Paranoia Is Crazy Cause When I Sh Its Fine But The Second It's Someone I Care About I Have To Know Every

it’s not obsession if you were made for me. call it… divine alignment.

I'm a monster wearing human skin.

i was never supposed to make it this far what do you mean my future depends on me i cant even get my ass out of bed to make myself a sandwich

me: im gonna go deep tonight

me: im gonna hit beans

me: im gonna multiswipe

me: i will go deeper than ever before

me: i will need stitches

me: i will rip my flesh from my bones

me: i will get so bad that people will stare

me: i will be valid

me: i will bleed out and die

me: i will stain this ground forever with my blood

me that night: does 2 cat scratches 🤡

I hate caring so much about people who don’t care about me. I would stop if I could, I’m just so desperate for someone to love me as much as I love them

i like when my friends are nice to me and like me

when you say something then feel a tightness in your chest, knowing that what you said will have repercussions but it's too late to take it back

How can i feel so numb but fucking feel everything all at once. I dont understand and i never will. I actually just do not want to fucking exist anymore dude.

i wasnt talking back, i was trying to tell you how i feel.

sorry i forgot that if my emotions and opinions dont align with yours its considered defiance.

and then you tell me i can "talk to you about anything"? fuck off.