Me and Spencer have shared a bed many times before sure it took a while for us to get used to eachother but dating him was truly the best thing that hapened to me
I looked at his sleeping form next to me he was laying on his stomach his bare back exposed to the soft sunlight that peeked trew the window showing off his soft skin
i pushed a few of his curls from out of his face as i admired his features he looked so much softer in his sleep living without the problems of the world it was quiet rare for him to sleep so calmly nightmares often made him stay up so late living off of his sugary coffee
I gently run my fingers trew his hair and down his jawline not wanting to wake him up but wanting to wake him up from his sleep
Sometimes i wonder if there could be a way on the world where i could truly show him the love ive felt for him since i met him feeling the connection that i knew could never be recreated or relived at least not in this lifetime
He never looked more beutifull to me then this moment truly in a peacefull and relaxed state
As i see him slowly opens his eyes to look at me i cant help but smile at how sweet he was deep brown eyes looking at me with nothing but pure love
I could allready feel my cheeks getting hotter greeting him in a softer whispery voice
-good morning handsome
He mumbles something still not fully awake his voice quiet and deep from sleep
-want some coffee hm love?
He nods as i pushed his hair back a bit to kiss his forehead as he tiredly smiles
Not wanting to leave the beutifull sight of him but getting up to make him some coffee and letting him fully wake up
Edward Nashton x reader
Summary: comforting riddle boy when hes crying+ him feeling guilty thinking he dosent deserves your love
He wanted it so badly.....
Something he craved since the moment his pathetic of a life haves started. Years of guilt and shame builting up in him always begin there in the back of his mind folowing him around like a shadow, constant whispers in his mind playing over and over agin telling him hes not worth it you're just doing it out of pity for him but still....
Still when you showed him a warm smile and ran a hand oh so gently over his cheek he wants to belive you for a second
Just one glarce from you was enough to make him feel like that look was the last thing he ever wanted see as the world colapsed around you too, to feel like a hero taking people out of a corrupted world like this
But will he ever be free from the burden of knowing hes the only savior in a city like gotham? He knew he wasent alone, after all there was his folowers and maybe only maybe there could be you....? But no what if you hate him after he reveals his true twisted nature if you see him for the true monster he is.....
Will you still love him?
Will you still love him if you knew where he came from? Knowing how much of a mess he is inside?
But still its been you and him before he even knew he was him
He walked trew the small shared apartment you two had face hot eyes burning with tears stumbling on everything as he hurried to reach you
You ware sitting on the couch your face twisted in worry as you saw his agitated state
-baby whats wrong?
You asked in a soft voice as he sat down next to you holding back tears trying not to reveal the mess he is
You opened your arms for him but he just hugged you putting his head on your chest as you both layed back on the couch him him ontop of you holding onto your shirt for dear life like you might disapier anything or even worse leave him for somebody better
He burried his face into your chest as he mumbled apologies tears streaming down his face making your shirt wet as he very quietly sobbed in your arms
But you just let him do it as long as he needed as you whispered sweet nothings to him arms around him rubbing on his back
After what felt like hours he looked up at you his crying haves calmed down a bit as you looked at him and kissed his forehead looking at your lover in your arms looking more beutifull then ever
Cheeks red hair messy big green eyes glossy with tears looking like a beutifull angel that fell from heaven right into your arms
And he? He felt like he wanted to die exacly like this
In your arms
thank you for feeding the evan enjoyers đ«¶đ
Ofc i will i am feeding myslef with that too thank you for everyone for the suport yall showed me it feels so good to have people acually like my writing
thereâs something so autistic about the riddler as a character. the frustration of having no one really see you, the need to prove yourself smarter and cleverer than all of them to make up for the fact that you could never fit in with them, the compulsive joy of forcing others to play by your rules, the obsession with truth and answers, the comfort of having your own space where youâre in control, the fear of inadequacy, the isolation and loneliness, the need to be acknowledged in your reality to be satisfied but never able to reach that satisfaction.
This is kinda my theory but ive wanted to hear your opinion on it that maybe the reason why Habit absolutely haves to posses somebody in order to have a physical from is because to more blend in and control people AND because he physically cannot take on his full acually form because the universe that everymanhybrid plays in dosent alowes him to
AHHH THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY âŒïž i like the idea of that theory and have thought about this before! HABIT is a predator, it makes sense that he would blend in with his surroundings to basically get closer to his prey/victims. before HABIT revealed himself in series, he had inhabited evan a few times before and pretended to be him. he used that to trick the others into false security, to lure them closer before eventually striking.
some examples of this i can think of are in the videos "slender man" on the crash621 channel and "Ryan & the SEVENTRIALSOFHABIT" on the main EverymanHYBRID channel.
in "slender man" evan and vinnie/vinny are hanging out together and playing video games. they are both in a happy, comfortable, and presumably safe environment. vin feels safe around evan and doesnt feel the need to worry, but before they actually sat down and started up any games, you see evan talking to "someone" about slenderman and his violent impulses. thats obviously not a good sign!! this someone convinces evan to agree with them, claiming evan (who is irritated he hasnt been able to attack anything) can get a hunt out of it. as the video continues and they hangout together, after a while, the video cuts to just vin playing alone. once he dies in game, "evan" appears from around the corner and stares at the screen. vin, believing it was really evan, approaches him. this is when HABIT attempts to strike, throwing him to the ground and attempting to stab him. luckily for vin, he was able to overpower HABIT and throw him off (which i never see people talk about for some reason? like, thats such a cool detail to me. that proves HABIT isnt as powerful as he makes himself out to be) anyways, HABIT blended in and hid behind evan for a while before he thought it was a good time to reveal himself. he wanted vinnie/vinny to feel false security in hopes of catching him off guard.
in "Ryan & the SEVENTRIALSOFHABIT" theres a scene where "evan" is caught by jeff talking to "himself." you can tell his voice is off, his voice is a little more raspy/growly than normal. thats clearly not evan. jeff doesnt piece that together though, mainly since at the time they were less aware of what HABIT was capable of. "evan" tells whoever he is talking with (im assuming it to be slenderman) "you gotta remember, that whatever i want, I GET. whatever i want. i want their fuckin' blood and i will take it. there aint a GOD damn thing you can do about it." which obviously is out of character for evan. he goes on to say "scare evan, hes just a bitch. not me. i will fuck you up the next chance i get." all of this confuses jeff, especially since this all seems to be coming from his friends mouth. jeff speaks up after a moment and calls out to evan. this causes HABIT to pause, and his tone of voice immediately switches back from raspy and growly to evans usual tone, a more friendly tone. he puts the act back on, acting nice and saying, "hey man, how you doing? i didnt see you there. i was just talking out loud." making an obvious excuse in hopes to not scare jeff off as he got up to approach him, knife in hand. jeff could sense this wasnt normal and something about it was dangerous, so he turned around and ran away before HABIT got any closer.
moving onto the topic of his his true form, while i do like the idea of him not being able to use that form in the universe EverymanHYBRID takes place in, it also just makes sense that he would choose not to use it. i mean, lets look at the actors drawing of HABITs true form:
this doesnt exactly look like a creature you would see out roaming around in your backyard everyday. im not sure what color he canonically is, but going off of all the fanon concepts ive seen, no natural wolf-like creatures has purple fur. they also dont have spider legs coming from their backs. again, HABIT is a predator. hes supposed to blend in, not stick out. his appearance is threatening, and to get closer to people, he needs to be NOT appear threatening. he needs to trick them into feeling safe and secure. he needs them to not yet know he is there. not until he is ready.
ANYWAYS LONG RAMBLE OVER đ i showed my best friend this ask and discussed it with them a bit, so heres a silly screenshot from that
Warnings: Habit begin himself, mention of torture
A/n: here is part 2 since i cant stop thinking about that fucker and i could not find any puple and blue picture to put here so its just blue
He whines a lot about the human stuff you have to do especially when you go to sleep because you cant pay attention to him while you arent awake
And will most likely stare at you in your sleep but not for too long because after a while he will realize you wont be waking up soon and just gets bored
If hes not away killing somebody hes constantly by your side needing your attention wich means you get less time for yourself
But since you are dating him you probably dont mind
Also he probably wont tell you when hes leaving and where so just dont get scared if you cant find him for a whole day he will come back eventually
If he comes back he always tells you what he did that day in the most dramatic way ever
Like you would be sitting on the couch and he would be like walking around and stuff just acting out whatever hapened
Of corse he makes himself more powerfull and smarter in his own story
"Oh you sould have been there it was so funny he was screaming so much and there was blood everywhere!"
Back to what i said in my orher post if you do go and torture people with him or just be there while he does he will eather
Dont even alow the victims to look at you or take ther eyes off of him with that creating more fear with not knowing whos the other person or what they want
Or he will especially put the attention to you showing the victim that there is somebody in the room somebody whos normal and human somebody who could do something but for whatever reason dosent
Or he would do what he did with Vinny make you go in alone comfort the person be nice tell them you gonna help them create a false security then he comes in and you two kill them togeder
Really romantic stuff you know
Could count as a date honesly
He would definitelly do that thing where he asks your opinion about something and then just make up stupid bullshit exuses untill you say what he wants you to
When he kisses you he wraps his arms around your waist and kisses you in a way where you have to lean back and you would probably fall back if he dosent haves a death grip on you all the time
And loves to kiss you untill you barely have any breath left
That conects to how he loves to push people to ther limits
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I lied to you we arent gonna have sex put your clothes back on now am gonna explain to you what the scp fundation acually is so back in-
SOMEBODY WRITE A FANFICION ABOUT THIS ITS SO GOOD it would be so sad and angsty but and i would cry to it for sure but would love it
re-watched marble hornets and all i could think of is holding timâs hand and being that girlfriend he met back in college because you made him feel normal and how you urged him to do the audition with brian and how he would be such a careful lover but then you would slowly watch him become corrupted after meeting jay and the absolute anger afterwards when he breaks things off and
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