If Sharks Had Vocal Chords What Sound Do You Think They'd Make?

I want to sleep at night for 12 hours and wake up and it still be night

don’t you want to torture me ? please , just carve into my skin and watch my blood leave a pool of warmth and love . brand your name into my flesh with an iron , leaving a permanent mark of ownership . hear my screams before shoving me head underwater , that’ll shut me up — won’t it ?

I’m not crazy. I was abused.

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

if i disappeared, would anyone even care. Are any of the connections ive made real. Is everything ive ever done just a thin layer of required empathy from everyone else.

does anyone still care about me outside of just social musts?

Whenever I get upset it's like it doesn't even matter. It always "You don't know how to take a joke" "You're being sensitive"

Oh, but if I did the same? I'D BE THE FUCKING ASSHOLE?!

I'm so terrified to love now that I'm exactly like the people who made me feel worthless

When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life