingers gripping the front of his jacket as if letting go would mean losing him again.
âÂżme dejarĂĄs?â (will you let me?)
you didnât know what the future would hold, but for now, in this moment, you needed to let go of the fear. to let yourself trust him, fully.
âyeah,â you nodded, falling into the urge to rest your chin on his shoulderâyour resolve finally melting.
balde chuckled, relaxedly. âthat means you forgive me right?â
âi donât know, your on a test for the rest of this week.â you hummed mockingly, although really, it wasnât too bad of an idea.
alejandro shook his head disbelievingly, but deep down, he was just relieved that he had his best friend back, or even after thisâsomething more than just friends.
the scrape on your knee had been healed, the wounds of the past, and he was the one who healed it.
MY FAVE WRITOR đđ i love this and everything you do babe youâre amazing đđ
could u do a hector fort x reader where heâs at training and during the break, one of his teammates show him multiple social media posts uploaded by his mom of her and his gf of 2-years having a girls day without him knowing prior. the whole team is teasing him and saying how locked in they are and heâs just so happy asf saying thatâs wifey and stuff like that xx
hector fort x fem!reader
sy: hectorâs mood had been low all day, from your absent messages for hours. what he doesnât know though, is your date with his mother was what you were up to.
a/n: this was a little crammed into my schedule to write, so im really sorry if itâs a lil stiff but ty for the req đ§Ą(ifykyk @n0vazsq)
warnings: nope!
the ciutat esportiva was electric, barça players scattered out amongst the pitch, immersed within a full spectrum of excersise and activities.
hector was completing goal warmups, firing past numerous balls beyond inaki. nearby, cubarsĂ and lamine were atop a cooler box, following every movement hector made.
âhe looks sorta angry doesnât he?â lamine nodded over, grabbing pauâs attention. âi wonder whatâs up with him.â
âdid you not hear what he was talking to balde and ansu about? his girl hadnât messaged him this morning.â pau noted in all solemnity.
âwhat?â lamine grinned, âare you serious? de ninguna manera.â
âim serious.â pau scoffed, shaking his head. âheâs crazy over that girl.â
lamine let out an exasperated sigh, watching as hansi blew out his whistle to signal the first water break of the morning.
hector kept his head low, strutting past the two guys in a seemingly rushed hurry. his eyes were locked onto the ramp to the lockers, as lamine and pau instantly followed his footsteps.
their cleats were in a rhythmic motion, the clicks bouncing from the concrete walls onto the otherwise silent hallway. hectorâs movements had stopped at this point, an eerie silence lingering.
âhey hermano?â lamine called out, his voice echoing off the bricks. they meet face with the locker room, sighting hectorâs figure silhouetted in the dim light. he sat on the bench below his locker, head in hands.
his curls were messy and crumbled, his jersey clinging to his sweat-drenched bodyâhis toned abs on display.
âwhy are you in here man? your bottles outside.â pau walked on closer, gently swatting his head.
hector let past a low murmur, tugging his shirt over his head. lamine frowned, taking a seat next to him.
âwhatâs the matter with you amigo? you donât seem yourself today.â he further pressed, as they exchanged a knowing look.
âim alright, just tired.â he grumbled. it probably would of been believable if his voice wasnât so threaded with tension.
âey, the usual im tired gimmick,â pau teased but tone firm. âseriously hector, what is it?â
as hector was about to retaliate, a follow-up echo of shoes clacked against the floor, revealing a wide-eyed gavi, pedri, casado and olmo.
âcoach has been looking everywhere for you three!â dani exclaimed, flailing his arms. âwhy are you all in here?â
pedri sighed in relief whilst muttering a small, âi told you so,â to gavi who didnât seem to hear.
âask him that,â lamine gestured to hector, inviting the four players near. the group drew closer, with raised brows and curious expressions upon hectorâs uncharacteristic gloom.
âwe saw you with that dopey look on your face earlier,â gavi tried to lighten the somber mood, grinning. âwipe that glare off man.â
hector didnât comment, he just kept his gaze onto his lap where he was fidgeting with his jersey.
casado huffed, trying to bring reassurance. âitâs not personal H, sheâs just busy with your mom.â
the words rolled off his tongue simultaneously, though by the look on hectors face, he immediately regretted it.
âsheâs what?â hector abruptly stood up, voice rising and laced with confusion.
âuh, yeah, sheâs been with your mom all morning.â the spaniard mumbled, stepping back ever so subtly.
âhow do you know?â hector advanced onto him, his face now inches apart from marcâs. hectorâs jaw tightened, the muscles in his cheek twitching.
âoh si.. she posted it on instagram,â he gulped, the colour drained from his face. âearlier.â
hectorâs glare intensified, his chest rising and falling rapidly. âmy question is, why do you follow her?â he interrogated.
âno reason.. i follow everybody.â he said weakly, hurriedly shoving his phone into his pocket.
hectors eyes narrowed, the type of look that made marc shift uncomfortably. as though he was about to burst, pau quickly intervened, slinging his arm over his shoulder. âdonât worry hermano, he followed my sister and her friends who heâs never even met before.â
marc let out a sigh of relief, dropping his tense shoulders. a few of the boys snickered, poking fun at casado for his internet obsession.
pau continued, slowly steering hectorâs attention away, âand get this, he liked so many of her posts that her boyfriend had to step in.â pau proceeded laughing, causing casado cheeks to blush.
âey! i was admiring her aesthetic!â marc tried to defend, though that never really stopped the rest of them making fun of him.
âcanât you do that with your own sister? i donât blame irene for blocking you!â pedri clapped his back.
âwhat? irene blocked you?â lamine doubled over laughing, clutching his stomach for air. âno way!â
âokay whatever whatever, show me again.â hector interrupted the guysâ gig, motioning for gaviâs phone.
pablo protested, although dani elllbowed him into submission. reluctantly, he pulled up the post on his phone, as hector took it from his hands.
hector flicked through the numerous posts, images of you and his mother laughing, posing, and seemingly drunk off merriment.
they featured everything from coffee dates and endearingly charming selfies, to affectionate boasts about your latest matching nail sets together.
each photo possessed a natural setting, no forced chemistry, no pre-practised techniques or no false smiles. hector couldnât shake the swell of his heart that was multiplying with each swipe, his grin only growing wider.
the simplicity of all of the candid shots, brought an unwavering, flustering emotion over himâhis earlier frustration melted away. who knew that all he needed was a few coupled images of the two women he loved most in this world, to cure his dishevels.
âlook at that smile on his face,â lamine teased. âheâs so happy, itâs disgusting.â
âsee the way heâs invested in them,â gavi added, him and pedri similarly leaning into eachother by snickering. âheâs completely gone.â
âsheâs got you hooked man,â dani commented, also grinning ear to ear.
laughter filled the room again, but this time, hector joined in. he ran a hand through his hair, with pabloâs phone still in hand, gazing fondly at the screen.
âat least we now know who really runs your life,â pedri qipped finally.
âsheâs worth it though, they both are,â he said simply, the sincerity in his voice silencing any further teasing.
the others nodded, their teasing softening into gentle ribbing. âof course she is,â marc stated. âjust donât let her forget it.â
hector chuckled, his heart now infinitely lighter than it had been all morning and his mind no longer foggy. âbelieve me, i wonât.â
Hi! I'm going crazy after that Juventus vs. PSV match. Could you write something where the reader comforts Yildiz after this terrible game? He gave his all, even though he was put in during the final minutes, and his teammates seemed a bit slow.
summary:: kenan is frustrated after juventusâ tough loss against psv, feeling like he didnât do enough despite giving his all in the final minutes. youâre there to comfort him, reminding him of his worth beyond a single match and offering the quiet support he needs. sometimes, being held is all it takes to ease the weight of disappointment.
warnings:: not really but itâs a bit angsty / comfort & mentions of self doubt.
writers note:: i saw this and instantly started writing loooord i love ts, anyways thatâs so real bc i accidentally caught my reaction on camera and i was deadass going insane, anyways enjoy this fic as always!
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; lmk if u wanna be added
the locker room was silent, the kind of silence that pressed against your eardrums and made your chest feel heavy. even through the walls, the muffled cheers of the psv fans outside the stadium stung. juventus had lost.
you stood outside the playersâ tunnel, waiting. you had seen it all, how kenan was put in late, how he tried, sprinted, fought, but his teammates felt a step behind. and now, after all that effort, defeat still clung to the air like a storm cloud.
the moment he stepped out, your heart ached. his head was down, damp hair falling over his forehead, shoulders slumped under the weight of frustration. he hadnât even taken off his jersey yet, the fabric still clinging to him from sweat and exhaustion.
âkenan.â your voice was soft, but it was enough to make him look up. his eyes, usually filled with that spark of determination, were dull.
he let out a heavy sigh, raking a hand through his curls before walking over to you. âthat was terrible,â he muttered. âi barely got any minutes, and even when i did⊠it felt like no one was on the same page.â
you reached for his hand, fingers wrapping around his, grounding him. âyou did everything you could.â
his jaw clenched, and he pulled you into a quiet corner of the hallway, away from the noise of staff and players moving past. his grip tightened slightly, frustration evident in every part of him. âbut it wasn't enough,â he murmured. âi wanted to change the game. i wanted to..â he exhaled sharply. âi shouldâve done more.â
âkenan,â you whispered, reaching up to brush the damp strands of hair away from his forehead. âyou barely got time to make an impact. and still, you played with your heart, you tried. i saw it. everyone watching saw it.â
his eyes met yours, searching, like he was trying to believe your words but struggling to let go of his own self-criticism. âit just.. it hurts,â he admitted, voice barely above a whisper. âi hate feeling like this. like no matter what i do, it's not enough.â
you cupped his face gently, thumbs tracing slow circles against his skin. âyou are enough,â you said firmly. âone match doesn't change that. one loss doesn't erase all the talent, all the passion you bring to the game.â
he leaned into your touch, eyes slipping shut for a moment as if he was letting himself believe you, letting your warmth seep into the cracks frustration had left behind.
âi justâŠâ he sighed again, but this time, his shoulders relaxed slightly. âi need to get better. i need to work harder.â
âyou will,â you assured him. âbut not tonight. tonight, you need to breathe. to rest. to let go, just a little.â
a small, exhausted chuckle left his lips as he shook his head. âyou always know what to say, don't you?â
âthatâs because i know you,â you said, squeezing his hand. âand i know that no matter what, you'll come back stronger. you always do.â
he exhaled, and then, without warning, he pulled you into his arms, burying his face into the crook of your neck. his embrace was tight, desperate, like he needed you to hold him together. you wrapped your arms around him just as firmly, fingers tracing soothing patterns along his back.
âi'm proud of you,â you whispered into his shoulder. ânot just for what you did tonight, but for the player, and person, you are.â
kenan didnât say anything for a while. he just held you, grounding himself in your presence, letting the frustration slowly melt away. when he finally pulled back, there was still disappointment in his eyes, but there was something softer there too, something like hope.
âcome on,â you said with a small smile. âletâs go home.â
and for the first time that night, he nodded without hesitation, lacing his fingers through yours as you walked away from the echoes of the match, into the quiet comfort of each other.
joao felix getting w neymars ex is the weirdest link up ever?? bro iâd never expect joao to b w sm1 that neymar got with in 2014.. as long as heâs happy!! gabriella lenzi, you better not be the new magui
hiya!! could you write something for jamal Musiala about how you two being out and about in london, itâs a relatively warm spring day, youâre wearing a midi red polka dot dress, some docs paired with your miu miu ivy bag with cute charms on and jamal was wearing green baggy carhartt cargos, a black graphic tshirt, his go to black Nike cortez and a surpreme cap. Youâre both wearing your matching jewelry (rosequartz bracelet) . His arm never leaves your waist, youâre snuggled into each other while walking and laughing about silly stuff your talking about or seeing on the street. You then go in for a kiss but his cap is in the way so he puts it on backwards, looking even more handsome, something about that backward cap is doing something to you, you quite frankly canât stop staring and kissing him. in the middle of one kiss youâre getting interrupted by fans who want to take a picture, kindly accepting their request. You both have swollen and red lips from kissing and the most love sick smiles on your faces. Paparazzi and the internet goes crazy over you two.
Thank you :)
⊠- london days.
summary:: req says enough
warnings:: none.
writers notes:: idek what to say atp bro but itâs a cute concept i love it & also idk what happened but this didnât save so this is rushed now
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp
the sun was shining brightly in london, a soft warmth filling the air as you strolled down the busy streets, hand in hand with jamal. it was one of those rare spring days where the warmth made everything feel light and easy. you couldnât have asked for a better day.
you were both in your element, laughing, joking around, and just enjoying each otherâs company. your red midi polka dot dress flowed gently around your legs as you walked, paired with your docs that added a little edge to your otherwise soft look. your miu miu ivy bag with its cute little charms swung lightly with every step. jamal, as always, looked effortlessly good. he was wearing his green baggy carhartt cargos, a black graphic t-shirt, and his usual black nike cortez. his supreme cap sat snugly on his head, completing the look.
but what made it all better was the way his arm never left your waist, how close he kept you, the way he pulled you into him like it was second nature. it was easy, familiar, like the most natural thing in the world.
âyou know,â jamal said, a laugh in his voice, âi swear that guy just tried to sell me a âlimited editionâ air max for 500 pounds. i told him they werenât even realâ
you burst out laughing at the way he imitated the vendor, shaking your head. âyouâre too nice, jamal. if i were you, i wouldâve asked for a discountâ
âhey,â he grinned, pulling you a little closer, âiâve got a reputation to keep up. wouldnât want to look too gullibleâ
you snorted, âright, right, so instead, youâre just gullible in a different way, got itâ
he nudged you with his shoulder, his smile still wide. he made everything feel easy, like nothing in the world could go wrong as long as you were together.
as you turned a corner, the moment felt perfect. the streets of london were busy, but none of it really mattered. you were so wrapped up in each other, the rest of the world just faded into the background.
without thinking, you reached up to kiss him, but his cap got in the way, pressing against your forehead. he laughed, pulling back just enough to flip it backwards in one quick motion.
and something about that made you stop.
he somehow looked even better like this. the way the cap sat on his head, the effortless confidence in the way he adjusted it, your heart skipped a beat.
without thinking, you kissed him again, your hands finding their way to his face as he smiled against your lips. he kissed you back just as eagerly, his hands resting on your waist, holding you there like he never wanted to let go.
but then, just as you were completely lost in him, voices interrupted the moment.
âexcuse me, could we take a picture with you two?â
you pulled away, cheeks warm, lips slightly swollen. jamal looked at you, his expression just as dazed as yours, before turning to the fans with a grin.
âof courseâ
they quickly snapped a few pictures, giggling and thanking you both. you tried to compose yourself, smoothing down your dress, though you could still feel the ghost of jamalâs lips on yours.
âthanks for being so nice,â one of them said, smiling as they walked away.
as soon as they were gone, you looked up at jamal. his lips were still a little red from kissing you, and his cheeks had a faint flush. he looked at you like you were the only person in the world.
âyou okay?â you teased, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead.
he grinned, eyes soft. âyeah. just⊠getting used to this whole public couple thingâ
you laughed, but you both knew it was true. the internet and paparazzi had already caught onto you two, and the pictures were probably spreading like wildfire. people loved the way you two looked together, how natural and real it seemed.
but none of that mattered. all that mattered was the way he was still holding onto you, how he wasnât letting go.
you kept walking, still laughing, still holding each other close. the spring day had just gotten a whole lot better.
hi hello! do you write for kieran tierney? if you donât feel free to ignore this. but if you do can i please request a one shot where theyâre talking about the fact that kieranâs moving to celtic at the end of the season and if theyâre at a place in their relationship where the reader would move with him and itâs all angsty? hurt/comfort maybe? have a great day!
summary:: moving on is hard, especially when youâre expected to pick everything up and move. not everything goes to plan and life is the best example of that.
warnings:: i donât think soâŠ
writers notes:: never did i expect to be writing for him but ykw heck yeah đ. anyways i love writing angst itâs my element i fear, others may disagree but i love it sm
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp
the apartment felt quieter than usual. the soft hum of the city outside and the distant buzz of your phone were the only sounds that kept you grounded as you stared out of the window. it had been a long day, and all you wanted was some peace. but that wasnât going to happen anytime soon.
kieranâs voice broke through the silence, though it was quieter than usual, almost uncertain. âi think iâm really going to go for it. celtic. end of the season.â
the words hung in the air, thick with unspoken tension.
you didnât turn to face him immediately, afraid that if you did, youâd betray the way your stomach had twisted in response. you felt the air grow heavy with the weight of his decision. he hadnât exactly asked you what you thought, but you didnât need him to. you both knew what this meant.
celtic was his home. heâd always spoken of them fondly, of the pride in representing the club that had raised him, that had seen him grow into the man he was today. and now, after everything, after all the time apart, after the struggles, the ups and downs, it was finally happening.
the move.
your heart ached at the thought.
you swallowed hard, trying to steady your voice. âitâs... itâs a good opportunity, kieran. for you.â
it sounded almost dismissive, even to your own ears, but you couldnât make yourself say anything else. because the truth was, a part of you was afraid. afraid that this was the moment that everything would change. that maybe you werenât ready to let go of what you had here. or that, perhaps, you werenât ready to follow him into this new chapter of his life.
kieran didnât respond right away, and you finally turned to face him. he was sitting at the kitchen counter, his eyes fixed on his phone. his shoulders were tense, but his face, his face was the same as always. the face that had smiled at you in countless photos, that had comforted you when things felt rough, that had been the one constant in your life for so long.
but now, it was a mask. a mask you werenât sure you could break through.
âyou donât seem happy,â he said softly, his eyes lifting to meet yours.
you took a shaky breath, the lump in your throat growing with every second. âof course iâm happy for you. itâs celtic. itâs everything youâve worked for. but... but what about us?â
the words spilled out of you before you could stop them. you didnât want to be selfish, but you couldnât help it. his dream was becoming a reality, and you... you didnât know where you fit into that anymore.
âwhat about us, kieran?â you repeated, your voice trembling. âare we at a place where... where i should follow you? can we keep doing this long-distance thing? or is this the end?â
the question hung between you, thick with all the unsaid words that had built up over the past few months. youâd both been busy, so busy, between his commitments, your own, that the time together had become sparse. and with this looming decision, with the inevitability of his move to celtic, you couldnât ignore it anymore.
kieran was silent, his gaze falling away from yours. âi didnât want to put that pressure on you,â he said quietly. âi donât want to make you feel like you have to come with me.â
âbut iâm not sure iâm ready to leave everything behind,â you confessed, your voice cracking. âiâve built my life here, kieran. my job. my friends. i canât just pick everything up and go.â
his eyes softened, and he stood up from the counter, walking over to you slowly, carefully. when he reached you, he cupped your face in his hands, his thumbs brushing away the few stray tears that had fallen.
âi didnât mean to make you feel that way,â he murmured. âiâm not asking you to leave everything behind for me. but youâre part of my future. thatâs not something i can just... walk away from.â
you blinked up at him, trying to process the gravity of his words. you wanted to believe him. you wanted to believe that you could make it work, that love could conquer distance, could conquer time.
but it wasnât that easy. not when you were being pulled in different directions, your own future uncertain.
âand what if this doesnât work out, kieran?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper. âwhat if you go to celtic, and things change? what if we change?â
he closed his eyes for a moment, as if the weight of your question was too much to bear. then, with a slow breath, he replied, âi donât have the answers. i donât know what the future holds. all i know is that i want you in it. i want us in it. but i canât ask you to follow me if youâre not ready.â
the silence that followed was deafening. you wanted to reach out to him, to hold him, to reassure him that you didnât want to lose him. but you also needed to be sure of yourself. you needed to know that you were making the right choice, for both of you.
âkieran...â you started, but the words caught in your throat.
he kissed your forehead gently, and you melted into him, allowing yourself the brief comfort of his touch. âwhatever you decide, iâm not going anywhere,â he whispered. âbut iâm here for the long haul, and i need you to know that.â
you closed your eyes, allowing yourself to feel the warmth of his words, even if they didnât fully ease the uncertainty in your heart. for a moment, you allowed yourself to lean into him, to breathe in the scent of him, to just be with him. you werenât ready to make a decision, but you didnât want to let go of what you had, either.
the future was uncertain, but in this moment, you had each other. and maybe that was enough to keep you going.
for now.
Warnings- FLUFF, Christmas love, puppy lovers only
âJoĂŁo! Wake up!â You yelled, jumping up and down on yours and your boyfriendâs shared bed. âHuh? Wha-â Before he could finish his sentence, you kissed him. âMorning, baby. Itâs Christmas.â He smiled and nodded âI have something for you⊠I think youâll like.â Your smile widens to a grin, jumping off of the bed, âLead the way!â He chuckled and got out of bed, throwing a shirt on and fixing his hair. âLetâs go.â He grabbed your hand, leading you through the silent house into the living room. âSee that box?â There was a big box with a big, red bow. âYeah?â He smiled and nudged you towards the tree, âOpen it.â You giggled and walked over to the tree, looking back at JoĂŁo before crouching down and slowly unwrapping the bow around the box. You slowly lifted the lid, revealing a golden, small figure. It jumped out of the box, thatâs when you realized- âITâS A PUPPY!â He laughed and nodded, smiling so bright and sitting on the couch. âJoĂŁo! You got me a puppy?!â You exclaimed, petting the puppy on your lap. âA golden retriever.â He said, sitting on the floor next to you, âYou like it?â You nodded in response, kissing his cheek. âYour too sweet.â He chuckled and brushed some hair out of your face, âOnly for you, amore.â He sighed, placing a kiss on your forehead. âI love you.â You said, holding his face. âI love you too. You make Christmas so much more better.â And that was THE best Christmas that you two ever had. You, JoĂŁo, and your new baby.
hmmm so i lowk want sleepy franco, bc i had a dream abt him last night no joke. let's see. okay. we're on a plane, his like travel director guy? idk what he's called, but he books the wrong ticket so franco has to sit in economy class (horror) and he's all grumpy and tired and his curls are peeking thru his hoodie (HEHE) idk if you wanna make us a fan of him or not, i truly don't care ill read it anyway, and then drumroll please, TURBULENCE, and we hold hands and end up talking and then fall in love mwah
warnings:: cussing.
writers notes:: IM SORRY IF YOU SPEAK SPANISH AND UNDERSTAND THE TITLE đ„. if you get the reference then you get it but if u donât then itâs bc he said it on team radio đ.
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp @cherryloveshs ; lmk if u wanna be added
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youâre already exhausted when you get to the gate. the kind of tired that settles behind your eyes and makes everything feel just a little bit blurry. itâs a late flight, barely-full, and youâre silently thanking the universe for that as you scan your boarding pass.
economy. window seat. quiet.
until he walks in.
itâs subtle at first. just a little wave of tension that passes through the gate area like a ripple, the way it always does when someone vaguely famous walks into a space not meant for them. people donât scream or swarm, but you hear the hushed whispers, the occasional, poorly-hidden phone snap. and then you see him.
franco.
hood up. head down. dragging a carry-on with one hand and a coffee in the other like it might be the only thing keeping him awake.
he looks like he was just pulled out of sleep and shoved into an airport. grey hoodie. black joggers. a duffel slung lazily over one shoulder. and his curls, god, his curls, are peeking out from under the fabric like theyâre trying to escape. messy and soft and unfairly pretty.
you try not to stare.
he looks grumpy. not mean, not rude, just tired in the way only someone who was promised comfort but got chaos instead can be. he stops by the flight attendant, glances down at his phone, then mutters something in spanish you donât catch but feel in your soul. itâs giving: âhow did i end up here?â
you turn back to your book, pretending youâre not watching him weave down the aisle, scanning seat numbers, getting closer and closer until
he stops. right beside you.
your row.
he double checks his pass. stares at the seat. stares at you. then groans, barely audible, and sinks down into the seat next to yours like it personally offended him.
âla concha de mi madre⊠wasnât supposed to be here,â he mumbles, more to himself than you.
you donât say anything at first. you just glance sideways, taking in the way his knees hit the seat in front of him. heâs clearly too tall for this. he exhales sharply through his nose and tilts his head back, letting it thud softly against the wall.
ârough night?â you ask gently.
he peeks one eye open.
âtravel guy booked the wrong class. sâposed to be business.â he sounds like heâs explaining a grave injustice. and honestly, to him, maybe it is.
you bite back a laugh. âand now youâre slumming it with the rest of us.â
he looks at you properly now. eyes sharp despite how sleepy he is. âyou make it sound like iâm gonna die in here.â
âyou might,â you tease. âdepends how dramatic you get.â
he cracks a smile, small, sleepy, but real, and pulls his hoodie tighter around him. then itâs quiet again. the kind of quiet that fills a plane before takeoff: muted announcements, seatbelt clicks, the soft shuffle of passengers settling in.
you go back to your book. or try to. itâs hard to focus when an f1 driver is breathing softly beside you, head tilted toward the window, lashes brushing his cheekbones, hands folded loosely over his stomach.
he looks peaceful like that. tired, yes, but soft in a way you didnât expect. like heâs finally stopped fighting the chaos and just let himself be still.
youâre almost asleep yourself when it happens.
the plane jerks. a sudden lurch. not violent, but sharp enough to pull you from the edge of sleep and snap your heart into alert.
your hand flinches toward the armrest, gripping it tight.
and then another bump, this one stronger. someone across the aisle lets out a small yelp.
your stomach twists.
and then
warm fingers slip over yours.
itâs so casual, so easy, like heâs done this before. his hand is big, firm, grounding. he doesnât say anything, doesnât even open his eyes, but the pressure of his palm against yours is enough to slow your breath just a little.
âjust turbulence,â he murmurs, voice low, raspy with sleep. âhappens all the time.â
you donât know why you believe him. maybe because he sounds so calm. maybe because your hand fits stupidly well in his. or maybe because, deep down, part of you likes that this stranger, this famous, hoodie-wearing, grumpy stranger, is the one keeping you steady.
when the turbulence fades, you think heâll pull away.
he doesnât.
you glance over. his eyes are open now, just barely, looking at your joined hands with an unreadable expression.
âyou donât have to keep holding it,â you say quietly.
he shrugs, thumb brushing against your skin. âyou looked scared.â
you donât answer. just look away, heart thudding a little too loud in your chest.
after a beat, he shifts in his seat, turning slightly toward you.
âiâm franco, by the way.â
you blink. not because you didnât know. but because it feels strange, intimate, for him to offer it like that.
ây/n,â you say back, voice softer than before.
he nods once. âpretty name.â
you smile, small and a little shy. and for the first time, you notice how close you are. how your knees almost touch. how your fingers are still tangled like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
somewhere over the clouds, in a cramped economy seat beside a boy who was never supposed to be here, something starts.
itâs quiet. unexpected. but itâs there.
and neither of you let go.
you land just after sunrise.
the light filters through the little oval window in soft streaks of gold and peach, brushing over francoâs curls as he stretches beside you with a sleepy groan. his hoodieâs slipped a little down his shoulder, revealing a white t-shirt and a glimpse of collarbone, and you donât mean to stare, but also, maybe you do.
âhowâd you sleep?â he asks, voice gravelly and barely awake.
you smile. ânot much.â
âsame.â
you both sit there for a second, still tangled in the strange bubble that formed somewhere midair. he shifts, glancing down at your hands, still close, not quite touching anymore, but close enough to feel the leftover warmth. his fingers twitch like maybe he wants to reach back.
you beat him to it, brushing your pinky against his.
he looks over, and heâs smiling.
âyou hungry?â he asks, suddenly casual. like you didnât just hold hands for three hours in silence. like you didnât fall asleep with your shoulder brushing his in the middle of the sky.
you blink. âwhat?â
he rubs the back of his neck, curls wild now, sticking out in soft little tufts. âthereâs this cafĂ© i always go to when i fly through here. their croissants are insane. i can⊠show you?â
your heart does something stupid.
âyeah,â you say, voice softer than you mean it to be. âsure. croissants sound good.â
you gather your things. he waits for you. and as you walk off the plane, into the cool, early morning quiet of the airport, something about it feels like a movie. the way your suitcases roll in sync. the way his hoodie sleeve brushes your arm every few steps. the way people glance over, eyes widening slightly, not because of you, but because of him.
he doesnât seem to notice. or care. heâs too busy walking beside you like itâs the most normal thing in the world.
âso,â you say, just to fill the silence, âdid your travel guy get fired yet?â
he snorts. âheâs on very thin ice.â
you laugh, and he grins, bright and sleepy and a little crooked.
the café is tucked in a quiet corner of the terminal. tiny tables. warm lights. the smell of espresso thick in the air.
he orders two croissants and two coffees like heâs done it a hundred times before.
âyou bring all your turbulence buddies here?â you tease as you settle into a table by the window.
he smirks. ânah. just the brave ones who hold my hand mid-air.â
you roll your eyes, but your cheeks are warm.
the coffee is good. the croissant is better. and the company, well, thatâs the best part.
you talk. about little things. stupid things. favorite movies. airport horror stories. he tells you about the time his luggage got sent to a completely different continent. you tell him about the time you missed a flight because you fell asleep at the gate. he laughs, really laughs, and you catch yourself watching the way his face lights up, the way his eyes crinkle, the soft edges of his tired smile.
youâre both halfway through your second coffee when his phone buzzes. he glances at it, then groans.
âmy rideâs here.â
you nod, trying not to look disappointed.
he stands slowly, stretching again, hoodie riding up just a little, and then looks at you like heâs not quite sure what to do.
you break the silence first.
âit was nice flying with you.â
he huffs a laugh. âyeah. it was.â
you expect him to walk away. just wave, say bye, disappear into the crowd.
instead, he hesitates. looks at you like heâs debating something.
then
âcan i see you again?â
you blink. âwhat?â
he runs a hand through his curls. âi mean⊠if you want. i know it was just a weird flight and some turbulence and coffee, butâŠâ he shrugs, like he canât quite explain it. âi liked this. i liked you.â
your heart stumbles.
âyeah,â you say, quiet but sure. âiâd like that too.â
he grins. pulls out his phone. you exchange numbers, fingers brushing as he hands it back.
âdonât ghost me,â he says, teasing.
you smirk. âonly if your travel guy doesnât mess it up again.â
he laughs again, starts to walk backward toward the exit, still facing you.
âsee you soon, turbulence girl.â
and then heâs gone.
but your phone buzzes thirty seconds later.
franco: next time iâm booking us both business class. just saying.
you grin.
yeah. youâll see him again.
it starts with texts.
a few here and there. late at night. early morning. sleepy updates and little inside jokes. a photo of his breakfast one day. a screenshot of your playlist the next. nothing dramatic. nothing loud.
just a slow, easy kind of beginning.
and then one day, he sends you a message that says:
âare you free this friday? i owe you dinner. and business class. but weâll start with dinner.â
you say yes.
and thatâs how you end up outside a small restaurant tucked between quiet streets, heart thudding in your chest as you spot him leaning against the wall, hoodie up, curls peeking out just like that first night.
but this time, he looks up and smiles as soon as he sees you.
âyou came,â he says, stepping forward, pulling the hood down.
âyou asked,â you reply.
he holds the door open for you, and itâs something about the way he looks at you, like heâs been waiting to see you again since the second you left, that makes your stomach do something ridiculous.
the restaurant is small. warm. dim lighting and quiet music. you sit across from him, nervous at first, picking at the edge of your napkin.
but heâs soft. all soft.
asking how your week was. telling you how trainingâs been. joking about how heâs still haunted by the flight. and you both laugh, really laugh, like itâs been forever since something felt this easy.
somewhere between dinner and dessert, the conversation shifts.
youâre talking about the places you want to visit. the little corners of the world that live on your bucket list. heâs leaning in, chin resting in his hand, eyes never leaving you.
âso what youâre saying,â he murmurs, âis that youâd need a travel buddy.â
you raise a brow. âyou offering?â
he smiles slow. âi already know how you handle turbulence.â
you toss a sugar packet at him. he catches it.
and when the night ends, and youâre outside again in the cool air, he walks you to your car without saying much.
just before you open the door, he stops.
âcan iââ he rubs the back of his neck, like heâs nervous now. âi wanna see you again.â
you tilt your head. âanother flight?â
he chuckles. âhopefully without economy class.â
you step closer. your hands graze.
âiâd like that,â you say.
and this time, this time when he leans in, itâs not your hands that touch first. itâs his forehead resting lightly against yours. soft, sweet. the kind of almost-kiss that says everything without rushing it.
his voice is barely a whisper.
âgoodnight, y/n.â
and you smile, feeling weightless.
âgoodnight, franco.â
you fall asleep on facetime the first time it happens.
youâre both in bed, screens glowing in the dark, him in a hoodie again, hood up, hair a little messy from running his hand through it too much. youâre curled beneath a blanket, barely lit by your lamp, yawning as he tells you something dumb one of his teammates said in the locker room.
youâre not sure when you drift off, only that when you open your eyes again, the call is still going.
his camera is angled up now, like he fell asleep too. his face half-buried in a pillow, breathing slow. the little rectangle on your screen shows the soft rise and fall of his chest, a peek of his collarbone, the edge of his hoodie slipping down one shoulder.
you watch him for a moment.
just⊠watch.
something tugs at your heart. soft and sure.
you end the call before your screen dies, and sleep comes easier after that.
the next morning, he texts you:
âslept better than i have in weeks. you?â
you type:
âsame. weird.â
he sends a photo. his pillow, a bit messy. the corner of his hoodie in the frame.
âblaming you. donât leave next time.â
and you want to tell him you wonât. that youâll stay on the line until the sun rises if thatâs what he wants. but you just reply:
âno promises.â
he calls you that night too.
and the one after that.
the first kiss comes later.
not during a date. not at dinner. not even with music or city lights or anything remotely romantic.
itâs raining.
you werenât supposed to see him. just dropped by his place to return something, a hoodie you stole without realizing. but he opens the door and grins like he hasnât seen you in weeks instead of days.
âyouâre wet,â he says, brushing a hand over your shoulder.
âyeah, well, the weatherâs rude.â
youâre about to hand him the hoodie when he steps back and says, âcome in. or youâll catch something.â
and you do.
you sit on the edge of his couch, water dripping from your sleeves. he disappears for a second, returns with a towel and a mug of something warm. tea. maybe. youâre not sure. youâre too busy watching the way his lashes stick together from the rain. the way his hoodie is half-zipped, revealing the curve of his throat.
he crouches in front of you, drying your hands first.
âyou didnât have to,â you murmur.
he shrugs. but his hands linger.
âyouâre kind of important,â he says, soft. like itâs not a big deal.
you look at him. really look.
his curls are damp. his eyes are tired but bright. his thumb is brushing along the back of your hand like he doesnât want to stop touching you.
and you lean in first.
not much. just a little. but enough.
his breath catches, and he moves with you. quiet. slow. no rush.
his lips find yours like theyâve been waiting.
just the softest pressure. the rain still pattering outside. his hand resting against your jaw, thumb grazing your cheek like you might disappear if he doesnât hold you right.
when you pull back, he stays close.
forehead to yours.
âfinally,â he whispers.
and you smile.
epilogue::
heâs already seated when you get there.
hood up. headphones around his neck. hoodie sleeves bunched up on his forearms. curls peeking out messily. the most him heâs ever looked.
you stop in the aisle for a second, grinning.
âyouâre in the window seat?â you tease.
he peeks up at you with that sleepy half-smile, eyes already warm.
âwanted to watch the clouds. but iâll trade if you want it.â
you shake your head and slide into the seat beside him. ânah. wanna lean on you.â
he makes a soft sound, half a chuckle, half a breath, and reaches for your hand almost immediately. itâs instinct, at this point. the way his fingers find yours without looking. the way his thumb brushes over your knuckles like he needs to remind himself youâre here. his.
you tuck your bag away, get comfortable, rest your head on his shoulder as the plane starts taxiing.
âremember our first flight?â you mumble.
he hums. âeconomy class. tragic.â
you laugh, sleepily. âyou were grumpy.â
âyou held my hand during turbulence.â
âyou fell in love.â
he turns his head a little, presses his lips to your hair.
âyeah,â he says softly. âi did.â
you close your eyes, smile against his hoodie.
thereâs no rush. no uncertainty. no almosts anymore. just his hand in yours, the hum of the engine, and the quiet thud of your hearts keeping time.
somewhere in the sky, between time zones and cloudlines, he whispers:
âiâd sit in economy again if it meant meeting you.â
you donât open your eyes. you just squeeze his hand and whisper back:
âgood thing you donât have to.â
and he smiles, forehead resting against yours, while the plane lifts into the sky.
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