Ok Can You Guys Tell Me In The Comments But Am I A Bad Person For Not Reporting My Friend To A Teacher

Hating myself is really easy so I won’t blame you for hating me too

fuck i’m so fucking unlovable i wanna fucking kill myself so fucking violently FUCK i love hurting myself

I want this to be serious but I'm also like rlly afraid.

Theyre wonderful, they absolutely are, the person I'm afraid of is myself. I'm afraid of fucking up, afraid of not loving enough, so afraid my mind makes up this concept of loving too deeply and being afraid of that because I'm afraid of being hurt or crossing the wrong lines.

I'm like a corpse I sit and decay

I rot away all day

“oh sorry, i forgot” doesn’t make me feel better. what i hear is that im forgettable and not important enough to set reminders for

God I hate that I'm lowkey so obsessed with my friend like if my friend doesn't message me I'm not happy but the second I get a text I jumping with joy I wish I wasn't so obsessed with my friend