Oh I'm Sorry, You Want Me To SLEEP? As In, The Thing That Killed Yao And Ilyukhina?

love the new ghibli protagonist. what a little freak (affectionate). he has NO chill. a kid shoves him at the start of the movie and he instantly tackles them and proceeds to fight his entire class. he bashed his head in with a rock and tried to walk it off. the bird in his garden was doing funny things and he instantly starts making plans to murder it. was ready to beat the shit out of that pelican. i just know if he was allowed to curse he would have called that heron a bitch ass mother fucker. mahito was NOT fucking around.

the fandom may be small, but within me i have 1000 people worth of autistic special interest and each one of them is writing their own AO3 fics (like those infinite monkeys with the typewriters)

I'm at a metaphorical fork in the crossroads and baby? I'm about to stick that fork into an outlet 😎⚡️

Once again mourning the fact that I’ll never be Uyen Ninh and German Boyfriend

patient asked today if i was a boy or a girl and i shit you not i responded "im a medical student"

haven't played anything from the HS series yet but absolutely. Lane is a lot like me tbh

Hmm… Lane is twice exceptional…

In her case, twice exceptional meaning she has a developmental disorder (autism) but is also intellectually gifted.

Can’t believe I didn’t see it earlier…🤔

Some signs:

• She didn’t cry as a baby.

• She was a quiet, calm child.

• Her parents thought she was strange.

• She didn’t play with other children.

• She preferred solitude over relationships.

• The way she played with her toys was “wrong.”

• She followed the same routines.

• She doesn’t fit into social norms.

• She easily recognizes patterns most are unable to connect.

• She has hyperlexia. She is fascinated by letters and numbers, loves rearranging them.

• She can hyperfocus on one thing for hours without a break. Even delaying sex to finish her job! 😂 Poor Dmitry.

The reason I’m thinking about this is because it reminds me of my daughter when she was a baby. She didn’t cry. She was a really easy baby. But she also played by lining things up. She knew all her phonics when she was 2. She started reading on her own when she 3. Sounds really similar to Lane, which makes me like her more. ❤️♾️

Redesign of Eridians for the PHM Fantasy AU!

was too lazy to draw the front/back/side profiles haha. worldbuilding questions are always welcome!

me: i can't be autistic!! i don't have literal thinking and i'm great at understanding figurative language

also me when i was younger: this song is called darkside so if i enjoy it that means i must secretly agree with it and if i agree with it then the spirit of alan walker will evilise me

*snorts the Petrova line*

you're not a REAL audiophile until you have blood running down your torso and stomach at AT LEAST 44.1kHz

headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest