Help My Pookie Get Her Moots Back

I'm being forced to eat

I'm so sick I'm being forced to eat

But yea mom send me to school cause that makes sense

When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life

fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me

Vent since I'm pissed

Tw sh

My one friend is pissing me off so bad she told me something and I said ok and then said "don't go telling anyone I know you like to do that" and all I think is how she told me a week ago that are whole friendship was built off her using me for homework and I'm the backstaber. Like I feel like she's a bad friend cause she made me so upset I relapsed and I can't even say anything cause she will make it about herself and I know she will cause when I told her I self harm the next day she came to school waving her arm in my face showing me her cuts like were twins now and it makes me feel like I'm the asshole for self harming in the first place.

If anyone actually read this thank you for listening and if you have any advice please share if you want I honestly don't no what to do

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