I love him. I shouldn’t, but I do. It’s not shaking hands or stuttering just with hello. It’s not short skirts or red lips. It’s jeans and a t-shirt with bare skin. Its finding him in a crowd and not wanting to change who I am. It’s wanting to know what he wanted to be as a kid and what his greatest fear is. It’s wanting to know his mistakes and looking past all the things “wrong” with him. It’s small smiles at my shoes and glances towards him. Its wanting him to be happy whether I am part of that happiness or not.
-c.t//excerpt from a book I won’t write (via iwontwrite)
i rushed the shit outta this but haaaaa you get the gist
i’d say they’re 15-16ish here
..oh dipper
ARE YOU FUCKIN’ KIDDING ME?!!!!! Do you know just HOW long I’ve been waiting for David Henrie to say something like that and when he finally does it’s ON THE WRONG FUCKING SHOW!!
How do you say you don’t want to live anymore without sounding suicidal?
"I always think of reasons to try and drown out the insecurities swimming in my head, and make myself believe that I'M better than HER. Why her? Why not me? I often ask myself. She doesn't even want to acknowledge your love for her, while I'm here patiently waiting and hoping that someday that love will finally be mine. She doesn't even like you. Me? You have no idea how many times I got hurt by you, and yet I still chose to be by your side, because that's how much my love has grown for you. You say you love me, but I know you love her more. So I try to make myself better, to try and outstand her in every way possible, just to get you to realize that I'M the better catch. And I think you got that. But still you chose her, and not me. And that fucking hurts me everytime."
“...But it is not fair. Not only to myself but also to my new lover
Whom I thought I could love more or even as much as you.
Though no matter the circumstance I’ll still continue to choose him
Just like how I constantly wish that you had chosen me.”
She was a very Lonely Person, but not many people really knew that.
C.B - I’ll write a book one day (via sinful-cravings)