SOOOO YK WHO IT IS BBG BUTT maybe like jude x reader where shes an influencer for adidas and her and jude have to do a COLLAB FOr the brand and stuff i trust ur imagination❤️❤️
summary:: you’re a famous influencer who’s been paired up with jude for adidas pr.
warnings:: none!
writers note:: i love this hello? i love you babe this is such a yummy request i love writing this!! 😍 also i’ve clocked that i write sm in my writers note so uhm anywho this is my first jude fic so i hope my jude girlies like it!! btw this is my first time trying this style of writing ig so tell me if it’s good xx
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You never minded the fast paced world of being an influencer. You’d built your brand around effortless style and relatable charm, snagging deals with top-tier companies like Adidas. Campaigns like this were nothing new to you - until Jude entered the picture.
He was charming, no doubt. Tall, confident, and with a way of making everyone in the room laugh, he had that kind of natural magnetism that couldn’t be taught. From the moment he walked into the studio, you felt the shift in the air.
But it wasn’t just his presence that threw you off, it was how easy he made everything look, even while you were secretly trying not to embarrass yourself.
You both stood under the spotlight for your first set of shots. The creative director had explained the vibe they were going for: young, edgy, and fun. This meant capturing moments of banter, mock rivalry, and flirtation.
‘I’m not used to being outshined,’ you muttered to Jude as the photographer adjusted their camera.
He leaned down slightly, just enough to meet your gaze. ‘Don’t worry, I’ll let you win this one.’
The nerve of him.
‘Alright, Jude, throw your arm around her shoulder,’ the photographer instructed.
You felt the weight of his arm drape across you, his hand resting lightly on your shoulder. The warmth of his skin through the fabric of your hoodie was distracting; almost too distracting.
‘Now laugh, like he just said something funny,’ the photographer added.
Jude didn’t miss a beat. ‘I didn’t realize fake laughing was part of your influencer requirements,’ he teased under his breath.
You tilted your head back and laughed anyway, your genuine amusement mixing with the forced effort.
The real chaos started after the shoot. Adidas had planned a tiktok segment where you and Jude would compete in challenges to promote the campaign.
The first challenge was simple: a lip-sync duet to a viral audio clip. Jude was awful at keeping up, missing half the words and breaking into laughter when he saw your exaggerated expressions.
‘Do you even know how tiktok works?’ you asked, barely able to hold back your laughter.
‘Not really,’ he admitted, grinning. ‘I’m more of a football guy, remember?’
‘Clearly. Let me handle this part.’
But when it came to the second challenge, a reaction test where you had to slap each other’s hands before the other could dodge - Jude’s reflexes as a professional athlete completely ruined your chances.
‘You’re impossible,’ you huffed, swatting at him as he casually held his hands just out of reach.
‘Don’t hate the player,’ he replied, his grin widening.
By the time the day ended, you were sitting on the studio’s couch, scrolling through some of the footage on your phone. Jude plopped down beside you, his body radiating warmth even in the air-conditioned room.
‘Let me see,’ he said, leaning over your shoulder.
You tilted the phone so he could watch the clips. The two of you looked so natural together, laughing, teasing, and bantering like you’d known each other for years instead of hours.
‘This one’s my favourite,’ he said, pointing at a video where you’d accidentally tripped over a cord mid shoot. Instead of falling, Jude had caught you with an arm around your waist, and the moment had turned into a perfectly awkward laugh caught on camera.
‘Yeah, that’s real ‘effortless cool,’ you said sarcastically.
He leaned back, his smirk softening into something more sincere. ‘You’re good at this. Like, really good. It’s not just the cameras. You’ve got... presence.’
You turned to him, surprised by the compliment. ‘Thanks, Jude. You’re not bad yourself, you know. For a footballer.’
As you both walked out of the studio, Jude fell into step beside you. The evening air was cool, the streets of the city buzzing with life.
‘You hungry?’ he asked casually, hands shoved into the pockets of his hoodie.
You glanced up at him, caught off guard. ‘Are you asking me to dinner?’
‘Maybe,’ he replied, that boyish grin creeping onto his face. ‘Unless you’re too busy for a post shoot celebration.’
You pretended to consider it. ‘Depends. Is this dinner part of the campaign, or is this just you trying to get to know me better?’
He laughed, shaking his head. ‘Off the record. No cameras, no Adidas logos. Just you and me.’
You hesitated for a moment before smiling. ‘Alright, Jude. You’ve got yourself a deal.’
The restaurant Jude chose wasn’t flashy, which surprised you. No cameras, no fancy decor, just a tucked away little spot that smelled like garlic and freshly baked bread. It was soft, warm, and nothing like the high-energy day you’d just had.
‘This is unexpected,’ you said, sliding into the booth opposite him.
‘What? Did you think I’d take you to some five-star rooftop spot?’ He smiled, setting his phone facedown on the table. ‘Not my style.’
‘I don’t know, you football types always seem... I don’t know, extra?’
Jude leaned back, one arm draped casually over the booth. ‘I’m not exactly your average footballer. But you already knew that.’
You laughed, shaking your head. ‘Alright, I’ll give you that. You’re different.’
The waiter appeared, and you both ordered, Jude insisting you get the house special because ‘it’s the only reason I come here.’ Once the waiter disappeared, there was a brief silence, the kind that could’ve been awkward if Jude wasn’t so effortlessly comfortable.
‘So, do you always nonchalantly get your way through shoots like that?’ you teased, resting your chin on your hand.
His eyebrows shot up. ‘Nonchalance? That’s what you call it?’
‘What else would I call it?’
‘Survival,’ he said with a laugh. ‘You don’t understand, I’m used to kicking a ball around, not posing and trying to look cool.’
‘Well, you pulled it off,’ you admitted. ‘Even if you were hopeless at TikTok.’
‘Hopeless?’ He leaned forward, grinning. ‘You’re crazy, you know that?’
‘Just honest,’ you said, matching his energy.
The banter flowed as naturally as it had on set, but there was something more intimate about it now. Without the cameras and the crew, Jude wasn’t just the Adidas poster boy or the football sensation, he was Jude, the guy who couldn’t stop making you laugh.
As you left the restaurant, you didn’t notice the group of fans across the street until one of them shouted his name.
‘Jude! Over here!’
You glanced at him, expecting him to be annoyed, but instead, he smiled and waved, walking over to sign autographs and take a few pictures. You hung back, not wanting to steal his moment, but one of the fans pointed at you.
‘Is that your girlfriend?’
Your cheeks burned, and before you could even respond, Jude turned to you with a smirk. ‘What do you think? Should we let them guess?’
You rolled your eyes, trying to play it cool. ‘Let’s not start rumors on a Wednesday night.’
The fans laughed, but your heart raced as Jude returned to your side, his hand brushing against yours.
‘Sorry about that,’ he said once you were out of earshot.
‘Does that happen a lot?’
‘All the time,’ he admitted. ‘You get used to it. But I guess that’s your world too, huh? Fans, cameras, people watching your every move?’
‘It’s... different,’ you said honestly. ‘I mean, I don’t have people yelling my name on the street, but yeah, there’s pressure to always be ‘on.’’
He nodded, his expression softening. ‘Yeah, I get that.’
You woke up the next day to your phone buzzing non-stop. Half-asleep, you grabbed it off your nightstand and squinted at the screen.
Your notifications were flooded.
FootyUpdates: ‘Jude Bellingham spotted at dinner with influencer yourusername last night 👀 Fans are already shipping it!’
AdidasOfficial: ‘Name a more iconic duo than JudeBellingham and yourusername. We’ll wait.’
yourfanacc: ‘Wait, are Jude and Y/N a THING?!? They look so cute together!!!’
You groaned, scrolling through the dozens of comments, edits, and conspiracy theories. One clip in particular was gaining traction, a TikTok of you and Jude laughing during the campaign shoot, set to a romantic song.
Your phone buzzed again.
Jude: morning darling. you seen the chaos yet?
You laughed, typing back.
oh, you mean the part where we’re trending? yeahhh, just saw it.
think adidas planned this?
wouldn’t put it past them
There was a pause before his next message came through.
Jude: you alright with it?
You hesitated. The attention was overwhelming, sure, but there was something exciting about it too.
mhm, as long as you’re ok being shipped w me?
Jude: could be worse. you’re kinda hard not to like.
The buzz from the campaign only grew, and Adidas wasted no time capitalizing on it. Within a week, you and Jude were booked for another event, a live Q&A streamed on Instagram.
‘You ready for this?’ he asked as you both sat down in front of the camera.
‘Not even a little,’ you admitted, adjusting your mic.
The questions started off innocent enough, favorite Adidas pieces, funniest moments from the shoot, but it didn’t take long for fans to steer the conversation toward your ‘chemistry.’
‘So, what’s it like working together?’ one fan asked.
Jude glanced at you, a playful glint in his eye. ‘Terrible. She bullies me non stop.’
You gasped, swatting his arm. ‘That’s a lie! You’re the bully.’
The fans ate it up, the comment section exploding with heart emojis.
As the weeks went on, you and Jude kept crossing paths, for more Adidas campaigns, promotional events, and even the occasional text conversation that drifted into late night time. The more time you spent together, the harder it became to ignore the spark between you.
But with every laugh, every lingering glance, there was always that voice in the back of your head reminding you of the cameras, the fans, and the fact that you were both living in two completely different worlds.
One night, after a particularly long shoot, Jude turned to you as you were packing up your things.
‘Hey,’ he said softly. ‘Can I ask you something?’
‘Of course,’ you replied, pausing.
‘Do you ever... wish things were simpler? Like, no cameras, no pressure. Just normal?’
His question caught you off guard, but you nodded. ‘All the time. Why?’
He hesitated for a moment before giving you a small smile. ‘Just wondering.’
You didn’t push, but the way he looked at you in that moment stayed with you long after you’d gone home.
It was late. You were sitting at a café, hunched over your laptop, trying to get some work done before the next event. The world outside was quiet, the kind of peaceful night that made everything feel suspended in time.
Your phone buzzed again.
Jude: you still up?
You smiled, quickly typing back.
always. got a shoot tomorrow. what’s up?
A few seconds later, his response popped up.
Jude: wanna grab a drink rq?
You hesitated. There was something different about tonight. Jude had been subtly pulling away lately, nothing obvious, just an undercurrent of distance. Maybe it was the pressure of the campaign, the media frenzy, or maybe he was just being careful not to blur the lines between your professional relationship and whatever else might be brewing.
But the truth was, you’d been feeling the same thing. The moments you spent together were becoming harder to ignore. Every time you caught his eye, or when he touched your shoulder in passing, your heart would skip a beat.
i’d love to.
The bar was quiet, tucked into a side street away from the chaos of the city. It was dimly lit, with soft jazz playing in the background. You both sat at a small table near the window, your drinks untouched as the conversation flowed between easy laughter and deeper silences.
‘I don’t think I’ve ever been this nervous around someone,’ Jude confessed, swirling his drink with a half-smile.
You raised an eyebrow. ‘You? Nervous?’
He nodded, a subtle vulnerability in his gaze that you hadn’t seen before. ‘Yeah. I guess I don’t really know how to... handle this.’
‘Handle what?’ you asked, your voice softening.
‘This.’ He gestured between the two of you. ‘Whatever this is. I mean, you’ve been a part of my life now for what, a few weeks? But every time we’re together, it feels like something... more.’
The words hung in the air, and you felt your breath catch in your throat.
You set your drink down and leaned forward, heart pounding. ‘Jude, I get it.’
His eyes flicked to yours, searching for the sincerity behind your words.
‘You get what?’
You took a deep breath, feeling the weight of the moment. ‘The pressure. The cameras, the fans, this whole world we live in. But I think... I think I’ve been avoiding this whatever this is between us, because it’s too complicated. I don’t know how to work it either.’
There was a long pause before Jude finally spoke, his voice low and steady. ‘I don’t want to keep pretending like it’s nothing. Like this isn’t affecting me. Because it is. Every time I see you, every time we talk, I can’t help but feel like I’m falling for you.’
Your heart hammered in your chest. ‘Jude, I...’
But before you could finish, he leaned in, his hand brushing against yours on the table. His touch was light but electric, sending a shiver up your spine.
‘I don’t want to fight this anymore,’ he whispered, his eyes locked on yours. ‘I don’t want to pretend that I don’t want this. I want you.’
The tension between you both was insane. You could feel the weight of his words, and something inside you clicked. It was as if the floodgates had opened, and you finally understood that all the moments of hesitation, the awkwardness, and the teasing had been building up to this one point.
Slowly, carefully, you leaned forward, closing the space between you. The kiss was gentle at first, almost tentative, like you both were unsure, testing the waters. But then Jude’s hand cupped the back of your neck, pulling you in closer, and everything about that moment felt right.
Your heart raced as you kissed him deeper, the world around you fading away. There was no camera, no pressure, no fans, just you and him, two people who had been dancing around this moment for far too long.
When you finally pulled back, breathless, Jude rested his forehead against yours. ‘I’ve wanted to do that for so long,’ he murmured.
You smiled, a little breathless yourself. ‘Me too.’
He laughed, that familiar spark returning to his eyes. ‘Guess it was worth the wait, huh?’
You nodded, still caught in the whirlwind of emotions. ‘Worth it.’
There was a comfortable silence as you both sat back in your seats, the world outside still unaware of what had just shifted between you.
But in that moment, it didn’t matter. You’d crossed a line, one that couldn’t be uncrossed. Whatever happened next, you both knew it wouldn’t be easy. The cameras, the fans, the expectations, they’d all be there. But for the first time in weeks, you felt certain of one thing: you wanted this.
And maybe, just maybe, he did too.
The next day, you and Jude had to face reality. The media frenzy about your ‘relationship’ reached new heights, with every tabloid, Instagram post, and fan account speculating on what the kiss meant.
But for once, it didn’t faze you. You were sitting next to him, the two of you quietly sipping coffee in the hotel lobby, exchanging glances and small smiles like you hadn’t just turned your world upside down.
‘You know they’re gonna talk about this for days, right?’ you said, half-amused.
Jude chuckled, reaching for your hand under the table. ‘Let them. We’ve got something real, even if they don’t get it.’
‘I’m okay with that.’ You squeezed his hand gently, the connection between you undeniable.
And maybe that was the point. No matter what the world thought, you and Jude had found something real in the chaos. Something that couldn’t be captured by a camera, something just for the two of you.
And for the first time in a long time, you felt free.
HELLLO TIS I
okay so no.1 the theme ate SO HARD??? im drooling and i am on my KNEES
anyhow here to req a joao fic !!
so like what if reader is a ballerina or figure skater and she obvs comes home with like cuts and bruises from training and comps and stuff and basically joao makes thee BIGGEST fuss over it
like it can be treated with time but no. that man will bring a whole medic bag to treat the TINIEST cut and will overreact to every single injury she has !
this is so shitty but i requested this to someone else *uhm uhm evelina uhm uhm* and she has NOT written it yet so i'm frolicking here
you can ignore this if you want bc the idea is shit but yeah idk i js wanted to req something
BYEYEYYE HAVE A GOOD DAY / NIGHT AND ILYYYYY <33
MWAHHHH
summary:: well there isn’t much to summarise bro 💔.
warnings:: none?
writers notes:: first and foremost i love this req and im tryna make my fics longer but idk how to drag it on yk? but i think if somewhat figured it out! ALSO EVE I MANAGED TO DO IT BEFORE YOU 👅👅👅👅👅👅👅.
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp @universefcb
joão swore he almost had a heart attack the first time he saw them.
the tiny, angry red cuts littering your feet and ankles, some fading into soft pink scars, others fresh from your last competition. you had always told him ballet was tough, that it wasn’t just twirling around in pretty dresses, but nothing could have prepared him for this.
you were sitting on the couch, legs stretched over his lap, casually scrolling through your phone like nothing was wrong. meanwhile, he was staring at your feet like they had personally offended him.
‘what the hell is this?’ he blurted out, his fingers hovering over one particularly deep cut near your ankle.
you glanced at him, unfazed. ‘what’s what?’
‘this,’ he practically whined, gesturing wildly at your feet. ‘why do you look like you’ve been fighting for your life?’
you snorted. ‘joão, relax. they’re just cuts from my pointe shoes. they’ll heal.’
‘heal?’ he repeated, horrified. ‘how long have they been like this?’
you shrugged. ‘i don’t know. it happens all the time.’
his jaw dropped. ‘all the time?’
you sighed, putting your phone down. ‘it’s normal, babe. every ballerina deals with it. my feet just need time to recover between competitions.’
joão wasn’t hearing any of it.
‘this isn’t normal. this is self-destruction. why didn’t you tell me?’
‘because i knew you’d react like this.’
he scoffed. ‘of course i’m reacting like this! you’re literally injured and acting like it’s nothing.’
you groaned, throwing your head back against the couch. ‘joão, they’re fine. it’s not like i broke something. they’ll be healed in a few days.’
but he was already shaking his head, carefully lifting your foot to examine it closer.
‘you should’ve told me,’ he muttered, brows furrowed in concern.
‘what would you have done?’ you teased. ‘wrap me in bubble wrap?’
he didn’t answer, which told you exactly what you needed to know.
you laughed, cupping his cheek. ‘you’re ridiculous, you know that?’
‘you’re the ridiculous one,’ he shot back, still frowning at your feet. ‘how can you just ignore pain like this?’
‘because i have to. it comes with the sport.’
he sighed, rubbing a hand down his face.
‘so what, you just suffer in silence?’
you bit your lip. ‘i wouldn’t call it suffering. it’s just part of the process. like how you play with bruises or minor sprains sometimes.’
joão blinked, then scowled. ‘not the same thing.’
‘it’s literally the same thing.’
he huffed, still clearly displeased.
‘okay, but do you at least take care of them? like, properly?’
you hesitated for half a second, and that was all the answer he needed.
‘you don’t, do you?’ he accused.
‘joão—’
‘unbelievable.’
before you could stop him, he was already up, marching toward the bathroom.
you sighed, knowing exactly what was coming.
he returned moments later with a first-aid kit, a determined look on his face.
‘babe, really?’ you groaned.
‘yes, really. you clearly need someone to take care of you since you won’t do it yourself.’
you rolled your eyes but let him take your foot in his hands. he was surprisingly gentle, his fingers light as he dabbed at the cuts with antiseptic wipes.
he paused when you flinched, looking up at you with wide eyes.
‘does it hurt?’
‘not really.’
his glare told you he didn’t believe you, but he didn’t argue. instead, he carefully applied ointment to each cut, blowing softly on your skin like it would somehow make the sting go away.
you watched him work, your chest tightening.
‘you really don’t have to do this,’ you whispered.
he glanced up, his gaze softening. ‘i want to.’
you smiled, threading your fingers through his hair.
‘you’re a little dramatic, you know that?’
he snorted. ‘yeah? well, you’re a little reckless, so i guess we balance each other out.’
you laughed, letting him finish bandaging your feet.
when he was done, he pressed a kiss to each foot before meeting your gaze.
‘no more competitions for a while, right?’
‘not for a few weeks.’
‘good. because i’m making sure you actually rest this time.’
‘yes, doctor félix,’ you teased.
he smirked. ‘damn right.’
he pulled you into his lap, arms wrapping around you like he needed to keep you safe from the world.
you sighed, relaxing into him.
maybe having someone fuss over you wasn’t so bad after all.
but joão wasn’t done.
for the next two days, he treated you like you were made of glass. he wouldn’t let you walk barefoot around the apartment, claiming the floors were ‘too rough.’ he brought you socks, ice packs, pillows, anything he thought might help, even though you insisted you were fine.
‘joão, i can literally walk perfectly. i danced on these feet last week,’ you reminded him.
he scoffed, tossing you another pillow. ‘yeah, and look where that got you.’
‘oh my god.’
he followed you around, ready to catch you at the slightest sign of discomfort. if you so much as winced, he was at your side in seconds.
‘are you okay?’
‘joão, i stubbed my toe.’
‘that’s how it starts!’
you groaned, shoving his face away.
but as much as he annoyed you, you knew it came from love.
late at night, when you were curled up in bed, he would trace the scars on your ankles with gentle fingers, his touch barely there.
‘you work so hard,’ he murmured against your skin.
‘so do you.’
‘yeah, but i don’t bleed for it.’
you turned in his arms, brushing your lips over his.
‘this is what i love, joão, and i know you hate seeing me hurt, but it’s part of what makes me strong.’
he exhaled, pulling you even closer. ‘i just wish i could take the pain for you.’
you smiled, tucking your head under his chin.
‘you already do, in your own way.’
he kissed the top of your head, whispering, ‘always.’
and for the first time in a long time, you didn’t feel like you had to carry the weight alone.
request: lewis hamilton black and white headers
credits to lewstappn, like/reblog if you save or use and please don't repost
joao felix getting w neymars ex is the weirdest link up ever?? bro i’d never expect joao to b w sm1 that neymar got with in 2014.. as long as he’s happy!! gabriella lenzi, you better not be the new magui
I feel like if you openly support a team in the league you are president of, then you should not be the fucking president of said league
Hiii!! I need a bit of angst with Jude, something where he and the reader break up because he expects her to put his career first. But she also wants to have a solid career, make a name for herself, and be someone in her own right. He wants her to be like the other footballers' wives, but she isn’t that kind of person, she doesn’t have that availability, nor would she give up everything she worked for to live that way. This ends up hurting him, and he can’t understand why she wouldn’t do that for him. You can end it however you want, I honestly can’t imagine a proper ending.
Your writing is incredible, you manage to turn everything into something amazing. 🫶🏼
summary:: you’re jude’s girlfriend and want to pursue a career of your own but he’s holding you back.
warnings:: angst, no happy ending / no ending? (you guys can make up the ending or i can make a part 2 idk?)
writers note:: this is one of the fics where i finished writing and i verbally had to say ‘oh.’ yeah jude is a cunt in this! and thank u for the lovely message at the bottom i love you all sm! 🤍
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; lmk if u wanna be added or removed !
you stood in the middle of the living room, arms crossed tightly over your chest, your heart pounding so hard it almost drowned out jude’s voice. almost.
‘so that’s it then?’ he scoffed, running a frustrated hand through his curls. ‘you’re choosing your job over me?’
your jaw clenched. ‘no, jude. i’m choosing myself.’
his face twisted, like he couldn’t understand why those two things weren’t the same. like he couldn’t fathom a world where you wouldn’t mold yourself around his life, his schedule, his needs.
‘every other footballer’s girlfriend—’
‘don’t.’ your voice was sharp, cutting through the thick air between you. ‘i’m not them. i never was.’
he let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. ‘right. you’re not. because they support their boyfriends, they’re there for them.’
‘you think i don’t support you?’ you snapped, the hurt lacing your voice making him falter for just a second. ‘jude, i have given you everything. my time, my patience, my love. but i won’t give up my dreams for you.’
his jaw tightened, frustration rolling off him in waves. ‘but why not? why can’t you just—’
‘because i’ve worked too damn hard for this!’ you cut him off, voice shaking. ‘do you know how much i’ve sacrificed to get where i am? how many nights i spent studying, how many hours i put in to prove i belong in my field? and you want me to just throw that away so i can follow you around, be at your beck and call?’
he exhaled harshly, looking away as if that would make your words hurt less.
‘it’s not like that,’ he muttered, but even he didn’t sound convinced.
you swallowed the lump in your throat, blinking away the sting behind your eyes. ‘it is, jude. you want me to be someone i’m not. and that’s not fair.’
silence stretched between you, heavy and suffocating. his hands curled into fists at his sides, his lips pressed into a thin line. you could see the hurt in his eyes, the frustration, the love, because there was still love. that was the worst part.
but love wasn’t always enough.
you took a deep breath, forcing yourself to steady your voice. ‘i love you. but i won’t lose myself for you.’
his shoulders dropped, and for the first time, you saw the truth settle in his eyes. that this was it. that he was losing you.
and yet, he didn’t stop you when you turned around, grabbed your bag, and walked out the door.
maybe he finally understood.
or maybe he just didn’t know how to fight for you without asking you to lose yourself in the process.
kenan yildiz fic?🫶🏼 part 2 of the recent mbyy
summary:: your boyfriend is so distant to the point you’re convinced he doesn’t care
warnings:: NO HAPPY ENDING.
writers note:: i’m sorry for disappearing but mocks are the death of me! anyways sorry this took so long 😔😔.
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; lmk if u wanna be added!
You wish he would just say it.
That he doesn’t care. That this never meant anything. That you could leave and he wouldn’t even blink.
Because maybe then it wouldn’t hurt so much.
Instead, Kenan just stands there, hands in his pockets, watching you with that same unreadable expression. Like he knows what you’re thinking. Like he knows you’re trying to convince yourself that walking away is the right thing to do.
Maybe it is.
‘I can’t keep doing this,’ you say, voice quieter than you want it to be.
Kenan exhales, running a hand through his hair. ‘So don’t.’
Your stomach twists. That’s it? No argument, no apologies, just those two words, thrown out like they don’t matter. Like you don’t matter.
You shake your head, forcing a bitter laugh. ‘You make it look so easy.’
His jaw clenches, but he doesn’t say anything.
And maybe that’s the real problem.
Because you’ve spent so much time trying to read between the lines, waiting for something, anything, to prove that he feels this the way you do. But all you ever get is silence.
You take a shaky breath. ‘I changed for you, you know. Cut off pieces of myself just to fit into whatever space you had left.’
Kenan flinches. It’s subtle, barely there, but you catch it.
For the first time, you wonder if maybe he does care. If maybe this is hard for him, too. But even if it is, it’s not enough.
It never is.
So you force yourself to step back, ignoring the way your chest aches. ‘I won’t do it anymore.’
He stays quiet.
And this time, you don’t wait for an answer. You turn and leave, without looking back.
౨ৎ ─ summary | pretty self explanator once again, hector hard launches you!!!! yayaya! this was requested -> hard launch with hector fort pls🙏🏻"
─ warnings | very short!!!!!! joao/magui slander (i'm sorry king i love u, #justice4joao), marc/hector bromance, SO MUCH HUMOUR LIKE IDK IF ITS FUNNY OR NOT, but i giggled writing it so... pretty much nothing else but cuteness
─ ev's notes | i love hector sm, this was so fun to make!!!!!!!!
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I’ve read your hector fort headcanons and I thought the canon with him being trained to take pictures of reader was really cute!!
Maybe a fic based around that? Thank you
hector fort x fem!reader
sy: with nobody else available, but in desperate need, you suffice in letting your seriously inexperienced boyfriend snap pictures of you, who claims to be an expert.
a/n: IM FINALLY GETTING THROUGH THE REQS so thanks for ur patience ! (let’s ignore how this is a reupload btw)
warnings: noope.
“hector, no. you have to do it like this,” a sigh escaped your lips as you approached him, fixing his hands so he could hold the camera correctly. “and don't forget the right lighting.”
it was that time of year again—your annual spring beach shoot, a tradition as essential as the first mango sorbet of the season.
the sundress you wore, white and airy, clung to every curve of your body, as the soft tropical wind kissed your skin. the beach was alive with a harmony of the afternoon waves and distant laughter but right now, it was just you, a camera and your boyfriend who swore he knew what he was doing.
hector tilted his head, an easy smile grazing his lips. “you know it's impossible to get a bad picture of you.”
your boyfriend reached out, his palm resting on the lower part of your back to guide you closer to him, a laugh bubbling from your throat. “flattery isn't going to make you a better photographer, hector.”
“maybe not, but it doesn’t hurt.” he said with all seriousness, his hazel eyes catching the sunlight.
his fingers lingered for a second, tracing the edge of your dress where it cut out an oval on your back, just enough for you to feel the soft pressure.
you fought to keep your focus, nudging his arm lightly before stepping back into position. “just take the picture, would you?”
you stepped back onto the warm shoreline, your hands tangling up into your hair as the wind hit them, whilst your bare feet sunk into the damp sand.
the sunset turned the ocean into a molten gold backdrop—if only you prayed your self proclaimed expert photographer could capture it right.
but of course, hector was taking forever.
you shifted your gaze to him, just in time to catch him peeking over the lens—not even trying to hide the fact he was staring.
“what? do i have something on my face?” you lift up your hand, smearing it across your cheek.
“no just—” he shrugged, changing the focus.
hector pursed his lips into a thin line, like he wanted to say something else but instead lifted the camera again, adjusting the angle like you’d shown him. but you could still see the hesitation in his eyes. “what if i mess it up?”
“then i'll make you take a hundred more until you get it right,” you teased. “we’ve already tried it.”
he chuckled, finally snapping a few pictures. “i think that's just an excuse to spend more time with me.”
you scoffed, but the way your lips twitched betrayed you. “just show me the pictures, romeo.”
the brunette lowered the digital camera as you peered around his shoulder. your eyes scanned over the screen, scrolling through the shots. to your surprise, some were… worthy.
“okay, not terrible,” you admitted, tilting the camera slightly. “this one's actually kinda cute.”
the spaniard took great pride from your acknowledgment, as he turned his head around to you, with a small indignant grin. “see? told you it's impossible to get a bad picture of you.”
“you're so cheesy, you know? how did i let you come along with me?” you replied with flushed cheeks.
“but you’re the one still standing here,” he mused, his lips brushing the top of your head in a tender kiss. it was quick—almost like a habit—but it made your heart flutter nonetheless. “which means you secretly love it. but mostly me.”
you huffed, shoving the device back into his hands. “just don't mess up next time.”
“whatever you say, bonita.”
hector adjusted the shot again, taking his time—way too much time. he squinted at the screen like he was composing some masterpiece, his tongue peeking out in full concentration before finally pressing the shutter.
“you know, overthinking it won't magically make you better.” you pointed out and let your stance relax.
he glanced up with a cocky sneer. “oh, but natural talent will.”
you rolled your eyes. “bold of you to assume you have that.”
he ignored the insult, stepping closer and flipping the screen around. “alright, go ahead. tell me this one isn't perfect.”
you looked at the screen, tilting your head. okay, maybe it was decent. the angle wasn’t awful, the lighting was actually flattering and—fine—you didn’t look like you'd just rolled out of bed.
you hummed, pretending to consider. “it's… fine.”
hector scoffed, placing a hand on his chest like you’d just deeply offended him. “fine? this is art.”
you bit back a smile. “if by ‘art,’ you mean ‘passable at best,’ then sure.”
“your so stubborn,” he grinned, shaking his head, “you just don't wanna admit i'm getting good. better than berta, even.”
“when you do get good, i'll let you know,” you countered, taking the camera from him. “until then, we keep practicing.”
he let out a dramatic sigh, running a hand through his hair. “if i didn’t know any better, i'd think you just like bossing me around.”
“and if you were any smarter, you’d stop complaining and start paying attention.” you taunted, setting your hands on your hips for the next shot.
hector zoomed in further using the camera again, the faded sunlight painting him saffron as he aimed the lens.
“oh, don’t worry, amor,” he murmured, the smirk never leaving his lips. “i’m paying very, very close attention.”
MAN GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER LOCK IN ITS BEEN 4 MINS AND WE ALREADY CONCEDED A GOAL TF ?? WHO IS LEGANES . WE WERE A SEXTUPLE WINNING CLUB LIKE 15 YEARS AGO AND WE’RE LOOSING TO A CLUB THATS 15TH IN THE TABLE LOCK TF IN 😭😭 . okay that’s my rant over 🙅♀️🙅♀️
Hi! Sorry to bother you
Can i ask for one of joao were reader helps him to forget about his ex but later she founds out They are still talking from time to time but Its actually no how she thinks? Like angst with reader being totally insecure but with happy ending
Thank you!!
summary:: he said he was over her. u believed him, until u saw her name light up his phone. you tried not to care. but it’s hard to love someone who still lives in their past. you just wanted to be chosen. fully. completely. loudly. and in the end… he did.
warnings:: angst?
writers notes:: TIME CAST A SPELL ON ME. BUT YOU WONT FORGET ME? anyways yea
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp @universefcb @mariejuli
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you didn’t ask about her.
not when he first told you there was someone. not when his voice got tight talking about her. not when you noticed the way he paused before answering questions like “how long were you in love with her?”
you just listened. held his hand. let him exist without pressure. because god, you knew what heartbreak looked like, and his had barely scabbed over when you walked in.
you didn’t ask for more than what he could give. just stayed close enough to be steady. never too much. never too loud.
and he started smiling again.
he laughed with you. he kissed you like he meant it. he held you like he didn’t want to let go.
so you told yourself it was real.
even when something in your chest whispered, not quite.
even when his phone would light up with her name late at night and he’d pretend he didn’t see it.
you found out accidentally.
you weren’t snooping. not really. you were just grabbing his charger off his nightstand while he showered, and his phone buzzed, and it was instinct to glance. just a glance.
"hey. i saw your interview. you looked good." from her.
your stomach dropped.
you didn’t open the chat. didn’t need to. your hands were already shaking.
you hadn’t heard her name in months. he hadn’t mentioned her in even longer.
and now… this?
your mind spiraled quietly. you didn’t say anything when he came out of the bathroom, towel slung low on his hips, smile lazy and soft when he saw you. you smiled back.
but it didn’t reach your eyes.
you started noticing more after that.
the way he’d text with his phone tilted away from you. the way he’d get quiet sometimes, scrolling, jaw tense. the way he’d answer a call in the other room and come back like nothing happened.
it could’ve been anyone. but it wasn’t. you knew.
still, you didn’t say a word.
you started pulling away in small ways. cancelling plans. not staying the night. letting his calls go to voicemail. when he noticed, you just said you were tired. busy. nothing’s wrong.
and he believed you.
or maybe he didn’t. maybe he was just waiting for you to say it.
you almost did one night, when he took you to dinner and held your hand the whole time and kissed your forehead and said “i love you” like it was a truth he’d always known.
your heart cracked.
because you wanted to believe him.
but her name still sat in your bones. still itched under your skin. still whispered you’re second best. always were.
you cried that night when he fell asleep beside you, arms around your waist, breath warm on your neck.
silent tears. shaking shoulders.
he didn’t wake up.
you told yourself you were overreacting.
that maybe they were just friends. maybe they talked sometimes and it didn’t mean anything. maybe he’d moved on and you were the one stuck.
but you knew what heartbreak looked like. you knew what grief looked like. and sometimes, you still saw it in his eyes.
like he was still waiting for her shadow to disappear.
and you? you were just holding the light.
you didn’t mean to see it.
again, you weren’t looking.
you were sitting on his couch one rainy afternoon, one of those quiet days where the world feels far away. he was in the kitchen making you tea, hoodie sleeves pushed up, soft music playing from his phone.
it buzzed once.
then again.
your name was on the mug he was holding.
her name was on the screen.
and you looked. again.
"still can’t believe it’s you in the red kit. i always thought you'd wear blue." "you still look good."
your hands curled into fists.
it was always her.
her voice in his phone. her ghost in his ribs. her name on the edge of every silence.
you stood before you could think about it. grabbed your coat. didn’t wait.
you didn’t answer when he called.
not that night. not the next morning. not after the fifth voicemail where his voice got quieter, sadder, more confused.
you couldn’t do it.
you couldn’t be the one he loved when he was lonely. the one who kissed him back while he kept someone else alive in the back of his mind.
you weren’t a substitute. you weren’t a second choice.
you wanted to be the one.
he showed up three days later.
hair a mess, hoodie half-zipped, dark circles under his eyes like he hadn’t slept since you left.
you didn’t open the door at first.
he knocked once. then again.
then softly: ‘please, baby.’
and you opened it. because even though you were angry. even though your chest ached. even though your pride begged you not to—
you still loved him.
and he looked at you like he was afraid you didn’t anymore.
‘why didn’t you tell me you still talk to her?’
his face fell.
he didn’t lie. he didn’t deflect. he just said quietly, ‘because i knew how it would look.’
you didn’t speak.
‘i should’ve told you,’ he said. ‘but i didn’t know how. i didn’t want to hurt you.’
‘but you did.’
he looked down. ‘i know.’
he stepped closer, hands open, not touching.
‘i don’t love her anymore,’ he said.
you blinked.
‘i don’t want her back. she was my past. you—’ he exhaled. ‘you’re my now. my always, if you’ll let me be that.’
‘then why talk to her at all?’
he hesitated. then, gently: ‘because closure’s not always clean. sometimes it lingers. sometimes people try to keep a piece of you even when they shouldn’t.’
‘and you let her?’
his eyes met yours. honest. hurting.
‘i let her talk. but i didn’t answer back in the ways that matter. not anymore. not since you.’
you didn’t say anything for a long time.
the rain tapped on the windows. the silence filled every crack in your chest.
then you whispered, ‘do you still think about her?’
‘not the way i think about you.’
he reached out. touched your hand.
‘when you laugh,’ he said, ‘i don’t think of her. when you fall asleep on my chest, i’m not dreaming of anyone else. when you kiss me, i forget what it felt like to lose before you.’
tears filled your eyes.
‘i never wanted to be a replacement, joão.’
‘you’re not,’ he said, voice breaking. ‘you’re everything i didn’t know i needed.’
you let him hold you after that.
not because it fixed everything.
but because love, real love, is messy. it stumbles. it bleeds. it breaks open and still reaches forward.
and he reached for you.
held you like he’d never let go again.
whispered i’m sorry into your hair a hundred times.
kissed you like he meant forever.
and maybe it wouldn’t always be perfect.
but for the first time, it was real.
and this time, it was yours.